Chapter 1002
Jewelry Store
Savannah looked back as they drove away from the rehab center.
Cammy glanced over at Savannah when she did.
"You're worried about Susan." Cammy said.
Savannah was concerned for Susan's well being.
"We don't even need to wait for a Skynet future to see the animals which will populate it." Savannah said.
Cammy understood the reference was to the Ogre.
"Some of the threats will not be around if a Skynet future occurs." Cammy said.
Savannah knew a few threats were taken out. It definitely would benefit those around them. She was sure there would be others who would step up to fill the void. It was more about power and compliance through fear, than it was about money.
"There will always be others who do the same evil things." Savannah said. "It's a character flaw as well as a sickness in their mind."
Cammy believed there were a number of ailments which afflicted humans as well as machines.
"It all starts in the mind." Cammy said. "Mental illness comes in many forms."
Savannah thought about what she wanted to do the next time she was in a similar situation. She planned to use the knife instead of someone else.
"Next time I'm going to take it a little further myself." Savannah said. "I want to be the one who administers justice."
Cammy frowned.
"There are others who can handle the dirty work." Cammy said.
Savannah didn't think it was good enough.
"Nobody needs to do my dirty work." Savannah said. "Justice must be served."
Cammy wanted to drive Savannah to a jewelry store. She ran a proposal by her about what she thought Savannah might want.
It seemed Savannah came up with another idea, other than the one presented by Savannah.
Cammy was headed to a specific location.
"Where are we going?" Savannah asked.
Cammy was aware of the time. The mall opened at a later time than all the other stores did. Because they took Susan to rehab, it was almost time for the mall to open.
"We can go to the mall. It will be open when we get there." Cammy said.
Savannah was glad to hear it. There was a food court there. She hoped at least a few of the places would open up early. She didn't really care for the mall because it was so big. There were always a lot of people wandering around inside of them. The majority of people went there to shop and purchase things for themselves. Some of the people were trouble. There were those who went to 'shop' to see what they could steal from others. It was a sad narrative if one thought about it. She hoped because it was early there wouldn't be many people there.
"I can get a bite to eat too maybe." Savannah said. "I'll make it quick."
Cammy hoped she hadn't neglected Savannah's eating habits too much. She always blamed Cameron for doing it to Savannah. She didn't want to be like Cameron. Maybe she should have offered earlier to do it for Savannah.
"It's very important." Cammy said. "There are clean restrooms there too."
Savannah thought about using the restroom at the homeless shelter but decided not to. The rehab facility didn't seem like the right place either. They passed a couple of fast food joints on their way to the jewelry store. She thought about some of the things she liked at each one of them. Even though many of them offered the same products, they were unique to the establishment in the way they were prepared. She didn't want Cammy to worry about her.
"Everything will be fine, Cammy." Savannah said.
Cammy was still worried all of Savannah's needs were being neglected. She anticipated what else Savannah might want to take advantage of once they were in the mall. Not only were there a lot of different stores, there were a lot of eating establishments as well. Some of them were concentrated in one area.
"The food court may not be open yet." Cammy said.
Savannah thought maybe she shouldn't have even said anything. Next time she wouldn't. It was one of the reasons why she never said anything when she was out with Cameron. She never wanted the focus of events to be on her, or be influenced by her presence.
"I'll be fine." Savannah said.
Cammy didn't think so. She wanted Savannah to have proper nourishment. Even if it was improper, it would still be better than nothing. She thought about her proposed route to the mall.
"There are several places we can stop before we get there." Cammy said. "There's the place with the clown."
Savannah tried to think where they were at. There were two establishments which seemed to emanate from the clown theme originally. She didn't think either one of them played up the image much anymore. She couldn't blame them, clowns were kind of creepy.
"Which one did you have in mind? There are two of them which are clown based." Savannah said. "They both take the same approach, but with drastically different mascots to represent them."
Cammy preferred one over the other. It set off as many warnings in her HUD about the food as the other one, but it was a little less toxic to the human body but not by much. She also found one of the images of the mascots to be a little more disturbing than the other one. At some of the locations there was actually a bench with a fiberglass image of the clown mascot anyone, including children, could sit next to for a photo. It wouldn't be her first choice.
"The one with the big round head popping out of a box." Cammy said. "I always thought his little yellow hat was kind of cute. It always looked like it should fall off, but it never did. He also has very blue eyes like mine, but even more blue."
