Harry Potter is not mine. This is a story from a fan.

When you're done, You're DONE.

Ch 20 This is so much more.

Tonks had stepped through the door and walked slowly to the kitchen. Again she missed the fact that she didn't stumble when she crossed the Trollfoot umbrella stand. When she got into the kitchen she saw that she was all alone. At first, she wanted to go up to her bedroom, but when she saw the bottle of fire whiskey she thought differently. She needed a glass to think a little, and now that she was alone without Molly looking at everything she did, she could do it in peace. After her second glass, she laid her head on her arms on the table for a moment, just to rest her eyes a little. There was a whole lot she had to think about and Harry had been in the middle of it all.

"CEDRIC NOOOOOOO".

Tonks blinked a couple of times. She heard some screaming but didn't know where it came from. She wasn't fully awake and wanted to lay her head back down. Somehow she had drifted off and didn't want to be awakened. Just as she laid her head down again she heard it once more only harder.

"Peter how could you, he was my friend".

This time Tonks became aware of what was happening. She knew that voice and she knew where it came from. So as she stood she pushed the table to the other side of the kitchen and made her way up. At the top of the stairs, she saw everyone standing there just looking at a closed door. There was a blond woman holding the doorknob and something flared up inside of her. For a moment she wanted to rush at that blond bitch and rip her apart.

"Don't kill her, please don't" came from behind the door.

It was the third time those words came from the room of Harry Potter and they sounded hurt. It snapped Tonks out of her thoughts and she rushed on. "WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING HERE" she screamed.

She saw the blond bitch being slammed back and she pushed down the laugh she wanted to let out. Just before she grabbed the doorknob she heard the Blond Bitch. "Be careful his magic will judge you and 'urt you if he does not trust you".

Tonks stopped and looked at the person while she held the doorknob in her hand. For a moment she wondered how she knew, but a muffled voice from behind the door stopped her. She pushed the knob down and opened the door. Just as she was about to go in she looked back at everyone that was standing there. "All of you better be in the kitchen when I'm done here. I have a bone to pick with all of you and the one who is not there will find out the hard way".

Fleur grabbed her arm and stopped her again from going in. "Take care of him, his magic is pushing me away but it is calling to you. He will need you, I can feel it". Tonks gave her a nod and closed the door behind her. Again she wondered how she knew but shook her head because Harry was more important then anything else.

#*

Fleur was still looking at the closed door as the others started to walk down to the kitchen. Ronald and Molly went back to their rooms. Hermione tried to stop them but Remus grabbed her arm. "I do not know what Tonks is thinking but let them find out for themselves. You tried to go in and help him but you were stopped. The same thing happened to Fleur".

"She wasn't stopped as hard as I was" Hermione mumbled.

"His magic does not trust you," Fleur said from behind her. "I can feel it and I will tell you in the kitchen". Fleur knew they wanted to know more but she didn't let them. She stepped around them and made her way to the kitchen. When she got there she took a seat at the end of the table.

"Bill had made his way around all of them and rushed to Fleur. He had been sleeping with Ron who had been snoring like a giant. He wanted to get back with Fleur and asked the one thing he should not have asked. "Fleur, why did you try to help him by going into his room. What could you have done, I know you are Veela, and". The next words died in the back of his mouth.

"And what Bill, I'm Veela, and what" FLeur snapped at him.

"That is not what I mean Fleur, You know I trust you".

Fleur turned her head on the spot and looked him right in the eyes. She pointed her finger at his nose. "I don't think you do. I think you thought I would go in there and use my sexuality because we Veela are beings of fire and passion, sexual passion. Or was that not the reason you wanted to be with me". Bill looked down and Fleur knew that that was what he was thinking. As if she would go in there and screw him to help him. It might not be that bad but she would not think about it, very long that is. "You really thought I would screw him just to help him, are you out of your mind. If I wanted to he would not let me. I might have thought he could have been my mate, but I felt him with my magic after he saved my sister. I felt his magic and it was not calling to me". Fleur saw the look Ginny gave her but she would crush her heart gently and a little later. First, she had to deal with the ass that was going to be her husband. Well if he keeps on going like this he will not be her husband at all. "For you to think I would use my body like that is just sad. You can stay with your brother for as long as we are here. If you say we can go home then you can go alone because I will be staying here until 'Arry does not need me to be around".

