Authors Note: this chapter has mature content so if you don't want to read that, you can totally skip to the next one and won't miss that much of the story. most of this chapter is a flashback to the night during rush when casey gets pregnant. it's just how I imagined it happening, since it was obviously never shown in the show. if you don't like sex scenes, feel free to skip to the next chapter. this story won't be all mature content, just the odd time. but there's tons of story in this chapter too and cute moments!
I'm trying to sleep, I really am.
But I still couldn't quiet the worries in my mind.
Not to mention… it felt weird being here with Cappie again. Not awkward or… bad. Just weird after doing what I did with him that night here and now being on this bed again, next to him.
Being in this room, in his bed again, it's like it brings everything back.
I had had a drink that night. But I wasn't even close to being drunk. So my memory of how things went down wasn't that bad. In fact… I remembered much more of it than I should for someone who claimed it was just a one time thing and then ran out the next day, swearing to act like it never happened.
I can't sleep anyway, so my mind runs through the events of that night like it was just yesterday.
August 20th, 2007. Rush Week at CRU.
We burst into the KT house at what I can only guess is around 2am, maybe later. I wasn't exactly keeping track of time tonight. But I did know that our taxi ride home had felt like an eternity because all I wanted to do was just get to it already. Undo his belt, undo every single button on his shirt and rip it right off.
As soon as I get into the KT house I'm ready to do much more than just kiss him.
"Fuck, that ride home was torture", He looks down to me with a smirk on his face, I guess feeling the exact way I had. He grins and then leans in to kiss me.
"Wait Cap", I stop him.
"You changed your mind?", his face falls then. "I knew this way too good to be true. I'll just walk you ho-"
I cut him off then with my lips, giving him a quick kiss.
When we part his brow furrows in confusion.
"I was just going to say that none of your brothers can know okay? So… let's just get up to your room quickly", I whisper to him.
He nods then, biting his lower lip, wetting it as he grins devilishly.
He takes my hand then and looks around, dragging me with him while his brothers are luckily not in the path to the stairs. Some of them are playing pool in the other room but they don't notice us stealthily make our way by.
We get up the stairs quickly and I follow him to his room, somewhere I've actually never been.
"So this is my humble abode", He smirks, joking as he opens the door for me.
I look around at the disarray of very Cappie like posters and random items strewn across the messy room.
"Yep. This is exactly how I'd pictured it", I narrow my eyes at him with a scoff.
"Mmm, nice to know you've been picturing my room", He grins winningly.
I roll my eyes at him and then lean up to kiss him if only just to shut him up. He happily complies, pulling me up by my waist and I squeal as I feel him pick me up off the floor. I put my arms around his neck on instinct, wrapping my legs around his waist as he holds me up under my ass like I weigh nothing.
I moan through our kiss, us not able to get enough of each other right now, our tongues playing against each other like tug of war and I'm honestly not sure which one of us is winning.
He walks us back to his bed then, sitting down with me in his arms so I'm straddling him. I pull the elastic out of my hair then, taking it out of the messy bun it was in, letting my blonde hair down fall around the two of us as we kiss.
I immediately start to work on the buttons on his shirt and in reaction, he takes his hands and pulls my tank top over my head, revealing my black bra.
Once I open all the buttons on his shirt I do my best to get it off him, getting to his chest as I lean in to kiss down it and he pulls his shirt off his arms.
I'm wasting no time tonight and I quickly start on his belt too.
"Hey I've gotta play catch-up here, soon I'm gonna be naked and you're still gonna have your clothes on and that just won't do", He smirks then and I pull back from him, stopping my plight to get his pants off.
I grin at him seductively and then reach back to undo the clasp of my bra, taking it off and throwing it to his floor, not really caring where it lands.
His eyes travel down to my boobs then, going wide.
"Shit", He let's out a single word.
I laugh at how he reacts and then get started back on his jeans.
But it isn't long before he derails my plans, using his strength to flip us over to my surprise and he's now on top of me, pinning me down.
I look back at him, the surprise of it turning me on as I lean up to take his lips in mine.
He quickly takes his lips to travel down my body though. Onto my neck, down my collarbone, until he reaches my breasts.
I don't know how he does it but he manages to feel where the zipper of my jeans is, undoing them as he simultaneously takes my nipple into his mouth. His tongue circles it as I let out a deep sigh, smile on my face.
