Chapter 39: Beauty as Black as Cole Part 2
September 21, 1998 – Monday
Sunnydale Woods
Buffy moved silently through the dense woods, her boots crunching lightly against fallen leaves and twigs. The cool night air prickled against her skin, but it did little to soothe the turmoil raging inside her. She had welcomed the solitude of the patrol, desperate for a break from the tension that had thickened between her and Prue. Yet, as much as she tried to push the argument from her mind, it clung to her thoughts, stirring emotions she wasn't ready to face.
A sharp sting burned at the back of her eyes, but she clenched her jaw, refusing to let the tears fall. Not here. Not now. She focused instead on her surroundings, scanning the dimly lit forest for any trace of the creature responsible for mauling Jeff the night before. She needed to find something—anything—to help ease the burden pressing on Oz's heart. He was tormented by the thought that he might have killed someone he cared about, and while nothing would make Jeff's death any easier, at least she could prove whether Oz was truly responsible.
Buffy suddenly froze, every muscle in her body tensing.
The air around her shifted.
A creeping sensation crawled up her spine, the undeniable feeling of being watched. The hair on the back of her neck stood on end, her Slayer senses screaming in warning. She turned sharply at the sound of movement behind her, but all she saw was darkness—the dense, shadowy trees stretching endlessly around her.
Then, without warning, something lunged from the underbrush.
A snarl ripped through the night as a blur of movement charged at her with terrifying speed. Buffy's heart pounded as she braced herself, her stance shifting into one of defense. Her eyes widened in shock when she realized that whatever she had been hunting was now hunting her.
The figure barreled into her with brutal force, knocking her off her feet and sending her crashing hard onto the cold earth. The impact rattled through her bones, but she barely registered the pain, too focused on the fact that she had found what had killed Jeff—or rather, it had found her.
For a split second, the creature was too fast for her to make out any details, a blur of darkness and rage. But as she pushed herself up, steadying herself, her breath hitched.
The face staring back at her was one she knew better than her own.
Angel.
His dark eyes, once filled with warmth and depth, were now hollow and wild, consumed by something feral. A deep snarl curled his lips, revealing sharp fangs still coated with fresh blood. Buffy's stomach twisted violently at the sight, and her heart pounded painfully in her chest as shock crashed over her like a tidal wave.
Angel's body trembled with rage, his muscles coiled as if ready to strike again. He stared at her with flickering recognition, but it wasn't enough to break through whatever torment had consumed him. His body still ached—sometimes from real wounds, sometimes from ones his mind refused to let go of. The pain of his captors still clung to him like invisible chains, and though he had torn through them, more had always come. There were always more.
A guttural growl tore from his throat as he made his decision.
He attacked.
Buffy barely had time to react before he lunged at her again, his movements raw and unrestrained. She shoved up from the ground, grabbing hold of him and using his own momentum to throw him off. He hit the earth with a heavy thud, but it barely seemed to slow him down.
Buffy's mind raced. She knew Angel. She knew him. And whatever this was, this wasn't him. He wasn't in his right mind—he was trapped in something dark and monstrous. She had to stop him, but she couldn't bring herself to seriously hurt him.
Before she could fully regain her footing, Angel was already moving. He pounced with terrifying speed, knocking her back to the ground, his weight pinning her. Buffy gritted her teeth, twisting beneath him before kicking up with both legs, catching him in the gut. His body sailed over her, landing hard on the ground.
Buffy scrambled to her knees, her pulse racing. She barely had time to react before he was on her again.
Her fist met his face with a force that sent him into a spin, but Angel used the momentum, twisting mid-air and delivering a vicious backhand across her jaw. The impact sent her sprawling, her vision momentarily flashing white with pain.
Buffy hit the dirt with a harsh grunt, but Angel was relentless. He lunged again, but she was ready. Using her legs once more, she launched him backward, sending him crashing onto his back.
Angel rolled, recovering quickly. His movements were erratic, driven by something primal. He twisted, striking out with a brutal punch that landed squarely in her stomach. Air whooshed from her lungs, pain blooming in her core, but she refused to stay down.
Buffy forced herself upright, shifting into a defensive stance. The next time he moved, she was ready. Her leg shot out in a swift, powerful kick, her boot connecting with his head. Angel's body jolted, his limbs shaking as he dropped down on all fours, trying to shake off the haze clouding his senses.
A deep, animalistic growl rumbled from his chest as he looked up at her, but before he could fully recover, Buffy delivered another powerful strike to his face. This time, it was enough.
Angel's body went limp.
His limbs gave out beneath him, and with a shallow, shuddering breath, his world faded into blackness.
Buffy stood over him, her own breathing ragged, her chest rising and falling in sharp, uneven pants. Her fists remained clenched at her sides; her knuckles raw from the fight.
She stared down at his unconscious body, her mind reeling.
Canon Theater
Sikes studied the woman in front of him, his sharp gaze unwavering. His notepad rested in his palm, but he barely glanced at it as he questioned her.
"And she hasn't complained about any disgruntled friends, co-workers, ex-boyfriends?" he asked, his voice even but probing.
The victim's friend shook her head almost immediately, her expression earnest and grief-stricken. "No," she said softly, her voice thick with emotion. "Kari was a beautiful person. Everyone loved her."
Sikes exhaled through his nose, watching her carefully as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, white card. "If you can think of anything else at all, please, don't hesitate to call," he told her, extending the card toward her.
The woman hesitated only briefly before accepting it with a trembling hand. She nodded in silent acknowledgment, and Sikes offered a small, polite smile before turning on his heel and walking away, his steps measured and precise.
As the woman moved to leave, Prue's gaze flickered downward, drawn to the pendant resting against the woman's collarbone. The delicate chain held an intricate symbol—three crescent moons interwoven in a design both elegant and powerful.
"Nice necklace," Prue remarked as the woman passed by, her tone casual yet deliberately placed. "Very unique."
The woman's steps faltered, and she turned slightly, her eyes narrowing with sudden suspicion. "Do I know you?" she asked cautiously.
Prue's lips curled into a knowing smile. "No," she admitted, tilting her head slightly. "But you might know of me." She let the words linger for a beat before adding, "My sisters and I have quite the reputation."
As if on cue, Phoebe appeared at her side, and a moment later, Paige and Piper approached, their presence completing the unspoken introduction.
Phoebe leaned in just enough for only the woman to hear her whisper, her voice low and meaningful. "The Charmed Ones."
The woman's breath hitched. Her eyes widened in shock, and her mouth parted slightly, the weight of recognition settling over her.
Prue seized the moment. "You and Kari were in the same coven?" she asked, her voice still soft but edged with the kind of authority that made it clear she already knew the answer.
The woman glanced down at her necklace, fingers lightly brushing over the symbol as if seeking reassurance from it. "Yes," she admitted quietly.
Phoebe nodded, her eyes drawn once more to the pendant. "And your mark is the triple crescent," she murmured, reaching out to touch the cool metal.
The second her fingers made contact, a wave of energy surged through her, and suddenly she was thrust into a premonition.
The woman stands in a park. The midday sun casts long shadows across the cracked stone steps of an old amphitheater. Birds chatter in the trees, their songs abruptly cut short as a hulking figure emerges from behind her.
A demon.
Large, powerful, and radiating raw menace.
The woman barely has time to turn before the creature seizes her from behind, one massive hand covering her mouth while the other wields a gleaming atheme.
A flash of silver.
The blade plunges into her back.
The woman gasps, her body jolting as her life spills away.
Phoebe sucked in a sharp breath, her vision snapping back to the present. Her fingers recoiled from the necklace as though it had burned her.
The woman frowned, concern flickering across her features. "What is it? Are you alright?"
Prue's hand was immediately on Phoebe's arm, steadying her as she offered the woman a reassuring smile. "She'll be fine," she assured her smoothly, though the tension in her posture betrayed her worry.
Piper and Paige reached them just as Prue subtly pulled Phoebe closer.
"What happened?" Piper demanded, her eyes darting between them. "What'd you see?"
Phoebe swallowed hard, meeting the woman's gaze as she steadied herself. "The demon," she said, voice barely above a whisper. "He's after her."
Prue's grip on Phoebe tightened ever so slightly. "Where?" she pressed, her tone firm but gentle as she rubbed Phoebe's arms in a comforting motion.
Phoebe squeezed her eyes shut for a moment, trying to ground herself before answering. "Uh… by the steps… in some park," she said hesitantly. The images still swirled in her mind, fragmented and haunting. "I think it was like an old amphitheater or something."
"I know that place," the woman spoke up suddenly, drawing their full attention. She exhaled; her expression troubled. "That's in Stanley Arboretum. I walk past it every day going to work."
A silent beat passed between them before Paige broke the stillness. "What did the demon look like?" she asked, her voice carefully measured.
Phoebe's fingers fidgeted as she hesitated, clearly reluctant to say the words aloud. She finally sighed; her voice laced with unease. "Like Belthazor and Nyxara," she admitted. "I mean, not exactly like them—just similar." She quickly corrected herself, but the tension in the air was unmistakable.
Before anyone could respond, a voice cut through the conversation like a knife.
"What the hell is going on here?"
Sikes strode toward them, his sharp eyes locking onto the sisters like a hawk zeroing in on prey. His posture was rigid, barely concealed irritation simmering beneath his composed exterior.
"This is a murder investigation," he snapped, his voice edged with authority. His glare flicked to Darryl. "Who are these people?"
Darryl didn't so much as flinch. "I'll get rid of them," he said smoothly, stepping in front of the sisters as if shielding them from Sikes' scrutiny. He turned to them, lowering his voice slightly. "Come on, ladies, move along," he instructed firmly. "First time I ask nicely."
Piper scowled but didn't argue, instead throwing Sikes a sharp glare as she turned. "We're goin', mister," she muttered darkly, but her tone made it clear she wasn't happy about it.
Darryl ushered them away, his presence a buffer between them and Sikes, but the ADA lingered, glancing around to ensure no one was watching.
Then, just as suddenly as he had arrived—
Sikes shimmered out of sight.
Crawford Street Mansion
Buffy moved through the mansion with a purposeful stride, her boots barely making a sound against the cold stone floors. Shadows stretched across the cavernous hallways, flickering uneasily as she passed, her every sense on high alert. She moved quickly, but her gaze darted around the dimly lit space, scanning for what she needed. She couldn't afford to be gone long. Angel was unconscious, and if he woke up in the state he was in, he'd bolt—disoriented, lost, and driven by an instinct that had nothing to do with the man he once was.
The thought of him out there, alone and suffering, gnawed at her. He had no memory of who he had been, no sense of himself beyond the torment he had endured. The very idea of Angel wandering the night in pain, scared and dangerous, twisted something deep in Buffy's chest.
"Oh, come on!" she muttered, frustration thick in her voice as she entered another room, her hands clenching at her sides. "Where are the freaking chains?! This was a vampire's home. Chains are like mandatory." The last words came out as a near-whine, exasperation bubbling over as she raked a hand through her hair.
Her eyes landed on an old trunk in the corner, its lid covered with faded, glassy-eyed dolls that had clearly seen better days. The sight sent an involuntary shudder down her spine. Without hesitation, she swept them off the trunk with a careless shove, their porcelain faces shattering as they hit the ground. She threw open the heavy lid and, with a grunt, tipped the entire thing over, spilling its contents onto the dusty floor.
Finally.
The glint of metal caught her eye, and she reached down, fingers closing around the heavy iron chains. Shackles dangled from the ends, rusted with age but still strong—strong enough for what she needed.
Her heart pounded as she retraced her steps, the weight of the chains pulling at her arms, her mind racing. When she stepped back into the main room, relief flooded her at the sight of Angel still lying there, unmoving. She swallowed hard, pushing back the emotions that threatened to rise.
She approached the large marble fireplace, her gaze settling on the iron bracket that jutted out beneath the massive mantle. With steady hands, she looped one end of the chains around it, the metal clinking softly in the heavy silence. Then, reluctantly, she knelt beside Angel, her fingers hesitating for just a second before fastening the shackles around his wrists. The metal locked with a resounding click.
Buffy took a step back, staring down at his unconscious form. Her breath hitched in her throat.
