Department Of Precrime
6:09 AM
Fletcher POV
Ren, had came in she had this look in her eyes of sadness and accepting. Stood up, walked over to her. "Hey! You alright?" Lifted up her eyes; see the pain in her eyes. "Yeah! It just, coming to the realization that Jacob never loved me. There were signs, that I missed. Don't know why, don't realize them. Practically right there in my face. Too caught up, in him and our relationship to notice." My hand, is on her shoulder. Squeeze her shoulder, show that I was listening to her. Her voice, spoke with understanding and pain. My heart break for her. "His heart and his mind; won't on me. He wanted someone else. I was nothing, more just person he uses to get close to someone. Hated that keep bringing him up. But, hell maybe just needed to see truth for myself. Heart is hurting, way too much. But after talking about everything with Jasper and Emmett. It really helped, to open up to them. Sure, Emmett can be hand full at times. But, he's like a giant teddy bear. Jasper, he understands emotions way better then anyone else does." The one confused me. How did Jasper understand emotions. "I mean, he's good at reading body language and emotions on people expressing." Taking some deep breath, "feel stupid, hurt and use. No, one wants this damn and pathetic girl."
"Now! Hold it right there, now don't down grade yourself. Because one jackass; he don't deserve you. Shouldn't have use you. The way he did, that was wrong of him to do." Had both hands; on her face. Her checks, were bright pink. Rubbing thumbs against her soft warm flesh. It felt really hot, against my fingers. Weird every time I was near Ren, felt warm and extremely hot. Had no clue, what as happening in between me and her. Odd reason, it don't feel wrong it felt different. Pulled her closer against my body. Her arms are wrapped tightly around my waist. Her face is pressed up against my heart. "Don't let him; hold you prisoner with the way he treated you. Just makes him; think that he's win. Grew more Ren, I'm sure some guy will love you for you." As I spoke the word's,my feelings of jealousy and hurt had gotten stronger. Why, did she bring out such strong reactions of me. My ex wife; never brought this much emotions out of me.
"I wish, could believe the part of the guy wanting me. If, he ever finds out some stuff about me. He probably ran the other direction very fast and without thinking twice about it." Sound like, she thought so little about herself.
"Why? Would a man; runaway from you? You, hiding dark secrets." I meant it, as a joke. But her stiffened after that comment. But, now she had turned to stone. "Ren?! I was joking with you." But her eyes; aren't looking at me. Looked to be far away, grabbed her shoulders. "Ren?! Woke up, come back to me. I'm here, I'm with you."
"I'm sorry, what were we talking about. Guess, I just got lost in my own thoughts and pain again." Her words made sense, but her body language don't match.
"Can happen sometimes, when you least expect it too." Had a feeling, she was hiding more from me. What was her secret, she was keeping from me. Promise not push her too hard for one.
Pulled back and without thinking, I kiss her forehead. Same thing, happened again it was getting hotter every second. Hated to admit to myself, kinda like it. Ok, maybe a little too much. Her eyes; wide but she wasn't disgust or angry about it. Maybe, had made some head way with her. Hopefully, had a hand on her shoulder. "Why, don't we just take a walk around town. No! Will be here to bother us or anything like that."
"Maybe, a walk around town, would help a lot more." Thought to myself, why not just two friends walking around. Doesn't mean anything more then that. Grab my coat, keys and wallet. She placed her backpack and lunch bag on her desk. Had her purse and her jacket with her.
Washington, DC Park
6:35 AM
We both had a drinks in our hands. Our other hands, we're gripping each other very tightly. Showing her some of my favorite places walk in the park. She had a really big smile on her face. She slip her hot coca, had a black coffee in my hand. "This sure is beautiful here park. I like my family property that we own."
"Do you own a big property or land?" Had gotten curious, about where her and her family live at.
"Actually, we own a lot of land. We have a cottage, that ten mile walk from the main house. The forest is very breath taking, woods, walking path and water falls are really nice." Her smile is very big. She talks about where she lives at. Wonder, if it was as she described it. Could hear the wow, in her voice.
"It really like that?" She showed her bright snowy teeth. Her smile, could light up a whole room. Her heart is still broken, had feeling that would change very soon. She grip my hand; I grip her right back. Her eyes; shine even brighter then before.
"Have no idea, It so pretty there you think Snow White would up any second." We both smiled at each other. It felt more real, don't wanna let her hand go. But, we would have to go back to reality and soon. Held my hand; both stood up enjoying our walk around the held lay against my arm; we both walked in comfortable silence. Wanted to make the best of our time together.
