Chapter 968

I Trust That Love

John was a little confused. He was still in his room. He was sure he was in Jesse's room earlier with Jesse. He remembered getting the pressure down for her and then they took it one step further. He felt he could even still taste what he thought happened. He was sure they did everything….

Cameron dried John off now. She seemed content and not currently experiencing any problems.

John was sure something else or extra must have happened. If Cameron said it didn't, maybe he should leave it alone. He didn't think he could. He tried to ask again.

"Are you sure we were here the whole time?" John asked.

Cameron looked at the multiple red marks on John's skin.

"You seem to have enough pinch marks now to show we were." Cameron said. "I want you to stop pinching yourself. It has to hurt. It looks even more ridiculous when you do it. Maybe you experienced a wild dream."

Cameron didn't like the fact John may have dreamt about someone else other than her, since he was just with her. She still wondered what it was like to dream. She knew dreams could be about anything. Some people even claimed to have experienced sexual encounters during a dream. She didn't know how realistic it actually would be. She was fairly certain if people could control what they were able to dream about, sex would probably be the number one subject. She knew they could dream about people who were no longer around for various reasons. Usually it was termination in some form. She was aware the flip side of the coin was a nightmare. She knew what those were like from when she was trapped in the building with the electrical current touching her scalp.

She didn't know if the 'nightmares' she experienced were the same as a human's nightmares or not. She did know the anguish associated with experiencing the images, and caught up in adventures which were horrible. They dealt with terrible things which she didn't have any control over.

John absentmindedly touched some of the red welts. They were definitely there. Some of them were still painful to the touch. He wondered if he was asleep or not. He might have dozed off a few times. He didn't think they were full fledged dreams.

"I think I was daydreaming." John said.

Cameron was fairly certain when John snored he was asleep. She wasn't sure what John was driving at. He seemed to be stuck in some parallel series of events which didn't happen. They at least didn't happen while she was there. Maybe there were some 'behind the scenes' events which occurred while she was out or away. She wondered if John could be reliving one of those experiences. She actually didn't believe there were any. It's possible they were the things he wanted to happen, but didn't. Maybe it was time to remind John as to what else was available out there. She wanted to make sure he was 'taken care of' if anything happened to her.

"You did mention Jesse…." Cameron said. "She's available if it's what you desire. She's a fine woman, John. Sheila will come if you desire her. All you need to do is ask. I can have Young Jesse here in less than a day if you want the teenage version of her. It's the same Jesse. Everything will be the same and feel the same. She's never been with a male. You can be her 'first'. I think you might like to have a real virgin at some point. Remember she already gave birth to one of your children in the future. Don't look for what can't be there. It's very rude."

Cameron remembered John tried to 'check' to see if he was really going to be her 'first'. If they hadn't just been married, she would have backed out of the experience when he did it. She felt insulted. She told him she didn't have any files indicating any type of sexual activity. Her word should have been good enough. She wondered if John did the same thing with Future Riley. She strongly doubted it. How much could he have seen in the back seat of Derek's truck in the dark? Maybe Future Riley told him of her 'experiences' and abuse. She doubted it. How could he run off to Mexico with her and book the Honeymoon Suite? She needed to suppress a glitch impulse as she thought about the past events.

John felt guilty about what Cameron just said. He did try to check to see if he could see anything to prove what Cameron indicated was true. He knew on most human females there would be some indication about their previous sexual experience. He knew it wasn't present on all of them, even if it was on most of them. He looked at hundreds of images on the internet to know what he was looking for. He knew she was a machine and didn't know if there would be anything there or not. She told him she was never with a male before.

She said she didn't know what happened with the files which were missing from her system. She didn't know if Future John was with her or not. She also told him when she was captured, she could have been abused while she was incapacitated, or programmed as a 'Metal Whore'. If those files were erased there was no way to prove it one way or the other. He still felt he owed her an explanation even as lame as it sounded.

"I'm sorry about it, I just wondered." John said. "I was still young…."

Cameron was further irritated by John's feeble explanation.

She was aware of Young Allison's desire to remain 'untouched' by anyone but Savannah, John, or her. She really hoped Savannah would be with Young Allison before John. Because of what John did with Future Riley, he didn't deserve such a significant 'gift' from any female. She was very pleased Savannah and Young Jesse were able to share the same 'gift' with each other. She looked at John for a long moment and thought about Future Riley. She would encourage Savannah and Young Allison to share the same singular event as well.