Fleur got to her feet and walked to the door. Bill wanted to go after her but she stopped him with her finger waving No. When she passed Ginny she tapped her on her shoulder and motioned her to come along. In the hallway, she looked at the girl and knew she had to do it. Ginny was in love with her hero but he would never answer it. So she could better do it now than when she will be lost forever in her feelings. "Ginny" she started. "I know that you are in love with 'Arry. But I'm sorry that he will not answer it. His magic has already linked to another and you are not it. I wanted him too after he saved my sister. But I felt his magic and knew he would never go for me, just like he will not go for you".

Ginny looked down and nodded her head slowly as tears were running down her cheeks. "I already thought he would not, but it is hard. I had those feelings from the time he saved me. He was my hero and I felt like his princes who he saved from the monster. I knew it was a fairy tale but it still felt good. I think I need some ice cream".

Fleur smiled and took the small girl in her arms. After Tonks is done with us I will join you. Bill just accused me of being a cheap whore and I do not like it at all".

Ginny nodded again, "Yes, he is my favorite brother but I did not expect that from him. If he thinks of you like that, I think you can do better. Harry might not love us but he has never used the Boy Who Live angle to get that. I know many girls will be with him because of that. But he never did it, I think he never even thought about it".

#*

Back in the kitchen.

Bill sat down in the chair Fleur had been sitting in. He knew he had put his foot into his mouth. Still, Harry was the boy who lived and his wife always talked about him like they had something at Hogwarts. "I hope Tonks will not be too mad when she comes in here," Hermione said.

"Why would you say something like that" Hestia asked her.

Hermione looked at her and after a moment she looked at the kitchen Table. "She has seen us standing there doing nothing. I bet she will say something about that". Remus looked at her and knew she was right. "From the moment she had been here she had been asking about him. She had been asking the questions we should have asked". Hestia had missed a lot while the others were just nodding along.

"I'm not sure what to think anymore Dad," Bill said as he looked at his father, breaking the silence that was in the air.

Arthur got to his feet and made his way to one of the cabinets. He took out some glasses and filled a couple of them. For the kids, he pulled some Butterbeer out of the cooling cabinet and handed it to them. While he was doing it, he thought about the things he could tell his son and the others. As he sat down he looked at Remus and gave him a sad smile. "We have fucked up, all of us," he said as he took a couple of letters out of his pocket. he opened them and spread them out over the table. Bill took one and read it. "That, my son are letters Harry sent us. As you can see he was asking for help. Albus told us to not respond and that he needed his rest".

"But Dad, this is terrible, I don't know what to say" Bill started but stopped as Arthur held up his hand.

"Earlier tonight I went to Harry because I wanted to ask him what was wrong. Instead, he asked me if I had seen these letters. I told him yes and I saw him getting frustrated. He then asked me if I knew what was in them". Arthur gave a deep sigh as he remembered the look on the face of Harry. "I told him yes, and he asked me what I would have done if one of my kids would have sent me such a letter".

Bill placed the letter on the table and looked at his father. "If I had sent you such a letter you would have come and checked up on me, just to see how bad it was".

"I told him the same thing and I could see the hurt in his eyes because we had let him down".

"So we just say sorry, and he will forgive us as he has always done with Ron and Hermione," Bill told him.

"That will not work this time son, I'm afraid we have more to do than just say sorry. We need to be there for him and wait until he forgives us. It will be a long way away before he does that".

Remus knew what they had to do, but he was not going to tell them. He was made to do it himself by Tonks and he knew that if he hadn't he would lose the only person that was still a part of Lilly and James.

#*

Tonks closed the door and looked at Harry who was lying in his bed. He wasn't screaming anymore, but he did have a look of pain on his face. Something was wrong and she could feel it in her body. Slowly she made her way to him and sat down on the edge of his bed. The second her butt hit the mattress, Harry jumped up in fright. "Take it easy Harry it's me" Tonks whispered softly. She was glad he didn't go for his wand when he saw her. She gave a soft smile and asked why he was sleeping with his glasses on".