It was real.
She was looking at Angel—her Angel—but it was as if she were staring at a ghost, a shadow of the man she had once loved. Seeing him like this, touching him again, it felt surreal. A cruel trick of the universe, dangling him in front of her after she had already lost him.
One of his arms was raised uncomfortably by the chains, the position unnatural. She winced, guilt stabbing at her.
"I'm sorry I have to chain you," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "But I can't have you hurting others while you're like this… I—I hope you understand, and that you can forgive me…"
Before she could say more, Angel stirred.
His muscles tensed in an instant, his body coiling like a predator sensing danger. Then, with a snarl, he lashed out.
Buffy barely had time to react, instinct taking over as she jumped back, dodging his wild swing.
Angel let out a guttural growl, his breath ragged as he yanked against the chains. They held, though they rattled ominously under his weight. His eyes darted wildly around the room before he suddenly retreated, pressing himself against the farthest wall. His body trembled as he shrank back, his breath coming in quick, panicked bursts.
Buffy's stomach twisted.
He was waiting.
Not for her—but for something worse.
For tormentors who weren't coming, for pain that wasn't about to be inflicted but had been… over and over again.
His mind wasn't in this room. It was still trapped in hell.
Buffy circled him carefully, keeping her distance, her heart aching with the need to comfort him. But she knew better. If she tried, he'd kill her before he even realized what he was doing.
She didn't want to imagine what he had suffered.
But she knew it had to have been beyond anything she could comprehend.
"Oh, Angel," she whispered, voice trembling. "If I could have taken your place, I would have… anything to have spared you this."
She stopped mid-step as something on the floor caught her eye.
A scorch mark.
Not just any scorch mark—a human-shaped one.
Her breath hitched as she stared at the burned outline, realization slowly creeping in. It was as if he had been seared into the ground upon his return.
A sudden, violent rattle of chains yanked her attention back to Angel.
He was struggling again, pulling with desperate strength, his muscles straining as if he could rip himself free by sheer will. His furious growl sent a chill down her spine, the sound raw, animalistic.
And then, in a blur of movement, he lunged at her.
Buffy recoiled instinctively, her body jerking backward, out of reach.
Angel slumped back, but for the briefest moment, something flickered in his eyes—something dark, satisfied.
Had he been hoping she'd be scared? Expecting her to flinch? To fear him?
Buffy exhaled, forcing herself to focus.
She looked back down at the scorched imprint, her mind whirling. The pieces didn't fit together yet, but there was something here—something she needed to understand.
Behind her, Angel let out one last, frustrated growl before going still.
She turned just in time to see him collapse, his body sagging in exhaustion. His chained arm remained suspended, an unnatural weight tugging at his wrist. But he didn't fight anymore.
He was waiting.
For what, she wasn't sure.
Buffy sighed, her hands tightening into fists as she took in his hunched, broken form.
This wasn't Angel.
Not the one she had known.
And standing here, watching him like this, made her stomach churn. She didn't want to be here. She didn't want to see him like this.
She cast one last look at him, a bitter taste in her mouth.
She'd come back tomorrow.
She'd bring him pig's blood. See if he'd let her get close enough to eat it.
Slowly, she made her way to the door, her steps reluctant. Before she stepped out, she glanced over her shoulder.
Angel's brown eyes locked onto her. Dark, wary. Angry.
He was watching her, expecting something—distrusting her.
Buffy forced a small smile, hoping to reassure him, to show him that she wasn't here to hurt him.
But he only bared his teeth in response, a warning growl rumbling from his chest.
Buffy swallowed the lump in her throat and turned away.
The night air hit her like a slap as she stepped outside, her body immediately moving into a brisk pace.
She needed answers.
And the library was the one place she could go without questions being asked.
Oz wouldn't remember in the morning, anyway.
Sunnydale High School
Oz paced in his cage, his low, guttural growl reverberating through the library as one of Mark Ferrari's songs blasted from Faith's portable CD player. The relentless beat pulsed through the air, loud and grating to his heightened senses. Faith, oblivious to his discomfort, twirled around the room, dancing with a loose, easy energy, her dark hair swinging around her face as she tried to shake off the boredom of babysitting duty.
The sudden weight of a hand on her shoulder startled her.
Before she could think, instinct kicked in.
She spun, her muscles coiled tight, and delivered a sharp backhanded punch without hesitation. Her fist connected solidly with flesh and bone.
The impact was met with a surprised grunt, followed by the unmistakable sound of someone stumbling.
Faith's eyes widened as she realized who she had just hit.
Buffy.
The blonde Slayer staggered back, her body jerking from the unexpected blow. She barely had time to react before her back collided with the old wooden library card catalogue. Her hands flew out to steady herself, gripping the edge to keep from toppling over entirely.
"Oh," Buffy muttered, blinking as a dull ache spread across her jaw. She gingerly touched the sore spot, already anticipating a bruise.
"Oh! Uh, Buffy!" Faith stammered, her usual cool demeanor vanishing as guilt flashed across her face. Hitting someone mid-fight was one thing, but sucker-punching a friend? That was new. She hesitated before taking a step closer. "Are you okay? What are you doing here?"
Buffy gave her jaw another testing rub before letting out a humorless chuckle. "Uh, bleeding internally, but I'll live." She grimaced as another throb shot through her face.
Faith winced. "God, I'm so sorry." She lifted the CD player, holding it up like some kind of peace offering. "I guess I didn't hear you."
"Figured as much," Buffy said, still wincing as she rolled her shoulders and stretched slightly. Her jaw gave another particularly sharp pulse of pain. "Ow. Again."
Shaking it off, she offered a small, amused smile. "Uh… actually, I, I, I came to give you the rest of the night off."
Faith raised a skeptical brow. "Get out of jail free, huh? How come?" A smirk tugged at her lips as she studied Buffy, searching for the real reason. "Let me guess, you don't want to go home to Prue?"
Buffy let out a sigh, her shoulders slumping slightly. "Not particularly," she admitted, shrugging out of her jacket. It wasn't exactly a lie—she wasn't in the mood to face Prue yet—but it wasn't the whole truth either. She tossed the jacket over the back of a chair, rubbing absently at the back of her neck. "Figured I'd, uh, cram for my French test."
Faith let out a short laugh, unconvinced but choosing not to push. "That's cool. I was going kinda crazy in here." She twirled the keys to Oz's cage around her fingers before tossing them lightly in Buffy's direction. Buffy caught them with ease, curling them into her palm.
Stretching her arms over her head, Faith glanced toward the doors. "I'll call for Leo to orb me home. Then maybe see if San Francisco has any vampire activity."
Buffy leaned against the counter, smirking. "Knock yourself out… not literally, though."
Faith shot her a playful salute as she strolled toward the door. "Yeah, later." With a casual wave over her shoulder, she disappeared into the hallway, the heavy clang of the library doors shutting behind her.
Silence fell over the room, broken only by the faint hum of Faith's abandoned CD player.
Buffy exhaled slowly, turning her gaze toward Oz. He sat in his cage, his wolfish eyes flickering under the dim lights, still tense from the lingering effects of the music and the night's events. For a moment, their eyes locked in quiet understanding—neither of them exactly where they wanted to be.
Shaking off the weight of the moment, Buffy turned to the library's card catalogue. The old wooden drawers gleamed under the soft glow of the lamps, a relic of research days before the internet made everything so much easier. Setting the keys on top of it, she pulled open the first drawer, her fingers flipping through the small, neat cards.
She had come here to search for answers—just not the kind that would help her pass French.
0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0
"LEO!" Faith's voice rang out through the quiet night air, sharp and impatient.
A beat later, the familiar swirl of blue and white orbing lights shimmered into existence before her, coalescing into the solid form of Leo. The soft hum of his arrival faded as he took in his surroundings, his expression shifting to mild confusion.
"Faith?" he asked, brow furrowing slightly.
She crossed her arms, shifting her weight onto one leg. "Care to orb me back to the Manor?"
Leo tilted his head, studying her for a moment. "Why isn't Buffy taking you back?" he questioned, his healer's instincts already picking up on the unspoken tension in the air.
Faith huffed lightly, glancing over her shoulder toward the library door before turning back to him. "Buffy's staying here," she explained with a shrug. "She's taking over watching Oz."
Leo's gaze flickered briefly toward the heavy wooden doors, concern ghosting over his features. He knew Buffy well enough to recognize when she was keeping something to herself.
But now wasn't the time to press.
"Okay," he said simply, reaching out to take Faith's hand.
The moment their fingers touched; the familiar tingling sensation of his orbing powers wrapped around them. The library and all its dimly lit shelves blurred from view, replaced by the ethereal shimmer of blue and white lights as they disappeared into the night.
Halliwell Manor
Faith stopped just outside Prue's door, hesitating for the briefest moment before rapping her knuckles against the wood. The sound echoed softly in the quiet hallway, the weight of unspoken thoughts pressing against her chest.
"Come in," Prue's voice called from the other side, firm yet tired.
Faith pushed the door open, stepping inside with a casual air that barely masked the concern lurking beneath her usual bravado. The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting warm, golden light over the space. Prue sat at the edge of her bed, her posture tense, her fingers loosely clasped together as if trying to hold herself together.
Faith met her gaze, her own expression unreadable. "Buffy stayed in Sunnydale," she stated, getting straight to the point.
A deep, weary sigh escaped Prue's lips, the sound laced with exhaustion and something even heavier—grief, maybe. She dropped her gaze for a moment, as if the weight of Faith's words only added to the burden she was already carrying.
Then, after a long pause, she finally spoke.
"My marriage is falling apart," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper, raw and unguarded.
Faith's brows lifted slightly, the unexpected confession catching her off guard. She had come here expecting tension about Buffy's absence—not this. She studied her eldest cousin carefully, noting the tired lines around her eyes, the tight set of her jaw, and the way her hands clenched just a little too hard.
She wasn't just sad—she was breaking.
September 22, 1998 – Tuesday
Sunnydale High School
Giles walked into the library, the warmth of the freshly brewed coffee in his hand offering a small but welcome comfort. He smiled faintly, feeling a flicker of relief when he saw Oz, naked and calm, securely in the cage. The stillness in the room told him there had been no trouble last night—thankfully, the chaos that sometimes came with Oz's transformations had not come to pass. He unlocked the cage with his personal key, his fingers brushing over the cool metal of the lock before pulling the door open just enough to prevent it from snapping shut again.
Taking a sip from his cup, he glanced around the library, his eyes scanning the familiar shelves and tables. He expected to find Faith somewhere—perhaps lounging in one of her usual spots—but to his surprise, it was Buffy who caught his attention. She was curled up on the floor between the stacks, the flickering light from the overheads illuminating her tousled hair and the quiet serenity of her posture. A book lay open on her lap, its pages crinkled at the edges, while a drawer from the card catalog was precariously balanced next to her on a step stool. Other books, both open and closed, surrounded her like a fortress of knowledge, as if she had fallen into an entirely different world.
Giles slowly climbed the steps to the upper level, his footsteps barely making a sound on the wooden floor. He reached down for one of the books that lay strewn across the floor, the cool leather of the cover brushing his fingertips. But as his hand neared it, Buffy stirred. Sensing his presence above her, her eyes fluttered open, and when she saw him, a sheepish smile tugged at the corner of her lips, embarrassed to have been caught in such a vulnerable state.
"Hey," she mumbled quietly, rubbing at one of her eyes with the back of her hand. She stretched, her limbs stiff from hours of sitting in the same position, and the sound of her muscles cracking echoed through the otherwise silent library.
"Mm. Hello," Giles replied, his voice soft, and he took another sip from his cup, letting the warmth of the coffee settle in his chest as he glanced down at her.
Buffy looked around herself, her eyes scanning the scattered books with an exaggerated sigh. She smiled again, trying to downplay the situation, though the pile of books around her told a different story. "Oh boy. Faith and her nutty books," Buffy said, standing up and brushing the remnants of the sleep from her face as she made her way toward the stairs. She waved her hand vaguely over the pages. "You know how she is."
