Summary: It's the second day of vacation and Kazuna knows he has to figure out what's making Tomohisa act so strangely but will he be able to concentrate on the task at hand when he discovers the depth of Tomohisa's love?
Tomohisa did his best to resist asking Kazuna about what he'd said the night before. He wasn't able to get much sleep, and because of that he wasn't able to wake up and enjoy how cute Kazuna looked when he was sleeping. But Tomohisa just couldn't stop thinking about Kazuna's words.
During breakfast Kazuna mentioned he loved strawberries and suddenly all of Tomohisa's strawberries had found their way onto him plate. If Tomohisa was attentive to Kazu before, it rose tenfold.
They were all still able to enjoy the resorts activities without issue, wanting to make up for the one day they lost.
Yuuta and Momotaro had a competitive tennis match against Tatsuhiro and Mikado. Though Tatsuhiro's team ended up losing because Mikado kept getting distracted trying to take pictures of how cool Momotaro looked. Meanwhile the others decided to give snorkeling a go. Only Kento spending that time at the bar trying out their cocktail selection.
Kazuna was a little surprised when Tomohisa agreed to try out snorkeling. After all the taller man disliked reptiles, and there were plenty of them visible in the clear waters below the boat. He felt uneasiness in the pit of his stomach, he didn't like how Tomohisa was forcing himself.
Was Tomohisa not enjoying himself? He was the one who invited everyone, but maybe now being with everyone it wasn't what he was expecting?
Kazuna shook his head, no that couldn't be it. Tomohisa wasn't that type of person, but then what could cause Tomohisa to act like this?
He looked down at his glass containing some strange drink he couldn't remember the name of. They had joined Kento at the bar for drinks and food before heading off for their canopy tours.
"Kazu, are you feeling alright?"
Kazuna looked at the man sitting beside him, Tomohisa's same gentle expression met his gaze.
"Yeah, I'm okay. W.. what about you?" Kazuna asked hesitantly, "Are you okay?"
Tomohisa blinked then smiled, "Of course I am, I get to spend all this time with Kazu. I'm very happy" He leaned over softly kissing Kazuna's cheek.
The blond felt his cheeks heat up, "T-tomohisa don't do that in public…"
"Then can I just hold your hand?" He asked, taking Kazuna's hand and interwinding their fingers.
"If you're gonna do it anyway why did you ask…?" Kazuna grumbled, taking another drink from his glass.
Tomohisa offered a soft chuckle in response. Softly squeezing Kazuna's hand.
Kazuna looked up at Tomohisa as he took a drink from his own glass. They would be alone together on their canopy, he would definitely figure out what was bothering Tomohisa.
It was a rather long uphill hike into the forest surrounding the resort. By the time they arrived at the top Kazuna was already feeling exhausted, but the guide told them that the long trip was worth the ride down. The resort really made use of the area's around it. There were patches of flowers illuminated by the sunlight that passed throught the trees. You could see all sorts of bugs and creatures moving about the bushes along the trails.
It felt peaceful, the air was fresh and the gentle breeze blew dandelion florets passed them.
Kazuna had never been on a canopy before, he was excited to try it out but also nervous about how high up they were. Tomohisa's hand brushed against his as they listened to the instructor tell them the safety procedures. Kazuna extended his pinky towards Tomohisa's hand, who in return took hold of it with his own. Kazuna's cheeks dusted pink, a small smile on his face, feeling more at ease with Tomohisa beside him.
It was on their way down that Kazuna's heart fluttered.
It was the same feeling he'd felt when he was with Tomohisa in Daikanyama. The golden sunlight passed through the windows in the books store, Tomohisa's smiling features had looked as if they were glowing.
Time felt as if it had stopped and in that moment he felt everything become so clear within his heart, Kazuna knew that he was in love with Tomohisa Kitakado.
Tomohisa's soft smile that was directed only at him. The way his hand tried to cover the sunlight from their eyes. The sweet sound of Tomohisa's laughter when leaves got caught in their hair.