Harry took them off and rubbed his eyes softly. He did not answer her, but Tonks didn't expect him to. She kept on looking at him looking for a sign or something. Slowly she placed one of her hands on his shoulder. He flinched away but relaxed a second later. He had done it a couple of times and it didn't sit well with her. "Harry" she started again, "You need to talk to me, or someone. You have been screaming about Cedric and a person who you didn't want to be killed".

Harry looked at her and opened his mouth. There it was, was the first thought Tonks had when she saw him opening his mouth. When he shook his head she kept in the sigh she had. "I don't know Tonks, it is hard".

Tonks took him in a soft hug and rocked him a little. She didn't know why she did it but something told her she had to. "I know it is hard Harry. I don't want to either when something happens in my job. But it helps you to deal with it".

"People will not believe me if I tell it, they haven't before" Harry whispered.

Tonks wanted to stop rocking him but she kept that tendency away. Her thoughts went all over the place as the words he had whispered repeated themselves over and over in her mind. "You can tell me, I believe you, and I can find out if I can do something about it".

Tonks held on as she felt Harry becoming very heavy in her arms. At first, she thought he wanted to get away from her but she realized that he was relaxing as he held on tighter to her. She wondered if she would give him more time to get a hold of himself or if she should push. "I can see from his eyes Tonks. I see the things he is doing and the people he is killing".

Tonks let the words run to her mind and she could hardly believe what he was saying. She could not believe it, it just seemed too far-fetched to be a joke. Then the question of when and what do you see came to mind, but those were all the wrong questions to ask when he was opening up to her. "When was the first time you saw it" she asked.

Harry pulled away and looked up at her. He was looking into her eyes searching for something she didn't know. After a moment he laid his head back down and held on even tighter. The tighter he held on, the more she thought he had never been hugged before. "After my third year at the start of the holiday. I saw him killing a muggle man" he told her in a near whisper.

"Do you know where he killed that man".

"In the house of his Muggle father. I told Dumbledore but he told me I had a connection and nothing more. But I don't want to have it".

After Harry had told her that, he started to open up. the more she heard the more she knew he was suffering from the things he saw in his mind. He was telling her the names of people that went missing. Some of them had been working at the ministry when they went missing. She knew she had to inform Amelia about it in the morning but now she needed to be here for Harry. After he had been talking for half an hour he stopped and looked up at her. His eyes were screaming at her to believe him. She knew that he was asking for her to believe him. "I believe you, Harry," she told him. His eyes became big and there was nothing else than relief that there was finally someone who believed him.

"Why".

Tonks looked at him when he asked her. The hurt she heard in his voice pulled at her heartstrings. He was so fragile at this point that just a little doubt by her could crush him. "Because you don't have a dishonest bone in your little body. The names you told me are of people who have been reported missing. I don't know all of them but I do know some of them. So you are not going crazy and you are looking through his eyes. But I do not believe the bull Albus is telling you. I never heard of any connection that can do that". Slowly she kissed his forehead. She didn't look at him and kissed his scar. It was not her intention but the kiss was. The moment she did it Harry got some feeling of calm coming over him. "Harry I have to go to the kitchen to get you some food and to yell at some people. After that, I will come back here and sleep with you tonight".

Harry looked up at her and got a lopsided smile on his face. "Don't look at me like that, and get your mind out of that horny state. I will just hold you and nothing more" Tonks called out as she slapped his shoulder.

She knew he was joking and she just had to laugh at it. When she wanted to go away he pulled her back. As he took her in a hug he whispered. "Thank you for being here for me, and thank you for staying, maybe I can sleep better". She kissed his head again and left the room.

#*

Malfoy Manor.

It had been almost six weeks ago that Voldemort had gotten his new body. It had been a hard truth for him when Harry Potter fought back. His one man in Hogwarts hadn't done his job. Severus was there to keep Potter as ignorant as he could. He had told him that if he was killed he would return. It was the same thing he had done to Lucius and Parkinson. He hadn't told Bellatrix and her husband because he knew they would tell it all over the place. Lucius would keep it to himself just like Severus would.