Giles raised an eyebrow at her, his gaze drifting down to the titles of the books scattered around her. "'Exploring Demon Dimensions,' and 'Mystery of Acathla.'" He smirked, not buying the act. "A bit beyond Faith's usual reading material, wouldn't you say?"
"Yeah! And she still listens to heavy metal," Buffy added, her voice light and a little mocking as she walked toward the stairs. "Freaky deaky."
"Buffy..." Giles said softly, his tone quiet but firm. Buffy sighed, leaning against the railing at the top of the stairs. She realized that Giles wasn't going to play along with her attempt to divert the conversation. His unwavering gaze waited for her to speak.
After a long moment, Buffy sighed again and let the words tumble out, her voice barely above a whisper. "What if… I told you that… I had a dream about Angel… and, um... it brought up questions?"
Giles turned toward her, his expression unreadable, though a flicker of something—concern, curiosity, maybe—shone in his eyes. He carefully set his cup down and folded his hands in his lap. "I'd say it was to be expected," he replied softly, giving her a small, understanding smile. "Must have been quite a dream." His lips curved slightly as he looked at her, his eyes warm, though there was still that underlying concern that seemed to have settled in his heart. "I didn't know you knew what a card index was for."
Buffy's laugh was light but tinged with uncertainty. "I dreamt that he came back," she said, her voice quiet, almost hesitant, as though she was testing the waters. She glanced at him, trying to gauge his reaction. She shifted on the steps, her movements slow and deliberate as she sat back down, the weight of her words settling between them.
Giles sat beside her, his brow furrowing slightly at the mention of Angel. "Of course, after Jenny was killed," he began awkwardly, his voice trailing off. The words seemed to hang in the air for a long moment, heavy with the weight of his own memories. He glanced at her, then down at his hands. "I had dreams that she was still alive—that I had saved her," he continued, his voice lowering, the raw emotion creeping through the cracks in his controlled exterior. "I could never quite accept that she was gone." He stopped then, his throat tightening as he fought to push the lump of grief back down.
Buffy glanced at him, her gaze soft and understanding. "This was vivid," she said, a little uncomfortably, "Really vivid. Three-dimensional, surround sound... the hills are alive..." She cut herself off, her cheeks flushing as she realized her mistake. Her wide, apologetic eyes met his, silently begging him to understand.
Giles removed his glasses and began to clean them absently, his fingers trembling slightly as he blinked away the hint of moisture in his eyes. "Do you believe it was a prophecy?" he asked, his voice calm and neutral, though there was a note of concern underlying the question.
Buffy shook her head quickly, almost too quickly. "No," she said, her voice tight with uncertainty. "I don't know... I guess it just... made me wonder." She let out a deep, steadying breath, her chest rising and falling with the effort. "I mean, if there's even a chance, could it happen? Could he come back?" she asked, her voice laced with hope, though it wavered at the edges as if she feared hearing the answer.
Giles paused, his eyes studying her face, then looked away, his gaze drifting over the library as though searching for an answer in the silence. "Well, there's no record of anyone returning from a demon dimension once the... gate was closed," he said slowly, his words heavy with doubt. "I can't imagine how it would happen, or why..." He sighed, his hands folding tighter in his lap, wishing, more than anything, that he could give her the hope she was so desperately searching for.
"Let's just pretend for a second that… Angel somehow managed to find his way back to Sunnydale. What would he be like?" Buffy asked, her voice tinged with uncertainty, her thoughts immediately flashing to the broken and battered figure she had left behind in the mansion. The image of the tortured soul chained to the wall, barely recognizable as the man she once loved, clawed at her heart, threatening to crack open all the grief she had buried. Her chest tightened as she waited for Giles' response, knowing that any answer might make her pain worse.
Giles paused, the weight of her question pressing down on him as he struggled to find the right words. He had never truly allowed himself to imagine such a scenario, and now, forced to consider it, the implications were far darker than he could have ever anticipated. "I really can't say," he began carefully, his voice steady, but laced with hesitation. "From what is known about that dimension, I... it would suggest a world of... brutal torment. And time moves quite differently there, so..." His words trailed off, the unspoken reality hanging heavily between them, a reality that both of them knew far too well.
Buffy cut him off, her voice soft but firm, not wanting to hear anything more about the hellish realm she had condemned Angel to. She couldn't bear to revisit those memories, the memories of what Angel had endured in her name. "I remember," she murmured, her gaze dropping to her knees, unable to look him in the eye. "So, he would've been there for hundreds of years," she said, the sadness in her tone thickening as the weight of time crushed her.
Giles nodded, the truth settling on them both like a cold fog. "Yes," he replied, his voice barely above a whisper. For the first time in their conversation, he looked up at her, his eyes filled with a mixture of sorrow and understanding.
"A lifetime of torture," Buffy added, her voice trembling slightly, her emotions fraying at the edges. She bit her bottom lip to hold back the tears threatening to spill, but her eyes betrayed her, brimming with unshed pain.
"It would take someone of extraordinary... will and character to survive that and, uh, retain any semblance of self," Giles said, his words carrying a somber weight. His face was drawn with regret as he continued, "Most likely, he'd be, be a monster." The word hung in the air, heavy and final, and it seemed to drain the last of Buffy's strength.
Buffy's head sank lower, the hopelessness seeping deep into her bones. "A lost cause," she whispered, her voice barely audible as the finality of the situation consumed her.
"Maybe," Giles replied gently, his voice offering a thread of comfort, "Maybe not." He gave her a look, a glimmer of hope that perhaps, just perhaps, not all was lost. "In my experience, there are... two types of monsters. The first, uh, can be redeemed, or more importantly, wants to be redeemed."
Buffy looked at him, her curiosity piqued but her heart heavy with the weight of the conversation. "And the second type?" she asked hesitantly, almost afraid of the answer but needing to hear it nonetheless.
"The second type," Giles continued, his voice growing more solemn, "is void of humanity, cannot respond to reason... or love." His words were like a cold, hard truth, and Buffy felt the chill deep in her bones.
Before the conversation could go any further, the door to the library opened, and Willow stepped inside, carrying a box of donuts in her hands. The clatter of the door and the light scent of sweet glaze brought an abrupt halt to the heavy atmosphere that had settled between Buffy and Giles.
"I thought Faith was on duty," Willow remarked, her voice light as she made her way toward the stairs, the tension in the room barely registering for her.
"Oh, hey, change of plans," Buffy said quickly, her smile tight as she did her best to push the remnants of the conversation from her mind. She forced herself to appear cheerful, hoping that Willow wouldn't sense the underlying strain. Buffy descended the stairs to meet her, grateful for the distraction, though it didn't quite mask the ache in her chest.
"Glaze or cake?" Willow asked, her smile infectious as she lifted the box. "It's fun to watch them make them. They use this spritzy thing, and they drop the batter into this…" Willow's voice trailed off as she noticed the subtle shift in Buffy's demeanor.
"Couldn't sleep, huh?" Buffy guessed with a small smile, her eyes filled with a mix of affection and knowing.
Willow sighed, realizing she'd been caught in the act. "I've been at Mister Doughnut since the TV did that snowy thing," she confessed sheepishly, her cheeks coloring slightly. "How come you're the wakey girl? I mean, this time it's not your boyfriend who's the cold-blooded..." Willow stopped mid-sentence as she caught the sharp look in Buffy's eyes, her expression faltering.
At that moment, Oz appeared from the side, pulling on his outer shirt as he came up to stand beside Willow. He looked at Buffy, his eyes narrowing slightly as he sensed the subtle tension that still lingered in the air.
"Jelly doughnut?" Willow offered the box again, her voice warm, trying to maintain a lighthearted tone.
Oz ignored the proffered doughnuts, his gaze shifting to Buffy with quiet concern. "Everything alright?" he asked, his voice low and steady, reading the unease in her posture.
"Yeah," Buffy replied, her voice a little too strained. She cleared her throat, trying to redirect the conversation. "What happened with the inspection of the body?" She asked, remembering the earlier discussion and suddenly feeling a gnawing worry deep in her stomach. Was it a vampire attack? The question made her pulse race. Was it Angel? She tried to ignore the anxious flutter in her chest.
Willow smiled awkwardly, clearly trying to avoid the growing tension. "Anyone? They're yummy delicious!" she said with an exaggerated cheer, trying to shift the mood as she waved the box of donuts in the air.
"Willow, come on. Was it a werewolf?" Buffy pressed, her voice edging on frustration. She forced herself to say the word "werewolf" instead of "vampire," but her mind kept circling back to Angel—her former love, now a shadow of the man he had once been. The unease in her gut was growing stronger with each passing second. Her heart pounded faster as she waited for Willow's answer, praying for it to be something simple, something she could deal with.
Willow hesitated, her fingers nervously twisting the edge of the box. She set it down on the table with a quiet sigh, her expression tense. "It wasn't conclusive," she said softly, avoiding Buffy's gaze as she spoke.
"How could it not be conclusive?" Buffy's voice rose, and she felt a surge of panic. "What did it look like? Was he bit?" she pressed, her hands gripping the edge of the table as she leaned forward, the anxiety taking control.
"Let her finish, Buffy," Giles interjected firmly, his voice calm but authoritative. He looked at Willow with patience, silently urging her to continue.
Buffy stopped short as she realized how her words had come across, and the realization made her blush slightly. She hadn't meant to push Willow, especially with Oz standing right there. "I'm sorry," she said quickly, lowering herself back into her seat with a soft sigh, her eyes momentarily flicking to Oz in apology. She felt guilty for her outburst but couldn't shake the unease that still gripped her.
Giles nodded; his demeanor calm as he settled into his role as the mediator. He waited patiently for Willow to gather her thoughts, silently hoping that the answers they were seeking would come soon.
Stanley Arboretum
"I don't understand. If you know the demon is meant to attack here, shouldn't we go someplace else?" Susan asked, her confusion evident as she walked beside the others, the park path beneath her feet as familiar as any route she'd taken. The trees around them stood tall and still, their leaves rustling faintly in the breeze as they strolled, a sense of normalcy surrounding them despite the extraordinary situation they were discussing.
"Not if we want to get rid of him for good," Piper replied firmly, the determination in her voice adding a quiet urgency to her words. The sun filtered through the canopy above, casting dappled light across their path, but there was no mistaking the seriousness in Piper's tone.
Prue smiled gently, her eyes softening as she glanced over at Susan. "The only way to get rid of this thing is to fight him," she explained, her voice calm but resolute. "If you run away, then he'll just keep coming, and we'll never be free of him."
Susan nodded slowly, the weight of Prue's words settling on her, and for a moment, the sounds of the park seemed to fade into the background. The air felt warmer now, heavy with the realization that there was no easy way out. Prue, sensing Susan's growing discomfort, rubbed her arm gently in an attempt to offer some comfort amidst the tension.
"Power of four spell?" Paige asked, her gaze shifting between her sisters, curiosity flickering in her eyes.
"No," Piper replied, shaking her head, her tone quiet but firm. "The only way to vanquish an upper-level demon is with a potion made from his own flesh." Her words were matter-of-fact, as if she'd spoken them countless times before, and Susan couldn't help but feel a chill at the practicality of it all. They weren't just fighting for their lives—they were preparing for something far darker.
"Sounds like you've done this before," Paige commented, a small, knowing smile playing at the corners of her mouth as she glanced at Piper.
"Once," Phoebe answered, her voice distant, as though recalling a memory that still had the power to shake her. "On my fiancé," she added, and the emphasis she placed on the word caused Prue to freeze for a moment, her posture stiffening as though she'd been struck. Piper's head whipped around to look at Phoebe, eyes wide in surprise, while Paige wrinkled her nose in confusion, unsure if she had heard that correctly.
"Your fiancé?" Paige echoed, her voice rising in disbelief as she processed the revelation. Her expression flickered between genuine curiosity and a touch of skepticism, clearly trying to place the timeline of events in her mind.
Phoebe shrugged nonchalantly, as if the entire conversation had taken an unexpected turn. "Yeah, I just wanted to hear how it sounded," she explained, a playful smile tugging at her lips, masking the deeper layers of emotion that her words had likely stirred. There was something bittersweet in the way she spoke, but she quickly deflected with humor.
