JUNJOU EGOIST
VII
COMFORT AND HEAT
"Oh! how my body hurts" Professor Miyagi's voice quivered and cracked, as if imitating the quivering and cracking of his "aching" body. Kamijou turned to look at Miyagi slowly, his eyes downcast and his lips down turned in the most "I'm bored" expression. "Professor Miyagi you have been complaining the whole morning, wouldn't it be best to go to a doctor already?"
"That's not necessary I'm just too old for this heat periods and my body is passing me the bill" it seemed the professor hadn't thought through his response since he immediately blushed, Kamijou was not one to let the opportunity pass by.
"What? Your kitten is not letting you sleep? Is really tiring to have a young lover" he couldn't keep from smirking, the professor immediately blushed even redder and coughed
"now now, my personal life is not…" the professor sat straight, his hands shaking up and down, trying to backtrack, "besides, your overly developed dog must be keeping you awake all night, he's really lively and energetic" Kamijou felt his ears warm up, just as his cheeks and throat warmed.
"No, he hasn't had… we are not…. That is non of your concern!" Kamijou wanted to kick himself, he had basically given the professor ammunition "your kitten is just too far ahead"
"No, he's not, heat period it's at full speed right now, didn't you receive the humongous list of absentees?"
"Yes I did, I didn't know they were pets in heat"
"now you know…. Weird, I thought your beloved dog would have let you know, he's so amorous" the professor scratched his cheek for a moment, Kamijou stopped typing, suddenly feeling cold, "so, you haven't gone through it yet? how innocent Hiroki-kun, do you need any help? There's some wonderful blogs about the topic for first timers"
"It's not necessary!" Kamijou practically screamed while standing up "I'm gonna go to my class, see you later!", taking his messenger bag he walked towards the door, opened it and finally run away from the disrespectful professor.
In the classroom Kamijou took advantage of the emptiness of it to clear his mind and calm down his body, checking the attendees list he noted the absentees, "there's so many pets in heat" he quickly marked them and moved to write on the board the topic of today's class, but a thought wouldn't stop coming back to him, "if everyone is going through heat, why is Nowaki not going through it? And if he IS actually in heat, who is he going through it with?" The wolf hybrid had been going to work like usual and he didn't seem to be meeting with anyone else, but, why wouldn't he ask to go through heat together? "is he keeping something…. Someone from me?" Kamijou tried to force the thoughts away but they wouldn't budge, throughout the day, even while he dictated his class, the nagging feeling stayed there, in one corner of his mind, tugging on his heart.
After class he tried to focus on his paperwork but all he could think about was Nowaki, and the possibilities, it didn't help when his phone rang and it was Nowaki's doctor.
"Doctor Matsumoto speaking, is Kamijou Hiroki available?"
"yes, I am, how can I help you?"
"I just wanted to call you before sending an email with the blood test results, I thought of giving you an appointment but unfortunately I'll be traveling soon, it's very important that you know the results though." Kamijou froze, worried "is there something wrong?"
"Yes, well, no, not really, but it's my believe that Nowaki-kun was part of an illegal pet research"
"what do you mean?"
"Genetically speaking, he has a mix with ragdoll cats, that's naturally impossible to happen, but I have known of genetic experimentation" Kamijou held the phone tight against his ear, "taking in consideration the laceration scars, the results and history of Nowaki-kun it's not far-fetch he was a victim of such facilities"
"… what should I do?"
"like I said before at the clinic I think is best to take it slowly, let him tell you about it at his own pace, and if possible to search for a mental health professional, we can't know for sure the damage, specially emotional damage that he suffered, if I'm right." There was a brief silence while Kamijou digested the news. "I'll be sending you an email with a detailed result, if I'm right he probably has a chip, we should search for that, but first, talk with him"
"thank you doctor, for the information and the call, I'll talk with him, thank you"
"oh, and about Nowaki's heat period, don't forget to pick up the medication, he's probably not letting you rest well but please make sure to drink a lot of water and eat at least once a day"
Kamijou blushed to the tip of his ears, "yes, yeah, I will, thank you" his voice squeaked and trembled miserably embarrassed. Thankfully the call ended and he was left alone. Putting the phone down he started a search engine and typed "illegal research pets" a list of news reports appeared, the headlines varying from tragic to scandalous, after hours of reading Kamijou decided to stop, there was no point on stressing himself with something that may not have happened, looking at the search bar again he typed "wolf pet heat" and another list of links appeared, there was even a video. You could say it was a dumb decision, but curiosity can be quite overpowering. Kamijou clicked on the video and almost had a heart attack when a series of moans and screams resounded from the speakers of his computer. The video was a compilation of what it seemed, Pet porn. And to add insult to injury the office door opened before Kamijou could close the video, and professor Miyagi entered the room.