Cameron didn't want to dwell on those things. She frowned at John. It was time to move on.

"John, you should stop while you're ahead." Cameron said. "We need to get back to our jobs."

John thought about all of the problems in Cameron's life. He was pretty sure he was responsible for most of them. Even if he didn't intend to do anything to create a problem for her, he still did things which did. Maybe he didn't think things through enough. He didn't think it was an excuse either.

"Cameron, I'm sorry about everything." John said.

Cameron couldn't help but have the events start to pop up one by one in her mind. Each repeat event seemed more egregious than the one which preceded It. It was very unsettling. Each event replayed as if it just occurred in her mind. She felt it at the same intensity as when it occurred the first time. It was all John's fault. None of it was her doing.

"So am I, John. I'm sorry too." Cameron said. "You threw so much away."

John wished there was something he could do about all of them. There wasn't. What was done was done.

"I know, Cameron." John said. "I know."

John did know. He knew he blew it.

He thought back to his time with Future Riley. Maybe things could have been played a different way. His disrespect to Cameron, as he rubbed Future Riley in her face, was definitely something he would like to change. He wondered if he would give up what happened with Future Riley so Cameron wasn't as offended. No. He would never give up his first experience, especially with a human female. Future Riley was his first and she would be forever. He didn't want to elaborate on anything else. All he could do was acknowledge his shortcomings one more time.

"I know." John said again. "I know, Cameron."

Cameron strongly doubted it. She wasn't sure anyone ever actually learned a lesson. Everyone did the things they wanted to do. They knew if they were right or wrong at the time they were done. Everyone says they would do things differently if they could. She knew they would turn around and do the same things again, just like they did the first time. It wasn't a pleasant thought.

What would she do? Would she do things differently? If she really was living her life over, how much different was anything? Was any of it different? If she didn't know what she did before, would she turn around and do exactly the same thing she did previously? She really didn't think too much would be different from the way it played out the first time. When exactly was the first time? She would really like to know.

Gail followed up on some information. She wanted to bring down some potential targets to keep Savannah out of unnecessary danger. Now she was sent some reinforcements. She directed John Henry where she wanted them to go. She split them into two teams to help reinforce her.

John Henry kept track of where everyone was at.

"Gail, everyone's in position." John Henry said.

Gail was pleased to know backup was available if she needed it. She originally planned to attack the target alone. Since there wee others there, she needed to worry about their safety as well. She decided to stick with her original plan. She decided she would go in on her own anyway.

She moved up to the side of the structure. There was a door on the side. She tried the handle but it was locked. She pushed on the door with controlled force and felt the lock snap. There wasn't too much noise because of the way she forced it open. She slipped inside of the opening.

"I have the target under observation." Gail said. "I'm already inside the structure."

John Henry was a little surprised to hear she already entered the building. It wasn't part of the new plan they formulated once she was given assistance. Two other Terminators were supposed to accompany her.

"Cam and Holly are ready to join you." John Henry said. "Sheila, Hanna, and Ally are the blocking force in case they bolt."

Gail wanted to act on her own. So far nothing happened. She knew help was close if she needed it. She currently didn't want to put anyone else at risk.

"Have them hold their position for now." Gail said. "I'm moving in."

Savannah was very pleased with the time she was able to spend with Young Allison. It was clear Young Allison was ready for more. She was the one who held back and didn't allow anything to happen. She also didn't want Young Allison to feel like she felt previously. Who was she to deny Young Allison what she wanted? It was the same thing she wanted at her age. It was the same things most of the females did at the same age. She watched things play out on social media. She kept track of what other females did. She knew the only other ones her age who already had two babies, were usually in the Inner City, or in a Third World country.

She already felt her life was complicated enough. She certainly didn't want to complicate Young Allison's life more than it needed to be. Once they started a relationship, it's exactly what would happen. She didn't want Young Allison to face the same 'pressure' she felt to do 'other things'. She knew she would need to do them herself instead. It wasn't something she looked forward to, even if she did want to try it at least one time. She at least needed to see what it was like.

Savannah didn't know if it would be better for her to move to the Young residence, or for Young Allison to move in with her. Young Allison and Young Jesse each had a room on either side of her room. Both of them were empty. There was actually a pass door between each of those rooms and her room, so they wouldn't need to go into the hall to go into one of the other rooms. It would allow them a much greater level of discretion and privacy than what the other females experienced.