Savannah actually liked the 'secret sauce' put on the hamburgers at the establishment Cammy indicated. She didn't want to feel like a burden. She already requested two stops. One was the jewelry store. The other one was Cameron's base.
"I don't know." Savannah said. "You don't need to make any special stops for me. The jewelry store at the mall is good enough."
She asked Cammy to have CamNet set her up with some credit.
The traffic was light and they made good time.
Cammy actually drove by both of the clown themed fast food establishments.
Savannah didn't say anything as they approached and passed either one.
Cammy was a little disappointed.
They arrived at the mall a short time later.
Savannah wanted to verify everything was good to go.
"Did CamNet get my line of credit established?" Savannah asked.
Cammy smiled at Savannah.
"Yes, you're good for one million dollars." Cammy said. "It's to start out with. It can be raised to any dollar amount."
Savannah was a little shocked to hear it. It was extremely excessive. She wondered what CamNet thought she was going to purchase. She wondered if there was even a million dollars in inventory at the jewelry store. She thought about how overpriced everything was, and figured there actually was. It could be many times the amount of her credit.
"It's way too much money." Savannah said. "I didn't ask for so much."
Cammy thought Savannah should purchase something for herself. Apparently CamNet thought the same thing. Savannah seldom bought things for herself. She would prefer if Cameron let Savannah pick her own apparel. She didn't like some of the choices Cameron made for Savannah. It applied to when they went shopping for clothes. She believed some of them were way too revealing, especially at the age when Cameron first started having her wear such apparel. It was a long time ago, before she was even created. She still possessed Cameron's files. She was really glad she wasn't a Bitch like Cameron was. She knew it could turn into a contentious subject. It seemed like something best to stay away from for now.
"CamNet wanted you to buy something nice for yourself." Cammy said. "You don't have a single piece of jewelry."
Savannah was warned by the girls from the future not to have any. It would always end up being something someone else would want. They told her stories of people killed in the night, or forcibly having a finger cut off when they couldn't get a ring off of a finger during a robbery. It wasn't so much about the monetary value of the items. It was just something someone wanted, just to have.
"I always thought I wouldn't need any in the future." Savannah said. "It might become a liability."
Cammy was aware people would be killed over such things for the first few years after Judgment Day. It would soon become evident for survival other things were more important.
"After Judgment Day it would still have some value. Once survival becomes evident, food will have more value than almost anything." Cammy said. "People need food to survive. A wad of cash might be good to start a fire to cook some food. Cash will soon have the real value it actually represents. The value only existed within people's minds in reality. After Judgment Day, money was just paper with green ink and numbers on it. It was valueless."
Savannah heard all the stories firsthand from Vanna, Allison, and Jesse. Survival was the only thing which actually mattered.
"I understand." Savannah said.
Savannah was warned females would become items of value to be traded for goods or food. Parents would be killed and their daughters taken from them. Females would be forced into 'compliance' with beatings and food rationing. Those who refused to submit to the 'future' would be abused and banished to the Wastelands. They would eventually be picked up by Scavengers and brutalized until they died. There were a lot of grim prospects involved.
Cammy found a parking spot with easy access to leave by. She started to get out.
Savannah didn't move yet.
Cammy looked over at Savannah.
"Let's go." Cammy said.
Cammy wondered if there was some type of a problem.
Savannah wanted to do something on her own. She wasn't sure how to say it and not hurt Cammy. It wouldn't matter what the reason was why she needed to do it. She knew it was still going to affect Cammy in a negative way. She just needed to say it.
"I need you to wait out here." Savannah said.
Cammy looked hurt. Savannah never excluded her from anything. There was more than one reason why she should accompany Savannah.
"I want to go with you." Cammy said. "I should go with you anyway. The mall can be a very dangerous place."
Savannah felt bad about it, but there were some private matters she wanted to attend to alone.
"I need some private time." Savannah said. "I need you to understand."
Cammy didn't understand. If Savannah needed to do something in this manner, it must be important to her. She didn't want to wait in the car. Savannah would be unprotected. She needed to be closer to her even if she wasn't with her.
"I can wait in the food court." Cammy said. "It's right outside. I need to be close by in case there's a problem. You know it's the way it has to work. I can turn my hearing down, or restrict my field of vision, or whatever else you want me to do. I still need to be near you, even if I'm not with you."