The humiliation was so deep he couldn't even hear what the professor said, Kamijou only noted the smirk, the laugh, the pats on his back, and when the professor asked him to join him for a drink he felt no strength to deny him. At the bar he just let the professor talk and talk and talk for hours, after a few his mind returned back to Nowaki and his heat problem.
"Maybe I could ask him directly?" he could make it seem natural, "Hey Nowaki, did you know I had many absentees because of the heat period? Crazy, right? And talking about that, when is yours?" Kamijou shook his head, "Nowaki, the doctor gave me your heat pills, so tell me when you need them…?"
"maybe? Something like that?" he mumbled. Finally the professor was done talking about his skittish feline lover at around 3 in the morning, Hiroki was tired of everything, the professor, the questions, the worrying, so he head home after making sure the professor took a taxi, nothing else could he do and the best course was to speak either way with the wolf. Unfortunately life had prepared a terrible vision when he opened the door to their apartment.
Nowaki was shirtless, on the floor, sleeping with another person, a human it seemed, also shirtless. Kamijou was shocked, a mixture of anger and anxiety clouding his mind, a bile taste forming in his mouth. "Nowaki"
As if responding to the call Nowaki woke up and sat, he rubbed his eyes and smiled at Kamijou, "welcome home Hiro-san"
Kamijou didn't know what to say, how to react, Nowaki just smiled, looking at him, "is there anything wrong Hiro-san?"
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG?!" Hiroki thought, feeling his veins popping, the nerve of the damn wolf to be asking, when he's naked, NAKED with another men!. He was about to say something, anything really, when the other person sat up and stretched, as if he was in his own house.
"Ahhh, I slept so well" Kamijou again felt his vein seriously pop "OF COURSE YOU SLEPT WELL! YOU SLEPT IN MY HOUSE WITH MY BOYFRIEND!"
"Oh, hi, sorry for the intrusion" The strange person said, "Nowaki, could you bring me a glass of water, please?"
"yes" Nowaki smiling like always turned to look at Kamijou, "Hiro-san I'm sorry, this person is a senpai from the hospital, last night we went drinking but he lost the last train so I let him stay" grabbing a t-shirt from the floor Nowaki handed it to the other man, "Senpai come on, dress up" Then as if finally noticing his own nakedness he looked at himself, then back at Kamijou's eyes, "Hiro-san I'll say this just in case, this is not THAT" Kamijou's shoulders were shaking with the boiling rage he felt inside.
"what do you mean with THAT?"
- o -
It had been 4 hours since he had arrived home, 3 hours since Nowaki had to go back to work with THAT person, and 2 hours since he sat down to have breakfast, yet his plate was full and untouched. In a way Hiroki knew deep down that Nowaki would never betray him like that, but at the same time, he felt the wolf was keeping something from him and the doubts hurt more than anything. "What are you hiding?" since it was Saturday, an off day he had thought he could talk with Nowaki, now, not so much.
"I wouldn't like for you to have a wrong idea, nothing really happened" was what Nowaki had said before his senpai received a call from work, asking for more people to help at the hospital, meaning Nowaki had to leave.
"It's your senpai from work, right?" had responded Hiroki, trying to internalize the same words, "it has nothing to do with me" but he didn't really believe them. Alone his worries polluted his mind.
"Nowaki wouldn't lie to me, but he kept his heat from me, is it because there's no need for me? Is it because he doesn't want to bother me during my work days?" He moved the cold breakfast away from him "Usually he would be beside me saying Hiro-san Hiro-san to the point that is annoying but now…" Hiroki wrung his hands together "It's been some time since he has acted like that, every day he's busy with work and we barely see each other, and now, is he tired of me?" Suddenly Hiroki bent over, head against the table, hands on the sides of his head. "WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT, I have to think calmly, not rush into decisions on my own, think logically!" Kamijou kept his head down, breathed in and out, "Nowaki is busy + he is lately avoiding contact with me + he doesn't say anything to me + he slept naked with his senpai… he's tired of me?" again Kamijou felt the heavy weigh of his deepest fear, crushing him. Not able to decern anymore Hiroki took some books out and submerge himself in his beloved literature, at least his books would never betray him.