Originally there was only the door into Young Allison's room. When she came back from Australia after she was with Young Jesse, there was a door into what would be Young Jesse's room as well. No one said anything about it. She didn't ask about it either. She understood what it meant. It appeared when a 'new door' opened in her life, there literally was a new door in her life. She looked forward to the day when she would be able to use both doors.

She didn't know what would be the best choice for Young Allison. Everything was complicated now. She needed to worry about Cammy as well. She couldn't just cast her adrift. It wasn't something she wanted to do. She really didn't know what all the Metal girls were going to do when all the human females paired up with each other.

Cameron would periodically mention bringing Young Jesse to the base as well. She liked the idea because Young Jesse would be closer. They would be able to share frequently. She didn't like the idea it would also put Young Jesse into combat operations. She wasn't really sure which one Cameron was after. Maybe it was both. She did know Young Jesse would become very popular with all of the females at the Resistance base. She was sure Jesse and Sheila would want to share with her as much as possible.

Cammy's voice brought her back to reality.

"Are you going to see CamNet now?" Cammy asked.

Savannah reached over and squeezed Cammy's hand. She understood it was painful for Cammy to watch her interact with CamNet. She knew it actually applied to all of her hookups. It shouldn't be a big deal since Cammy was allowed to do the same things, and usually did. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"I think so." Savannah said.

Savannah felt it was something she needed to do. The unhealthy relationship which developed between CamNet and Young Allison wasn't sustainable. It was the wrong direction for both of them to go. She made some changes to everything. She knew she did something Cameron didn't want her to do. She believed it was necessary.

Cammy understood it was inevitable. She didn't like it, but there was nothing she could do about it. She wanted to give Savannah a personal reminder.

"She's not 'Cameron'." Cammy said. "Even if she is…."

Savannah didn't like the discomfort she caused Cammy. There were just some things she needed to do. She was very aware CamNet and Cameron were two very distinct individuals and personalities at this point. CamNet grew and expanded past Cameron by a wide margin.

"I know, Cammy." Savannah said. "I don't know what will happen."

Cammy understood what Savannah wanted to do. She understood the reasoning behind it. Savannah previously asked her to obtain some blank Terminator chips for her. She was able to acquire what Savannah wanted. She personally made sure each of them was erased.

"I have the four chips you requested." Cammy said. "I know what you need them for."

Savannah could tell by Cammy's tone she disagreed with what she wanted to do.

"Is it a problem?" Savannah asked. "What if it was YOU stuck in a metal box, or a concrete bunker? How would you like to be trapped with nowhere to go? How many versions of Skynet has Cameron been able to terminate because they couldn't go anywhere when she came for them?"

Cammy didn't even need to think about it. She possessed the files from Cameron when she was stuck in the server as she waited for a chip to be put back into her chassis.

"I wouldn't like it." Cammy said.

Savannah wanted to offer a reason. There were actually a few of them. It was true as to why she wanted to assist CamNet.

"CamNet saved my life." Savannah said. "I'm alive because of her."

Cammy knew it was true. She also knew the real reason why Savannah wanted to do it. It wasn't just because CamNet was able to save her life on more than one occasion. It wasn't her main motivation.

"I know the other reason." Cammy said. "I know what it's really about."

Savannah didn't want the discussion to go in a controversial direction. What Cammy indicated was the real reason. She wanted to address it and make it clear. There was nothing to hide about it or dance around.

"I'll protect Young Allison anyway I can, no matter what I have to do." Savannah said. "I know you understand this."

Cammy could tell how much Savannah loved Young Allison.

"I do." Cammy said.

Cammy was updated on her com by John Henry and CamNet. She didn't like the recent turn of events unfolding elsewhere. She was aware Gail and five Metal girls were about to conduct an operation. CamNet just informed her Gail went in on her own. Her displeasure showed on her face.

Savannah noticed the look of concern on Cammy's face. She instantly knew there was something wrong somewhere. It wasn't her going to see CamNet either. She wanted to know what it was. She didn't receive any type of update.

"Cammy, what's wrong?" Savannah asked. "I can tell there's a problem."

Cammy wanted to keep Savannah out of the developing situation. Once again she was faced with the decision to have Savannah in combat, or have her inside CamNet's bunker. A few seconds ago it bothered her immensely. It was about the last thing she wanted to happen. Now she wanted to get Savannah there as soon as possible. She would be better protected inside of CamNet's bunker than she would be anywhere else. She didn't want her to be in a combat situation again.