"And...?" Prue asked, her voice quieter now, probing the subject further, her gaze studying Phoebe as though trying to make sense of her sister's words.
"Kind of weird," Phoebe replied with a shrug, the smile on her face betraying the slight discomfort in her voice. She didn't elaborate further, but the hint of vulnerability in her eyes was enough for Prue and Piper to understand that there was more beneath the surface.
"Yeah," Piper agreed instantly, her expression softening as she nodded in agreement, the conversation having already steered into unfamiliar territory. She didn't push further, sensing that Phoebe wasn't ready to delve into the complexities of her past relationship.
"Wait, wait, wait. Back up," Paige interjected, her voice rising in both confusion and excitement. She turned sharply to Phoebe, her eyes wide in disbelief. "Did you say you once tried to vanquish Cole?"
"No, Belthazor," Phoebe corrected her swiftly, her tone firm but laced with a hint of exasperation. "There's a difference."
"Is there?" Paige murmured, her voice barely audible, her brow furrowed as she tried to wrap her mind around the distinction. The name "Belthazor" held a weight all its own, one that Paige was only beginning to understand, and she wasn't sure if the distinction Phoebe was making was meant to provide clarity or only deepen the mystery.
Prue heard the quiet question and immediately shot Paige a look, her expression hardening just slightly, a flash of irritation crossing her features. "Paige," she began, her voice steady but firm, "that is Phoebe's boyfriend you're talking about. Who is the brother to my wife."
Paige's eyes widened innocently as she processed the full weight of what Prue had just said.
"Okay, review." Prue's voice rang out with authority as she stepped forward, her stance firm and commanding. She turned so that she faced her sisters and Susan, her eyes sharp, focused on the task at hand. The weight of the situation hung in the air, and every word she spoke seemed to carry the gravity of their mission. The park around them, quiet and peaceful just moments ago, now felt charged with anticipation.
"Phoebe, you'll play decoy." Prue repeated, locking eyes with her younger sister, her tone steady. Phoebe nodded; her expression serious but resolute. She was used to these roles, and the confidence in her posture reflected her readiness for what lay ahead.
"Demon attacks. Piper freezes," Prue continued, her hand extending to gesture towards Piper, who gave a brief nod of acknowledgment. The air seemed to thicken as the plan fell into place, each word sharpening the focus of their group. The subtle shift in the dynamics of their relationship, from sisters to powerful witches, was palpable.
"I disarm, and Paige..." Prue's voice trailed off as she turned to the youngest, a playful smirk tugging at her lips. Paige straightened, looking less than thrilled but willing. "You, girlie, get to slice and dice."
Paige groaned audibly, her face contorting in mock annoyance, and her sisters laughed, the sound lifting the weight of the tension just a little. Even amidst the chaos, there was room for their usual teasing and camaraderie.
"Then we get out of there," Prue finished, her voice regaining its steely edge. "No delays, understood?" she asked, looking from one sister to the next, ensuring everyone was on the same page. A chorus of nods answered her. "Okay. Everybody ready? Good."
Paige's face twisted again in reluctance, and she pulled her knife from her purse, the cold steel gleaming in the sunlight. "As I'll ever be," she muttered, her voice tinged with a mix of sarcasm and resolve. There was no turning back now.
Phoebe turned toward Susan, her expression softening as she stepped forward. "I'm gonna need your coat and hat," she said gently, a quiet reassurance in her tone that matched her calm demeanor. Susan looked at her for a moment, hesitation flickering in her eyes, but she removed the items without protest, handing them over. "Um... and your necklace," Phoebe added softly, her voice almost apologetic as if it pained her to ask for more.
Susan sighed, the weight of the moment settling in her chest, but she did as requested, reluctantly parting with the necklace that had been a constant part of her attire. The action felt like shedding a piece of herself, but she trusted Phoebe's judgment. The urgency of their situation overshadowed any lingering reluctance.
"Okay, we gotta get Susan someplace safe," Piper said decisively, her voice carrying the authority of someone who was used to making these kinds of calls. She turned toward Leo with a purposeful glance. "LEO!" she called, her voice cutting through the tension as if she were summoning the calm in the chaos. A shower of blue and white orbs swirled in the air, and Leo and Faith appeared behind Phoebe in an instant.
"Hi, honey," Piper greeted Leo with a warm smile, her voice softening only slightly in the face of the impending danger. "Could you orb Susan out of here?" she asked sweetly, her words wrapped in the kind of care that only someone who had known him for years could manage, even in the middle of a crisis.
"Sure," Leo replied, his voice steady as he met her gaze. "Any place in mind?"
"I don't think home is a good idea," Faith said, her expression clouded with uncertainty, an unusual look for her. She glanced at Leo with a thoughtful frown, as if weighing the possibilities.
"You should take her to my old loft," Paige interjected, her tone practical as she added her suggestion. "I don't think it's rented yet." Her words were matter-of-fact, though her gaze betrayed a hint of lingering concern. She knew the loft was as safe a place as any for Susan right now.
Leo nodded without hesitation. "Alright, take my hand." He held it out to Susan, his touch warm and comforting amidst the whirlwind of magic and danger. Susan hesitated for only a moment before she placed her hand in his, the warmth of his touch offering a fleeting sense of reassurance.
Paige frowned, a thought suddenly striking her. "Where's the baby?" she asked, her eyes narrowing in curiosity as she glanced at Leo.
Leo smirked, an almost playful glint in his eyes as he turned slightly to reveal the doll strapped securely to his back in a baby carrier. "Ohhhh!" Prue smirked, her expression shifting to one of realization. "That's what that thing is."
Leo nodded, the smirk lingering on his face. "See? We can make this work."
"Mm-hm," Piper replied, rolling her eyes in exaggerated exasperation. "Go away and drop Robo-kid off at the Manor," she ordered with a smile, her voice light but still carrying an edge of amusement. "Please? Thank you." She flashed him a bright, wide grin, her tone a mix of affection and a touch of playful mockery. Leo grinned back and, with a wave, orbed out with Susan and Faith.
The atmosphere in the park shifted again, now that the immediate concern of Susan's safety had been addressed. But as the magic settled, the urgency of their mission took center stage once more.
Piper turned to Paige with a sharp glance, narrowing her eyes. "Okay! We got to do this quickly because this demon won't stay frozen for long." She turned her gaze from sister to sister, urgency lacing her words. "Ready? Let's go."
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Phoebe, disguised as Susan, moved cautiously down the path from her vision, her heart racing with a mixture of adrenaline and dread. The surroundings were eerily familiar, every detail matching the scene she had seen in her mind, but the quietness of the park added a layer of tension that made her senses heighten. Her eyes flicked nervously to every shadow, every sound, as if expecting danger to spring from the earth itself. Her every step was measured, each one taken with a careful anticipation of what was to come. Somewhere off in the distance, she could feel the weight of her three sisters' watchful eyes, their presence hidden in the bushes nearby. She knew they were waiting for the moment to strike, ready to spring into action at the first sign of the demon.
Suddenly, the air grew heavy with an unnatural presence, and Phoebe stiffened, her instincts screaming that something was about to happen. She barely had time to react before the demon appeared, his sinister form shimmering into existence with a chilling smoothness, his voice cutting through the stillness like a razor.
"Hello, witch," the demon growled, a dark smirk twisting his features as he stepped closer, his eyes gleaming with malevolent intent. Phoebe froze for a split second, her mind racing to process the situation, but then she quickly snapped into action. She spun on her heels, facing the demon head-on. But as she looked at him, a sharp breath escaped her lips, her eyes widening in shock.
"Goodbye..." she began, her voice trembling slightly as the realization hit her, "...demon." Her words hung in the air, heavy with disbelief. What she saw before her was a twisted, yet unsettlingly familiar reflection of herself. The demon, in every movement and expression, mirrored her in ways she hadn't expected. His appearance, almost identical to hers, was a cruel mockery of what she had imagined, sending a cold chill down her spine.
Without another word, the demon roared, a deafening sound that rattled her bones. In a flash, he charged toward her with terrifying speed, intent on ending this confrontation before it even began. Phoebe, however, was faster. With a swift twist of her body, she performed a perfectly timed flip, sending the demon flying over her head and crashing to the ground with a sickening thud. Her heart pounded in her chest as she landed gracefully, adrenaline coursing through her veins.
Just as she regained her footing, her three sisters erupted from the bushes, emerging with a synchronized precision that spoke to their years of fighting together. Piper, with her usual calm determination, immediately raised her hands to freeze the demon in place, but before she could unleash her power, a new threat appeared. From behind them, a woman charged forward, her dark figure cutting through the air with frightening speed. In her hand, she held an athame—a gleaming dagger that she hurled directly at the demon. The blade found its mark, but with a sudden burst of energy, Piper was knocked to the ground by a powerful blast, her powers disrupted in an instant.
The demon, sensing the attack, shimmered out of existence just as quickly as he had appeared, their opportunity slipping away in the blink of an eye.
"I had him!" the woman seethed, her voice sharp with frustration, her eyes blazing with anger. She stood there, trembling with fury, the sense of defeat heavy in her posture as she surveyed the now empty space where the demon had just been.
Piper pushed herself up from the ground, brushing off the dirt and shaking her head. "Who the hell are you?" she demanded, her voice laced with suspicion and irritation. She had no idea who this mysterious woman was, but one thing was clear—she had just disrupted their fight, and Piper wasn't in the mood for any more surprises.
Prue stepped forward, pulling Piper to her feet with a firm grip, her protective instincts kicking in. Her eyes narrowed as she surveyed the woman with a mixture of caution and curiosity. She could tell there was more to this woman than met the eye, and she didn't trust her one bit.
The woman glanced at them, her expression one of quiet frustration, but there was something in her gaze—a hidden strength—that suggested she wasn't just another bystander. "I was trying to help," she muttered, a hint of defensiveness creeping into her voice as she slowly sheathed the athame at her side.
Phoebe's eyes narrowed as she sized up the newcomer, trying to place her in the strange puzzle they had found themselves in. The woman's energy was different from their own—there was something off about her, something that didn't fit into the world of witches they knew. But before Phoebe could say anything, Prue's sharp voice cut through the air.
"Who are you?" Prue repeated, her tone more insistent now, her protective instincts in overdrive.
Sunnydale High School
Buffy sighed as she took her lunch tray and stepped away from the cafeteria line, her movements slower than usual, weighed down by exhaustion and the lingering thoughts she couldn't shake. Her tray, a sad collection of wobbly Jell-O in various artificial colors, reflected the emptiness gnawing at her insides. Food didn't seem like an option today—her stomach twisted too tightly around the images burned into her mind. The body of Jeff Orkin had offered no definitive answers, no clarity. It was inconclusive at best, frustratingly useless at worst. Anyone with the right weapon, or enough brute strength, could have mauled a body like that. It hadn't screamed werewolf, nor had it whispered vampire. But one thing she was sure of—it hadn't been Angel. No bite marks. No streaks of blood on his hands, no splatter staining his chest or pants. Just that crimson ring smeared around his lips, the only evidence that blood had passed them. And yet, the doubt still festered, clinging to her thoughts like cobwebs she couldn't brush away.
She exhaled through her nose, shaking her head slightly as she scanned the room, searching for an empty table. The cafeteria buzzed around her, a mess of conversations, laughter, the scrape of plastic trays against tabletops. None of it felt real. It was like she was watching it all through a thick pane of glass, disconnected, moving in a fog.
"Buffy. Over here," Scott's voice broke through, his hand raised in a friendly wave. He was sitting with Pete and Debbie, a casual trio of high school normalcy that seemed miles away from the world Buffy lived in.
Buffy hesitated for half a second before making her way over. She could do this. She could sit, pretend, be part of something simple, even if it felt like an ill-fitting mask. "Hey," she greeted as she slid into the seat next to Scott, her voice softer than usual.
Scott glanced down at her tray, his brows twitching upward as he took in the questionable contents. He resisted the urge to make a face but couldn't help the teasing tone in his voice. "Hey. Uh, I can't back you on that lunch. Nutritional demerits." He offered her a small, easy smile, hoping to lighten her mood.