He pulls my jeans down then, moving away from my now wet breast to fully get them off of me, now only just wearing my black panties.
He kisses down my stomach now, then my hipbone, until he reaches my underwear. And I'm sure he's going to have those off in under a minute too but he stops suddenly, looking up at me, his blue searching mine.
I feel my heart pound. Why was he stopping?
"You're sure about this right?", he confirms with me. "Because once I take these off…"
He trails off, referring to the sexy lace panties I'd of course put on tonight with only one thought in mind.
"I'm sure", I nod up and down quickly. "I want this".
"Okay", he grins then, unable to hide the way this pleases him to no end.
He weaves his fingers around the sides of my panties and then pulls them down my legs. He locks eyes with me as he does it which only makes this all the more hot.
"Did you wear these for me?", He gives me a look, holding them in his hand now.
I don't even know how to speak right now so I just nod up and down.
"Mmm", he grins then, amused by this, coming back to me and lifting my legs up with both his arms and then pulling my body down the bed slightly.
He's kneeling on the floor, me at the edge of his bed as he buries his face in between my legs.
"Oh my god", I let out in a sigh, feeling my back arch as he kisses up my thigh, getting closer and closer the part of me that was aching to be touched.
And I'm sure he can tell because that's where his tongue travels next and I immediately feel my body shudder when he makes contact there.
He places his large hand across my low abdomen, keeping me in place because my writhing around is getting in the way of what he's doing.
I prop myself up a bit to look down at him as I struggle to take normal breaths. But I want to see him while he makes me feel like this. I smile as I watch him, moving my hand down my body to run through his hair.
"Ugh Cappie", I let out as I begin to grind against his lips.
He stops for a moment only just to look up so he can see my face contort in pleasure, a glint of amusement in his bright blue eyes.
"I almost forgot how you tasted", He grins licking his pink lips.
I blush then.
"Not to mention… now that I'm down here... you didn't really need any warmup did you?", he raises an eyebrow at me as he smirks, referring to how wet I already was down there.
He grins up at me as I suddenly feel a pang in my stomach. Feeling a mixture of being insanely turned on by him while simultaneously hating the fact that he gets the satisfaction of knowing he has the ability to get me in this state, to make my body react like this.
He looks down again, going back to focus, my legs spread out on either side of his head. He then runs one of his long fingers down my center, letting it easily make its way inside of me as I buck my hips up with a moan.
"I've been wet since I hit the first ball on the pool table tonight Cap", I speak in a breathy whisper looking down at him to give him a grin, full well knowing it's going to drive him crazy but just wanting to be honest with him. Because it was true. Just that very exchange between us at the pool table got me hot.
"Fuck", he speaks gruffly then, him loving that our interactions tonight had turned me on so much that before we'd even gotten home I was more than ready to go.
He shakes his head in disbelief and then moves up my body to kiss me, his kisses full of wanting. They're not little pecks, that's for sure, we're swapping saliva and whatever else of me was on his lips and his tongue.
I moan through our kisses but I want more and I feel like I can't wait another second.
I pull away from him then, making a conscious effort to tell him what I want.
"Cap I need you right now okay?", I say sternly, meeting his eyes as I practically shake in anticipation underneath him. "Do you have a condom?"
"Do I have a condom?", He speaks sarcastically, giving me a teasing look. "That's like asking you if you have lipgloss in your purse".
I giggle then and shake my head at his craziness.
"Just get it on okay, I…", I groan then and run my hand down my body to start touching myself, frustrated and going crazy with pressure and wanting down there. "I need you inside me right now, okay?"
He nods quickly then, going over to his night side table and rolling a condom on as I can't keep from touching myself, wanting him to take over for me as quickly as possible. I could literally feel myself aching down there to have him.
He doesn't question any of this. Why I'd gone to exactly where I knew he would be, why I'm suddenly wanting to sleep with him even though I have a boyfriend, why I'm so incredibly turned on right now.
He just moves overtop me as I get my head comfy on his pillow, moving my hand away from pleasuring myself now. He takes over, moving his length against the outside of me then which feels good. But not as good as if he would just enter me already.
"Cap!", I groan. "Stop teasing me already!"
"Sorry it's just so incredibly fun to watch you squirm", He grins at me devilishly and I roll my eyes but only for a moment because while I'm doing so I feel him find his way into me then, slowly and then all at once.
