Harumi ran her brush through her hair, enjoying the quiet of the morning. She had learned that if she wanted to have a moment to herself before everyone else was awake, then she had to get up with the sun. Of course, Lloyd and Wu were already awake by then, but they left her in peace, and this particular morning, Lloyd and Misako had gone out to find information on the dagger. The sun draped its golden rays over Ninjago City, casting soft shadows through the thin curtains of Harumi's room. She put down the brush and caught her reflection in the mirror, her heart still aching from the events of the last few days. The dagger, that damn dagger… Its reputation hung like a dark cloud over them, looming larger than any figure she had faced before. Every time she even so much as walked past the library, she felt the shadow of its chaos looming over her, beckoning to the fears she had buried long ago.
Harumi's thoughts were interrupted by a sudden chatter outside the bathroom. Stepping out, she saw Wu talking to Warden Nobel, both of them looking quite pleased. "Aww, good morning, Harumi. The Warden was actually just asking for you."
Harumi offered a half-hearted smile, crossing her arms defensively. "Well, whatever you heard is wrong. I've been a well-behaved citizen during my stay here."
Nobel let out an amused chuckle, his grin widening. "Indeed you have. In fact, that's why I'm here. The judge has looked over your records and has decided that you're ready to reenter society as a contributing member of the community. Whether you choose to simply do a set time of community service or find a job is a decision that I will leave entirely up to you."
Harumi's heart raced as her mind processed Warden Nobel's words. "Reenter society?" she echoed, her voice barely above a whisper. Memories of her past intertwined with the present, tugging at her anxieties. "Do you really think I'm ready for that?"
Wu stepped closer, his usual calm demeanor radiating reassurance. "You've shown remarkable growth, Harumi. Your reflections and actions since you've been here have proven that you're more than capable of facing your past."
"Of course, you don't have to have an answer right away; think it over for a bit, and then let me know what you decide," Nobel said, his tone shifting to something more serious. "But remember, Harumi, choices shape our future. It's time for you to choose your own path."
Harumi felt a swirl of emotions — anxiety, excitement, and dread. The thought of venturing out into Ninjago City felt exhilarating yet terrifying. A part of her was afraid of encountering the remnants of who she used to be. She wanted to rebel against her past, but could she really escape it?
"I appreciate it," she replied cautiously. "But I need to think about it." She offered Warden Nobel a polite nod before he departed. Wu remained standing beside her, watching as she stared at the door long after Nobel had left. Harumi knew he wouldn't push her for an answer, but his presence alone was a quiet encouragement—reminding her that she wasn't alone in this decision.
"You've come a long way," he said finally, folding his hands behind his back.
Harumi let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. "You really believe that? Even after everything I did?"
Wu nodded without hesitation. "Redemption isn't about erasing the past. It's about learning from it and choosing to be better moving forward."
Harumi dropped her gaze to the floor, her hands tightening into fists at her sides. "That's easy to say. But what if—what if people out there don't see it that way?" Her voice wavered. "What if no matter what I do, I'm still just the princess who nearly destroyed Ninjago?"
Wu sighed, stepping closer. "Some people will never let go of the past, Harumi. But their perception of you is not who you are. You decide that." She swallowed hard, her mind spinning with possibilities. Could she really step back into the city as someone new? As someone better?
"Lloyd will be back soon," Wu continued, his voice steady. "Perhaps speaking with him will help you decide." Harumi nodded absentmindedly. A part of her did want to see him, to hear what he thought about all this. But another part of her feared his response. Would he trust her to make the right choice?
The rest of the morning passed in a blur. Harumi went about her routine, but the weight of the Warden's words refused to leave her mind. Every step she took inside the monastery felt heavier than the last, like the walls themselves were holding her in place, reminding her of the safety within them—but also the isolation. By the time the sun reached its peak, she found herself outside the monastery gates, absentmindedly pulling blades of grass from the earth. The quiet was usually comforting, but today it only amplified the storm in her head. She was so lost in thought that she didn't hear the familiar sound of footsteps approaching. It wasn't until she sensed someone standing nearby that she looked up—straight into those green eyes that, no matter what, seemed to see right through all her masks.
Lloyd was watching her carefully as if studying her reaction. "Hey," he said simply, his voice even but cautious.
Harumi swallowed, feeling her pulse quicken. "You're back."
Lloyd nodded, shoving his hands into his pockets. "Yeah. Took longer than expected, but we found something." He hesitated, then sat down beside her on the grass. "Wu told me what happened."
Harumi let out a dry chuckle. "Of course he did."
Lloyd didn't respond right away. Instead, he glanced toward the temple, his expression unreadable. "How do you feel about it?"
Harumi exhaled, looking down at the ground. "I don't know. I should be happy, right? This is what I wanted—a chance to move forward. But now that it's actually happening… I guess I'm scared." She hesitated before admitting, "Part of me wonders if I even deserve it."