Buffy followed his gaze, staring at her own tray with a distant expression, as if she was only just realizing what she had picked up. "Oh… my stomach can't handle hard food today," she explained, her voice flat. She poked at the gelatinous lumps with her fork, then made a halfhearted attempt at defending her choice. "But there's fruit in it." She gestured vaguely at the floating chunks.
Scott leaned in slightly, lowering his voice just enough to make it feel conspiratorial. "Those are marshmallows," he whispered, amusement dancing in his eyes.
Buffy squinted down at the tray, focusing harder on the pieces suspended in the jiggling mass. "Oh." The realization barely registered, as if her brain was processing it on a delay.
Debbie and Pete exchanged a glance, both of them giving Buffy a curious once-over. Normally, she was sharper, quicker with a comeback, more engaged in conversation. But today? She looked... tired. Worn. Like someone had drained the light right out of her. Even her posture, slightly slumped, shoulders weighed down, seemed off. Debbie tilted her head, as if trying to figure out what was wrong, while Pete merely raised an eyebrow.
Buffy caught the looks and sighed, rubbing a hand over her forehead. "I'm… I'm really out of it today. I didn't sleep well last night." It was the easiest excuse, and hopefully one they would accept without too many follow-up questions. She simply didn't have the energy to fake anything more.
Debbie, thankfully, latched onto the explanation with a nod. "Just don't tell Mr. Platt you have insomnia. He'll make you start a dream journal," she said with an exaggerated eye roll.
"Oh, what's that, like a Barbie thing?" Pete jumped in, his voice shifting into a high-pitched imitation. "Dear Dream Journal, how come Ken hasn't come around since he got that earring?"
Debbie giggled, nudging him playfully. "I never did it. He's a quack," she added, dismissing the idea of therapy with a wave of her hand.
"I kind of liked him," Buffy admitted, surprising herself with the confession.
Debbie blinked at her, then tapped her chin thoughtfully. "Really?" A pause. "I guess he's kind of funny and stuff. It's just… sometimes I just don't like the things he says," she mused, her expression clouding over slightly. No one at the table noticed the way Pete's jaw tensed, his fingers gripping the edge of the table just a little too tightly.
Buffy, unaware of the shift in Pete, gave a weak smirk. "Oh, he definitely… marches to the beat of his own drummer. Actually, I think he makes his own drums."
Scott, sensing an opportunity to steer the conversation somewhere safer, chimed in. "Well, my mom says therapy can be completely helpful." His voice was casual, but the statement was deliberate—an unspoken way of letting Buffy know he wasn't judging her for seeing Mr. Platt.
Pete, however, snorted. "Yeah, but your mom has the wattage of a Zippo lighter, Scott," he said, his tone hovering between teasing and something meaner.
Debbie giggled again, looking at Pete with something close to adoration. Buffy, however, noticed the way Scott's jaw twitched, how his eyes flickered with barely contained irritation before smoothing over again.
Scott turned his attention back to her, brushing Pete's comment aside. "I hope you realize I don't actually know these people," he joked, shifting in his seat so he was fully facing her now. "I just thought you'd like me better if I had friends, so I hired them." His voice was serious, but the playful glint in his eyes made it clear he was just trying to make her smile.
Buffy managed a small, tired smile in return, but it barely reached her eyes. She appreciated the effort, she really did, but it didn't change the fact that she felt like an outsider in her own skin today. Scott must have picked up on it because his expression softened, and he leaned in slightly, voice quieter now. "So, I, uh, wanted to tell you that you look great today, but now I want to raise that to amazing because you didn't sleep well."
Buffy's breath hitched slightly, a flicker of discomfort flashing across her face. The words were sweet, meant to make her feel better, but instead, they made her feel exposed. Like she was under a spotlight when all she wanted was to disappear into the background.
"Uh." Buffy forced a polite smile, feeling suddenly restless. "That's really sweet." The words felt awkward in her mouth. Her pulse quickened, and before she could think too much about it, she was pushing her chair back. "Um… and I, I just remembered that I'll see you later."
She moved quickly, slipping around Scott before anyone could question her sudden exit. The untouched tray of Jell-O sat abandoned on the table, a forgotten casualty of a conversation that had left her feeling more out of place than ever.
Halliwell Manor
The four sisters sat at the breakfast table, their postures tense, eyes locked onto the woman standing before them. The morning light streamed in through the kitchen windows, casting long shadows over the island where Emma stood, gripping the athame as if it were an extension of herself. The blade gleamed under the sunlight, an eerie contrast to the grim story she was recounting.
Piper and Paige were perched on the edge of the table, their legs dangling slightly, while Prue and Phoebe occupied the two chairs in front, leaning forward with quiet intensity. There was a heavy stillness in the room, broken only by Emma's steady, unwavering voice.
"He used this to kill my fiancé," she said, holding the athame out for them to see. Her fingers curled tightly around the handle, knuckles whitening as she relived the memory. The weight of grief in her voice was impossible to ignore. "It's a ceremonial knife. The demon left it behind after the struggle," she explained, her gaze flickering from one sister to the next, searching for understanding. "I've been hunting him down for the last year and a half. It's… all I care about."
Cole, who had been standing nearby, took a step closer, his expression unreadable. "May I?" he asked, gesturing toward the athame.
Emma hesitated, glancing at the sisters for confirmation. When they nodded, she reluctantly handed it over, her hands lingering for a fraction of a second before releasing it.
Cole turned the blade in his hands, studying the engravings, his brow furrowing.
"Look familiar?" Phoebe asked, her gaze shifting between him and the weapon.
Before Cole could answer, Paige spoke up, her eyes narrowing in recognition. "He looked familiar to me," she commented, the words slipping out before she could stop them.
Beside her, Prue immediately reached out, squeezing Paige's leg in a silent warning to hold back.
"I meant the athame," Phoebe clarified, shooting her younger sister a pointed look.
Cole exhaled, turning the weapon over once more before nodding. "It's one used by the Brotherhood," he admitted, his voice carrying a quiet certainty.
Across the island, Piper refocused her attention on Emma, her tone softer now, careful not to push too hard. "Emma?" she called, drawing the woman's gaze. "Do you know why the demon wanted to kill your fiancé?"
Emma barely hesitated. "Because Andrew was a witch," she replied instantly, her voice firm, unwavering.
Prue tilted her head slightly, studying Emma's face. "Are you a witch too?" she asked, her tone measured, curious rather than accusatory.
"No." Emma shook her head, the word clipped, decisive. "But after Andrew died, I studied his books and devoted myself to the craft."
Phoebe's lips curled into a small, encouraging smile. "To continue his work?" she guessed, hoping for a glimmer of something softer beneath Emma's hardened exterior.
But Emma's jaw tightened, her answer sharp and to the point. "To track down his killer."
Silence stretched for a beat before Paige leaned forward, crossing her arms skeptically. "And you just happened to be in the park at the same time the demon was going to attack Susan?"
Emma didn't waver under Paige's questioning. Instead, she straightened, meeting her gaze with unwavering resolve. "I know his M.O.," she explained. "I know when he kills a witch, he goes after the entire coven."
Prue nodded, sitting up straighter, her posture exuding authority. "You've taught yourself well," she praised, offering Emma a small nod of acknowledgment. Emma responded with a curt nod of her own, but before she could bask in any sense of validation, Prue's expression hardened. "But what you did today was stupid." Her tone sharpened, cutting through the air with quiet force. "Your actions were reckless and could have resulted in catastrophic consequences," she lectured, her eyes locking onto Emma with unwavering intensity. "Not only did you endanger your own life, but you also endangered the lives of me and my sisters."
Emma's jaw clenched, her hands curling into fists at her sides. "Vengeance empowers me," she countered, her voice laced with stubborn defiance.
Prue shook her head firmly, her eyes dark with conviction. "No! It blinds you," she shot back, her words carrying the weight of experience.
From behind her, Cole spoke, his deep voice adding a layer of gravity to the conversation. "Vengeance won't save you." His words hung heavy in the air as all eyes turned to him. He stepped forward slightly, gaze steady. "Your desire for revenge is keeping you from the truth," he elaborated, his tone calmer than Prue's but no less resolute. "You want the demon vanquished? My advice is to stand back and let the Charmed Ones handle it."
Emma's expression tightened, her eyes flashing with resistance. "This is my fight," she insisted, her voice hard as steel.
"Then you shall lose it," Cole replied simply, his words carrying an ominous finality.
Phoebe shifted closer, her voice softer, urging reason. "Cole's right." She reached out slightly, as if trying to bridge the gap between them. "You have to trust us. Trust that we want the same thing you do."
Emma exhaled, turning her face away, her shoulders tense. "It's just—his face has haunted me ever since Andrew died." Her voice wavered slightly, betraying the deep-seated torment that lived beneath her hardened exterior. "It's the face of pure evil." She shook her head adamantly, her fingers digging into her arms. "I can't let him get away."
"He won't," Prue assured her, her voice steady, unwavering. "But you cannot do this on your own." She leaned forward; her eyes boring into Emma's. "If you do, you'll die, and I am not willing to let that happen." Her words were laced with sincerity, a silent plea for Emma to understand.
Emma's gaze faltered, dropping to the floor, her resolve shaken by Prue's unwavering certainty.
Prue didn't blink, waiting, watching, holding Emma in place with her sheer presence. When Emma finally glanced up again, Prue made her stance clear. "You either work with us, or…" she paused deliberately, then finished with absolute certainty, "we incapacitate you until it's done."
Emma's eyes snapped to Prue's, disbelief flashing across her face. Her mouth opened slightly as if to protest, but the sharp, raised eyebrow Prue leveled at her made her hesitate. The unyielding determination in Prue's stare told her there would be no negotiating this.
"This is not a game, Emma," Prue said firmly, her voice carrying the weight of a final warning. "The choice is yours."
Emma held her gaze for a long moment, tension stretching between them like a taut rope. Then, slowly, she relented with a reluctant nod.
Piper, sensing the shift, softened her tone. "Why don't you scry for him again while we prepare the vanquishing potion?" she suggested, her voice calm but purposeful. "Once we get a piece of his flesh, he's dust."
Emma nodded again, rolling her shoulders as if releasing some of the burden she had been carrying alone.
"We'll get him," Phoebe promised, offering a reassuring smile. "I swear, we'll get him."
Before Emma could respond, the fake baby let out another wail, its high-pitched cry breaking the tension in the room.
Emma turned toward the noise, blinking in confusion.
"Ignore that," Piper said flatly, waving a dismissive hand.
Paige gasped; her expression scandalized as she smacked Piper on the back. "Piper!" she chastised.
"Alright," Piper muttered through clenched teeth before forcing a smile at Emma. "Excuse me." And with that, she turned on her heel, stalking off to silence the shrieking toy.
Emma placed her hands on her hips, her brows knitting together. "She has a baby?" she questioned, clearly baffled.
"Actually," Paige replied with a sly smile, "she's not sure yet."
Cole inclined his head slightly toward the other room, his expression unreadable. "Prue," he said in a low voice, a subtle gesture indicating he wanted a private word.
Prue arched a brow but didn't hesitate, rising from her seat and following him into the foyer. The dim lighting cast shadows along the walls, adding to the tension simmering just beneath the surface. She crossed her arms as she faced him. "What?" she asked, her tone edged with impatience.
Cole exhaled, his hands slipping into his pockets. "Faith told me that Elizabeth didn't come home last night," he revealed, watching her reaction carefully. "Look, I don't want to pry into your personal life, and I definitely don't need details about yours and my sister's love life." His voice remained even, but there was a flicker of concern beneath it. "I just want to see if there's anything I can do to help."
Prue sighed, running a hand through her hair as she leaned against the banister. "I don't know if there is, Cole," she admitted, frustration tightening her features. "She and I had an argument yesterday morning—about having a baby." She hesitated, her voice softening just slightly. "I do want one. I really do. But I just…" She exhaled sharply, shaking her head. "I want to wait until after we vanquish the Source. Buffy doesn't."
Cole studied her for a long moment, his expression unreadable, but there was a knowing glint in his eyes. "That's a hell of a thing to argue about," he finally said, his voice measured. "Especially with everything else going on."