"Oh my god", I breathe out then, nodding up and down, the feeling of him fully inside me making my whole body relax underneath him.
"Is that okay?", he looks to me to confirm, something I remember him often doing, checking on me. "You're okay?"
"Mmm hmm", I nod up and down ferociously then, my eyes shut in pleasure.
"You feel so fucking good Case, holy shit", he groans against me. "You're so wet".
"I know", I nod up and down, opening my eyes now to smile at him.
I meet his eyes, wanting to look right at him while he starts to move slowly inside me.
He locks eyes with me then as I feel my heart pound in chest, all of this feeling way too intimate for two exes who are supposed to dislike each other.
He leans down to kiss me and I take my hand to rest on his cheek as I pull him into me. He's thrusting in and out in gentle rhythmic movements.
And I remembered having sex with him during freshman year of course, but I don't know that I'd fully remembered that despite the persona Cappie put on, he was always really loving in bed. Didn't just fuck you, he took his time and made sure to kiss me lots. It wasn't what you'd expect for a guy that would basically hop into bed for a quickie with any girl on campus. He was gentle. Unless he was just like that with me, I couldn't be sure.
We both move our bodies, him moving into me, me grinding my hips against him with him inside me.
"Yeah yeah right there", I speak breathily nodding up and down quickly, feeling him hit the exact spot inside me that was begging to be stimulated.
"Yeah?", He looks at me with a nod.
"Mmm hmm, just like that", I sigh out then as I feel pleasure course through my whole body. "It feels so good, oh my god".
I moan loudly then, physically unable to stop myself from whimpering and moaning. I couldn't keep it in.
I truly hadn't had sex in months. Since May before me and Evan had left campus. He was busy with his family at their Martha's Vineyard house over the summer and I don't think his parents approved of me enough to invite me to visit. I was just a normal girl from Chicago, not Rebecca Logan, who I'm sure they'd love.
But here with Cappie, he didn't care where I came from. He'd always wanted me. That was one thing between us that I'd always felt secure in. He'd never even looked at another girl when he was with me.
I start to move against him more urgently then, thinking about him, about how I knew he wouldn't cheat on me, wouldn't do what Evan did. And suddenly all I wanted to do was have a full body release with him inside me, I wanted this with him.
"Cappie I'm gonna…", I trail off as I shut my eyes tightly in pleasure nodding up and down. "Oh god!"
I practically yell out then, my whole body shaking beneath him, as I feel contractions in waves rolling through me. The contractions make my muscles grip onto him in in and out motions.
"God Case", He groans in a gruff voice, reacting to what he's managed to make my body do.
"I'm coming", I let out then in a quiet voice, barely getting the words out, just so focused on the waves of pleasure rolling through me, what feels like a fire burning up in my lower abdomen.
I can hear myself whimpering loudly as I hold onto the covers beside me, feeling the need to grip onto something as I writh around.
I open my eyes to see Cappie smirking for a moment when I look at him and then going back to his own turned on expression. He's biting his lip, I can tell trying to hold back from letting go.
But it's no use because I can feel him pulse inside me, getting even harder in my swollen self.
I know he's about to reach his climax too, so I take my hand to rest on his cheek, pulling him to me so I can kiss him as I can feel him coming inside my body. Obviously with the condom on so nothing goes inside me.
"Fuck oh my god", he comes back to life then, a look of pleasure taking over his face, his eyes half open in a post orgasm glow. "Casey that was..."
"I know", I breathe out as he's still on top of me, still inside me.
"I can still feel you", He laughs then, referring to the way my muscles are still contracting in and out down there, not at the level they were a few moments ago, but I'm still riding the aftershocks.
I open my eyes wide then, realizing what I've just done in the heat of the moment.
"Crap... I hope your brothers didn't hear me", I look at him worriedly.
"You were a little loud", he gives me a look and I hit his arm playfully, giving him a dirty look.
"Hey! I didn't say I didn't like it, trust me, this is like the highlight of… my whole year, it's gonna be hard to top this", he grins then.
I feel my features soften then, feeling those feelings stirring in my stomach. Butterflies maybe? Whatever it was I didn't like it. I didn't want to be having them for him.
I just look back at him with a scoff, unsure what to say to that.
"I'm sure next week you'll find another girl who will get naked for you and you'll forget you even said that to me", I laugh then, giving him a slight roll of my eyes. "Actually... make that tomorrow night, not next week. I know you move fast".