The one thing they didn't know about was that he had been piggyback riding on the head of Quirrell. When he had spotted that sputtering person he knew he could manipulate him into working with him. He never thought it would bring him to Hogwarts. From the moment he got there his luck was with him. Not only did he get the position of Professor of the Dark Arts, but he also started in the year Harry Potter started.

His luck seemed to get bigger and bigger the more he learned that year. That old Fossil knew he was around somewhere in Albania. He told all of them that he would try and get him back to England. That Old bastard didn't even realize he was right there in the meeting. He kept his mouth and learned that Albus was going to ask his friend Nickolas Flammel if he could use the philosopher's stone. That stone would get him back to his one goal and that was to live forever. In that first meeting, he learned what the traps were going to be from the other teachers. He only needed to find out what the dumb half-giant was going to do.

When Hogwarts started he was in the ideal position to look after Severus and keep an eye on Potter. He wasn't special and it also looked like he was ignorant about the magical world. Albus had done everything to keep the magical world away from the boy. Halfway through the year, that imbecile giant had to bring those kids into the forest. Draco had shown him that he was as pixy as his father. Just one look at him and he would run like the devil was on his tail. That Potter boy stood his ground and was helped by a Centaur. The other thing he hadn't counted on was that Potter boy showing up when he got to the mirror. When he tried to kill him he got blasted by the magic of Lilly. For a second time he forgot about that magic, but he didn't when he got back. He knew that if he used the blood of the boy he would get some of that protection running through him. It made it so that he was able to touch the boy.

The other thing he had learned from that time was that he and Harry Potter shared a connection. He didn't know why or how but he knew they did. He got some flashes from his childhood and Hogwarts year. When he had to flee the body of Quirell he had lost it. But it returned when he got another body. The baby he had used wasn't as strong as Quirell but it did the trick. He could not read the boy any longer but he could send his own images to the boy. So he had been torturing the boy from the night he came back.

There was a downside he hadn't counted on and didn't understand. Somehow the blood of the boy was not only making him stronger at some points. It was also hurting him. So while he was sitting in his room at Malfoy Manor he was thinking of the next step he could make. He had some of his inner circle here and he could get some of them out of Azkaban. Until that time he had Narcissa to take care of him, she did not like him but she did what her husband wanted her to do. "Ah, Narcissa is that my dinner".

Narcissa was walking down the hallway with the dinner of the asshole in her hands. When he disappeared she had hoped Lucius would better his life and it had looked that way. He had been talking to Minister Fudge and made his way into his office. She might not like the things he did there or the way he did them, but the Malfoy name was on the up. But the moment the asshole got back it all went downhill again. He never changed and she was here again acting like a maid. She knocked on the door and walked in. The asshole had said something to her but she hadn't listened, but when she placed the tray on the side table she saw the dark asshole going down screaming his head off in pain as he held on to the front of his head.

"What did you do" Lucius screamed as he rushed in from the side.

"Nothing he just went down screaming," Narcissa told him trying to keep the smirk from her face. Voldemort had sat back up and told them it was nothing, he just put it off like a downside to his new body. Growing pains he had called it. But not much later he went down again and stayed down for almost half an hour. After that, he felt his head burn two times with immense pain before he was knocked out.

#*

Tonks made her way down to the kitchen, she had a look inside and could see that not all of them were there. So she turned around and made her way back up. as her wand slipped into her hand she only had a couple of feet to go. At the first door, she placed her boot against it and kicked as hard as she could. The door slammed open and Molly sat up in her bed in fear. "Get the fuck down now, or I will kill you where you sit" Tonks screamed as sparks flew from the tip of her wand.

Molly did the one thing she could do and rushed down the stairs and straight to the kitchen. She was followed by Ronald who was followed by Tonks. She was sending stinging hexes all the way to the kitchen. When she got to the door she had another look. Everyone was there and she pointed to Fleur. "You stand behind me Because you had tried something".

Fleur got up to her feet and made her way behind Tonks, when she was next to her she whispered that Hermione had also tried but was rejected by his magic. Tonks nodded and pointed Hermione to a chair closer to her. She waited for Hermione to sit down before she looked at everyone around the table.