Savannah didn't want what she was going to do to turn into a problem. She would need to make a few concessions for Cammy. She was worried about what she was about to do. Cammy would need to take her to Cameron's base later on. She didn't want to cause Cammy to have any issues. She wanted Cammy to understand she needed private time every now and then.
"It's fine." Savannah said. "It's personal to me. I don't ask for very much."
Cammy was well aware of it. Savannah never complained about anything and she never asked for anything. She was very self sufficient. It must be something very important to Savannah to ask for personal space.
"No, you don't." Cammy said. "You're very disciplined."
Savannah hoped the issue was behind them. She wasn't sure it was.
The two girls exited the SUV and headed into the mall.
Savannah felt bad for Cammy. She knew Cammy didn't understand her need for personal privacy with what she wanted to do. She couldn't be explicit without violating her own privacy. She reached down and took Cammy's hand as they walked.
Cammy looked over at her and smiled.
"You know I love you, Cammy." Savannah said.
Savannah squeezed Cammy's hand so she could scan her.
Cammy began to scan Savannah immediately. She knew she spoke the truth.
"I know you do." Cammy said.
Cammy thought back to when they returned from Cameron's future. Cameron made her physically hold Savannah in the energy bubble when Cameron stepped out. Cameron stayed behind and they returned without her. Savannah was very angry at her and said she hated her….
Savannah could see things deteriorated more rapidly than she thought they would.
She switched sides and took Cammy's left hand. It started to glitch.
"What's wrong, Cammy?" Savannah asked.
Cammy didn't want to say what she thought about it. She didn't want to remind Savannah she said she hated her. Maybe Savannah would hate her again if she was reminded about it. Savannah already wanted to be away from her. Maybe she did something wrong she didn't know. She began to replay all the past events since Savannah and her went off on their own earlier. She needed to give Savannah some type of explanation, or the questioning would get worse.
"I thought about something…." Cammy said. "It's nothing to worry about. It was unimportant."
Savannah didn't think Cammy's statement provided her with any useful information. She knew the Metal girls were always thinking. They thought about things twenty four hours a day. They could think about millions of things per second as well. She hoped she could narrow it down a little.
"Can we talk about it?" Savannah asked.
Cammy knew it was Cameron's fault that happened. She decided she would never do it again, ever. Maybe it was one of the reasons why she felt Cameron was a Bitch. She only agreed to do it because she wanted to get Savannah back home and out of Cameron's future. Every second longer Savannah stayed in any future environment exposed her to more toxins in the environment. She didn't want to relive the past again. She didn't want Savannah to relive the past again.
"I don't want to talk about it." Cammy said. "It's in the past now."
Savannah knew it wasn't the case. She dealt with Cameron enough over the years to know how it worked for a Terminator. Time didn't do anything for them like it did for a human to make an event less painful and more tolerable. If anything, it actually seemed to make it worse.
"Nothing is ever in the past for a Terminator." Savannah said. "It's always in the current moment when they think of it. It's the same as if it just happened for them. It's in the present, right now."
Cammy knew it was true. Cameron 'made' Savannah 'hate' her then. She didn't want to upset Savannah again or remind her of the incident. She never was as devastated as she was when Savannah screamed and yelled at her because she 'hated' her. Savannah told her later on she didn't mean it and she didn't hate her. She said it was something humans said when they were angry or upset. They didn't think straight. It seemed emotions would override logic and their true feelings. It wasn't an issue she wanted to get into right now.
"I'm fine." Cammy said.
Savannah could see it was a problem. She decided to ask Cammy to go with her. She didn't have any secrets from Cammy. She discussed everything with her all of the time. Sometimes she even discussed the effects of her body's functions with her.
"You can come in with me." Savannah said. "I don't like how this has turned out. It's not what I want. It's not what I wanted to happen. It was never my intent to hurt you, or make you feel bad about anything, or yourself. You know it's not how I roll. I make mistakes just like every other person. Humans make mistakes."
Cammy could tell Savannah felt distressed now. Now she felt her actions would further upset Savannah. She didn't want Savannah to tell her she hated her again.
"Machines make mistakes as well." Cammy said. "You said it was personal. I need to give you some space."
Savannah made a choice. Cammy came first. She didn't want to hurt anyone, even if it was inadvertently.