Their fingers intertwined once more, the scenery was beautiful but right now in this moment Kazuna was falling in love all over again. The smiling face of the man he loved was the only thing he wanted to see right this second.
"Uwah! That was so much fun!!" Yuuta exclaimed as he and Ryuji were removed from their harness.
"Yes, it was very beautiful~" Tomohisa chimed.
While everyone excitedly talked about what they saw on their way back down to the resort. Kazuna's pace was slower. Admiring the lush forest he had been too distracted to enjoy.
"I can't tell if you're depressed or in love."
Kento's voice broke through Kazuna's thoughts.
"Eh," The blond blinked, "oh."
Kento chuckled, "What's got your mind wandering this time? Nothing a bottle of wine can't fix"
"I think I've had enough with that weird drink you ordered for me earlier…" Kazuna held his stomach. New types of drinks often didn't sit well with him.
"You sound like those grandpas that don't understand new technology."
"That would explain my back pain." Kazu sighed.
"Are you sure you didn't slip while jerking off in the shower?" Kento teased.
"W-wha-?!" Kazuna's cheeks flushed, "I don't appreciate your lewd comments!!"
Kento hummed, his hand to his chin, "Eh~ but you know... being able to make lewd comments makes intimacy much sexier"
If Kazuna's cheeks were hot before now they were burning, "G-go tease someone else!"
"But you're reactions are so cute~ besides you don't punch me like a certain someone.." Kento grimaced as he looked towards Goshi who was talking with Momotaro and Mikado.
Kazuna cleared his throat, "You guys were almost four hours late yesterday, I would have punched you too. How do you get lost AND get a flat tire?"
Kento snickered, "you really think we got lost?"
"Then why did you-" Kazuna blinked twice, blushing darkly in realization, "Did you two-?!"
Kento nodded.
"In the car..??"
"In the car."
"F.. For four hours..?"
"Well it was more like 2 then we took a break then we went for another hour" Kento thought back on it, "we really did get a flat tire though."
"There isn't even that much space back there how did you even…. You know…?" Kazuna asked curiously.
"You can do it anywhere if you really want to" Kento chuckled.
Kazuna shivered, "Don't tell me that, not when I've slept on your couch."
Kento stuck his hands in his pockets, "What? You mean to tell me you and Tomo haven't done anything anywhere but his bed?"
"W-well…" Kazuna's blush spread to his ears. They had used the kitchen table at Tomohisa's place more than once, and they've even done some stuff against the window that thinking back on it… He is very ashamed of. "..."
"Kaasan, Kenty, why are you two all the way back here?" Mikado had slowed his pace to match theirs.
"We were talking about sex in conspicuous places-"
"No we were not!" Kazuna cut off the taller blue haired male.
Kento and Mikado burst out in laughter, Mikado now joining in on Kento's teasing of the shorter man between them.
The evening felt like it passed by slowly. Kazuna was constantly checking the time on his phone, he wanted it to be midnight already.
On Saturday nights the hotel had a bonfire event on the beach where they would light up fireworks. Kazuna glanced at the time once more before directing his attention to the spark at the end of the string in his hands, sighing deeply as he watched the spark slowly begin to fade.
"How come you're sitting all the way over here?" The voice belonging to Tomohisa broke Kazuna out of his mini trance.
"Eh, oh, no I just don't want to risk getting burned, ha, ha" He looked over to the others where Yuuta and Mikado were pretending to shoot magic spells out of their sparkler sticks.
"Ah, that's true."
Tomohisa took a seat next to Kazuna on the concrete stairway leading to the beach. It was when the spark on Kazuna's string finally died out that the silence between them was broken.
"Hey, Tomohisa…" Kazuna's eyes remained fixed on the tip of the string that still glowed from where the fire use to be.
"Hmm?" The Silver haired man offered a soft hum in response.