It was late at night when the phone rang. "Hiro-san, sorry to bother you so late, but do you see a bag, in the living room, the one I use for my clothes?"
"the small travel bag you always carry?"
"yes"
"yes, it's in the sofa"
"thank goodness, I thought I had forgotten it somewhere, I'll go pick it up"
"Ah! Don't you want me to bring it to you?"
"But…"
"Right now I'm free so… and I was thinking to go to the second-hand books store"
"that would help me greatly. Go to the reception desk when you get here, I'll go there"
"very well" Kamijou heard the click sound and silence but kept the handheld piece for a few more seconds, then finally hang up the phone. "I got a little nervous… what am I doing? I feel miserable"
The travel to the hospital was uneventful, Kamijou's mind rattle with all that had happened, he thought of quickly going in and out, just deliver the bag and leave. But… Should he say anything? Then, he entered the pediatrics area and saw Nowaki, crouching on one knee to talk with the children that surrounded him. The children were all happily tugging the tail or poking at his ears, and Nowaki let them do it, smiling tenderly.
"pick me up! Pick me up!" cried one child and the nurse reprimanded them, "The doctor is busy" but Nowaki as sweet as always answered, "There's no problem, so, we'll all take turns, okay?" Hiroki felt his heart melt, there were so many feelings inside him he couldn't list them even if he tried. "He's the kind of person that is loved by everyone. Completely the opposite to me" Kamijou lowered his head and moved away from the room "what is it that I want from him? Truthfully, the most important is what he prioritize, and if by those I am not needed then… He should leave my side, so neither of us end up hurt"
Suddenly he saw movement at the corner of his eye, turning towards it he saw Nowaki's senpai entering the room, and immediately embrace Nowaki. "You're so unfair" he said to the children "Since Nowaki is all mine" But he's eyes turned towards Kamijou, a smirk playing on his lips. Rage was boiling deep red inside Kamijou's mind.
"I shouldn't act based on my emotions" he thought trying to abstain himself "since something like that would be frowned upon" but he started to move forward, "so embarrassing, so dishonorable" his hand tightened on Nowaki's bag handle, "I should never do something like that"
"Do not touch my Nowaki with so much confidence!" Kamijou's body seemed to move on his own, whacking the senpai on his head with one good hit. The doctor fell to the floor unconscious while the children, Nowaki and the nurse stared at him in shock.
"Hiro-san…?"
Hiroki turned to see the children whom started to cry in fear, not knowing what to do Kamijou run outside the hospital as fast as he could. "Hiro-san! Hiro-san!" Nowaki called for him, but he didn't stop, it was only when he felt the strain on his legs that he slowed down, he didn't even know where he was.
"I'm sorry my body moved on his own, I'll go turn myself to the police"
"No, that's not"
"I'm doomed"
"No, it's no problem, senpai probably has a small wound that'll close in a day"
"Stop it, this is the end" still trying to walk away from Nowaki "I can't keep my composure anymore, if I can't do what my brain says I'm done as an educator!"
"please that's not"
"then why have you not called me for your heat?!" suddenly his feelings were out in the open
"What? Where did that come from?" Nowaki stopped in front of Kamijou forcing him to stop as well "Did you think that I wouldn't know when the heat season starts?" Hiroki felt tears in his eyes "or that you're keeping something from me?"
"It's not like…"
"Then tell me you're not going through your heat" Nowaki closed his mouth, his brows furrowed, silence was the only answered "I knew it, the same way I know you're going to break up with me, and your spending your heat with your senpai!"
"who?… why?" Nowaki's eyes opened up wide, Hiroki could only shake "that's what I wanted to know!"
"Hiro-san please stop, I have no intentions of having sex with anyone that is not Hiro-san" Nowaki took Hiroki by his shoulder, shaking him lightly, "And who said anything about breaking up, I wouldn't do such a thing" Kamijou's cheeks reddened and heated up.
"Stupid, then why didn't you tell me anything about your heat?"
"Because you have been busier than ever, I didn't want to bother you, so I have been taking a higher dose of heat medicine" Nowaki took Hiroki's chin with his hand and tilted it upwards so Hiroki would see his eyes, "Something I want you to remember is that my life revolves around you, Hiro-san" Kamijou's heart skipped a beat, and something seemed stuck on his throat, when Nowaki bend slightly over he closed his eyes and let the wolf hybrid kiss him sweetly on his lips.