As she looked on she thought about how she had found them all. Everyone was standing in that hallway when she got there. Two of them had tried to do something but the others had just stood there. She could not blame Hestia and the others of the Order too much, but for the Weasleys and the others who knew him longer, she could. Fleur had come close to helping him, which was another thing that didn't sit well with her. She didn't know where it came from but she was jealous of her. Hermione was another who tried it, but she was rejected. It was something she had to tell Harry about. It might not be much but she was one of his friends that was trying to better her way.

With a very deep breath, she let go of all she had bottled up in the past weeks. "WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU ALL DOING STANDING THERE DOING NOTHING". Everyone jumped away from her but she wasn't done. She did lower her volume because she got their attention. "How can you all be standing there doing nothing? Don't any of you know that that boy has been through so much? The only thing he wanted was for all of you to help him but you didn't. Now he is having nightmares about it and you are all standing there looking as at him as if he was an attraction".

As most of her anger had flowed away she looked at every one of them. Some of them were looking at her in fear and those were the order members who didn't know much about Harry. Some were looking down like his friends and Arthur. Hestia was also looking down in shame but Kingsley was looking defiantly. He had a look of I don't care. Molly was looking at the wall acting like she wasn't there and Ronald was stuffing his face with leftovers. "Kingsley" she started making her partner jump and Hestia, afraid of being next. "Where have you been in your head? I have seen the trouble why didn't you"

Kingsley just looked at her but didn't say a thing. He knew he could tell her about Albus, but after last night that might not be a wise decision. "You have been trained by Mad-Eye just like me. We have been taught the same things, the same things to look for and to look out for. Harry Potter had been showing the signs of an abused boy. Not only that, he also has all the signs of PTSS. He has been at war and he needs someone to talk to. From the moment he has come back after Voldemort none of us has been there for him. It is now not a question if he is going to snap, but more when. Still, you stood there looking at his door doing nothing just enjoying the show".

She looked at Hestia and the others but saw that they understood what she had been saying. Ronald and Molly were not even listening to her. She dropped her wand in her hand and blasted the plate away that was in front of Ronald. "HAY, I was eating that".

"You spoiled, piece of crap" Tonks screamed. "Your friend is up there losing his mind. He is seeing people who are getting killed and you know about it. Still, when it comes to food you just don't care as long as you can stuff your face. I do not know what to do about you but I know one thing. You stay out of his way, I do not care what he says, but if you hurt him I will kill you". Slowly she turned to Molly and saw that she was now paying attention to her.

"He is seeing things, Is he losing his mind" Molly whispered.

Tonks heard the words and didn't know how to respond to them right away. "No, he is seeing through the eyes of Voldemort. He had seen Pettigrew being with him before the start of last year" Hermione said in a small voice. "He told us and he told Albus. Albus just said he has a connection while we didn't help him. It has been troubling him all year long and he even saw him kill a muggle man. I told him to talk to the Headmaster while Ronald told him to just ignore it" sounded the timid voice of Hermione. "It didn't help that we told him he was a liar when his name came out of the Goblet of Fire".

"I called him a little boy" Fleur whispered.

Tonks would have laughed if she hadn't been this mad. She still had one to go and that was Molly, "As for you, Miss Mother-hen. You are the worst. That boy has been looking at you as a mother. He has been picturing his family to be like yours. One of love and trust. But what did you do in all your sucking up to the wrinkled old ass? You have pushed him away and shattered the only image he had of a family. Not only did you crumble his image of you all, you also demolished all of his trust. You have been the final drop that overflowed the bucket. I will be sleeping with him tonight and you will stay out of it".

"I will not have that happening under my roof" Molly screamed.

Tonls looked at her and wondered why she thought about that first. It was the last thing on the mind of Tonks. But for Molly to go straight to that idea got on her nerves even more. "Really, that is the first thing you are thinking about. That I would go up there and screw him. I'm not you Molly Weasley. I do not go screwing my brains out. I will go up there to be with him, to help him deal with his problems. I don't have seven kids".

"I know you and Charlie".