Prue let out a bitter chuckle, crossing her arms tighter around herself. "Tell me about it." She looked away, staring toward the staircase as if expecting Buffy to walk down at any moment. "I get why she wants this now. With the life we live, there's never going to be a 'perfect time.' But I need to be sure we're safe first. That she's safe."
Cole nodded, understanding the weight of her dilemma. "You're thinking like a protector." His tone was neutral, but there was an unmistakable undercurrent of experience in his words. "That's what you do, Prue. You put everyone else first."
She glanced back at him sharply, eyes narrowing. "And what exactly are you implying?"
Cole smirked faintly, shaking his head. "That maybe—just maybe—Elizabeth isn't wrong to want something good in the middle of all this darkness." He shifted his stance, lowering his voice. "You're right, the Source is a threat. But what if it takes longer than you expect? What if waiting turns into years of fighting and sacrificing? Do you really want to put your whole life on hold?"
Prue pressed her lips together, her jaw tightening. She hated that he had a point. "I just don't want to bring a kid into this war, Cole," she admitted, her voice raw. "Not when there's still a chance, we don't make it out of this alive."
Cole sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "I get it. I really do." He hesitated for a second before adding, "But you might want to think about what Elizabeth needs, too. She's lost a lot already. And if she's pushing for this, it's not just about wanting a baby. It's about wanting something real. Something solid in all this chaos."
Prue swallowed hard, her heart twisting. She knew Buffy had been through hell—loss after loss, burden after burden. And maybe Cole was right. Maybe this wasn't just about having a child but about holding onto something tangible, something hopeful.
After a long silence, Prue sighed and met Cole's gaze. "I don't know what to do," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Cole tilted his head slightly, his smirk softening into something almost reassuring. "You talk to her. That's where you start."
Crawford Street Mansion
Buffy made her way to the mansion, carefully cradling the warm mug in her hands, its heat seeping through her fingers as wisps of steam curled into the chilly morning air. The scent rising from it was strong, metallic, and vaguely nauseating, making her instinctively want to turn her face away. But this wasn't for her—it was for Angel.
Her lips curled into a small, wistful smile as she approached the heavy black curtain hanging from the ceiling, its thick fabric shielding the dim interior from the golden rays of the rising sun. It wasn't just a barrier against the light but also a shield against the morning breeze that threatened to slip through the gaping side entrance of the old mansion. Buffy moved carefully, hesitating for a fraction of a second before slipping through the curtain, mindful not to disturb it too much. The last thing she wanted was to let a stray sunbeam into the room, even accidentally.
The moment she was inside, her stomach clenched. Angel was curled against the far wall, crouched low, his broad shoulders hunched inward as though he were trying to make himself disappear. His entire frame trembled, his fingers twitching as he whimpered softly, the sound low and broken. Wild, unfocused eyes darted around the space, searching, anticipating, waiting for an attack that wasn't coming. The sight of him made her heart clench painfully.
Buffy stopped short, lingering against the opposite wall, unwilling to move any closer just yet. The heavy weight of guilt settled deep in her chest as she took in his suffering, his ragged breaths, the way he pressed his face to the cold stone as though he could hide from something only he could see.
She took a slow, measured step forward, careful not to startle him. But Angel remained frozen, his body locked in place, his whimpers never ceasing.
"Angel?" Buffy called softly; her voice edged with quiet desperation. She needed some kind of response, even a violent one—anything to tell her that he was still in there, that he wasn't entirely lost.
Nothing. Not even a flicker of recognition.
Her throat tightened as she tried again. "Do you understand me?" The question slipped from her lips, filled with a hopelessness she hadn't meant to reveal. She swallowed hard, glancing down at the mug still warm in her hands. The heat against her palms grounded her, a small, tangible reminder that she was here, that he was here. He was back. She refused to let him suffer alone.
"Angel?" she tried again, softer this time, gentler. "I—I brought you some blood… figured you might need something to eat…" Buffy took another cautious step forward, never letting her gaze waver from his hunched form. "It—it may not be as warm as you like… seeing as I had to walk it here… from my house…"
She forced a small, shaky smile, though it was for herself more than him. He still didn't react.
Her heart pounded as she carefully closed the distance between them, a flicker of hope bubbling in her chest. He wasn't attacking her. That was something, right? She was well within striking distance now, and still, he remained unmoving. Buffy slowly lowered herself into a squat beside him, close enough to see every rigid line of his body, every shuddered breath.
"I'm not sure if you remember how to drink from a cup, or…" she trailed off, her voice catching in her throat. It was wrong—so wrong—to see Angel like this, cowering as though the world itself had broken him beyond repair.
Her fingers tightened slightly around the mug as she lifted it toward him, hoping, praying that the scent might stir something in him. If he snatched it from her grasp, even that would be a victory. Anything to show her that he still had some fight left.
But he didn't move. If anything, he shrank back, his body tensing, recoiling from her presence.
Buffy exhaled sharply, pulling the cup back with a sigh. She watched him for a long moment, debating, before slowly reaching out a hand. She hesitated, knowing the risk, but unable to stop herself. He looked so lost, so small despite his size. He needed comfort, needed to know that he wasn't alone, that she was here.
The moment her fingers brushed his back, everything exploded.
With a violent snarl, Angel lashed out, his fist connecting with her jaw in a blur of movement. The impact sent her sprawling onto her back, pain bursting through her skull as the cup flew from her grasp, its contents splattering across the floor.
Buffy gasped, quickly pushing herself up, her mind reeling from the force of the blow. Her instincts kicked in, and she shimmered out, putting distance between herself and the unpredictable vampire.
Paige's Old Apartment
Susan's fingers twitched at her sides as she resumed pacing, her steps quick and restless against the floor. The anxiety that had been gnawing at her since this all started had only intensified, her mind cycling through every worst-case scenario. "How much longer do you think I'll have to stay here?"
Leo, standing near the open window, let the cool air wash over him as he considered her question. "Well, I'll talk to your Whitelighter," he replied, glancing at her. His voice was steady, a reassuring presence despite the uncertainty. "But my instincts tell me that everyone in your coven should break their routine until this threat is over."
Before Susan could respond, the sharp trill of her cell phone filled the space, cutting through the uneasy silence. She jolted slightly before reaching into her pocket, pulling the device free. "Excuse me," she murmured in apology as she flipped it open, pressing it to her ear. "Hello?"
The voice on the other end was crisp, professional. "Miss Coleman? This is Assistant District Attorney Sikes."
Susan straightened instinctively at the name, her breath catching just slightly in her throat.
Faith, who had been watching the exchange with mild disinterest, immediately perked up. "Who is it?" she asked, her brows furrowing.
Susan turned her head slightly, addressing the brunette Slayer. "ADA," she answered shortly before turning her attention back to the call. She cleared her throat. "Uh… I'm sorry. Yes, hi."
"I'm calling because I've received new evidence," Sikes informed her, his voice measured. "I'd like to talk to you about it, if that's alright?"
Susan's grip on the phone tightened. New evidence? Just like that? Her heart quickened as hope warred with skepticism. "Um… okay, when?" she asked, her voice holding a note of eagerness despite her nerves.
"Can you come over to the office now?" Sikes asked, his tone hopeful.
Susan hesitated for only a beat before lowering the phone slightly, covering the receiver with her palm. "He wants me to come in," she informed Leo and Faith, her voice tinged with anticipation.
Leo met her gaze and nodded without hesitation. "Okay."
Susan lifted the phone back to her ear. "Alright," she said, her decision made. "I'll be right there."
"I'll be waiting," Sikes answered before the line went dead.
As soon as she lowered the phone, Faith leaned in slightly, her expression shifting from casual observer to something sharper, more calculating. "Leo, I think it might not be a bad idea if someone was with Susan when the ADA was talking to her. Something about this feels a little too convenient," she said, her voice laced with something close to suspicion.
Leo, unsurprisingly, agreed almost immediately. "Agreed."
Susan frowned. "You think something's wrong?" she asked, her fingers wrapping around her phone as if she could squeeze out the uncertainty she suddenly felt.
Faith shrugged, but her posture remained rigid. "Look, I don't know this guy, and I get that he's just doing his job, but new evidence? Out of nowhere? Right when demons are hunting you down?" She let the implications settle in the air, giving Susan a pointed look.
Leo considered her words carefully, his expression unreadable. "It is sudden," he admitted after a pause. His eyes shifted to Susan, a quiet concern beneath the surface. "But the ADA might genuinely have something important. Still, I don't think you should go alone."
Susan exhaled slowly, glancing toward the door as if already seeing the path ahead of her. Her gut twisted with indecision. "Okay," she finally conceded. "But who's coming with me?"
A slow smirk spread across Faith's lips as she cracked her knuckles. "Oh, I volunteer as chaperone. I'd love to see what this guy's deal is."
Leo chuckled softly at Faith's enthusiasm but gave a nod of approval. "That's probably for the best. Faith, you go with her and keep an eye out for anything suspicious. I'll be listening for your call."
Faith's grin widened. "You got it, boss."
Susan still looked uncertain, but she nodded. "Alright. Let's go before he changes his mind."
Faith threw on her jacket, rolling her shoulders as if preparing for a fight, then gestured toward the door. "After you, Blondie."
Leo remained by the window, watching them leave with a contemplative expression. His instincts didn't scream danger, but something about this still didn't sit right. The timing, the urgency—it all felt too perfectly placed. Faith wasn't wrong to be cautious.
With demons in the mix, it was always better to be safe than sorry.
Halliwell Manor
"I can feel the crystal pulling," Emma informed them, her voice steady but tinged with concentration. She sat at a small, round table in the conservatory, the warm glow of sunlight filtering through the glass panes, casting long shadows across the wooden floor. The air was thick with tension, a palpable sense of urgency hanging between them.
"He's still in the area," she announced, her fingers tightening slightly around the string as she dangled the crystal over the detailed map of San Francisco. The small, polished stone swung gently, its movement guided by the residual energy of the demon's athame, which was securely tied to the string. The blade, dark and worn with use, seemed to hum faintly with lingering power, an eerie reminder of the being they were hunting.
"I can't find him in the book anywhere," Phoebe muttered, frustration evident in her tone as she flipped through the ancient pages. The worn leather cover of the Book of Shadows sat heavy in her lap, its pages filled with generations of knowledge, yet somehow, it held nothing on this demon. She sat close to Cole, the warmth of his presence beside her offering an unspoken reassurance, though it did little to ease her growing impatience.
"Did you notice how he vanished?" Cole asked, his gaze fixed intently on the book, as if willing the answers to appear between the lines of script and illustrations. "Did he smoke out? Flame out?" His brows furrowed in thought, his experience with demonic abilities giving him a trained eye for details that might help.
"Actually, he shimmered," Phoebe replied, glancing at him before quickly shifting her gaze elsewhere. "Like uh… Belthazor and Nyxara," she added, hesitating for a fraction of a second before flicking her eyes toward Emma. A flicker of something unreadable passed across her face before she averted her focus back to the book.
There was a beat of silence before Emma spoke again. "I uh… I think I found him," she announced from the table, her voice carrying a note of uncertainty as the crystal stilled, pinpointing a specific location.
Phoebe's head snapped up, heart pounding. "Where?"
Emma squinted at the map, her finger tracing a path along the city's streets before stopping abruptly. "He's at uh… Prescott and—"
"Pine," Phoebe finished for her, her voice grim, her stomach twisting as she turned to Cole.
Emma's brows knit together in confusion. "How'd you know?"
Phoebe swallowed hard, gripping the book a little tighter. "That's where we are," she answered, her voice quieter now, but no less urgent.
Emma's eyes widened in horror, the weight of realization hitting her like a crashing wave. "Wait, he's here in the house?"
Cole immediately straightened, his body going rigid, his instincts already shifting into high alert. "I'll go check upstairs," he said decisively, his tone leaving no room for argument. "You find your sisters. Get ready."
No further words were needed. The energy in the room shifted in an instant. Without hesitation, everyone moved, scattering with urgency.