"When did you fall in love with me…?"
"Huh?" Kazuna's question caught Tomohisa off guard. His blue eyes filled with surprise as he looked at the turquoise green ones that now looked directly at him.
Kazuna's cheeks dusted pink and he turned away from Tomohisa, "No… nevermind, forget I said anything…"
Tomohisa's surprise was soon replaced by a tender smile, "When you, Momotaro and Mikado moved into that building and made it into a flower shop."
Kazuna
raised his head looking a Tomohisa again, "E.. eh..?"
"That is the day I began to see Kazu as more than just a friend…"
"B… but that was almost three years ago…" His the blush on his cheeks darkening, "You mean that for… three years you..-
"I have been in love with Kazu? Yes." Tomohisa raised his hand and brushed his thumb across Kazuna's pink cheek, "As much as it pained me to hold back my feelings… The fear of losing the friendship we'd built for so long was much stronger. There were times where I just wanted to throw it all away and kiss you and make you mine then and there."
Kazuna's bottom lip trembled from the intensity of Tomohisa's gaze into his eyes.
"But I also knew if I acted too quickly I could scare you away. I will be honest and say that the only reason I finally had the courage to tell you my feelings is because of Ryuuji's encouragement. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be able to sit here right now and touch you like this, Kazu." Tomohisa's thumb trailed down Kazuna's cheek tracing his lower lip slowly, "I love you, Kazuna. I love you more than words allow me to express…"
"You… You thought that much about me…?" His voice trembled.
Tomohisa wiped away the tears as they rolled down Kazuna's cheeks, "Yes… that is why I have always been so sure of my feelings for you, why I told you that I loved you so soon. Because those feelings had been inside my heart for so long."
"Ah! The fireworks show is starting!!" Yuuta's voice drew their attention to the sky above them as it soon filled with bursts of colored lights.
"Me too…"
Tomohisa blinked and looked at Kazuna who was still looking up at the fireworks. The colors reflecting in the tears welled up in his eyes, "I love you too, Tomohisa" Kazuna smiled, not his usual weary smile, but a wide and genuinely happy smile from the bottom of his heart.
Tomohisa's eyes widened, his heartbeat accelerating in his chest. His arms wrapped around Kazuna's waist, embracing him tightly, "Kazu…!"
Kazuna hugged him back just as tightly, tears streaming down his cheeks, "Ha, ha, don't tell me you're crying"
"I'm just…. so happy…. I'm so happy Kazu.." Tomohisa's forehead rested on Kazuna's shoulder.
Kazuna's hands gently stroked Tomohisa's silver locks. He caught glimpse of the time on one of the street clocks along the beach walkway, "Happy Birthday Tomohisa…"
Before the fireworks show came to an ended, Kazuna and Tomohisa excused themselves early and headed up to their room.
"I've been wanting to give you it since we first left on the trip," Kazuna rummaged through his things to find his satchel, "To be honest I really wasn't sure of what to get you for the longest time, I-"
"Kazu…"
Kazuna froze as Tomohisa's arms once again embraced him. "I-I…" His hands trembled as he opened the satchel, Tomohisa's hands slid up the sides of his body before sliding down along his arms until their arms met. Tomohisa guided Kazuna's hand to remove the wrapped object from the satchel, slowly unwrapping it to reveal the porcelain white and blue dragon teapot. "Y… you have the… the cups right… but not the um…. The teapot…" Kazuna's face was complete red, Tomohisa's fingers glided across the surface of the teapot still in Kazuna's hands.
"It's beautiful, Kazu. Thank you…" He nuzzled his nose into the nape of Kazuna's neck.
The shorter man felt chills run up his spine as Tomohisa exhaled against his skin. "I… I'm… aah~... I'm glad… y-you like it…."
Tomohisa's hands once again guided Kazuna's hands, setting the pot gently down on the bedside table, "Mm… I really do… Kazu really did think about me a lot for this…."