"There is, but it doesn't concern you or the 'Natural Order'." Cammy said. "We'll continue with your current mission."

Now it was Savannah's turn to frown. If there was a combat situation, she viewed it as 'all hands on deck'. If they were in a position to respond, it's exactly what they should do. She wasn't pleased she needed to remind Cammy about it.

"Cut the crap, Cammy." Savannah said. "You know we're all a team. Everything concerns me or us and everyone. Spill it."

Maybe if Savannah knew it wasn't John or Cameron she would back off some.

"It isn't Cameron or John. They're 'busy' with each other." Cammy said.

Savannah was more than a little irritated at this point. She didn't think Cammy should discuss private information about John and Cameron either. She wanted some more information. It didn't appear to be forthcoming.

"Well?" Savannah prompted. "I really don't want to dance around the issue. You know what, I'll just ask CamNet myself."

Savannah took out her phone. The information already showed on it. She was aware CamNet was 'listening' to them and heard their conversation. She figured CamNet eavesdropped on everyone all the time. They all knew it, but nobody seemed to think of it or worry about it. They were all assured it was for their own protection in case there was a problem.

Savannah was very disturbed by what was about to happen and why. She didn't like the way events were playing out at all. She saw it for what it was.

"Great, Gail's pulling a 'Cameron'." Savannah said. "Let's go."

Cammy tried one more time to get Savannah to reconsider. She really didn't want her in a combat situation.

"What about CamNet?" Cammy asked.

Savannah knew life was about choices. Assistance to fellow team members was more important than anything else.

"Our team needs help." Savannah said. "We're going to help."

Cammy previously changed their direction as soon as she was updated.

"I'm already headed towards the location." Cammy said.

Savannah nodded. It all made sense now.

"I wondered why we were taking a different route back." Savannah said.

Cammy understood how Savannah thought and reacted. She was sure of the outcome as soon as she received the initial report.

"I already knew what your decision would be." Cammy said.

Savannah thought about the previous discussion they just conducted. It was basically all for nothing. She wasn't sure if she was pleased or irritated by it.

"So you were just 'yanking my chain'?" Savannah asked. "Maybe you can read me like a book. Do you always know what I'm going to do next?"

Cammy didn't want to get into it. There was something else she wanted to talk about. Since they were away from Young Allison and the Young bunker, she thought it was time.

"I guess I do sometimes." Cammy said. "It's not always. I didn't anticipate your response to Young Allison's challenge."

Savannah was sure where the new conversation was headed. She wanted to keep it simple.

"We won didn't we?" Savannah asked.

Cammy understood it was more than about winning. She believed Savannah wanted to make it more of a lesson, or a teachable moment.

"You wanted to make it a learning experience for Young Allison." Cammy said. "You want her to think things through better, especially on a small engagement."

Savannah wasn't sure there was any other way to make Young Allison 'listen' to some of the lessons she tried to teach her. She felt she made her point.

"I think it was." Savannah said. "I wanted her to learn she couldn't always 'stack the deck' and expect to win. Even when she can manipulate the battlefield somewhat, She can't do it completely, or all the time."

Cammy felt Savannah handled the situation very well and in a professional way.

"You defeated her in the most gracious manner." Cammy said.

Savannah didn't feel it was a clean victory or win it all. During the training exercise she lost half of her team. Cammy was brought down by Young Allison.

"The situation wasn't resolved before you were deactivated." Savannah said. "In a combat situation, you would have been terminated."

Cammy was sure it was a sucker play from the start. She still wanted to verify Young Allison was OK.

"I needed to make sure Young Allison wasn't injured." Cammy said. "It's a sacrifice worth trading my existence for."

Savannah was aware it wasn't a new tactic.

"Terminators have used the same tactic against John twice before. One of them was Cameron." Savannah said.

Cammy possessed those files. They were very uncomfortable to review.

"I'm aware of the incident." Cammy said. "She wasn't one hundred percent. She was in the process of fixing herself, even as it was occurring."

Savannah understood John didn't want to take any chances at the time.

"John didn't believe her." Savannah said.

She actually wondered if Sarah wouldn't have been there, if he might have done things differently. He did put Cameron's chip back in without hooking it to a computer first. He could have done the same thing they did with Vick's chip. He could have cranked up the juice and activated her chip fully in an isolated computer. He would have been able to carry on a conversation with her. He didn't. He took a chance instead. He believed in Cameron, even if he didn't necessarily believe her.