Sunnydale High School
Buffy entered Mr. Platt's office for her two o'clock appointment, closing the door behind her despite the thick haze of smoke that immediately made her want to leave it open. The stale, acrid scent of cigarettes clung to the room, making her nose wrinkle as she took a hesitant step forward. The air felt heavy, stagnant, as if the space had been sealed off from the world outside for too long.
She saw that Mr. Platt was turned toward the window again, his posture relaxed, almost unnervingly still. The cigarette, burned down to its filter, rested between his fingers, the ash long overdue to be tapped away. Buffy figured this must be a habit of his—staring out the window, lost in thought, letting his cigarette burn down to nothing. Something about it felt eerily detached, but she pushed the thought aside.
Shifting nervously, she struggled with how to begin. The weight of everything she needed to say pressed against her chest like a heavy stone, making it hard to breathe. Extending her arm, she flattened her hand in a useless gesture, instinctively signaling for him not to turn around, before realizing how pointless that was when he wasn't even facing her to begin with.
"Wait. Don't turn around," Buffy said quickly, her voice edged with unease. "Ok? And don't say anything," she added, clutching her jacket tightly around her body, as though it could shield her from the vulnerability she was about to expose. She began to pace, her footsteps muffled by the thick carpet beneath her. "Just listen. I mean, that's, that's your thing, right?" Her voice carried a forced lightness, but underneath, it was raw, trembling on the verge of something deeper.
She caught herself before she could fall into full-blown pacing, forcing her body to still behind the chair she had sat in last time. Instead, she shifted her weight restlessly from foot to foot, her fingers fidgeting with the ties of her jacket, knotted and unknotted in a repetitive motion as she searched for the right words.
"There's something going on," she began, her voice barely above a whisper at first, then gaining strength as the emotions welled up inside her. "I mean, th-this whole entire story is probably gonna convince you that I'm loony bin material, but…" She let out a helpless shrug, her lips twisting into something that might have been a bitter attempt at a smile if it weren't so weighed down by exhaustion. "There's no one else to talk to. Not Willow and… not Giles… not even my wife…" Her voice faltered on the last word, her throat tightening.
She started pacing again, more agitated now, like a caged animal searching for an escape it knew wasn't there.
"Yes, I am married. Just so you know for context. I am half-demon, and I'm actually 117 years old—not 17," she continued, her words spilling out in a rush, almost daring him to challenge them. "I've been pretending to be a teenager to experience what I missed when I was this age a hundred years ago." She took a breath, steadying herself, before circling back to what had brought her here in the first place. "Anyways, back to my original topic of concern. If they—if they found out, they'd freak on me, or do something, and…" She inhaled sharply, her pulse hammering in her ears.
Buffy forced herself to stop moving, to ground herself. She turned toward him, her eyes pleading, her voice carrying the weight of everything she had been holding inside for far too long. "I need help. I just… I need to talk to someone."
She paused, taking deep, shaky breaths, trying to regain some semblance of composure, but it felt like she was standing on the edge of something vast and terrifying. "I'm so scared… it's this guy," she admitted, barely able to force the words out. A tear slipped down her cheek before she could stop it, and she wiped at it hastily, frustration flickering across her face. She took a hesitant step toward the desk, her body tense, her instincts screaming at her that something still wasn't right.
"H-h-he…" Buffy's voice wavered and then suddenly, the words died in her throat.
Her gaze had locked onto the cigarette still pinched between Mr. Platt's fingers. It was burnt all the way down to the quick, the paper curling inward, untouched. The ashes—never tapped off.
A sick, uneasy feeling twisted in her stomach.
He hadn't moved. Not once.
She hadn't even heard the sound of his breathing.
Buffy's breath hitched, her heart hammering against her ribs as her body went rigid with realization. Her widened eyes flickered toward the chair, her Slayer instincts screaming now, drowning out everything else. The room, which had already felt oppressive, now felt suffocating, as though the walls were closing in.
Moving on pure instinct, she crossed the room with quick, jerky steps, her breath catching in her throat as she reached out, hesitating only for a second before gripping the back of his chair.
She turned him.
Her gasp was sharp, strangled.
His chest and face had been mauled—deep, jagged wounds, flesh torn apart in ways no human could have done. The sheer brutality of it, the way the blood had dried, told her this hadn't been fresh. No. This had happened hours ago.
Something primal in her recoiled, but she didn't look away. Her instincts screamed one word, and it made her stomach lurch.
Demon.
Assistant District Attorney's Office
"Hello?" Susan called hesitantly from just outside the ADA's office, peeking inside with a mixture of anticipation and unease. The hallway behind her was quiet, save for the soft hum of distant conversations and the rhythmic tapping of a receptionist's keyboard. The sterile scent of office air freshener clung to the space, mingling with the faint aroma of coffee from somewhere nearby.
"Miss Coleman," Sikes greeted with a polite smile, his expression professional—until his gaze shifted to Faith. The pleasant mask dropped instantly, his lips pressing into a thin line as irritation flashed across his face. His sharp eyes flicked between the two women, his posture stiffening. "Who's this?" he asked, the edge in his voice barely restrained.
Susan and Faith exchanged a quick glance, their silent communication immediate. Faith cocked her head slightly before responding with an easy shrug, her smirk laced with defiance. "I'm… Susan's sister," she answered smoothly, her casual demeanor barely masking the watchfulness in her gaze. "Is it a problem?"
Sikes hesitated for only a second before shaking his head, the forced smile returning. "No, no. No problem at all." His voice was a touch too light, too dismissive, as he gestured toward a small wooden bench opposite his office door. "Um… why don't you just wait over there…" His hand lingered in the air for a moment before dropping. "…and I'll let you know when it's over."
Faith narrowed her eyes slightly but remained silent. Susan, however, stood her ground, her shoulders squaring as she met Sikes' gaze. "Please, I would like my sister with me," she said firmly, her voice calm but resolute.
A tense silence filled the space as Sikes held her stare, the flickering light above them casting sharp angles across his face. His jaw tensed, but after a long moment, he let out a reluctant breath. "Alright," he finally agreed, his voice clipped. With a curt nod, he gestured toward his office. "Right this way."
Susan and Faith stepped inside, their movements cautious, the air thick with unspoken tension. The office was dimly lit, a single lamp casting a yellow glow across the stacks of paperwork and case files cluttering his desk. The blinds were drawn, muting the afternoon sunlight, making the space feel closed in.
As soon as they entered, the heavy door clicked shut behind them.
Before either of them could react, Susan gasped as Sikes suddenly lunged. His movements were shockingly fast—too fast for a normal man. With a violent shove, he pushed Faith aside, sending her stumbling against the desk. Papers scattered, a coffee mug toppled, shattering as it hit the floor.
Susan barely had time to register what was happening before the cold steel of an athame pressed against her skin. The sharp tip traced an agonizingly slow path along the curve of her throat, its edge light but deliberate, a sickening promise of what was to come. The look in Sikes' eyes was no longer human—it was dark, gleeful, filled with malice.
Her breath caught in her throat as she tried to jerk away, but he only tightened his grip, his fingers digging into her arm. The moment stretched unbearably, the tension snapping like a wire about to break.
Then, without warning, he pulled back, the athame poised to strike.
Before he could drive it into her, Faith recovered. With a fierce growl, she lunged forward, grabbing Sikes by the collar and twisting him away from Susan with all her strength. He stumbled, snarling, his athame flashing under the dim light.
"I knew something was up when you called," Faith spat, her stance low, ready to fight. "LEO!" she shouted, her voice ringing through the room.
A sudden burst of orbs filled the space, casting everything in an ethereal blue light. In an instant, Leo materialized beside them, his presence steady and reassuring. Without hesitation, he reached out, grabbing both Susan and Faith's hands.
Before Sikes could recover, the three of them vanished in a swirl of glowing energy, leaving behind only the echo of Faith's triumphant smirk and Sikes' furious, frustrated roar.
Halliwell Manor
"Phoebe?" Cole's deep voice rang out as he descended the stairs, his movements brisk, each step carrying urgency. His sharp eyes scanned the room as Phoebe came racing out of the kitchen, her expression tense, breath quickened from her rushed movements.
"He's not upstairs," Cole informed her, his voice clipped and sharp, his frustration evident.
Phoebe shook her head, frustration matching his. "He's not downstairs either," she countered, her hands balling into fists at her sides. Before she could say more, a shimmering light filled the room, and Leo and Susan orbed in, their presence shifting the energy instantly.
Faith, standing protectively near Susan, wasted no time. "It's the ADA," she announced grimly.
Phoebe's brows shot up, disbelief flickering across her face. "Sikes?" she questioned, the name rolling off her tongue with genuine surprise.
"He tried to kill her," Faith elaborated, gesturing toward Susan, whose face was still pale, her breathing uneven from the recent attack.
Leo's eyes darted around the room, his tone wary. "I don't know if he followed us here or not—"
Before he could finish, a dark shimmer flickered in the air behind them, the temperature seeming to drop as the oppressive presence of evil filled the space. Sikes emerged, his stance predatory, his eyes burning with malice.
"WATCH OUT!" Phoebe shrieked, her instincts kicking in as she lunged, grabbing Susan and pulling her down. Leo and Faith went with them, crashing to the floor just as a crackling energy ball hurtled past them, missing by mere inches. It exploded against the wall above their heads, the impact sending shards of plaster and debris showering down.
Cole didn't hesitate. With a flick of his wrist, he summoned his own energy ball and hurled it with precise force. The fiery orb struck Sikes in the stomach, sending the demon staggering back with a pained grunt.
Phoebe seized the opportunity, turning to Leo and Faith. "Take her upstairs," she ordered, her voice firm despite the chaos around them. Leo and Faith immediately obeyed, grabbing Susan and pulling her toward the staircase. Susan stumbled slightly but allowed herself to be led away, her wide eyes still locked on the scene unfolding behind them.
"You're gonna have to do better than that," Sikes sneered, the wound already healing as his features shifted. His human mask melted away, revealing the grotesque ridges and glowing eyes of his true demonic form. His lips curled into a sadistic grin just as a flurry of footsteps erupted from the kitchen.
Piper, Prue, Paige, and Emma burst into the room, their expressions a mixture of urgency and determination.
Sikes raised his hand, the air around him crackling with energy as he prepared to fire again.
Piper didn't hesitate. She threw up her hands, her fingers splaying outward as a wave of her freezing power washed over Sikes. His body locked into place mid-motion, the glow of his energy ball frozen in time.
"Hurry! Slice 'em," Prue urged, nudging Paige forward, urgency lacing her voice.
Paige hesitated, the dagger trembling slightly in her grip. Her stomach twisted as she hovered over the demon's outstretched arm.
Phoebe made a panicked noise, frantically motioning toward Sikes. "Oh, Paige, just do it!" Piper cried, exasperation coloring her tone. "This is no time to be squeamish."
Prue turned sharply to her, raising an eyebrow. "Oh, says the girl who wouldn't touch a pig's foot," she quipped dryly.
Piper rolled her eyes, but Prue's smirk remained.
Paige exhaled, finally pushing aside her hesitation. With a quick, decisive movement, she sliced into the demon's arm. A piece of his flesh came free, and she bent down, gingerly picking it up between two fingers, holding it away from her as though it were toxic.
The frozen effect on Sikes began to crack, his muscles twitching as life returned to his form.
"PAIGE!" Prue's sharp cry came just as he fully unfroze, his hand snapping forward to strike.
"NO!" Prue yelled again, thrusting her hand out. A powerful wave of telekinesis slammed into Sikes, sending him flying backward, his body crashing hard into the far wall. Paige stumbled back, breathing heavily, her pulse hammering in her ears.
Sikes, though momentarily disoriented, recovered quickly. His fury ignited as he hurled another energy ball—this time aimed directly at Piper and Emma.
Cole moved faster than thought. Lunging forward, he shoved them both to the ground, shielding them as the energy ball struck something else instead.
A loud explosion filled the air.
The mechanical baby, the one Piper had been working on, shattered into smoking pieces, its destruction a cruel twist in the chaos.
Cole rose to his feet, his form shifting in an instant. The smooth lines of his human face vanished, replaced by the menacing visage of Belthazor. His towering form radiated raw power, his eyes glowing with dark intensity.
