Neil wants to live and to love on his own terms.

He raises the gun to his temple. "Todd, will you stay in the line?" "Yes Neil, I'll stay on the line." rated T for swearing ::Major character death::

"Anderson? As in Todd Anderson's brother?" Alright. That wasn't the normal reaction he got. Jeffrey Anderson never thought much about his younger brother. But Welton's anniversary event makes him realise there's a lot he's missed. Canon compliant. Implied Neil/Todd. Appearances from the other Dead Poets, Nolan and McAllister.

Todd's there for Neil when he needs it. Anderperry oneshot.

What was he meant to do now? How can he wake up every day in this empty room without wanting to tear out of Hellton and run and run until he too keels over? Snapshots following Todd's life from after Keating's departure to his own death. Grief, love and lots of Seizing the Day. Drabble form, canon and with appearances from the other Dead Poets.

It was common knowledge that Neil's classmates at Ridgeway High had a particular distaste for Welton Academy. At least, he thought it was common knowledge, but that was before three boys wandered onto Ridgeway turf with Welton written all over them. (Tags: AU-Neil never attended Welton, Anderperry, Spazkins)

A troubled 17 year old girl who sings the blues, plagued by the recent death of her parents, moves to Delaware to live with her stuffy grandfather at his boy's prep school. Little does she know, during the course of a few months, she would be touched by the lives of seven boys as they form delicate bonds with each other and change their lives forever.

Todd, depuis le suicide de Neil, n'est que l'ombre de lui même. Neil, ce garçon aux cheveux bruns désordonnés et aux yeux de la couleurs des pins. Neil, son premier et meilleur ami, qui l'avait aidé à prendre confiance en lui. Neil, le garçon qui avait agit et qui n'en était pas revenu indemne. Alors que le châtain se referme peu à peu sur lui-même, une drôle de lettre arrive. Et e

It's early spring, and Todd and Neil go out on the town. On a date. Anderperry oneshot. Fluff.

It figures that Todd has a crush on his roommate. But how can he not, when Neil's kind and pretty and maybe, just maybe, likes him back? Anderperry oneshot.

When Neil snaps at his father after the play, things suddenly take a turn for the positive. aka. the one where I rewrite the ending of Dead Poets Society because I am indeed, God.

On that dreadful morning, Meeks tried to soothe Todd with four words: "You can't explain it." Maybe he's speaking from prior experience. Maybe Steven Meeks has already lost a loved one to suicide.

He is on the way to see Santa Claus. THE Santa Claus! Yet Neil's too busy fretting over the boy stuck in the caboose to care. (Dead Poets Society/The Polar Express fusion.)

At the tail-end of his senior year, Todd is finally called back to the old indian cave, where he discovers that someone has been forgotten. (Post-canon.)

(A Love, Simon ripoff) in which Neil hides a letter in a book and Todd finds it, and an anonymous correspondence ensues.

Neil's twin sister Lynn takes a vacation to talk to her brother-twenty years after he died.

The two share a moment before Neil heads off to rehearsal. (Anderperry fluff.)

A look at what happened to the other Welton boys after Neil's suicide - the rest of that school year, and possibly afterwards. Because I am desperately interested in character, this fic will be absolutely lemon-free. There may, however, be some mild cursing (thus the T rating). Thanks for reading.

Todd's not supposed to like him this way, he knows that much. But most of the time he gets lost in the boy anyways, it's a bit hard to abide by the rules when they tell you to stay away from someone like Neil Perry. Neil's just as awkward. It's great. They're having a ball.

just a m/m retell of a scene between Todd and Neil :)

What if the Dead Poets had been able to talk to Neil before he died? This is what may have happened if the boys had paid Neil a late-night visit to voice their congratulations. Very slight Anderperry, depending on how you see their bond. Rated T just for themes of suicide. No coarse language or anything. Please read and enjoy! Happy endings all around this time! :)

In which, Eliza Keating, John Keating's niece, attends Hell-ton under special circumstances and comes close to the biggest romantics at school. Especially one in particular. Neil Perry x OC. Full summary inside.

Todd gets to see Neil again. It ends in the WORST way possible. Warning: death and potentially disturbing images and topics are contained within. Depressing.

50 moments lost in time, occasionally remembered (mostly by Todd, but perhaps more accurately by Welton itself)

Todd's trying to write a poem about the boy he's fallen for, without much luck. Neil shows up and distracts him. Fluffy Anderperry first kiss stuff bc I love them. Rated M for language.