Anonymous asked:
MY IDOL MAYRA , so i was wondering how would you feel about writing a jealous!sonic which leads into feelings being revealed;);) ((so au ! I know but i can't resist)) if you don't mind ofc, have an amazing day ur da coolest 😎😎
cutegirlmayra answered:
ofc? Out of character? I'm quite a stickler for character, but I try and find plausible ways the characters can stay true to themselves and also develop where AU's can be possible. I think I can make this plausible, leading it into some deep AU (aka shipping crap xD) but I'll do my best to keep everyone in character until that AU transition is over :) Sound good? lol
Prompt:
"I could, take you home, if you want?"
This boy had been flirting with Amy the whole adventure, and she had tried to be polite and just laugh it off like she didn't realize it, but over time she began to get shyly embarrassed by it.
What made it worse was Sonic was RIGHT THERE and didn't DO ANYTHING to stop it!
She was furious that he was so close, and yet, let this creep keep trying!
"Ehem, um… well…" she scooting more towards Sonic, having his arms folded, looking away and up at the sky.
He wasn't looking at anything in particular, but what Amy didn't know was that him being so close to keep the guy in line…
He had tried to convince the dude, indirectly, so to speak… that Amy only loved him and him alone, and no one could change her mind.
"Well… that's probably because she's never known real love before."
That pompous statement sent a fire through his veins like he never knew before, and ever since then, he hasn't let the guy be alone with Amy.
That creep wasn't going to lay a HAND on her if he had anything to say about it.
However… just like, Amy, Sonic was also misreading her reactions too.
Her shy getaway act and not answering him directly made him nervous… he wondered if Amy really was being wooed by this confident… freak-a-zoid!
He needed him due to him being the only one who knew the exact location of the hidden village with the new mineral ore that Eggman was using to make his latest machines.
Apparently, being the only one who escaped, he was able to find Sonic and the team to tell them his people were being enslaved by Eggman to mine in the ore for him, having his robots supervise them as a threat to not step out of line.
Amy looked up to Sonic, but he interpreted that as her thinking, not so much her indirect, plea in body language to say, "HELP ME."
He looked away, worried that she might actually go with someone who seemed to like her over himself…
He looked down.
Amy misread that as he was letting her go, and her heart nearly broke at his expression.
His eyes scanned the ground, before he gave a cold look to the boy across from him.
'…I can't just let him take her! Can I..?' His heart was hurting, pretty badly actually, that he was just letting this all happen.
He bore his teeth and looked away again, turning his head slightly back to the ground.
'It's Amy's life… it's her decision.. I … I shouldn't interfere.'
He was about to turn completely away, leave Amy to make the decision for herself, as he tightened his selfish fists to try and not make a dash at the dude, knock him out, and whisk Amy away.
'What is this!? What's happening to me!? I'm so mad! I could just..!' he lifted his fists up, about to take a step away, as he faced Amy with his back.
She truly thought he was shunning her away, leaving her to this guy's awkward flirting.
But why?
'Sonic would never be this cruel…' she thought to herself, her arms outstretched to him weakly,… as if not knowing if it was okay to ask for help or even for him to stay…
She felt more comfortable that she wasn't alone with this guy… but if Sonic left.
'I've never felt so selfish in my life!' Sonic almost felt his jaw and head ache from the force he was pushing onto his teeth.
'I want her to not like him. I want her to stay with me. By me. Beside me… Ahhh! I can't just let her fall for another dude!'
He swiped his head a moment, back and forth, but Amy took that as he was telling her not to resist, or not to come any closer.
In desperation… she leaped.
Sonic's eyes shot open and widened, leaning his head slowly up as he felt her arms around his waist, gripping his stomach as she trembled, her head ducked down and bent with tears.
"Sonic…"
He doesn't really recollect what happened to him after that.
All of a sudden, like instinct, he pulled her close and pushed in front of her, holding her like the most precious possession in the world, and glaring at the dude.
"She's got a ride." he scooped her up, not even thinking as he spoke, and walked away. "Always."