Then he remembered they were outside and pushed the wolf away. "Not here!"
"Then, when we come back home, would you mind passing my heat with me?" Kamijou's eyes lowered, admiring the ground at their feet, he knew his face was redder than a tomato, but he felt happy nonetheless. "Yes"
- 0 -
"2:43am" read Kamijou on the clock on his nightstand, looking to his side he saw Nowaki, sleeping calmly "I must have fallen asleep while waiting" turning he focused more on Nowaki's features, his body seemed calm but his face looked tight. Kamijou touched his cheek with his hand, suddenly Nowaki opened his eyes, and Kamijou felt a sliver of fear, his eyes looked wild, the black iris blown so big there was almost no blue in them. But the fear was gone as fast as it came, Hiroki knew his Nowaki would never hurt him.
Nowaki" he called him and it was enough to break the spell of stillness. Nowaki turned so Hiroki was on his back. his movement felt tight, as if he was holding back, Hiroki could only sigh, "even on the brink of his heat, he cares for me so much" so he bite softly Nowaki's wrist, making his entire body tremble.
"Hiro-san" he moaned
"I love you Nowaki"
Suddenly his clothes are ripped and thrown in the air, he feels Nowaki's teeth nibble his throat, his collarbone, his nipples. Callused fingertips rub and caress his skin, going under to grab and grope his ass, massaging hard on it. This makes Hiroki moan and thrust his hips forward, rubbing his own dick against Nowaki's, making him moan yet again. Then Nowaki goes down, kissing and sucking skin, when he reaches Hiroki's manhood thou he circles around it, barely touching and it's maddening to Hiroki.
"Nowaki please" somehow Kamijou feels different than usual, there is a need he can not explain, driving him. "Nowaki I'm… please, please"
But Nowaki doesn't listen, or maybe he does because he lifts both of Kamijou's legs, bending them to clear the path for Kamijou's entrance.
"Don't, Nowaki I…" Nowaki lowers down and licks the ring of muscles, sucking and penetrating him with his tongue, Kamijou cries out in bliss. Nowaki's tongue seems to be fucking him with the rhythm he keeps.
"Nowaki I'm gonna, Nowaki stop I… Nowaki I can't… any" out of breath Kamijou moans loud, cumming, when he finally gets his air back he notices he still craves for more.
"Nowaki stop, I need you" he says, and this time Nowaki listens, changing to massage his hole with his fingers, for a moment Hiroki thinks about lotion, there should be one on his night stand, but Nowaki's touch gets hard, again, he's fucking him with his fingers, adding another one, and another one, he tries to think but his mind is white out with pleasure.
"Hiro-san" Nowaki groans and his voice is so dark and wild, it makes Kamijou quiver with so much excitement. "take me, Nowaki, please, make me yours!" where is that coming from? The words seem to have a meaning but it's so difficult to make sense of anything, when there so much pleasure, specially when Nowaki removes his fingers and places something thicker instead.
"Mine" Nowaki growls and thrusts slowly inside of his beloved, its so slow Kamijou feels it like torture, he demands more, but Nowaki controls himself, thrusting slowly in an out.
"Mine" he repeats and Hiroki feels like crying, "yes, yours, I'm yours"
Nowaki is fully inside so he starts a series of fast thrusts, going almost all out then plunging back in. It's so deep it hits every nerve ending. "Wait! Nowaki, I'm" Kamijou's voice cuts out and he screams, cumming yet again, stronger than before, and he still wants more, he kisses and nibbles Nowaki's wrist, holding on to it as the rhythm becomes harder, faster and stronger. Kamijou feels the peak, Nowaki's body trembles, his rhythm falters. "Nowaki" he calls for him and Nowaki answers nuzzling on his neck, then biting on the skin, hard enough to leave bruises. The bite seems to be enough to take Hiroki over the edge again, it's all consuming, he convulses at the same time he feels Nowaki filling him inside. Somehow he is crying, happy. How long they stay like that?, pressed to one another, feeling the aftershocks of their orgasm, Kamijou doesn't know, is only when Nowaki removes himself from inside him and carefully moves to the side of the bed that he notices the room is fully illuminated, turning at the clock it reads "12:35pm" they have been at it for hours.
