After Everything
Chapter 21
Dear Lucas, Since you've seem to have erased me and our time together from you're memory and you're heart.
I probably shouldn't tell you any of this. You don't deserve to know or learn the truth.
But the burden has been on my shoulders for a long time now.
It's you're turn Lucas. To carry what I've been for years now.
We made love a final time all those years ago.
We were 19. It was before you proposed.
We hadn't seen each other in months.
Our relationship was long distance back then.
I wasn't on birth control. We didn't use protection.
We had missed each other so much.
When you left that early morning.
There was no goodbye.
When we saw each other again. Back in Tree Hill.
I had put it all behind me. As if it never happened.
When we fell back in love.
I took that as a sign. That destiny and fate had reunited us.
Losing Sawyer was my karma. My consequence.
I got pregnant Lucas. I had a child. Our child.
A boy.
I gave birth to him and gave him up for adoption. A closed adoption.
You abandoned me I said no to you're proposal.
And you left. Ending our relationship.
You hurt me. Broke me.
And now it's my turn to break you Lucas.