"You stop right there" Tonks screamed. "Charlie wanted to make me pregnant from the first night he met me. He wanted me to turn into his ex to make a baby. If I didn't stop him, he would have raped me". Molly wanted to say something but Tonks stopped her. "I know he told you another story but he was lying to you. Now I do not care because he didn't succeed but you stop that way of thinking or I will be blasting you straight into tomorrow. You just stay out of my way and out of Harry's way. I will be dealing with him my way, and if I screw him then it will be my choice, not yours". Tonks turned around and Pulled Hermione and FLeur out of the kitchen. She slammed the door behind her and looked at the two girls. "I mean it, I will be sleeping with him tonight to hold him, He needs someone next to him and you two have to help me. One of you needs to get some food for him and the other has to listen to what will be said".

"I will listen because she can not send me away," Fleur told her knowing Molly would send Hermione away the first moment she could.

Tonks nodded and looked at Hermione. "You ask Dobby his house elf to get him some food" Tonks saw the look Hermione gave her but would deal with it later. "House-elves are not slaves but I will explain later," She told her because she knew what that girl was thinking about. "You get him and you make sure he gets some food from another place. I will come out when he is awake and ready". Tonks didn't wait for them to respond as she made her way back to Harry.

#*

Fleur turned to Hermione and gave her a sad look. "How bad have you all been treating 'Arry".

Hermione turned back and after a moment she pulled Fleur to her room. As she sat on the bed she called for Dobby. Doppy popped before her and stepped back. The moment he did it Hermione looked hurt. The last thing she wanted to do was to hurt Dobby. "Dobby" Fleur called out. "Hermione has made a mistake and will be better to your master". Hermione wanted to react but Fleur stopped her. "Tonks asked us to ask you to get 'Arry some food. We will be there for your master and we will do better". Dobby didn't say a thing and only nodded as he popped away.

When Dobby was gone, Fleur turned to Hermione. "House-elves need our magic to stay alive. They serve us as payment. Now, we deal with them as maids or butlers. I know what you think, but most of us treat them well, some not. Those are the people we need to deal with. 'Arry would never hurt Dobby, and you know it. So think about it and learn the magical way".

Hermione nodded and knew she would need to read some books. When she thought about books she also started to understand what Sirius had told her. Ginny had been possessed by a book, so books could hurt you. The more she thought about it the more she knew she had done many people wrong. She had a lot of thinking to do but before that, she told FLeur all that had happened from the moment Fleur went back to France.

#*

The kitchen was silent as Sirius opened the door. He hadn't heard a thing and looked at the way people were looking at the table. "What did I miss". Sirius already knew what he missed but wasn't going to say it to all of them.

Flashback:

Sirius made his way from his room down to the kitchen. Just as he came down the hallway, he saw Tonks opening the door of his godson. "Sneaking into Harry's room" he called out. The moment Tonks turned to his she only gave him a look that almost made him run.
Tonks closed the door and turned on Sirius. "Where the fuck have you been. Your godson is having visions from Voldemort telling him who the bastard has killed. Not only that, he can see it and he is been plagued by Memories and guilty feelings".

Sirius held up his hands in surrender. He placed his back on the wall and dropped to the floor. "I know, I told Dumbledore about it. I told him when we left him in that house and the moment he came here. Remus had told him too but that old Bastard didn't do anything about it. I wanted to help him but I couldn't. My life is in the same hell, I have been having nightmares from the moment I got out. I have been warding my room from sounds coming in and from going out. I think Harry has done the same".

Tonks shook her head a little, "He doesn't do it all ways, When I got here tonight I heard him screaming out in pain. That boy is in hell with the things he dreams about and the things he sees. The worst thing is that when I went to him, everyone was looking at the door like he was some kind of an attraction. Only Fleur and Hermione tried to help him, but they weren't allowed. So I kind of helped Harry and after it, I gave them a piece of my mind".

"So you told them you would kill them if they interfered with you". Tonks blushed after Sirius told her some of what she had kind of said. "Don't worry about it, Harry needs someone in his corner and you took that spot. Now go to him, I will hold down the fort in the kitchen".

End Flashback.

Sirius took his seat and gave another look around the table. Now who is not on board with Tonks taking care of Harry by herself".

This is it again for this time see you all in two weeks.

Gr Winmau