Things had gotten out of control so quickly. Ugh...how Could I do this?! To be caught by her. Ughhhhhh! Why did I even do that? Why? No... I knew why. But I didn't want to say it. But it was clear I was frustrated. I wanted to touch her more. More and more...ugh. It was getting hard to hold myself back. I wanted more. It was getting hard not to think about it even when I wasn't spending time with her. My mind was wandering more too. Before I knew it earlier, I found myself outside her room. It was still early in the day mid-afternoon. I was never here this early. "..." but lately it been getting harder not to think about her. I just want to spend more time alone with her. ugh...when did I turn into a pervert? I don't want her to see this side. but...before I knew it I found myself entering her room without knocking. Only to find her not there.

"Ugh...of course." I was annoyed to find her not there. I mean...why would she be here at this time? most of the afternoon she would spend around Sion or Da Vinci. I frowned and plopped myself down on her bed. "Ugh..." I shouldn't be this frustrated but I am. I can't keep doing this. I have to get this under control. I told myself until I saw her pillow close by. "..." I quickly took it into my hands holding it against myself. I could smell her shampoo on the pillow. "Ugh...Master..." Before I knew it, I was rubbing myself against her pillow. I am... clearly a pervert. I'm sorry...forgive me. Only shortly after that to find master walk back into her room to find me doing this. I quickly panicked seeing her. "ahh...M-Master...! This isn't! This isn't what it looks like!" She just stared at me and I stared back at her. "Nemo are you...?" No no no! ahhh! I was screaming inside my mind. how could i let her see me like this?! "No! No I'm not!" I quickly hid under the blankets. I was caught I was trapped. no no no! what do I do?! ahhhhh! "I-I didn't...I...I..." I groaned at myself.

shit shit shit!

"Ugh...why..." I was still groaning. There was no way out of this. "But its pretty clear what you were doing..." N-No it wasn't true. ugh...I want her to pretend she didn't see it! please just pretend you didn't see that! "N-No it isn't!" ugh...what do I do?! She will think I'm a pervert. "Nemo..." She pulled on the blanket and I could only groan at her. "...you think I'm a pervert now..., don't you?" I guess I kind of am. But I don't want her to think I am. But at this point it would be hard for her not to think that. "Well, if you were really doing what it looked like..." ugh...there was no way to fix this. Even explaining wouldn't fix it. "...It had your scent."

"Should I be worried? Are you going around smelling all my stuff now?" Somehow I made things worse saying that to her. "N-No of course not! J-Just your pillow that's all..." Okay saying that out loud didn't sound good at all. I have to admit that to myself. "Well I guess...you are kind of a pervert than." I mean...how could she not think about?! even more so after what I said and what she saw? "No... I'm not."

"You know you are here pretty early today."

"Whose fault do you think that is?" I pouted under the blankets. "No idea. ~" She was doing this on purpose now and it wasn't helping at all. "I think you are being a bigger bully today..." she was just trying to push me now. It was clear. But...if she kept on going on like this. I wouldn't be holding back must longer. "Says the person who was rubbing himself against my pillow." I... I couldn't take anymore. It snapped. I felt it snap. Before I knew it, I pin her down on the bed. I was on top of her. "I Can't...I can't..." I told her. "Nemo?" She asked in confusion. "Do you even understand...? I can't...I can't wait any longer. I feel so frustrated. why...I rubbed myself against your pillow? because I want all of you." My wants had taken over. My reason had quickly disappeared. I quickly tied her hands up and quickly started kissing her heavy.

I want all of you. every bit of you. my hands quickly started unbuttoning her shirt. I couldn't...I couldn't...stop now. The teasing had gotten to be too much now. It had pushed me to move. My lips traveled to her neck as I threw her shirt to the floor, "uhh...Nemo...but..." there was no way I could stop now. My hands wandered up and down her body.
Before I knew it. I was staring up at the ceiling in her room. "...?" I feel like I blacked out. The last thing I knew...I was. I gasped as I quickly sat up and saw both of our clothes all over the floor. A look a horror quickly came across my face. "I...I didn't..." I slowly looked to my right to see sara fast asleep with marks all over her neck and some a bit on her chest from what I could tell.

shit shit shit...ugh! I did do that. I gave in. I... I ugh...!

I blushed heavy trying to remember everything that had happened. I... I really did that didn't I? I forcefully took her. I... I can't believe I did this. I didn't want it to happen this way. My wants had taken over. My wants easier won over my reasons. I wasn't frustrated anymore. But...how Could I be now? I got what I wanted. But...would she be mad at me when she wakes up? I was worried. "Nemo...?" I felt myself panic hearing her voice. Shit. ugh...what do I do...? I felt her sit up beside me. "What's wrong...?" I sat there stiff as I felt her lean against me. "S... Sara...I'm I mean..." What do I do? "Looks like someone got the frustration out of himself now...~" she whispered to me. "I... I'm sorry...I...I..." I'm horrible. I messed up bad. "I'm not mad. I think if anything surprised."

I had forcefully taken her. She should be mad at me. But she wasn't. "Hard to be mad at someone just wanting something like that from me~" I felt like she was pushing my buttons. "...is...is that so...?" I felt relived. "Someone also said they loved me many times too...~" I blushed at her comments. "...was it okay...? I mean...uhhh..." This was so embarrassing. But it was my fault. "Hmm...I wonder. hard to say...first time it ever happened." first time...did she mean? uhhh...of course that's what she meant. She is only...19 after all. I am the one acting like a teenage not her. I rapped my arms around her holding her close blushing heavy. "Sara...sorry I was so forcefully...I just..." She stopped me and gave me a kiss. "Don't get used to it. it will not happen every day." She plainly told me. I smiled at her, "I know..." I sighed holding her against me. "Do you feel better?" I nodded to her. "Yes..." I never planned for things to happen this way. But...I'm kind of glad it happened the way it did.

It was ready nighttime. "So... I do have a question." It was a bad feeling. "What's that...?" we're laying down in bed again facing each other. My hand was on her cheek. "Do you want to keep my pillow?" I frowned at her, "No...I would rather have you over the pillow." I plainly told her. "Is that so?" I capture her lips kissing her over and over.

"Would it be alright...if we...?"

"Nemo..."

"Please? just once more?"

"Please..."I begged her. "...fine." She knew what I was asking for. I was still acting like the teenage here. I couldn't get enough. I was over joy to know...that she is mine.