JUNJOU TERRORIST
XII
LOVE
Shinobu woke up slowly, at some point of the ride he had fallen asleep and Miyagi had carried him to the back of the car. He was rubbing his eyes when Miyagi appeared beside the car, and opened the door.
"Come on, we have to walk a little" said Miyagi leaving already, he had bought flowers Shinobu noticed, in his other hand he had the collar.
Following Miyagi Shinobu recognized the kind of place he was in, tombstones on one side and the other, statues and monuments, some crosses and other figures. "It's hers" thought Shinobu looking straight to Miyagi's back, what was he thinking? What was he feeling? Why would he bring him to this place? of all places in the whole world? The questions rattled inside his head.
Then he stopped and looked at her gravestone, her name, the name he had read in the pet-tag of the collar. "You must be kitting me! This is her tombstone right? What is it that you want bringing me here?!" exclaimed Shinobu voicing a small part of his doubts. As an answer Miyagi took Shinobu's hand in his and held it up in the air. "Sensei I love him" he said looking directly to the black marks of her beloveds sensei's name in the gray granite. "My mind has being so filled up with him that I forgot your anniversary, I'm sorry. I thought this would never happen, there was no way. After your death, painful as it was I tried to date, went out a lot but I was not able to give my heart, I tried even marrying but I couldn't forget about you and ended up divorcing. I thought I would always love you… but I'm sorry someone just appeared that is so especial to me. He's a nuisance, gets me on my nerves with all his mewling and hissing, he's the dumbest pet I have ever met, he gets me into trouble from little things like batting the water out of the water bowls making everyone slip and fall, to the biggest one being the tension with my boss, might lose my job one day, apart from him still being a kitten. But I have realized that he's the person, well, the being most important to me" Miyagi said and lowered to the ground to leave the flowers, a small breeze bringing the sweet smell of them up in to the sky.
"How many years had I to wait for this wound to close?" Painful memories floated in Miyagi's mind; fear, doubts, everything that came from loving again. "Your words made me cry that time, just like today" thought Miyagi, with nothing else to say he walked back to the car, feeling hot tears in the corner of his eyes. Shinobu followed a few feet away confused, sad yet happy, nervous and at the brink of panic.
In their way to a hotel Miyagi told Shinobu about his love story with sensei, how his parents had put her as his tutor, how he acted spoiled and stupid, like a brat. Because at the beginning he could not believe a pet would be a good tutor, but she grew on him, in his heart, and when it happened he fell for her hard and deep. "I was so in love and I kept on repeating it over and over again, till the point of becoming insufferable"
"You were serious about her" responded Shinobu looking at the road, the hotel sign visible
"Ah… yes" Miyagi said smiling. When he parked the car Shinobu opened the door and stormed out walking away as far as he could, he's long legs making it easy for him to runaway.
"Shinobu what's wrong?" called Miyagi following him
"I think I can't be with you!" responded Shinobu trying not to turn around
"Didn't you hear me?"
"It's just that I can't fight against her!" cried Shinobu unable to stop himself from turning around, his eyes full of tears, "She gave you so many things, you love her so much and I… I can't even sustain myself. I'm not a good pet, I only cause you problems, since the beginning I imposed myself on you when you didn't want to, at the eyes of everyone I'm a problematic, egoistic, egocentric…"
"Hey!" exclaimed Miyagi trying to get Shinobu's attention, he retreated one step and closed his eyes
"But how can I behave like a grown up? How to stop being called a kitten?, they say my breed matures quickly but I don't feel it, how can I become better in something I don't understand?!" cried Shinobu trembling like a leaf, his tail listless, his ears so flat against his skull Miyagi felt like crying himself at the sight. "Calm down…" tried to say but Shinobu's ears pinned lower and he cried louder "How can I make you fall in love with me?!, it's the only thing I think all the time but I can't find an answer… everything I read or search, even with the vet's help and I know is willful and stupid but is the only thing I can do!... is it something I learn when I stop being kitten? When will I mature? How many years to that? How long do I need to be with you? To become your pet… to win you from her…. How can I fill out those 17 years of difference…"
"You want to separate yourself from me that badly?" asked Miyagi feeling a soft smile in his face, Shinobu looked smaller and fragile, trembling so hard "you don't, right? So If you're that bothered about her I'll just forget her"
"No! I don't want that!" cried Shinobu his face colored with worry and fear
"But you just said…"
"It's not that, I don't want you to forget something so important…"
"Then what?"