Kazuna nodded, "I.. I wanted… to show you… that I really c-care about you…" His eyes closed, leaning his head to the side as Tomohisa's lips familiarize themselves with his nape. He drew in slow and shaky breaths.
Tomohisa's hand tilted Kazuna's head to face him, kissing him slowly and tenderly. As the kiss continued, little by little Kazuna's body turned to face the taller man.
Kazuna pulled away from the kiss first, panting slightly, trying to catch his breath.
"Kazu…" Tomohisa softly touched his forehead to Kazuna's, "Tonight… can we…"
Kazuna raised his hand, tucking some strands of hair behind Tomohisa's ear and cupping his cheek, "If you'll have me…"
Tomohisa blinked, then nuzzled into Kazuna's hand, kissing the blonds palm, "Of course…."
Kazuna's body trembled beneath Tomohisa's touch. Little by little their clothes found a new home on the floor. They exchanged soft kisses, taking their time fully tasting and exploring the other.
Tomohisa nipped at the soft skin of Kazuna's collar bone, suckling it and leaving a small trail of red marks across his chest. "Kazu's skin looks beautiful like this…." He kissed the newest mark just underneath Kazuna's collarbone.
Kazuna breath heavily, watching as Tomohisa decorated his skin as he desired. The only thing they had left was their underwear, and Kazuna's were becoming increasingly more uncomfortable around his dick, "T… tomohisa… take them off… please…" Kazuna pleaded. His legs shifted hoping to give arousal some sort of friction. Tomohisa had Kazuna's arms pinned above his head.
The silver haired man once again kissed his neck, moving up and kissing his jawline before their lips met once more. "Kazu…" He whispered, "I love you…."
With his hands finally released, Kazuna could wrap his arms around Tomohisa's neck, pulling him closer.
Tomohisa's hips pressed down against Kazuna's, giving him the friction he'd been craving for so bad.
"I… I love you.. T-too.. Tomohisa…" He gasped his legs wrapping around Tomohisa's waist, "P… please... "
"You're so impatient, Kazu…" Tomohisa chuckled, he reached over to the small table near the bed, opening the drawer and taking out a small bag which contained condoms and lube.
Kazuna blushed, "D-did you bring th-that..?"
Tomohisa shook his head, "Kento had asked me to hold onto it, I'm sure he won't mind if we borrow some…" He sat up, taking off their last remaining article of clothing before taking the lube bottle and coating his fingers with it.
Kazuna's breathing grew heavy once more, just thinking about what they were going to do was enough to make him hard.
Tomohisa spread his legs, his fingers rubbing around the soft pink skin.
The blond flinched from the cold lube, closing his eyes and sighing when Tomohisa took his dick in his hand and stroked it slowly.
"Relax, Kazu… I don't want this to feel too uncomfortable…"
Kazuna bit down on his hand as Tomohisa pushed in the first finger. He'd touched himself there before but it felt different when it was someone else. A soft gasp escaped his lips, his body trembling as Tomohisa slowly pushed his finger all the way inside until he got to his knuckle. It was just one finger but already Tomohisa was reaching farther than Kazuna's fingers ever could.
Tomohisa moved his finger in and out of Kazuna at a slow pace, letting his body take the shape of it. With his other hand, he spread Kazuna's ass open more, allowing him to slide in the second finger.
Kazuna twitched, trying to close his legs but Tomohisa's firm grip on his thigh kept them open.
"I have to prepare you properly, Kazu, please bear with this a while longer…"
Kazuna bit down on his lower lip, trying to contain his moans as Tomohisa's fingers went deeper into him, unraveling him from the inside, "A...ah…! Tomohisa… n-not there…!"
Tomohisa's grin widened, "Oh… did I find it…." He curled his fingers rubbing around inside of Kazuna, stopping when Kazuna's back arched off of the bed, "So it's here then…"
"N-no…! T-tomo-!" His head pushed back, orgasming only from being fingered. His body twitched, coming down from its high. He panted softly, opening his eyes just as Tomohisa leaned down and kissed his temple.