He looks down at me, giving me a bit of a quizzical look, like he wants to say something but he doesn't.
"Well… yeah I guess... you know me…", He shrugs then, pursing his lips and not looking entirely happy with what I'm insinuating.
He pulls out of me then, and I noticeably feel the difference, him having stretched me out. I still feel myself wet, a little puddle underneath me on his covers.
I feel a little bad then, feel like I've hurt him.
I turn onto my side, moving over to him to show him how I really felt. Because as much as I was putting up a wall, saying things like I just did, it was only because what I felt for him right now was so intense. And it shouldn't be. Not when I have a boyfriend who I'm supposed to be in love and planning forever with.
"Come here", I whisper to him and then pull him over to me to kiss me, which he seems confused with at first, but then gives in to it. This time the kisses are sweet, gentle; taking our time, not quite as intense and hungry.
When we part I give him a shy smile.
"You know… I know women are known for being complicated and everything… that's like, a given but", He sighs then, looking at me. "I can't figure you out Case".
His eyes gaze up and down my face, searching for some sort of answer in me.
"Let's just…", I sigh myself then. "Let's just do this again? If you want?"
He laughs then, looking at me like he doesn't know whether I'm fully serious or not.
"Do it again?", He gives me a look.
I nod then, fully serious.
"What the hell has gotten into you tonight?", He scoffs, truly looking confused, happy, but confused with me.
I look at him for a moment, searching through his ocean blue eyes.
"You", I say the one word and then smile, leaning in to kiss him again.
"Unless…", I give him a teasing look when we part. "Unless you're not up for it?"
"I don't think you know who you're talking to Case", He laughs, playing along with me as he speaks against my lips, going in for another kiss. When he pulls away he looks like an idea has entered his head. "If you don't want the guys to hear you again… there is somewhere we could go".
"I'm listening", I play along with a giggle.
"There's this secret closet off my room here", he explains with a smirk. "Seems totally soundproof".
"Well let's go", I say, giving him a slightly seductive look of my eyes as I get up, still fully naked.
He's pulled his boxers back on and then he lifts me up into his arms to my surprise.
"Hey!", I giggle.
"I'm bringing you to the closet!", he argues, my legs wrapping around his waist again, parts of me grinding against his torso which felt really good so I don't question it.
He keeps me against him with one arm and then opens the closet door with the other, getting us in and then closing it. He doesn't waste a single second once we're inside. He keeps me in his arms, moving me back to pin me against the wall of the closet, my breasts against his chest as I feel our bare skin touch.
"Mmm", I giggle against his lips. "I like it in here… even though you have no clothes in here Cap?"
"I'm not you", He gives me a look, teasing me. "I'd rather use it for sex than for clothes".
"Me too", I giggle again and meet his lips, stimulating myself down there by grinding against him.
"Here, let me touch you for real", He grins, watching my efforts to move against him, trying to get friction against the most delicate part of me.
He keeps me pressed up against the wall as he takes out his still hard self to run his length up and down my core.
"Ughhhh", I sigh out then. "Keep doing that".
I nod up and down then.
He grins and does as I say, eventually finding his way inside me again as I breathe in sharply.
He's right about it in here, I can make all the noise I want to as he drives me crazy. Holding me up in his arms as he drives in and out of me, me bobbing up and down with the force of his movements.
My breasts move up and down with me as I let out soft whimpers, closing my eyes. When I feel his lips trailing across my chest I'm surprised for a moment but then let out a scoff. Cappie always was a boob guy.
Me and him move together as one. Me holding onto his broad shoulders, gripping my fingernails into the back of his neck where I'm sure I'm probably leaving marks. Him kissing against my neck as he moved into me harder, more urgently. We come again together at just about the same time, both pretty on the same page tonight. Cappie ready to go for basically anything sexual, and me wanting to forget that Evan even exists. It's a win win.
Luckily he quickly pulls out of me while releasing, getting it on my lower abdomen instead of inside me.
"Wow", I breathe out against his chest and I rest against him, a little unsure how he's still holding me up in his arms right now, but I'm happy he is because my body has gone limp like jello.
I feel like I'm in a haze, feel tired after another big release.
I look up to Cappie's eyes to watch him looking at me, just watching me in amusement of what he's just done to me.