The guy blinked, not sure what all that indirect communication was about.
"Uhh…uhh… okay?"
He seemed to realize that Amy wouldn't ever go for him, and sighed, letting the two escape.
Amy was so taken aback, not only did he respond quickly and even held her so close that her heart raced at the how protectively he had stated those words…
But it almost felt like…
Like…
She was his.
"Sonic..?" She looked up at him, grateful but concerned as his hands were slightly hurting her.
For some reason… his tight grip was comforting though, but his face was fierce, making her panic a moment that maybe he was mad at her actions.
She stifled a quivering sound from her lips, something like a gasp and to say more, but dared not too.
'What's going on? It's like I physically can feel that I almost lost her something.' Sonic was so consumed in his confusion inside his thoughts, he failed to notice how worried-stricken Amy looked.
'All I could think of was if that guy even dared opposed me, I would have knocked his head straight to the ground… I've never felt like that before. Amy's not… she's not something I… or anyone can possess! So… so why do I care so much that she's in my arms? Not his?'
He shook his head, it still hurt from how he pressed down on his jaw so hard, before finally seeing Amy's expression.
He stopped, worry at terrifying her crept into his being.
"Are you alright?" it was unthought of, just impulse again.
He barely hesitated as she nodded, before speaking again.
"I don't want you speaking with him again."
Amy had never seen him so… so demanding.
He was usually so calm under pressure, very cocky about everything.
What on earth was going on inside his head?
"Sonic… are you okay?" she lifted a hand up to his face, which he quickly glanced at, growing shy and turning away.
"Why…" she flinched her hand away, hurt by his response, still not understanding.
"Why are you pulling away from me?"
'Away?'
Sonic turned back.
"This whole time… I've been pulling towards you."
When he realized his thought had come out without his conscious knowledge of it, he flickered his eyes in blinks of surprise.
"Crap! You weren't suppose to hear that.." he turned away, still not having any control over his mouth.
"S…Son.." Amy's breath was fully taken from her lungs. She was so shocked, but hope filled her heart and had her awing this new side of Sonic she had never seen before.
His feet fidgeted.
A new feeling now rocked his knees… threatening to freeze up.
"Uh oh." Sonic looked down, seeing the effects and quickly running to try and loosen them.
"Sonic?"
He gritted his teeth again, this was so awkward, but at the same time…
"Why did you not tell him off?"
It came out a little harsh…
"What?" she looked amazed.
He kept running, bending his head down now in rage, not realizing what she was conveying in her behavior to him…
They both were misinterpreting the other… leading to some confusing actions and responses.
"Sonic…" she arched her eyelids back, realizing what this meant.
Was he… worried about her?
"I… I would never trust anyone but you!" she blurted out, leaning up in his arms and gaining enough courage to wrap her arms around his neck when the wind picked up.
Then she noticed it wasn't the wind…
Her eyes blinked more open from squinting against the wind to realize he was running faster.
He had to let his anger out somehow.
'No other!? Then tell him to buzz off! Pfft, I don't believe that.' Sonic grew aggressive, before his hands gripped her tighter.
"Ah." she felt the pain a moment before he looked down and seemed shaken by her cry of slight pain.
He pushed his feet down to a halt, and set her down, but his hands only momentarily hovered at her sides.
"I'm sorry… Amy, I-" he looked away, ashamed he couldn't control his emotions.
"AUGH!" he finally emoted.
He gripped his hands to his head and walked away, turning from her again as he reeled his head back, "What's wrong with me!? I can't think straight. I'm so… so mad!"
"He couldn't take a hint." Amy tried to calm Sonic down, but was afraid of this new response in him she hadn't seen before.
She gripped her sides, holding herself, not sure how to address this.
"Hey!" she called out, worried. "Don't … don't turn away from me again. It feels like your shutting me off or out of your life!"
He froze then.
Suddenly realization made him move his hands from his head, and straighten out.
Turning… away… made her think he was closing her out from him?
That simple communication made him turn around, a part of his confusion cleared.