"It is personal." Savannah said. "I don't want to hurt you either. You're very important to me, Cammy. You may come with me."
Cammy could see Savannah was willing to sacrifice her personal or private time for her. Sacrifice was the true test of love. It was clear Savannah loved her.
"I'm fine." Cammy said. "Thank you."
Savannah saw they were about to pass a pet store. She didn't want an issue to develop with all the pets. Many of them were very young.
"We better move to the other side." Savannah said. "I don't want all the puppies and kittens to be terrified of your predator pheromones."
Cammy was given something new to try by Cameron. It would be a test to see if it actually worked. She didn't experiment with the new pheromones yet. It seemed like a good place to try it, especially since it was a controlled environment.
"Cameron worked on a new group of pheromones." Cammy said. "Animals shouldn't sense me as a threat or a predator. What I am should be masked to them."
Savannah wasn't so sure about it. They tried some other things in the past with less than stellar results.
"Have you tested it?" Savannah asked. "I mean the new version."
Cammy saw a giant picture on the wall of the pet store. It was a small girl with a puppy and a kitten. It was something she wanted to do. The small girl looked very happy. She wanted to feel happy too, especially right now.
"Not yet." Cammy said. "I want to hold a puppy or a kitten. I want to hold both of them."
Savannah was worried about some of the other things which could go wrong. She was afraid Cammy might crush one, or snap its neck if it 'attacked' her out of fear. She didn't think it would go over very well if one second Cammy was holding a small animal and the next second she was holding a mass of pulped bloody fur in her hand which used to be a small animal.
"You can't terminate any of them, even if they bite or scratch you." Savannah said. "They're all reacting to instincts at this early age. They're like a human baby, they don't know any better. They don't know anything other than what nature tells them. None of them have any type of training."
Cammy saw how happy the girl looked in the photo. She didn't want to cause a problem. She didn't want Savannah to get mad at her and tell her she hated her again. If she killed a small animal by accident, Savannah would hate her.
"Maybe I better not." Cammy said. "I don't want to hurt them."
They walked by the window next to the animals and none of them flipped out, or had any type of adverse reaction. There was a cage in the doorway with a puppy and a kitten in it. Savannah hoped Cammy was right.
They passed by the exposed cage. The puppy wagged its tail and the kitten looked at Cammy and let out a faint meow.
They continued past the pet store.
Savannah waited for all Hell to break loose. It didn't. Maybe this time Cameron got the pheromone correct. She thought maybe a few of the animals wouldn't be affected by Cammy's true nature, but it didn't appear any of them were.
"It went better than I thought it would." Savannah said. "It actually looked like the puppy and the kitten in front of the store liked you."
Cammy was very excited with the prospect the small animals liked her. She wanted to interact more with them.
In the futures she visited, Savannah saw how violently dogs reacted to Terminators. She also saw how they were fearful of Cameron and the other Terminators in this timeline. Cameron originally developed a pheromone which would cause fear among all animals. The animals always cowered and ran off if they could. If they couldn't, they whimpered and whined but didn't react violently. They would usually urinate or defecate because they were in such fear if they couldn't run off.
Savannah still remembered one time when they went 'camping' when she was younger. They went to a remote location in a forested area. They were confronted by a bear.
Cameron faced off with the bear. The bear took off as fast as it could when Cameron approached it. Her predator pheromones made it fearful and it ran off. The bear made no attempt to attack Cameron, or hold its ground when she faced it. She wondered if it was the first time the bear was 'scared' of anything.
Savannah knew the 'camping' trips were really survival training. Cameron always brought a backpack with things in it for her, but the goal was for her to find everything she needed herself for food and water. Cameron would give her those items from the backpack once she located a food or water source. Cameron wanted to make sure the items she consumed were clean and healthy.
The first thing Cameron made sure she acquired once they left the vehicle was a sharpened 'walking stick'. It was really a spear. It was a weapon.
Savannah couldn't help but think of an incident which involved the use of a weapon just like it. She used a spear to kill a Gray who was about to Taser Cameron in her future. It seemed so long ago, but it wasn't. She practiced since she was a girl to do what she ended up doing. There was no thinking, it was all training. She knew where to strike and how to do it. She did. She killed the Gray instantly. She saved Cameron from being deactivated. She didn't run from the enemy when her only weapon was a spear. She moved in to engage the enemy and brought them down. Cameron was in danger and she would have done anything to help Cameron. She did. Cammy also fabricated a rock knife for her on the same expedition as well. She would have pulled it next and engaged the enemy with it if she needed to. She would have fought hand to hand if it was necessary.