"Well… you want some water or something? Anything to eat?", He lets out a laugh. "Or maybe some sleep?"
I think to myself then.
"All three?", I shrug with a giggle.
He laughs at me and then opens the door, carrying me out again and it's crazy because my feet literally haven't touched the ground since I walked into his room.
He lays me back down on his bed gently, looking down at me, his eyes running up from my toes to my face, looking over my naked body. Still a mess on my stomach from him that I need to clean up.
I start to feel a little self conscious then and I cover my arms over myself for a second.
"You are so fucking beautiful", He shakes his head like he's in disbelief. "I mean you must know that right? Know what you do to me? Know how crazy you make me?"
He looks at me then with a genuine smile.
"Cap…", I trail off, looking at him softly, not sure what to say.
"I'm... I'm gonna get you a towel, one sec", He shakes his head, snapping himself out of the moment we'd just shared, maybe even regretting saying what he's said.
He comes back from the washroom with a hand towel to wipe down my lower belly with.
"There you go", He smiles at me after he's done wiping off what he'd left on me.
"Thanks", I nod shyly.
"I'll go get you some water", he stands up straight, maybe feeling the need to change the subject as he pulls his jeans on and then loosely buttons up his top, skipping buttons as he goes.
I have to stifle in a laugh then because if any of his brothers come in contact with him while he's downstairs it's pretty obvious he's just been having sex. He's not wearing his belt, his hair is a mess from being between my legs and from my hands running through it, his shirt is barely done up, and he probably smells like me.
"Thanks", I smile at him sheepishly, feeling my heart swell in my body when I look at him.
"Want anything to eat? We uh… have that ice cream you like", he shrugs, a smile making its way onto his face.
I perk up then.
"The sorbet I like?!", I smile excitedly.
"Yeah", he nods with a laugh, finding my excitement funny. "That raspberry one. If the guys haven't eaten it all I'll bring it up".
"Yay thanks Cap", I laugh.
"No problem", He gives me a grin then and looks back at me sitting up on his bed for a moment before leaving out his door and then closing it.
Now alone in his room I get up for a second, grabbing my tank top and putting it back on over my head, and finding my panties on the ground and getting those back on too.
I look at myself in the dirty mirrored reflection of the one mirror in his room.
Damn, if Cappie looked like he had just finished having sex twice, I looked even worse when it came to that scale. My blonde hair was in disarray, messily framing my face. My lips were red from being kissed so much. And my cheeks seemed to have a permanent blush even though I didn't wear that much makeup when I'd gone out tonight to run into Cappie.
He liked me for me, always told me I was beautiful and made me feel like it too. I never really felt like I had to try that hard with him. Wear anything designer or fancy, put on a lot of makeup. I was just regular me when I was with him. That's how I'd shown up at Lite N Easy tonight and it had worked well enough to get me into his bed… and then his closet.
I go to use the washroom, his room luckily having its own ensuite. I guess that's what you get when you're president.
When I come back Cap's sitting on his bed, tray on the bed with two cups of water and a pint of the raspberry sorbet he knew I liked with two spoons in it.
"When I came back in I half figured you'd left Case", Cappie scoffs then when he sees me come out of the washroom but I can tell he means it. That he truly does think that I would run and ditch him as soon as possible.
"No, just peeing and cleaning up", I giggle with a shrug. "Nice washroom Cap, it's actually cleaner than I thought".
He smirks at me then with a nod.
"Well we're not all Neanderthals here", Cap jokes. "Although… maybe don't go in the main bathroom. Beaver and Wade keep that one pretty disgusting, not to mention the shower gets dubbed the vomitorium during parties".
"Ew", I twist my features into a grossed out expression and then laugh.
I sit down on the edge of his bed, just in my tank top and panties, taking a glass of water to drink, it tasting good after the workout we'd just done.
"Soooo…", Cappie drags out the word, looking at me as I finish drinking. "Are we gonna talk about what the hell is going on?"
"What do you mean?", I shrug, playing dumb.
He scoffs then and rolls his eyes, giving me a look.
I sigh then, realizing I'm not going to get away with giving him no explanation.
"Just… don't think too much about it Cap", I shrug. "You and me… are... you and me".
He narrows his eyes at me like he doesn't want to except that response.
"What the hell does that mean?", he laughs.