"Turn you away..?" he looked tenderly to her, and staggered on his feet, still feeling the weakness in his knees…
"Amy…" he spoke so gently then, so full of something Amy had never heard out of his voice before, and made her full attention turn to him in the fading day.
"…All I've been doing is trying to get you to run into my arms… so that I can protect you." he felt this wasn't something he would natural say, but something was pumping through his veins, adrenaline?
"All this time, I've hated that guy!" He threw a fist up, showing his true feelings, communicating for once in his life against his own better judgement, unable to keep it back any longer…
"The way he looks at you, flirts with you… it's like he thinks he's good enough to own you! You aren't anyone's to claim, Amy! You're not!" He shook his head, frustration and desire to keep her all to himself creeping in on his being.
He couldn't shake it off, he felt embarrassed now, he didn't want to say anymore as he trembled with pent-up aggression.
"Sonic… I am owned to something…" she stepped forward, putting her hands together, "I… My heart's always been yours to keep… Sonic." she thought he knew that by now.
Sonic's head slowly rose, more surprise hit him than anger.
He looked at her almost dumbfounded.
"…Come again?" he spoke lightly, in disbelief.
"I may not know a lot about… love or affection but-" she looked away, saddened by that fact of inexperience, but placed both hands on his face.
"But with all my heart, Sonic… I know I love you."
It was the first time those words had graced Sonic's ears.
It ringed for a moment. A beautiful bell in a drum consumed world.
He felt his whole being relax and almost fall into her touch, being comforted against his will was weird and terrifying, but in that moment, he wasn't able to think straight.
He just let himself stare at her, and in a new light, see how beautiful having her around him really was.
His heart beat off course, his body felt limp, all the things that should have put him into an awkward panic felt…. natural for him, all of a sudden.
The air stilled uncomfortably, but in the warmth her hands gave, he still felt peace.
'This isn't right.'
Sonic moved away, snapping out of his strange entrancement and moving away, looking left and right at the ground.
"I'm…" he looked so vulnerable up to her.
She was going to misinterpret this again.
She scanned each of his eyes, seeing his confusion and fear.
"Sonic… I… Didn't you know?" She felt confused too.
"It's not that… it's…" he waved his hands out, showing her he's always known about her crush on him… as silly as it was, he never minded it all that much…
It was was he was feeling… his body telling him things he didn't understand… his reaction that was unconsciously being done was what was spooking him.
"I can't…" he gripped his chest, where his heart was beating irregularly for him. "I can't understand what I'm feeling."
Admitting this almost gave a flood of relief over him.
He had never been able to talk this much about his feelings before, but now, with Amy.. almost having that threat of someone take her away from him had left him unable to fully control himself.
",,,What do you feel?" Amy was amazed by his response, but wanted to take it a step further.
As she stepped forward, his fear peaked again, and he held a hand out, walking back.
"N-no…wait a second…"
She paused.
'…I've been waiting too long for this!'
Amy ran as fast as she could.
"SOONIICCC!"
His eyes widened for the third time as she tackled into him, causing them to hit the ground before her head never came up.
He still squirmed, out of habit, but when Amy didn't respond, he stopped and froze a moment, before looking down at her.
"…No more games, Sonic." she was twitching, her eyes being forced shut and her arms gripping his body to hers.
"Just tell me… say that you love me."
The words echoed in Sonic's subconscious, but his thoughts were mostly on how he was ever gonna get out of his awkward fiasco.
Just say it.
Just say you love her.
You'll keep her with you.
No one will be able to take her away from you.
'I won't allow it.'
Sonic narrowed his eyes, for once, understanding what he wanted and what his… no, it had to be.
What his heart had been trying to tell him for years.
He held her back, slowly letting the force be strong enough to show intent but not harmful like he accidentally had let slip before.
He ducked his head down, then back, chest feeling gripped as he couldn't get the words out right.
Every part of him screamed!
He had to say it! Now was the only time he had left TO say it.