Lloyd was quiet for a long moment, and when he finally spoke, his voice was gentle. "I get it. Change is terrifying, especially when you don't know how people will react. But… you've worked for this, Harumi. You've put in the effort. That has to count for something."
Harumi turned to look at him. "But will it ever be enough?"
Lloyd met her gaze with a sincere smile. "Maybe not for everyone," he admitted. "But that doesn't mean you stop trying."
Harumi felt something in her chest loosen, just slightly. "And you? Do you think I should do it?"
Lloyd was silent, then he sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I think," he said slowly, "that it's not about what I think. It's about what you want. But if you want my honest opinion, yeah. I think you should."
"Something else is on your mind," Lloyd said poking at her shoulder jokingly. "What is it?"
Harumi hesitated, then let out a small sigh, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "It's just… ever since the night that dagger was almost stolen, I feel like, I don't know, like it's been calling out to me."
Lloyd's expression darkened, his relaxed posture shifting as he sat up straighter. "Calling out to you?" he repeated, his voice now laced with concern.
Harumi nodded slowly, arms wrapping around her knees. "I know how it sounds. But every time I even think about it, I feel this… pull. Like it's whispering to me, like it wants me to—" She cut herself off, pressing her lips together. She wasn't even sure what she was trying to say.
Lloyd frowned, glancing toward the monastery as if he could see the dagger locked away within its walls. "That's not nothing, Harumi."
She let out a dry laugh. "You think I don't know that? I thought maybe I was just paranoid, but it's not going away. If anything, it's getting worse." Her fingers dug into the fabric of her pants. "It doesn't make sense."
Lloyd curled his fingers into a fist as the warning that Eden had given him repeated in his mind. Of course she was feeling this way, she had touched the dagger when that thing was trying to steal it. But then why hadn't he been affected? He had been the one to hold onto until it was secure in the monastery. "That dagger—Eden warned us it influences people the longer they're around it." He exhaled sharply, eyes narrowing in thought. "If you're feeling something this strong already, we need to be careful."
Harumi hugged her knees tighter. "It's not like I want to listen to it," she said quickly. "I don't even know if it's real or just my own mind playing tricks on me. But… it's there. Like a whisper in the back of my head, just out of reach."
Lloyd's jaw tightened. "I don't like this," he admitted. "You shouldn't be feeling anything from it at all. It's locked away, sealed. You haven't even seen it since that night."
Harumi's fingers curled against her arms. "I know." Her voice was sharper than she intended, but frustration warred with fear inside her. "That's what scares me." Silence stretched between them for a moment, the weight of the conversation pressing down like an invisible force. Harumi could see the concern in Lloyd's expression, the gears turning in his mind as he tried to make sense of it.
"Alright, we'll figure this out. For now I still think you should take the Warden up on his offer, might distract you enough so that damn thing doesn't have an influence on you."
Harumi exhaled slowly, staring down at the grass between her fingers. "You really think that'll help?"
Lloyd shrugged. "It's worth a shot. Sitting around here, dwelling on it, isn't going to do you any favors. Besides…" He shot her a small smirk. "It'd be nice to see you doing something that doesn't involve ancient cursed artifacts for once."
Harumi scoffed, rolling her eyes. "Gee, thanks for the encouragement." But despite her sarcasm, the idea lingered. Maybe Lloyd had a point. If she threw herself into something—anything—maybe the whispers would fade. Maybe she could prove to herself that she wasn't doomed to repeat her past.
She pulled her legs out from under her and stood, brushing dirt from her pants. "Alright. I'll think about it."
Lloyd pushed himself up as well, nodding. "That's all I'm asking." His expression grew serious again. "But if the dagger's influence gets worse… if anything changes, you'll tell me, right?"
Harumi hesitated. She wasn't used to having someone who genuinely cared about her well-being. A part of her wanted to push it down, to insist that she could handle this on her own. But another part of her—the part that had been trying to change—knew she couldn't afford to let her pride get in the way. She met his gaze, her voice quieter this time. "Yeah. I will."
Lloyd studied her for a moment as if assessing whether he believed her. Then, finally, he nodded. "Good."
Harumi glanced back at the monastery, the weight of her decision pressing down on her. If she took the Warden's offer, it would mean stepping into a world that might never fully accept her. It would mean proving herself over and over again to people who might never forgive her. But wasn't that what redemption was?
Walking through the city, Harumi kept her eyes peeled for only businesses that were asking for employees. She knew her chances of getting a job were slim, but if she was being honest, she'd rather try every single place in Ninjago before she chose to pick up trash. Her first stop was a small café nestled between two shops—an enticing aroma wafted through the air. The sign above the door read, "Ninjago Brew," and though she felt some nervousness ripple through her, she pushed the door open and stepped inside. The bell jingled overhead, signaling her entrance.