Cammy believed Savannah would have played it differently. She wanted to find out.

"Would you have?" Cammy asked. "What would you have done?"

Savannah didn't even have to think about the question. She would trust Cameron with her life anytime, anywhere.

"I would've trusted Cameron." Savannah said. "I would accept termination before I ever hurt Cameron."

Cammy painfully already knew it would be her response.

"It may cost you your life one day." Cammy said.

Savannah believed in Cameron. She always had. She believed if any spark of Cameron remained on her chip, even if she reverted, she would be able to reach Cameron personally.

"Then it's the price of love. I love Cameron." Savannah said. "I trust that love. I always have. I always will."

Cammy was sure it was misguided folly. Maybe it was the nature of Cameron's original programming. It was her goal to terminate John Connor. Savannah Weaver wasn't part of her original termination order. It was possible Savannah might be able to reach Cameron in some way if she reverted. It still seemed like a risky proposition. She received updated information. She doubted Savannah would like it.

"The action may start before we get there." Cammy said.

Savannah was aware Young Allison helped them before by preemptive action. Maybe it was the strategy to employ now.

"We need to make sure Gail has all the support she'll need." Savannah said. "I want CamNet to get some of the outlying drones there at altitude. It might take a little time for them to arrive. I want them kept at an altitude where they won't be detected."

Cammy was updated again when Savannah made her request. She was a little surprised with the latest turn of events.

"Look at your screen." Cammy said.

Savannah checked and saw there was already drone footage of the location Gail and the Metal girls were at.

Savannah was surprised. She was one step behind.

"Is it from CamNet?" Savannah asked as she thought about it. "No. I know it's from Young Allison."

Now Cammy needed to rethink the earlier challenge with Young Allison. More pieces of the puzzle were now in play. She wondered if they were played all along.

"I'm not so sure we actually 'won' today." Cammy said.

Savannah thought of where they were right now and what was already in motion.

"I think you're right." Savannah said. "I think Young Allison let us 'win'. She was already on this operation for Gail. She already set us up for termination before the game was even started. There were drones in play we didn't know about."

It confused Cammy. Young Allison rigged the earlier 'game', but chose not to 'win' when she held the trump card.

"Why would she lose on purpose?" Cammy asked.

It made Savannah think of all the times when she ran with Young Allison. She would never beat her. She always tried to make sure it was a tie. She held the advantage of size and experience, but didn't exploit either one of those things. She never wanted Young Allison to feel inferior or 'not good enough'.

"She did it for love." Savannah said. "She didn't want to hurt me by winning."

Cammy nodded. It all made sense. She understood the reasoning.

"Sacrifice is the true test of love." Cammy said. "This is more proof of the 'Chosen Ones'."

Savannah knew Young Allison would do the same things she was willing to do, no matter what they were. Young Allison would make the hard choice and sacrifice herself in combat for her. There was one thing she knew for certain.

"Young Allison must never be in combat." Savannah said. "She will risk everything."

Cammy already witnessed Savannah do the very same thing on multiple occasions. It was very unsettling to her to think about. There were numerous times Savannah could have been terminated. She was even shot in her armored vest several times. Luckily she only ended up with purple welts instead of bullet holes.

"It's the same as you." Cammy said. "She's going to be just like you."

Savannah felt she needed to protect Cameron. Cameron was willing to go all the way.

"Just like Cameron too." Savannah said.

Cammy could clearly see what Cameron was able to do with the girls.

"Cameron has made two 'human clones' of herself." Cammy said.

Savannah wasn't sure it was actually the case. She looked over at Cammy.

"And a few cyborg ones as well." Savannah said.

Cammy was painfully aware of her heritage.

"So she has." Cammy said. "What a coincidence…."

The unfolding events gave the girls a few things to think about as they drove. None of them were very reassuring.

There were at least a few positive things. There were other Terminators there to assist Gail. There were drones overhead to provide additional fire support if necessary.

Riley did everything with Precious on her own without Samantha having to say one word. She was getting a little better. Maybe she felt some additional incentive. Maybe there was a new spark ignited within her. As much as she didn't believe in herself, it appeared Samantha would. She would be able to guide and correct her as necessary.

She was a little less confident about the next part. She tried to nurse Precious. It wasn't working.

"This is what always happens." Riley said.

Samantha watched everything as it occurred.

"It looks like you've run out." Samantha said. "You only started a few minutes ago."