Emma, still on the ground beside Piper, gasped in horror. "Oh my God!" she whispered, unable to tear her gaze away.
Sikes sneered, his expression shifting from anger to satisfaction. "Belthazor," he growled, his voice dripping with recognition. "We meet at last."
Belthazor's lips curled into a vicious snarl. "But not for long."
Both demons raised their hands simultaneously.
Twin energy balls erupted from their palms, colliding in a brilliant explosion of power. The force shook the house violently, rattling picture frames, toppling furniture, and sending a shockwave through the very foundations.
Dust and smoke filled the air as Sikes stumbled back, his form flickering, his rage palpable. His glowing eyes locked onto Belthazor with unspoken promise.
"We'll finish this later," he vowed darkly before shimmering out, leaving behind only the lingering scent of burned ozone and destruction.
A long silence followed, the tension still thick.
Piper exhaled sharply, brushing dust from her clothes as she pulled herself to her feet. Reaching down, she helped Emma up as well, though the woman's wide, stunned eyes remained fixated on Belthazor.
"Everybody okay?" Piper asked, glancing around at the shaken group.
From the staircase, Phoebe answered first. "I'm okay," she assured, though her eyes lingered on Cole's demonic form. She turned to check on Prue and Paige.
Paige simply nodded, still processing everything, while Prue let out a breathy chuckle. "We're good," she confirmed.
Phoebe's gaze finally settled on Emma, who hadn't said a word. "Emma?" she prompted gently.
Emma finally tore her eyes away from Belthazor, her expression unreadable. "He's not the demon who killed my fiancé," she murmured, her voice steady despite the emotions swirling within her. Her gaze hardened as she lifted a hand, pointing directly at Belthazor.
"He is."
Belthazor slowly turned to Phoebe, his jaw tightening as he exhaled deeply, his face unreadable. The weight of the accusation settled in the room like a dark cloud, shifting everything in an instant.
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"He's a killer!" Emma's voice rose, trembling with fury, her breath uneven as rage and grief warred within her. Her hands clenched into tight fists at her sides, her entire body vibrating with emotion. "What is the matter with you people?" Her eyes darted wildly from face to face, searching for some sign of reason, some indication that they saw what she saw—a murderer standing in their midst.
Piper took a cautious step forward, her voice measured, soothing. "Emma, I know you're upset," she said gently, reaching out to touch the woman's arm. "But you don't understand."
Emma recoiled as though Piper's fingers had burned her. "Let go of me!" she hissed, her voice laced with venom as she yanked her arm free, eyes blazing with betrayal.
From beside Cole, Phoebe squared her shoulders, her voice unwavering despite the turmoil brewing around them. "You're making a huge mistake," she insisted, willing Emma to listen, to see past her pain. "He's not who you think he is."
Emma's sharp glare cut through the room, zeroing in on Phoebe. "He's the demon who killed my fiancé, and that is all I need to know." Her voice was ice, but beneath it, raw anguish cracked the edges. Without another word, she shoved past Piper, her movements jerky, wild with emotion. Her eyes landed on the athame resting on the foyer table, gleaming under the dim light. Without hesitation, she snatched it up and, with a furious cry, hurled it straight at Cole.
The blade spun through the air, a deadly streak of silver, aimed unerringly for his throat. But Cole barely flinched. With a flick of his wrist, the athame froze mid-flight, hovering mere inches from his skin before clattering harmlessly to the floor.
Emma's breath hitched, her eyes wide with barely contained despair. "How can you protect a murderer?" she demanded, voice thick with emotion, her gaze locked on Phoebe. The pain in her words made them tremble. "How can you live with yourself?"
Phoebe opened her mouth to respond, but the words caught in her throat as Emma turned sharply, grabbed her coat, and stormed out of the house, the door slamming behind her with a finality that made the silence left in her wake almost unbearable.
Phoebe exhaled, a deep, weary sigh. The weight of the confrontation settled onto her shoulders like an invisible burden.
A beat of silence passed before Paige, standing beside Prue, finally spoke. "Is it true?" she asked, her voice careful but firm as she looked directly at Cole. "Are you the one who killed him?"
Cole didn't move, his face unreadable, but Phoebe stepped forward before he could speak. "Honey, now's not the time," she interjected quickly, her tone leaving no room for argument. "We have to worry about Sikes first. We got what we need—now you guys work on the vanquishing potion."
Prue and Piper exchanged a glance, their expressions unreadable. Finally, Prue gave a small nod and reached for Paige's hand, tugging her toward the kitchen.
As Piper passed the foyer table, she grabbed the plate containing the sliver of demon flesh they'd collected. She hesitated for just a second, her gaze flickering toward Cole before she followed her sisters, the air thick with tension as all three disappeared into the kitchen.
The unspoken words lingered. The judgment. The doubt.
Phoebe turned slowly to Cole, her expression unreadable. Her voice was low but firm. "We need to talk."
Cole sighed, closing his eyes briefly before nodding. Without a word, he reached for her hand, his grip warm and steady. Together, they headed upstairs, their unspoken conversation hanging between them like a storm waiting to break.
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The kitchen was already filled with movement and the sharp scents of herbs when Buffy shimmered in. Prue, Piper, and Paige barely glanced up from their work as they gathered ingredients for the potion, their hands working with practiced efficiency.
Prue finally looked up as she felt the shift in the room. "Buffy," she said, her tone carrying both relief and something deeper, something unreadable.
Buffy didn't meet her gaze. "Where's Faith?" she asked instead, her voice clipped, as if she were focused on something else entirely.
"With Leo and Susan," Piper answered, watching as Buffy turned immediately toward the kitchen door, her body coiled tight with tension.
Piper hesitated, then spoke again. "Buffy, it's not my place to come between my sister and you." Her voice was softer now, filled with quiet understanding. "But how long are you going to let this go on for?"
For a brief moment, Buffy paused, her shoulders stiff. Then, she turned her head just enough to glance at Prue. "We do need to talk," she admitted, though her voice lacked emotion. "But later. I have things going on in Sunnydale that need my attention."
And just like that, she walked out, the air still charged in her absence.
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"Don't tell me you're scared of me," Cole commented as he entered the bedroom, his voice cool and almost teasing, but his posture was tense, betraying his words. He stopped just by the bed, watching her closely. Phoebe, standing by the open door, was still, her back to the hallway, but her eyes never left him.
"No." Phoebe quickly assured him, her voice firm but strained, as if the question itself carried too much weight. "Don't be ridiculous." Her gaze held steady, even as her heart raced a little faster, unsure of where this conversation might lead.
Cole didn't respond right away. He just turned to face her, his eyes locking onto hers with an intensity that seemed to pull at something deep inside her. "That's good," he said, still holding the athame, the cold metal gleaming ominously in his hand. "Because I think Emma's right." His voice dropped, becoming serious, almost regretful. "I am the one who killed her fiancé." He gestured with the athame, the blade catching the light as he continued, "This is mine."
Phoebe's breath caught in her throat, and she glanced downward, her mind racing. A heavy silence followed as the words settled between them like an immovable weight. She didn't know what to say. She didn't want to hear it, but she couldn't deny it either.
Cole dropped his arm, the athame falling from his grip and clattering against the floor. He turned away, as though the very act of speaking the truth had drained him. "I don't even remember doing it," he admitted, his voice distant, as though he were talking about a stranger's actions. "I don't even remember who he is." His shoulders slumped as he fell onto the bed, his hands rubbing his face in frustration. "Didn't matter what they looked like. It only mattered that I did what I was told." He paused, his voice barely above a whisper. "He was a witch. The Source viewed him as a threat."
Phoebe stepped forward, her movements careful, gentle as she closed the distance between them. She knelt down beside him, her hand reaching out instinctively. "Shh." She soothed him, her voice soft and warm. "You don't have to explain yourself to me." She sat next to him on the bed, her heart aching for him.
"Yes, I do." Cole's voice was firm but shaky, as if the weight of his past were too much to bear alone. He turned his eyes to her, searching her face for something, some flicker of understanding. "I need you to know."
Phoebe met his gaze, her expression steady, full of love and compassion. "No, you don't." Her words were firm, unyielding. "I know who you were." Her hand brushed his cheek, fingers tracing the lines of his face as if she could feel the struggle, the torment that had shaped him. "Who you used to be, and that's not the person you are anymore."
For a moment, Cole was silent, his eyes searching hers, as though waiting for the very air between them to confirm what he didn't dare to believe. He whispered, "Aren't I?" His voice trembled, unsure, as if the past was still clawing at him from the shadows. "Belthazor still exists inside of me." He let the words hang between them, the cold truth that could never be erased. "That hasn't changed, nor does it change what I've done."
Phoebe's gaze softened, her smile almost imperceptible, but there was warmth in it, a flicker of hope. "But just think of all the good you've done since then." Her voice was gentle, almost a whisper, filled with the kind of tenderness that could heal wounds even the sharpest memories couldn't fully touch. "You're not that person anymore."
Cole let out a small, bitter sound, his face turning away. "Hm." He muttered, the words coming out as a sigh. "Doesn't balance out." His voice was heavy with defeat, a deep sadness in his eyes that she could not erase. "Doesn't even come close. And now the very thing I've been trying so hard not to be... is the very thing I might have to become."
Phoebe's heart tightened. "What do you mean?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper, fear threading through her words.
Cole pushed himself off the bed and walked to the window, staring out into the night with a distant look in his eyes. When he turned back to her, his expression was hard, almost resigned. "Sykes has done a good job of emulating me, emulating Belthazor." His words hung heavily in the room, like a dark cloud settling over them. "Which means if the potion doesn't work..." He paused, and the weight of the unsaid truth pressed down on them both. "...the only way to destroy him is for me to turn into Belthazor." He spoke gently, but there was an undeniable finality to his words.
Phoebe tilted her head, trying to understand, her brow furrowed. "Yeah, but then afterwards you'll turn back into Cole." Her words were matter-of-fact, though her voice wavered slightly, unsure.
Cole's gaze hardened, a dark shadow crossing his face. "I may not be able to." His voice was low, filled with a coldness that made Phoebe's heart skip a beat. "To stop him, I'll have to embrace my demonic self completely." His eyes never left hers, filled with the kind of truth that terrified her. "There may be no coming back from that."
Phoebe inhaled sharply, a small shiver of fear running through her. She stood up, forcing herself to stand tall despite the overwhelming weight of his words. "Well, then we'll just have to make sure that potion works very well." She gave him a smile, one that didn't quite reach her eyes but was filled with determination. She grabbed her bag, ready to face whatever came next. "Won't we?"
Cole's confusion was clear as he asked, "Where are you going?"
Phoebe didn't hesitate. "To find Emma." Her voice was steady, but there was an edge to it, a need to make things right, to fix the broken pieces before they shattered further. She glanced at him, her eyes filled with urgency. "Try to explain."
"It won't make any difference," Cole replied, shaking his head, his voice tinged with a frustration he didn't voice fully.
Phoebe met his eyes, her voice softer but no less determined. "Well, it will if I can keep her out of the craziness." She raised her chin, resolute. "Keep her from getting hurt."
Cole stepped toward her, his eyes dark with concern. "I'm more concerned with keeping you out of the craziness." His voice was low, filled with an intensity she couldn't ignore. "Keeping you from getting hurt."
Phoebe sighed, the weight of his words heavy on her shoulders. She pulled on her jacket, feeling the sharp edge of resolve forming inside her. As she did, Cole spoke again, his voice quieter but insistent. "You still have some of that Belthazor vanquishing potion left, don't you?"
Phoebe paused, turning to him with a look that was hard to read. "Yes, but—"
"Get it." Cole interrupted, his tone commanding. "Just in case. It might be the only way to stop me."
A flash of pain crossed Phoebe's face as she looked away, unwilling to acknowledge the fear in his voice. But she knew what he meant. She nodded slowly; the weight of the decision heavy in her chest.
As Cole walked past her and out of the room, leaving her alone with the weight of the moment, Phoebe lingered, waiting until she was sure he was out of sight. Then, with a resigned sigh, she opened her desk drawer, retrieving the potion. She slipped it into her bag, the cool glass vial a reminder of everything at stake, and headed out the door.
