Chapter Seventeen
The scrubbing of my skin in the shower makes me still feel dirty. In the rush of it all I forgot about having him wear a condom. I mean I'm on the pill. I don't worry about getting pregnant. But the mess is irritating. As I step in front of my fogged mirror after my second shower for the day, I feel slightly better. The orgasm was amazing, mind blowing. But god was I not ready for the emotional trauma to bubble to the surface.
Repressed emotions aren't safe when you're totally vulnerable. Digging through my drawers I find the silver scissors. Immediately grabbing my wet strands I chop. Chop. Chop. Chop. Finally feeling better I look in the mirror at the shoulder length strands. Not going back to the angle Bob cut, but going short. Brushing through it I feel confident with my job. Blow drying it i feel even better. The black locks hang framing my face perfectly. Sneaking into my bedroom the chair is empty and the memory of Red Hood still lingers. Pushing it off I rummage through my closet finding the box.
"Time to do it." I say out loud. Junie meows from her tower turning her head slightly. Looking at the clock Dick would have just went on patrol for the night. Ripping the box opens I see the new uniform. The leotard is more defined, made of Kevlar like Dick's uniform. The deep navy makes me smile. Oh how I've missed being dark. It fits like a glove and hugs me tight, showing my hips and ass off. Clasping my old belt a sense of peace falls over me. It feels like home. The sleeves go into a V as I wrap the small loop around my middle finger, keeping it in place. Thigh high boots squeeze me tight, and point into a heel. I felt hot, sexy even. I felt fierce. Pulling out my cloak I clasp it over my neck.
This was it. The re-debut of Raven. The introduction of the girl who went missing all of those years ago. "Behave Junie." I rub her back as I head out to the balcony. Closing the door behind me, I squeeze my eyes shut. Here we go. I breath out.
Pushing from the concrete I float through the air. Back to the original technique of flying, I soar through the sky with the twinkling of the city lights. To Bludhaven I fly. Soaring without detection in the night.
Landing on the fire escape I smile as I look into the apartment. Not sure where he will be, he can come to me. I smile slipping into the apartment. Looking around it is the perfect bachelor pad. Large Tv mounted to the wall with a loveseat against the opposite wall. A small dinning table next to the kitchen with a hallway following it. I walk to the hallway tracing my hands against the wall. Moving the picture frame out of place and leaving it. His panic button. It flashes but suddenly stops. He's turned it off before the bat family thinks he's in trouble. I smile knowing what's next. He's on his way home. With a smile I walk into his kitchen, propping myself onto his kitchen counter. Thinking about how short I have made this uniform as my bare ass sits on the countertop.
Opening his cabinet I find the beloved liquor cabinet. I pour myself a glass of Dick's favorite scotch. Taking a sip I smile at the burn. God it tastes so good. Kinda like a hard candy flavor. Of course his sweet tooth always wins. I hear a creak and I know the wait is over. I watch as his head pops around the corner surveying the apartment. Eyes fixated looking over the scene for anything out of place. Taking a few steps forward he turns to the kitchen tensing at my figure on the counter.
"Boo" I smile.
"Rae?" He lets out a breath.
"Nice place you got here." I smile lightly.
"Want the tour." He smiles walking to me. "Or did you just come to drink my scotch?" He stands in front of me picking up the glass. Taking it to his lips, he takes a swig.
"It tastes like candy." I smile.
"I like sweet things." He holds the glass as he leans into me, kissing my lips. "And you taste sweet."
"Sure." I roll my eyes. "Here." I hold up the 20 bill between my fingers." His smile tours down and he blushes.
"I'm sorry Rae." He grabs the bill laying it on the counter next to the scotch glass.
"Sorry to bother you on patrol." I look away. My guilt building from the stranger on my lips earlier.
"You look incredible." He admires the uniform. His hands snake up from the top of the boot to the high hip cut outs, "I love it." He almost shutters.
"Good." I smile, "maybe I'll start working again."
"Tired of boring?" He smiles.
"Maybe." I bite my lip.
"You didn't come all the way here to give me a 20 bill, did you?" He raises a brow.
"No." I blush. "I came to surrender to you." I feel my heart beating out of my chest.
"Surrender?" He questions.
"I'm yours." I lean in kissing his lips. He kisses back and for the first time since we were teens I feel no hesitation on his lips, no worry. Just need. His hands move quickly as the rake through my hair. He steps in close, shoving my body onto his. Kissing deep and passionately he picks me up with a groan. Carrying me to the floor we fall into a heap as his fingers pull at my zipper.
"Dick, I have to tell you-" I try to admit to my task earlier today
"Rae, all that matters is now." He Moans as he slips it off of me. I feel his overpowering love. Grabbing the zipper to his uniform I pull it from his shoulders. Before I know it were naked, pressing kisses into each other lips. Pushing him under me, his torso lays against the kitchen cabinets. I kiss, ready to sit on his large member. "Rae, we do this." He moans, "there's no going back."