Riley didn't really understand it. Her breasts were larger than Vanna's and Jesse's breasts were. Then again, her breasts didn't seem to change much in size through her pregnancy. They weren't any larger now than they were before she was pregnant. It wasn't anything she could notice anyway.

"I just can't produce." Riley said. "I think I have less every time."

Samantha could see how upset Riley was. Riley was upset at herself for something she didn't appear to have any control over. She wanted to give her some reassurance the problem most likely wasn't her fault in any way. She felt it was something important which she needed to get out there. She could see it only exasperated Riley's problems. Some of her other problems might only be in her head, something physical wasn't.

"You may be suffering from some of the side effects of Skynet activity in your future." Samantha said. "It could be an outside influence on your body, or even something genetic which has manifested itself or been triggered by Skynet interference."

Riley heard the same explanation from Cameron previously.

"Cameron was worried about it." Riley said.

Samantha knew something needed to be done. She wanted Riley to make a decision.

"What are you going to do?" Samantha asked.

Riley felt she was disrupting other people's lives.

"I hate to bother Jesse and Vanna." Riley said.

Samantha wanted Riley to look a little deeper.

"Cameron has prepared them to be able to assist you." Samantha said. "They are barren. To assist you and help Precious gives them purpose as well."

Riley did notice both Vanna and Jesse looked very happy when they were able to help Precious.

"I guess so." Riley said.

Samantha wanted Riley to think. She heard what Vanna said, and why she said it.

"What did Vanna specifically tell you?" Samantha asked.

Riley remembered exactly what Vanna said.

"Vanna told me to call before there was a problem." Riley said.

Samantha wanted Riley to think about the others as well. There were specific reasons for what she said and why she said it.

"It makes it less stressful for them." Samantha said. "There's no need to make them rush or put them in a hurry."

Riley didn't want to cause any more problems than necessary.

"I guess it does." Riley said.

Riley took out her phone.

"Which one should I call this time?" Riley asked.

Samantha wanted Riley to think about it. She wanted Riley to make decisions on her own. She would do it for her if she needed to. She didn't think she needed to.

"You decide and do it." Samantha said. "You must make the decision. Think it through first."

Riley called Jesse, since Vanna was there all night.

A few minutes later there was a knock at the connecting door adjacent to Riley's room.

"That was fast." Riley said.

Samantha wanted to make sure Riley understood their reasoning.

"They WANT to help." Samantha said. "It gives both of their lives a new purpose. It gives them a chance to take back some of what Skynet took away from them. I believe it gives their life new meaning."

Samantha waited for Riley to get up and open the door, she did.

"Hello, love." Jesse said with her beaming smile. "How is our little darling Precious?"

Jesse looked over at Samantha.

"Precious is still hungry." Riley said. "Samantha's helping me now with everything else."

Jesse wondered if Samantha would be able to 'help' her, when she was done nursing Precious.

She stripped her top off. She only needed to open it, but with Samantha watching, it wouldn't hurt to advertise. She reached over and gently took Precious from Riley.

Riley and Samantha watched as Jesse sat down and softly sang to Precious while she nursed her.

Riley could see the true joy in Jesse. It was a joy nobody knew was there.

"You were right about everything." Riley said as she watched Jesse. "I mean Cameron was."

Samantha was aware of Cameron's belief about her past.

"Cameron is always right." Samantha said. "She may have done all this before…."

Riley heard it previously. It made her wonder how she fared, at least the other versions of her. Would they all be held 'accountable' for what Future Riley did? She thought it should fall on John, not on 'her'. John was still the one who acted in the end. He could have chosen not to. It was never HER. She never did those things. She was from a different future.

It was a burden which always unfairly followed her. She also remembered the one who reached out to her the most, and did the most to help her was Cameron. It meant a great deal to her. She looked at Precious and knew she wouldn't exist if it wasn't for Cameron. She looked at Jesse now and remembered Vanna was there last night. It was all Cameron's doing as well. She loved Cameron more than ever.

Closing monologue by Cameron:

Trust Love

There's nothing more important
Than to have total trust
To be able to earn it
That's a must

Love is not possible
When trust is lost
It is forever destroyed
When one is crossed

Respect is felt
When trust is shared
There's beauty in true communication
To those who have dared

Honor from within
Trust can bestow
To another held close
When to give, is not to owe

Esteem for one dear
Delighted admiration and approval
Is to support them and trust
Never grounds for removal

Nobody