"I understand, I do but I want you to love me… I'm willful I know, but I want to be more important to you, I want you to really love me not to TRY to love me" cried Shinobu giving emphasis to a painful word.
Miyagi sighed and chuckled not believing his life, looking at the crying kitten he smiled tenderly "Even thought he assaults me he's weak, even thought he says way to much he blushes to the top of his perky ears, he's always thinking about me, only of me, how couldn't he not be the most important for me?"
"Hey now, didn't you hear me? Didn't you hear ANYTHING I said? I said I love you, you're the most important for me, do you have a problem with that?" Miyagi exclaimed looking directly to Shinobu's eyes, at first he was stunned but seconds later a combination of cries and real yowls poured from Shinobu's thin lips, he tried hiding his face with his arms, his whole body trembling with the force of his cries, his tail fluffing up at the base every time he tried to regain his composure. Miyagi chuckled at that, stepping forward one more time to embrace the kitten.
"Miyagi I love you" whispered Shinobu cuddling his round puffy nose against Miyagi's neck, inhaling deeply he sensed a mixture of cigarettes and cologne
"I know… I love you too" responded Miyagi pulling Shinobu out of the embrace to cup the kitten's face and press a gentle kiss to his lips, letting the sensations linger for a couple of blissful seconds.
-0-
At the hotel Miyagi was barely able to restrain himself during the elevator ride and closing their room's door. Looking at the bedroom arrangement Shinobu blushed turning to face his lover "We're not going to need 2 beds?" he asked with caution and Miyagi smirked "No, I want to have you closer to me" and again kissed the kitten, but the kiss was different, full of passion and desire. Craving for each other, the space between became unbearable.
Taking Shinobu's shirt and sweater Miyagi continued on kissing and nipping moving lower to the kitten's collarbone. "wait Miyagi… Miyagi!" cried Shinobu feeling his mind tingling and starting to get numb, Miyagi stopped and searched for his beloveds eyes.
"Are we really going to do it?"
"What are you asking?" asked Miyagi scowling, feeling his ears warm.
"Because you wouldn't touch me before… I thought" responded Shinobu pouting as he was held tight against Miyagi's chest.
"Okay don't give me that look again please, I didn't want to hurt you, your wounds, the trauma you suffered so much…"
"I know, I'm not like her, I can't do the same things she did and it's going to take me longer too, but I want to belong to you, I want to be your only pet-lover"
"you already are, so don't worry that much and don't compare yourself" Miyagi smiling bent to kiss Shinobu full on his lips, sweet soft butterflies kisses turning kiss after kiss in long deep passionate, leaving Shinobu weak on his knees, "Miyagi" he moaned and Miyagi smirked in response moving down to rain kisses to his chin, down to his neck and collarbone, sucking red the pale skin, then moving to one side to taste one shoulder, then the other and down, his hands trailing every place his lips left, to warm and caress the patches of bitten skin. "you taste like chamomile" Miyagi chuckled and Shinobu felt like growling, yet unable when Miyagi lowered even more to nip and kiss all over his exposed torso, laving and sucking his pink nipples making them stand and harden. Moving his arms higher to caress his scalp and higher to his soft ears, rubbing the tip and pulling, rubbing and pressing down later on. "No Miyagi... don't"
"No? You want me to stop?" asked Miyagi moving his hands to stroke and massage him harder, the fabric of his pants becoming constrictive.
"No" moaned Shinobu feeling tears in the corner of his eyes, his hips shaking, thrusting.
"No no? You're not making any sense" laughed Miyagi, loving the way Shinobu's teary eyes searched for his in lust filled glares. "Don't worry, I won't stop" Miyagi said moving his arms down to hold Shinobu by his hips, unbuckling his jean and opening the zipper, "actually, I plan on moving forward" with that Miyagi pulled hard and down with the jean, literally tearing up the material away from the kittens legs. Said kitten mewled and blushed hard, "Hey!"
"I'll buy you a new one"
"That's not the problem!" Shinobu tried to sit up to get his jeans from Miyagi's hand but the old professor would have none of it. Finishing taking off Shinobu's pants and underwear he threw the pieces away to the farthest corner and softly spread Shinobu's legs wide, "Do you want your jeans or do you want me?" he asked and Shinobu blushed even harder, his mouth opening and closing with no words in between.
"Thought so" Miyagi smirked for the Nth time that night, moving his hands from the kittens knees to his hips he rubbed and caressed, the skin was so soft and pale, he had never being with a male before but he thought there was no one more beautiful than Shinobu, there couldn't be, the world would end. "You're rather small" he teased and Shinobu cried, a warm hand was moving inside of his thigh, ghostly touching his hard erection. "It's just that is too cold here!" Shinobu tried growling but it came out in gasps and a yowl of desperation that only made Miyagi chuckle even lower.