"We're obviously not together but… we still… happen to work very well together. In the bedroom sense I mean", I shrug my shoulders, looking down as to not make eye contact with him.
He scoffs then.
"And now we work pretty well in the closet sense too", he laughs and I look up at him and can't help how he gets a giggle out of me.
"Fine. Yes… we do", I nod, my cheeks turning red hot.
I was just telling him the truth. Even though me and Evan were much more compatible on paper than I could ever be with Cap… I hadn't had sex like this since we'd broken up at the end of Freshman year. Hadn't truly connected in that way with anyone but him ever.
So when I had to choose someone to get back at Evan with, the answer was clear. It was like a free pass to feel the way I'd always felt with him, even if it was just for one night.
"I hope… you understand", I give him a look then and he nods. "This was really fun and I… I needed this so… thanks Cap".
I set my eyes on him, looking at him a bit more serious now.
"You let me do what I just did to you and you're thanking me?", He gives me a sarcastic look. "You don't need to thank me".
"Okay", I laugh. "Anyways, let's see this ice cream".
I grin at him then and he laughs and hands me a spoon.
"M'lady", He jokes as he hands it to me.
"Thanks", I laugh. "This is so awesome, I can't believe you have this!"
I dig into the sorbet then, moaning when it hits my mouth and I taste it.
"Mmm! Oh my god that's so good", I let out.
"You react to sorbet the same way you react to what I do to you", Cap says like he's making an observation, nodding up and down as he gives me a joking look.
I roll my eyes at him as I laugh, continuing to eat.
"What's better? Your ice cream", he laughs. "Or the sex?"
I giggle then.
"Hmm….", I jokingly think to myself.
"Hey! That's taking way too long to answer!", he laughs.
"Sorry", I shrug as I giggle, loving to mess with him. "You know…"
I lean into him then as I give him a look, my eyes trying to entice him in to me.
"We could combine the two?", I shrug as I make the suggestion, and I drop my spoon down. I'm weirdly still turned on even though I should be tired by now. Should be completely done after two big orgasms.
But part of me knew that this night was a one time thing. It was a one chance ticket. And tomorrow it was… back with Evan. Back to being prim and proper for Frannie and the rest of the sorority. Back to where I couldn't have Cappie as a boyfriend because they wouldn't approve.
If I was going to have this night, I was going to go all out, going to make it last. Going to have fun while I could. Because I knew if anyone was going to be on board with that plan it was Cappie.
"I'm liking that idea", He grins then, leaning into me, taking his spoon to scoop up some sorbet and then guiding it into my mouth.
Some drips out the side, dripping down from my lips as he takes the spoon out of my mouth.
"I've got it", he speaks quietly, eyes fixated on my lips as he leans forward, using his tongue to lick the sorbet from down my chin and then continuing to kiss me.
When he pulls away from me I can't help the sheepish grin I try so desperately to hide.
"Mmm, that is good, you're right Case", he nods, licking his lips with that ever smirking look on his face.
"Why don't you try it off of somewhere else?", I shrug, wanting to play this game with him, wanting to be this side of my self right now. The wild side that was up for any type of fun with him, up for anything that feels good.
I giggle then seeing him reaction, his eyes lighting up immediately.
"You really think you could go again?", I give him a look, like I'm daring him to.
"Oh I know I can, I'm just wondering if you can handle it", He smirks, moving close to my lips then, as I hold my spoon up, my lips tasting of raspberry and him.
"All summer Cap", I move in close to his lips then. "It's been months".
I'm referring of course to the last time I had sex.
His brows furrows then, confused.
"What do you mean?", He shakes his head.
"It's been since May since I last had sex", I explain. "Well I mean, not now…"
I laugh.
"Now it's only been like… half an hour but-", he cuts me off with his lips, surprising me.
"Mmm!", I let out a slight yelp as his lips meet mine, kissing me hard.
When we part I'm catching my breath.
"What- what was that for?", I look at him, eyes wide.
He shrugs his shoulders, his signature smirk making its way across his face.
"That's because if you were mine I would never be able to let myself go 3 months without touching you", He says in a whisper, face close to mine. "Not be able to show you how much you mean to me, show you how gorgeous you are, make you moan until you can't even speak properly".
He looks serious now and I feel my heart pound quickly in my chest, hear it in my ears as I sit there, frozen.
"I know you wouldn't", I whisper back, nodding, heart still in shambles, the pounding reminding me of the stupid hold he still has over me.