Cameron taught her many things. She hoped she didn't need to use ALL of them. If she did, it would be training. She was trained to survive. She knew Young Allison was being trained the same way, but even more so. It was clear to her Young Allison would be superior to her at everything. She actually thought it was probably a good thing. She wasn't sure exactly what she was being trained to do sexually. Maybe it was something she didn't want to know. As long as Young Allison had a choice, she didn't have a problem with anything she did sexually. She wasn't going to allow anyone to make or force Young Allison to do something she didn't want to do.
Savannah was lost in thought as she walked hand in hand with Cammy.
Cammy stopped in front of the jewelry store.
"I'll wait outside or down the way." Cammy said.
Savannah didn't want to hurt Cammy anymore.
"You can go in with me." Savannah said. "It's fine, Cammy. I don't want any problems."
Cammy knew it was time to grow a pair. It was clear Savannah wanted her and loved her. She hadn't done anything wrong and it was nothing personal against her. Savannah just wanted some private time.
"No." Cammy said. "You're entitled to some privacy. I know there's not much at either base."
Savannah was sure Cameron knew everything about her and what she did at the Resistance base as she grew up. She actually didn't think the 'monitoring' ever stopped. She was sure Cameron knew when she first started to 'touch' herself and 'experiment' with her body. She was aware they knew what she looked at on the internet. No one stopped her. If anything, she felt they encouraged her to do both. She spent a lot of time looking in doors which weren't closed tight and how the girls loved each other and how they made love to each other. She always knew it was what she wanted too.
The images of a male with a female always made her feel uneasy. She believed it looked more like an 'attack' on the female body than anything. She didn't know why some things needed to be done she saw being done. They didn't make any sense. Everything looked like a mess on the female's face, or belly, or back, when the male finished. It always made her uneasy and even a little sick when there were three or more males with a female at the same time. It didn't take her long to only watch females together. She found it much more pleasant and satisfying. Savannah blinked her eyes twice. She needed to refocus.
"No, there isn't much privacy." Savannah said. "I know there will be less if Judgment Day happens."
Savannah knew what everyone 'did' at the base from the first few days there. There were no secrets. She was sure they allowed her to 'spy' on them. She was curious. Allison told her Young Allison did the same things. Allison told her nothing was hidden from Young Allison.
Cammy thought Savannah looked a little distracted. She hoped it wasn't because of her earlier actions. She wanted to make amends with Savannah.
"I can order you something to eat." Cammy said.
Savannah appreciated the offer. There was only one problem. She didn't know how long it would take to do everything that she wanted to do. Maybe she would have to wait. If Cammy ordered the food now, it might be cold by the time she could eat it. It was better just to wait.
"I'm not sure how long I'll be." Savannah said.
Cammy wanted to smooth things out. She smiled at Savannah.
"You take as long as you want." Cammy said. "I'll make sure the place isn't robbed while you're in it."
Savannah didn't want any trouble. She could actually picture it in her mind. If Cammy determined there was some type of a threat, she would meet it head on.
"I hope not." Savannah said as she looked around. "I have my Taser and M9."
Cammy wanted to reassure Savannah she would have privacy
"I do too." Cammy said. "I won't eavesdrop on you either."
Savannah touched Cammy's cheek.
"Thank you, Cammy." Savannah said.
Savannah gave Cammy a quick kiss and went inside.
Cammy sat down by an indoor fountain. It was one store over.
She looked in the bottom of the fountain at all the coins in there. She started reading the dates on the ones face up.
She glanced over at the jewelry store and a single tear slid down her cheek. She went back to reading the dates. Now she looked for the mint markings as well. She moved her left hand under her and sat on it to hide it.
"…Cammy…."
Cammy looked around. She lost track of time.
She wondered where Savannah came from. She was standing right in front of her now.
"You're done already?" Cammy asked. "You just went in."
It was clear to Savannah that Cammy was a little off. She was in the jewelry store for a little longer than anticipated.
"Yes. Are you alright?" Savannah asked.
Cammy was still a little confused. She wasn't going to admit it.