"Planned on doing it slowly kid but we might not be able to"
"Eh?"
Miyagi without warning took both calves and pushed both legs upward towards the kitten's chest, baring him completely to his hungry gaze. But Shinobu didn't had time to react, cause Miyagi continued his attack, one finger circling the puckered entrance, "Miyagi... no... what are you doing?" Shinobu's gasps were increasing, so Miyagi pressed his finger slowly, tapping the entrance every time a little harder, feeling the muscles contract against his finger. "Miyagiii" the sensitive skin started glisening on his own an a long forgotten information was brought back to him, "Uke nekos auto lubricate" He couldn't hold back his wide grin pressing his digit in to twist and turn in search, making the kitten trash and moan. Easily he pulled the finger out and put another one, this time adjusting to rub against the higher wall, earning a long keening sound from Shinobu. A third finger was added and he took his painfully erect member using his other hand to stroke slowly up and down caressing the tip and pressing the base, coating it with its own precum.
Shinobu shrieked, shock and pleasure mingled in his voice, Miyagi looked at him, eyes locked, his tail fluffed and trembled with desire feeling the fingers stretching him, moving in and out, Miyagi's manhood pressing close. Looking at that reaction Miyagi smiled. "I think you're ready"
Pulling his fingers out Miyagi helped Shinobu turn around on to his belly . Grabbing carefully with one hand the base of Shinobu's tail he positioned himself, the other hand guiding, slowly he entered, trying hard to listen to his partners voice, his body language, to know when to stop. "Slow, gentle... slow and gentle" he tried to remind himself, the hot cavern pressing and sucking him in making it hard on him.
"Agghh" the sensation at first was not painful but uncomfortable, like burning, Shinobu clenched his teeth and breathed in as deep as he could to relax his body. "Relax brat you're doing well, fuck... you're fantastic, just a little bit more, relax, you can do it, breath for me..." Miyagi waited caressing with his free hand Shinobu's back and tail, pulling it from the base, it had the reaction desired when Shinobu started moaning, pressing his hips against Miyagi's, his manhood again red and swollen with excitement.
"Just like that, fucking great Shinobu, so perfect" Bending Miyagi pressed his chest against Shinobu's back making him shiver and moan softly "I love you, Shinobu I love you" Miyagi said at his perky ears kissing it's shell. "Ahh... Miyagi... Miyagi" moaned Shinobu in response feeling his whole body react at Miyagi's words.
Taking this as a sign Miyagi started moving in a slow rhythmic pace, looking again for the bundle of nerves inside his young kitten. Pulling his tail when thrusting in, Shinobu cried in bliss. "Ah, so there it is" purred Miyagi and again he thrust deep and high pulling from the base of his tail. "No Miyagi!... I can't!... I won't... last!" cried Shinobu barely able to formulate sentences. This only made Miyagi smirk wider and moving his other hand to Shinobu's shaft he started stroking it in sync with his thrusts.
Shinobu's cries became louder, mixed with a low deep purr and small vocal chirps whenever Miyagi pulled so sweetly at his tail. The rhythm increasing, the sensations getting stronger to resist, coming in broader waves of maddening pleasure. "I can't Miyagi... I... Miyagiiii!" cried Shinobu convulsing in his orgasm. Following his instinct Miyagi bent once more and founding a nice patch of creamy soft skin he bite him hard, sucking and lavishing with kisses the harsh wound. At this Shinobu shrieked again, contracting his muscled making Miyagi gasp and moan, cumming.
- 0 -
Coming down from his high Miyagi pulled out and laid carefully beside the kitten, kissing and licking clean the red marks of his brand in Shinobu's shoulder.
"Miyagi?" Shinobu tried to open his eyes, big tears at the corners
"It's okay, sleep" whispered Miyagi embracing him from his back and closing his own eyes.
"I love you" said Shinobu snuggling closer to his lover. Miyagi smiled tenderly in response "I know... from the beginning I knew. I love you too"
"I don't believe in destiny. Because I thought it was basically one coincidence after another, but if that encounter becomes from one causality in to a need, and that is destiny, than I can believe in that"
Author's note: Sooooo... this chapter is really good, right? you love it, right? hope you do, the good stuff is yet to come... so... keep on reading.. love you all, please keep on reading and reviewing, it gives my poor heart some good serotonin. Love you!