A smile slowly comes over his face then, liking what comes out of my mouth.
I look down then at the sorbet, digging a spoon into it again, and I honestly couldn't tell you if it was my spoon or Cappie's, not that I cared. We'd already swapped just about everything you could tonight.
I slowly put another bite into my mouth, dropping some of the liquid down my neck on purpose and then looking to him with a wicked grin.
"Oops...", I let out.
He knows what I'm doing and he's living for it. He leans in then to lick it off my neck.
"Let's get these clothes off again", I giggle as I get the few buttons he'd lazily done up undone again and I can feel his laugh against my neck.
He moves back from me to pull my tank top over my head again, my bare breasts now easily accessible to him as he smiles.
I get his jeans undone and he does the rest, shimmying out of them quickly and tossing them to his side so he's just in his boxers.
I take my hands to go his boxers then, moving past the waistband to find his length, running my hands up and down it.
"Shit", he groans out, having not expected it.
"Lay back", I say to him like it's an order, gesturing to the pillow against his headboard.
He raises his eyebrow at me as he laughs.
"This is new… you taking charge", He smirks like a devil.
He's right, in our relationship I had typically been the one who had let Cappie take the lead, let him be the dominant one. He was the one who had experience of course. I was just a virgin when I met him and every first I had was with him. It was something I knew Evan absolutely hated even if he would never explicitly say anything about it.
"Do you want me to keep doing this or not?", I say sassily, teasing him as I keep touching him, my hand going up and down, making sure he's ready for me to do what I want to do next.
He laughs then and quickly moves back, doing as I say. He rests against his headboard, sitting just past 90 degrees. I move to follow him, on all fours as I smirk at him.
"Okay what do you want me to do next?", He looks at me jokingly.
"Let me use you however I want", I say quietly, eyes looking at him seductively as I grin.
He looks taken aback by me unleashing this side of myself but he doesn't question it.
"I'm yours", he nods with a laugh. "You know that".
"Good", I smile winningly and then turn back to grab the sorbet, picking some up with my pinky and running it down my chest.
I can see his eyes, watching it drip down my breasts, looking at me hungrily.
I pull down his boxers fully then and move onto him to straddle him, his hands immediately finding their place on either side of my waist.
"Condom?", I put out my hand, giving him a look.
He's amused by this act of dominance I'm putting on, playing along with me as he reaches out to get into his bedside drawer with me still on top of him. He passes me the condom.
"You want to put it on since you're the boss?", He says jokingly.
I giggle at him and rip it open.
I take him in my hands, rolling it onto him, looking down at him, at his erection. I stifle in a grin thinking about how his was the first one I ever saw. I'd thought there was no way I'd ever be able to get him inside me at the time. Sometimes I struggled to even get tampons in when I was a virgin. But being turned on enough and having him go slow and gentle, I got used to it. Then I did more than get used to it, I liked it.
"What are you thinking about?", he laughs then, looking at me curiously, seeing that I'm in my head, checking out for a second because I'm lost in my thoughts.
"Nothing", I shake my head, not wanting to tell him that I was thinking about our past. "Just… wanting this again".
I smirk at him then and move my hips up to start lowering myself onto him, getting the right angle so I can have him inside me for the third time tonight.
I breathe out when we get the angle right and I feel him completely within me, the sensation of being full making me shudder with pleasure.
"Yes", I let out with a smile, closing my eyes for a moment and then looking up at him to see his amusement.
He smiles back at me and leans forward to lick the raspberry sorbet off of me, some of it having even dripped down to my navel at this point.
I feel his tongue on my breasts, making the hair on the back of my neck stand up. The feeling of him inside me while I grind back and forth against him paired with him attempting to leave hickeys on my breasts makes me whimper out.
"Oh my god!", I bite down on my lip.
His hands travel around to my back now, on my bare skin, as he uses his strength to help me move back and forth in a rhythm as I ride him.
This was one of my very favorite things to do with him way back in freshman year when I'd started to get my footing with sex. Of course, most people start out with missionary, that's what we did for the first little bit. Then I'd asked Cappie what other positions he'd want to do with me, opening up a whole new world of things we could do. We'd tried lots of different things. I remember it being fun, letting him teach me things that he thought would feel good for me since my knowledge of sex prior to meeting him was basically… having none.