"Nowaki" Kamijou croaks, his voice cracking, blushing he wonders if maybe he could avoid speaking for the rest of the day, it seems so because without much explanation Nowaki went out and came back with a glass of warm water.
"t-thancks" he croaks again and drinks the water slowly.
And again without any need of asking Nowaki helps Kamijou clean up, even when he feels like hitting him for doing things that are embarrassing he lets him, after all, he can't move much, his energy seems depleted. Then Nowaki changes the bed covers.
Maybe it was the whole moment itself, or maybe just the tiredness of everything but when he nestled back on his bed, he pulled Nowaki by his arm to rest with him, allowing the wolf to surround his body with his arms. It was then that he noticed the scars, several shades lighter. He slowly moved his hand, wondering, finally he decided to go for it.
"What happened?" Kamijou asked in a low voice, touching the scar, caressing it softly
"It was a long time ago, there's no need to worry..."
"when did it happen?" Kamijou's brows furrowed, he didn't want to force the conversation, but he needed to ask, or at least he felt like he needed to.
"Long ago, when I was still a kid, they no longer hurt Hiro-san"
"why… would anyone..."
"do that?" Nowaki smiled bitterly, "they wanted to know if I was pain resistant, or how much pain I could tolerate"
"Nowaki" Kamijou didn't know what to do, the scars seemed so big now.
"Are you afraid, Hiro-san?"
"No, I only wish…" Kamijou moved his body so all of himself was pressing on Nowaki's warm body. "I wish I could erase all those scars they left, the past will never go away I know but… if only I could erase them at least"
"Hiro-san" Nowaki smiled sweetly, taking his chin with his hand he turned Hiroki's face up and kissed him fully on his lips, "Hiro-san, you have already cured the biggest scar, here" Nowaki took Kamijou's hand and moved it on top of his chest, where his heart was. Kamijou blushed deep read, he felt like pushing the wolf away but chose not to, instead he nestled his head on the broad chest of his lover.
- 0 -
Much later in the day Hiroki decided to order groceries from the supermarket, since he wasn't able to move. "Stupid oversized dog" he would grumble from time to time. When Nowaki received the packages he was surprised with the variety of produce, there was even seeds.
"Kamijou-san you changed your normal list?" he asked to verify the delivery had been correct, Kamijou just grumbled, "it's for your new diet, the doctor sent me your results and you need to improve your meals"
"Oh, you didn't have to do that, I'm okay, this are some expensive ingredients…"
"it doesn't matter, also, this is not only for you, this is for me as well"
"okay… I still think there's no need, I can even go days without…" Nowaki couldn't finish his sentence, he immediately moved to hold Kamijou. "I'm sorry Hiro-san, I didn't mean to"
"No, it's not your fault" Kamijou said, trying to hold back the tears falling down his cheeks, "it was not your fault… you will never have to go through that again.. never, okay? Never" Hiroki hide his face on Nowaki's chest crying, he didn't know exactly why, but he guessed it was for the childhood Nowaki was robbed off. How someone so noble, sweet and kind could have been abused so much?.
Then, when he calmed down he sensed a herbal smell, musky and deep, it warmed his body. Sensing Nowaki's warmth Kamijou thrust his hips against him and moaned. He was about to apologies and hide in his room when he noticed Nowaki's feature were wild again.
"Kiss me" was the only thing he could say before Nowaki embraced him.
Again in bed, resting, Hiroki noted he felt no embarrassment, was it because he was too tired to be embarrassed? Or just he was getting used to Nowaki's love making?.
"Nowaki, when will it end?"
"The heat period? With pills it can take between 3 to 5 days"
"Oh, it's fine then"
"would you like me to go to a hotel?"
"Don't be stupid, I'm fine"
"I just don't want to be a bother, you're quite busy as it is…"
"Don't worry about it, I'm fine… I also… like… no forget it" Hiroki turned to look at the window, giving his back to the wolf, who smiling from ear to ear moved closer to him
"you liked it?"
"shut up, I'm trying to sleep"
"yes Hiro-san, I'm glad you liked it too"
why so much embarrassment! He wanted to dug a whole and disappear.
Maybe he was not getting used to the wolf's love yet.
- 0 -
Working through heat periods was significantly harder, Hiroki couldn't stop thinking about Nowaki and he wondered how much the heat affected the humans living with their pets.