The café had an inviting atmosphere, sunlight filtering through the large front window and highlighting the shelves filled with various teas and freshly baked goods. Behind the counter stood a middle-aged woman with warm, kind eyes. She looked up and smiled, wiping her hands on her blue apron.
"Welcome! What can I get you?" the woman asked cheerfully.
Harumi hesitated, her eyes darting nervously around the space. "Um, I'm actually here to ask about a job," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Ah! I'm so sorry, but we actually just filled the position, but if you don't mind working in the food business, I heard that Chen's Noddle House is hiring some wait staff too," the woman offered, a hint of sympathy in her tone.
Harumi's heart sank at the news. Just like that—a door was closing before it even began to open. Just because the noodle restaurant was hiring did not mean she had a chance at the job; after all, the owner was Skylor. And although the two had never directly gone against each other, Harumi was well aware that Skylor had been one of the people she had seriously hurt. "I understand. Thank you for your time."
As Harumi stepped back onto the bustling streets of Ninjago City, her heart felt heavier than before. She made her way to Chen's Noodle House, fighting the tightening knot of anxiety in her stomach. What would Skylor say? Would she even consider hiring her after everything? The towering buildings loomed overhead, the chatter of pedestrians creating a symphony of life that felt at odds with her internal turmoil.
Drawing in a deep breath, she approached the noodle house. The warm, spicy scent from inside was inviting, but it only exacerbated the pit in her stomach. Pushing the door open, she stepped inside, and a bell jingled overhead, garnering the attention of a few patrons and the restaurant's greeter. "Hello, miss. How can I help you today?" the older man asked, giving her a warm smile.
"Uh, actually, I was hoping to apply for a job. I heard you guys were hiring," Harumi said softly as she scanned the restaurant, trying to get a sense of what to expect.
"Of course, come with me," he said, gesturing to her to follow him to an office in the back. After a short moment, they reached their destination. Opening the door, he let Skylor know that there was a new applicant and then let Harumi in. As the door swung open, Harumi's heart raced as she stepped into the modest office. The walls were lined with pictures of delicious-looking dishes, and the aroma of flavorful broth wafted in through the slightly open window. Seated behind a cluttered desk was Skylor, her expression a mixture of concentration and curiosity.
"Harumi," Skylor said, looking up from a stack of papers, her eyes widening in surprise, though Harumi couldn't tell how she actually felt. "What brings you here?"
"Um, I heard you were hiring," Harumi began, the words tumbling out more awkwardly than she intended. "I thought I'd come and see if there was still an opportunity. I completely understand if you don't even want to consider it. I know we didn't really get off on the right foot."
Skylor leaned back in her chair, letting out a sigh. "Don't worry about that. Lloyd filled me in on your current situation, I just wasn't expecting you to want to work here."
"Did he?" Harumi asked, her voice barely above a whisper. The acknowledgment didn't soften her racing heart; if anything, it only made it pound louder. "It's just, I thought I could…" She faltered, her mind racing through all the moments that had painted her past with seemingly indelible stains. "I want to prove that I can be better."
"Look," Skylor said, her tone shifting to something more empathetic, "I appreciate you coming here. But it's not just about wanting to prove something to me or anyone else. When you work in a kitchen, you have to truly want to be there. It's hard, fast-paced, and sometimes messy. It would be a fresh start, but it also puts you in the spotlight again. Can you handle that?"
A tension settled over Harumi as she contemplated Skylor's words. Her heart trembled between fear of failure and an overwhelming urge to escape her past riddled with regret. Could she handle it? "I need to try," she said finally, her voice determined despite the uncertainty shaking within.
Skylor studied her for a long minute and then slowly nodded. "Alright, but let's not get ahead of ourselves. Why don't you try a trial shift? See if you like the environment before we make any commitments on both sides."
"Really?" Harumi blinked, attempting to gauge Skylor's sincerity. "You'd actually give me a chance?"
"You know who I am. I don't hold grudges because grudges can leave you stuck in the past. You need to prove yourself; that much is clear. Just remember, the job requires a lot of effort, not just showing up. If you're ready for that, I'm willing to show you the ropes."
"You're… really alright with this?" Harumi asked, feeling taken aback by Skylor's compassionate response. "Thank you… I won't let you down."
As Skylor outlined the expectations of her potential role, Harumi's heart raced with an odd mix of fear and excitement. By the time they went through everything, a plan began to form in her mind— though she had taken a leap into something uncharted, maybe she could also create something new in herself.
After the conversation ended, Skylor dismissed her for the day. "We'll see you tomorrow morning bright and early." Harumi stepped out of the noodle house, the bustling activity of the city swirling around her. She felt lighter, as if just a glimpse into possibility had taken a weight off her shoulders. She found herself surprisingly excited to start this new chapter of her life, a new identity in a way. Starting tomorrow, she was going to be a waitress at Chen's Noddle House. Didn't hurt that the uniform was cute.