"No going back." I moan as I sit down fully. The way he feels is intoxicating. I groan at his thickness. Holy shit he was huge. The soreness in my cervix sits in. His arms wrap around my torso as his fingers graze against my bare skin. They run up and down my back as I slowly bounce up and down onto of him. This was it. This was our moment. The passion was nothing I've never had before. This wasn't lust, it was love. Pure blissful love. Everything I've fought against, I finally have. His lips pant out as he moves from my lips pressing his kisses to my neck. Pressing them deep onto my neck I feel a twinge. The climax was coming faster than earlier today. Holy shit. My muscles clenched as I threw my head back in ecstasy, I was coming. I looked down to Dick whose fingers held onto my ribs, just watching me. I breathed out as I shoved my head into his shoulder with the spasms of my womanhood. "Shit." I moaned out as the end of my orgasm splayed and I slowed my movements.
"You did so good." He lifts my chin up to look at him. "Are you okay?" He asks softly rubbing my cheek. I nod yes.
"Good" he kissed me deep. Flipping me over he laid me on my back. He smiled as he kissed me gently. Inserting himself again he slid in so much easier with my cum all over. Rushing my hands over his shoulders I kissed him deep as his hips moved to me. Fuck this felt good. This felt so right. So needed.
"I love you." I blurted. Suddenly he stopped and he smiled looking at me. Afraid I just ruined everything I blushed red.
"I love you too." He laughed, "I've waited so long to hear that." His happiness shines through. Kissing me I feel his love radiating. His speed adjusts and I wrap my legs around his hips. He hesitates on his movements and I feel him hold back.
"I won't break." I laugh, "fuck me, Dick."
"I don't want to hurt you Rae." He smiles, "tell me if it hurts or anything."
"Okay." I nod.
That's all it took, and hesitation flew out the window. Grabbing my legs he threw them over each shoulder. Shock registered my face as he rammed into my cervix. Holy shit, it was good. Pumping hard his cock felt great. I moaned out as the pounding went hard and deep. My second orgasm hit harder than the first. I dug my nails into his thighs as I screamed out. "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" Gasping as my face burned red.
"You okay?" He pants as he continues pumping into me.
"Yes." I smile.
"Birth control?" He almost moans.
"Yes" I moan as my pussy tingled, throwing my head back. Suddenly he slams hard into me, throwing my legs down to the side. His head crashed into my chest as I feel him jerk inside of me. "Fuck, Raven." He moans into my chest. Lifting my hands, I run my fingers through his hair as he pants into me. This was what I needed, not Red Hood. Not the ghost of Jason lingering around me. I needed Richard Grayson. Lifting his head he looks into my eyes as I see his blush. "Are you okay, Rae?" He looks concerned.
"I'm better now." I lean up kissing him.
"Good, let's get cleaned up." He smiles. Lifting off of me he slides out of me. I shudder at the feeling. Immediately feeling the ooze out of me I gasp. "I'm sorry I haven't came in a few days." He admits.
"I can tell." I take his hand as he helps me off of the floor. I look down to see the ooze on the tile. "I've never had sex on the floor." I smile as he wraps his arms around me.
"Does it not kill your back." He smiles brushing his hand from my chest down to my ass, squeezing the left cheek.
"A little." I smile, "you can rub it later." I kiss him.
"Let's shower." He smiles.
After getting cleaned up I dress in Dicks boxers and a tee of his. When I walk into his bedroom he is curled up in bed, with an open spot for me and the tv on flipping through channels. "Pizza will be here soon." He smiles, pulling the comforter on the opposite side of the bed, motioning me in.
"So I've never had an official boyfriend before." I sneak into the bed.
"Good." he smiles, "wanna post it on Facebook?" He jokes.
"Maybe." I smile, "maybe we should wait until I screw this up." I blush.
"You're not going to screw anything up Rae." He wraps his arm around me pulling me to his chest.
"We need to talk about what happened before I came here." I move away from him to watch his eyes. My eyes burn as the guilt consumes me. He turns off the TV and gives me his attention.
"Nothing matters before tonight, Rae." He holds my hand.
"It does Dick." I swallow as the tears sit at my eyes, threatening to pool over. "I uh- slept with Red Hood." I admit feeling the guilt still suffocating me.
"Rae, I slept with Barbra 4 days ago. And a week before I slept with a woman named Carrie." He sighs, "I don't care. Because from here on out, you're all I will have. And I am all yours." He holds my hand.
"I still feel guilty." I wipe away the tears before they fall.
"That's okay." He smiles, "but know no matter what happened you're mine. And I love you." He leans in kissing me. "I forgive you Raven."
"You never call me Raven." I blush.
"You told me not to, remember?" He smiles.
"I liked when you moaned it." I bite my lip.
"You need to rest before round two so don't even" he scolds me before I can form the thought.
"I know." I smile.
Snuggling in his arms we talked for hours. Caught up on all the time we have missed trying not to hurt the other person. Talked about the fall of his engagement. The stalker I gave a chance to. We even talked about our time as titans. We hadn't done that in so long and it was nice to catch up.
The decision has been made!!! Dick Grayson is our man! Please review!