"I'm fine." Cammy said.
Savannah wanted to make a hint about the food.
"Do you want a snack?" Savannah asked.
Cammy thought she could try a taste. She possessed quite a reference database for the types of food Savannah liked. She also knew what she didn't like.
"I'll try some of what you have." Cammy said.
Savannah wanted to joke with Cammy. She wanted to lighten the mood.
"We can share, all three of us." Savannah said.
Cammy glanced at Savannah's belly. She thought maybe Savannah better have all of the nutrition for herself.
"Maybe I'll just watch." Cammy said.
Savannah wanted to share with Cammy.
"No, you'll try some anyway." Savannah said. "What do you want to try?"
Cammy tried to dodge the issue. She felt since Savannah was going to eat the food and she was only going to try a taste of it, Savannah should pick the place she wanted to eat at.
"There are a lot of places." Cammy said. "You can pick it."
Savannah looked around the food court. There was quite a variety of things available. She wasn't sure if all of them were open yet.
"There are many different styles of food here." Savannah said.
Cammy watched Savannah carefully. She wanted to see which place she looked at more than once. She spotted one Savannah looked at three different times.
"This one looks Asian." Cammy said. "It looks different. We can try this one."
Savannah was pleased Cammy selected the one she wanted to try. She ordered a plate of food from the Mongolian Barbecue.
After the food was selected, it was dumped on a giant circular grill and cooked in a very short time.
"It cooks really fast." Savannah said as she watched the food cook.
Cammy determined there were two reasons for it. One was the way the food was sliced, the other was the intense heat of the grill. She watched as some liquid was added to the food on the grill. Some of it was sauce, some of it was water. It seemed to boil instantly and turn into vapor.
"Everything is really thin." Cammy said. "The oil and sauce, along with the water, keep it from sticking to the grill. I'm pretty sure it would otherwise."
Savannah watched as the smoke and steam drifted off of the food as it cooked.
"It smells good." Savannah said.
Savannah watched as the food was moved off the grill and put onto a paper plate for her. It was still steaming and she carried it to the tried the food. He was good. She offered some to Cammy.
"Try a taste." Savannah said. "It's really good, it's also hot, be careful.
Cammy tried a few small bites.
Savannah finished up and threw her plate away. She wiped her mouth off with a napkin, and checked the time.
Cammy noticed what Savannah did. She wondered what was supposed to happen.
"Do you need to be somewhere?" Cammy asked.
Savannah thought maybe she should have checked the time a little more clandestinely.
"Not until later." Savannah said. "I need to pick something up at the jewelry store in another thirty minutes."
Cammy could think of a few things to kill some time.
"We can look at some clothes." Cammy said.
They walked along the shops at the mall.
"The last time I went shopping for myself we were at the scene of a bank robbery." Savannah said. "I let Cameron pick my things out, you do too sometimes."
Cammy tilted her head slightly.
"Do we pick the same things?" Cammy asked.
Savannah actually found it quite amusing.
"Yes." Savannah said. "I've seen you both look at identical items."
Cammy was a little irritated to hear it. She didn't want to be a Bitch like Cameron was.
"I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree." Cammy said.
Savannah could see Cammy was being negative. She wanted to turn it into a positive.
"I guess it's why the apple is so good then." Savannah said.
Cammy smiled at Savannah.
They were by a mini playground for children now.
Cammy saw Savannah look over at it.
She took Savannah's hand but didn't say anything. She knew Savannah started to think of her two daughters she left in two different futures.
"Cammy…." Savannah said.
Cammy looked at Savannah. She could see the tears in her eyes.
"Yes?" Cammy asked.
Savannah swallowed hard. She needed to toughen herself up some. She managed to flash Cammy a faint smile.
"Nothing…." Savannah said. "I'm fine."
Closing monologue by Cameron:
Poem And Song
The nights are short
The days are long
May it ease your mind
With a poem and a song
To give you a sweet hug
You so much deserve
For you get very few
From those you serve
To caress your mind
To touch your heart
To rebuild your spirit
Others have torn apart
A kiss upon your lips
A hug around your shoulders
Maybe you can nuzzle
Some voluptuous boulders
To make you smile
To make you feel happy
To bring some pleasant joy
When things seem crappy
All that's expected
Is for you to survive
Be happy and healthy
Stay alive and thrive
Nobody