I can't help the giddy smile I have on my face as we move together like this, a fire burning up in my pelvis, feeling so incredibly good.
"You're amazing", He grins at me then, his eyes gazing up and down my body.
I don't know exactly what to say to that so I just give him a shy look and then lean in to kiss him, our kisses tasting sweet. Tasting like the sorbet. Our tongues play around with each other as I feel the tingling intensify down my body.
"Cappie", I let out in desperate sigh when we part. I'm not really able to kiss back anymore, I'm too distracted, too busy getting ready to go over the edge.
I move even more hurriedly then. Up and down, back and forth. My movements are desperate and rabid at this point, just doing whatever I can to intensify what I was feeling enough to reach a climax.
I'm half in my own world, eyes closed in pleasure, mouth ajar as I'm unable to keep in the steady stream of moans coming out of me.
I feel Cappie's fingers start to play with me now, finding that spot he always seemed to easily find on me.
I open my eyes to look at him, looking down at what he's doing to make this even more intense for me.
"Fuck Cap, keep playing with me like that okay?", I nod up and down urgently.
"Your wish is my command", He jokes with a smirk as he watches me. "I just like having a front row seat to seeing you like this".
He truly means it too, I can tell. Having me on top of him, using him to drive myself crazy, turned him on to no end.
I smile at him then and keep moving faster and faster and faster until I can't handle it anymore.
I'm holding onto the top of his headboard now as I let out a scream.
"Cappie!", I yell out, literally unable to stop it.
I put my hand over my mouth then and look at him with wide, shocked eyes.
"I didn't mean to do that", I shake my head, annoyed at myself.
"Don't worry about it", he laughs and brings his hand up to my cheek, pulling me into him to kiss me.
At least with his mouth on mine it quiets some of my moans as I feel my muscles contracting around him, pulling him into me.
"You're coming?", He looks at me with a pleased smirk as he bites his lip. He says it more like a statement than a question because I know he can tell I am from being inside me.
I nod up and down then quickly, not feeling like I can really form a full sentence in the state I'm in.
"Good", he grins like crazy, loving this.
Once I come back to earth a bit, I move my hands off his headboard, letting them fall around his neck instead as I let myself flop down on top of him.
I feel him find his release too as he keeps moving inside me, getting his fill of this deal too. He lets out a growl in my ear as I feel him getting even harder inside me.
"Wow…", he sighs out then and I can't see him because I'm just laying against him, unmoving. I'm just feeling his heartbeat underneath mine, my breasts against his chest, probably getting him sticky too, not that we weren't already both a mess by now.
I feel his hand come up then to the back of my head, running through my hair as he kisses my cheek. He can't see me but I'm smiling, the act of him leaving gentle kisses down my cheek, then across my jaw, now down my neck, making me giddy.
We lay like this for awhile, unmoving.
And I truly feel spent now, tired and like I can't move a muscle.
Finally I get the energy to move myself off of him, holding onto his shoulders as I get my footing and then flop down beside him.
He gets the condom off then, throwing it into the trash that sits beside his bed and then pulling his boxers on.
"That was literally…. amazing", He looks over to me, disbelief on his face.
"I know", I nod, letting out a tired giggle.
"You tired now?", He grins, looking a little like he's going to laugh at that way I'm yawning.
"Yeah", I nod up and down, eyes sleepy.
"Here", He pulls the covers up over me.
I'm still naked obviously, but I have no intent of even putting my clothes back on right now. Still in this post pleasure glow, I feel light, satisfied and like I could drift into an easy sleep.
"Thanks", I nod, opening my eyes wider to look at him with a smile.
"No problem", He looks down at me sweetly then, I think liking seeing me this this. Naked in his bed and exhausted from fucking him.
He turns to his right then to turn off his bedside lamp and then we're in the darkness.
"Night Case", He whispers, getting under the covers with me. "Thanks for… not seeking me out tonight".
He laughs, saying that last part sarcastically, emphasizing the word 'not', letting me know that I'm not as slick as I think I am.
I open my eyes just to give him a glare, absolutely hating that he's smart enough to know why I showed up at Lite N Easy tonight. Because it certainly wasn't just for the grubby atmosphere.
I roll my eyes at him and he laughs at me.
"Night Cap", I shake my head, but he knows I'm not actually annoyed with him, the smile I can't get off my face definitely gives that away.