If he didn't … he knew he would never let it get this… this bad or desperate again.
He would never allow himself to say it after today… or night? It was growing strangely dark, how long have they been out here?
He looked back on the falling sun, then up as if his gasps for air pained him, his chest still quivering and something warm in his stomach or bowls.
He crunched slightly, as if trying to stop this sensation.
As all this happened, she remained silent.
"…I.. Gosh darn it, Amy! I-!" he bit down on the words, as if he didn't want to say them, but he knew he had too.
"I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!"
Her head jerked slightly up, but her eyes were hidden in shadows.
"I've always wanted to protect you, ever since I first met you, I've felt strangely drawn to wanting to be by your side! In your favor! I've always thought it a nuisance, never you! Just the desire to help you! Make you smile! Laugh! It's all been so.. .so frustrating! After all this time, I don't want anyone calling you 'pretty' or 'there's! I can't stand it! You're not there's! You've always been my responsibly! Even if I didn't want it, you were still there! I had to protect you! I had to keep you safe! I had to keep you, Amy… I … I …" he had kicked, squirmed, as if fighting each word coming out… until he finally lost, and slight tears formed so faintly that they dried up in an instant as he closed his eyes.
He gasped in his tantrum, the words he never let fall from his lips before.
"I hate that I love you so much… that I can't let you go."
"I can't let you be free."
"It's the most selfish thought I've ever had…"
"To ever tell you …."
"To tell you that I would marry you."
"Just not now."
"Not while I'm still running."
"But you waited for me…"
"You never gave up."
"I think that's what I've admired the most Amy."
"You waited till I had everything to give, and not enough strength to hold it back anymore."
He felt something wet and looked down, seeing Amy's tears as her eyes shook with unparalleled emotion.
"…Ah, geez." he threw his head back again, letting the feeling of piercing the cold ground with the impact of his quills distract momentarily from how weak he truly felt, how vulnerable in that moment he was to her.
"I can't stand that I love you."
"Sonic…"
"I can't even look at you."
"Sonic, please…"
She reached up for him to look at her, placing her hands to his face.
"Call it destiny… or fate. But Amy. You had me at my name."
He looked up at her, seeming to have been forced to say it all by his own heart and body tag-teaming it, but also looking like he faced his greatest fear and was so done with fighting it anymore.
He had drooped, almost unfeeling eyes then, as he spoke one last thing to her.
"Are you gonna kiss me now or what?"
Amy was so amazed that she laughed, offending him.
"Hey! What gives?! I pledge my loyalty and love and you laugh!? LAUGH!? Great, I'm hopelessly, and fiercely in love with a cynical woman."
She shook her head, covering her mouth in her shock.
"Sonic..!"
"Go on. Say it. I told you so." he turned his head, as if dramatic.
"I know you. You'll plan the wedding arrangements. No matter how much I'll protest."
"No, Soniicc!"
"You'll tell the whole world the awful, tantalizing scandal of Miss Amy Rose and the infamous Sonic The Hedgehog."
"SONNICC!"
"You'll have four kids and I'll just tag along for the fun."
"I'M LAUGHING CAUSE I'M SO HAPPY, YOU-! OH, I LOVE YOU!" she spread her arms out wide and fell right back on top of him, kissing him over and over, all over his sad little face that showed he truly gave in to his feelings, and had to accept that fact.
She kept repeating, "I love you, I love you, I love you." As if that was a release for her.
He couldn't help but get a softer face at each amazing wave or gush of warm feeling that spiraled throughout him with each kiss.
Suddenly, touch wasn't an issue.
Suddenly, his shyness wasn't even a thing anymore.
He… actually… liked this.
She wore out after a moment as her words became quieter, more muttery, as she realized he wasn't pushing her away at all.
After seeing her face change, he leaned up and began letting his own declaration slip here and there… across the cheek, over the lips, passed the nose and down and up and over and across till he lost track of what the heck he was doing.
No more needs to be written, right? Self-explanatory, they're in love, AU is a thing, and I'm going to bed. Nighty nighty!