His mind reminded him how warm and sweet Nowaki embrace was, and he craved it, all of it. Then he noticed strange sideway glances, muttering and gasping. Finally angry he stopped one of his students and demanded to know what was wrong with him this morning
"I'm so sorry professor, I didn't mean to annoy..."
"it was disrespectful, why did you try to sniff at me?" the poor pet's ear flattened and he cried, Kamijou didn't care much but loosened his grip, they were after all his student. "what is it?"
"it 's just… just… you smell"
"smell? How ridiculous I take a shower every day"
"no, professor, you smell like a pet in heat, an uke pet in heat at that..."
he didn't understand fully what uke meant, he was about to ask when Professor Miyagi appeared behind him and helped the poor boy leave. "It's okay Kamijou, you should have read more of the heat articles instead of that video, some humans adopt a certain musk that is way similar to the heat musk that pets give off to their potential mates."
"Like I smell horny?" he felt like dying
"Not really, is more like sweet and ready, but my point is, it's not their fault but neither is yours, you should maybe take the days off while your pet goes through heat, the smell will go away on it's own"
Taking Miyagi's advice Hiroki went home, and decided to use the day on something productive, aka, cleaning .He started at the kitchen, washing and drying all the plates and pots, putting things in their place and cleaning the surfaces. Then he moved to their dining room although there was not a lot to clean, just some dust off. Then he moved to their living room, where he thought, was the greatest mess, piles of books and more books all around the place. So he went pile by pile sorting out his books and putting them in their rightful place. When there was room to sit down and he could see the floor he decided to dust off and mop the area. He found to his surprise a beautiful potted plant, the leaves were big and lush, noting the soil was dry he gave it a little bit of water and kept cleaning, probably the pot was Nowaki's… for some reason that made him feel warm and needy, so he power washed the windows to make the thoughts go away.
Finally he moved towards their bedroom, he put away the accumulated books around his side of the room and put their laundry pile away, there was not much to wash so he just put all the dirty clothes in the hamper. The bed was also unkept so he aired out the covers and changed the bedsheets. But for some reason he felt empty, uneasy, so after a meal he took the covers back in and placed them on top of the bed, making a circle barrier. But it was still not enough, so he took their winter comforter and arrange it around the barrier to make a bigger and comfier one. Finally he took the pillows and put them inside the circle. After much moving and fixing, their bed seemed to have a small cave, Hiroki felt proud of it, tired he crawled inside it and fell asleep.
"Hiro-san… Hiro-san" an incessant calling woke Kamijou from his slumber, he was hugging a long pillow, curled up in a tight ball. The "roof" of the cave blocked the light but he saw Nowaki's shirt outside of it. He moved out and rubbed his eyes.
"what time is it"
"is 7:12 at night Hiro-san, do you feel okay"
"I'm fine, thou I feel a tad warm"
Nowaki touched Hiroki's forehead with the palm of his right hand, then his cheek and finally his lips.
"I don't think you're running fever… could it be, that this is what they call human heat?
"Eh?"
"you smell like in heat Hiro-san... i heard a few times than when in relationship with a pet humans can produce that same smell, you even made a nest, nesting is for sex in..."
Kamijou should have been embarrassed, overdone with the pain of humiliation, but the mention of sex only made him hornier, there was no humiliation, only love, so he stopped his lover from their explanation and lifted himself up to steal a kiss, it was chaste kiss for only 2 seconds, and then their bodies molded into one in a series of embraces, caresses and kisses.
Later when their heat was over, Hiroki muddle over their actions, noting how thrilling yet violent their love making seemed. Nowaki had bite him, over and over, sucking the skin till leaving bruises that could only give more pleasure to an already melting Hiroki. What was it with those bites that made him burn so much?. Nowaki's thrusts were met with much gusto by him, making him reach so deep inside he could feel it in his stomach. He cried out so loud his voice was gone by the end of it. And the end, oh the end was sweet and blissful and perilous. He came over and over, there was no stopping their love making. But it seemed his body just wanted to keep going. When there was no more left semen inside he just had dry orgasms that broke his mind in the most delicious way.
There was indeed much to think about and consider, but all would have to wait, for his mind have had enough for one day, and Nowaki's embrace was warm and sweet, exactly what he needed.
Author's note: This chapter was all over the place, I'm not sure if I did my thoughts justice but I tried, hope you like it, more angst is on it's way thou, so prepare your hearts.