"Hmm… You came just from the back…" Tomohisa softly brushed strands of hair away from Kazuna's eyes. After having cum, Tomohisa hoped it would make it easier to stretch Kazuna out.
"H….hurry up…. I want you… inside…"
Kazuna's teary eyed expression was really testing the little self restraint Tomohisa had.
It felt as though time was dragging by. Kazuna's face was flashed, a light coat of sweat covering his body. His chest heaved up and down and Tomohisa's own breathing had become heavy in anticipation.
Kazuna watched as Tomohisa donned a condom, and slicked up his dick using the lube. He layed back on the bed looking up at the ceiling. This was really happening, he was going to have sex with Tomohisa.
Tomohisa placed one hand on either side of Kazuna's body, positioned between his legs he softly kissed the blond once more, "Kazu…"
Kazuna's eyes gazed into Tomohisa's, "Tomohisa…." His hands on Tomohisa's back feeling the way his shoulder blades shifted with each movement.
Their lips pressed against each other, Kazuna opening his mouth beckoning Tomohisa's tongue to come in.
Tomohisa's erection pressed against Kazuna's. Their dicks rubbed together, Kazuna's own becoming moist from the lube coating Tomohisa's.
"Kazu…. Are you sure…?" Tomohisa pulled away from the kiss slightly.
Kazuna inhaled sharply, his eyes hazy and filled with lust and certainty. "Yes…. I want you to make me yours….."
With one final kiss, Tomohisa sat up. He pushed up Kazuna's thighs, slowly running his fingers down the unmarked flesh. Taking his dick and positioning himself against Kazuna, he looked at the blond once more for reassurance.
Kazuna's chest heaved up and down, gripping onto the sheets below him as he watched Tomohisa's dick ready to enter him. He drew in a sharp breath, nodding and giving Tomohisa the okay to ahead.
Tomohisa slowly nudged the tip of his dick against the softened skin of Kazuna's asshole. Letting out a deep sigh as he was surrounded by the heat of Kazuna's insides, "Hah… Kazu…"
Kazuna gasped, his head pushing back and body squirming but Tomohisa's hands held his hips in place. Fingers had been one thing, but the way he was spread by the thickness of Tomohisa's dick was a completely different feeling.
"A.. ah! Mmh~..." His head turned to the side, tugging on the sheets as Tomohisa pushed deeper into him.
"Kazu…. I'm all the way inside…" Tomohisa breathed out, leaning over Kazuna once again. His face flushed.
Kazuna opened his eyes, though slightly teary he smiled up at the silver haired man, "I-I love you….."
Tomohisa smiled in return, "I'm going to move a bit…."
Kazuna nodded, wrapping his arms around Tomohisa's neck, "K.. kiss me…"
He complied, kissing the blond beneath him as he slowly pulled out and pushed back into the wet heat. Kazuna's arms around him tightened, and the kiss became more passionate.
With the lube, he was able to slide in and out with more ease. The pace was slow. Tomohisa wanted Kazuna to feel comfortable, he didn't want to do anything that might hurt him.
"Aaah~ Ahn!"
Oh how sweet Kazuna's voice sounded.
Tomohisa closed his eyes, burying his face into the nape of Kazuna's neck, inhaling his sweat covered scent.
Kazuna's legs wrapped around Tomohisa's waist pulling his hips closer, "M..more..! T-tomo- Ah!~"
Tomohisa bit down on Kazuna's neck, sucking on a spot he had yet to mark. His hand squeezing and pinching Kazuna's nipples as he sped up the pace of his thrusts. He was trying his best to hold back, but Kazuna's voice was making it difficult.
"Kazu… you sound so erotic… I won't be able to… hold back…" Tomohisa grunted, one hand on Kazuna's hips lifting them off the bed so he could thrust at a better angle.
Kazuna's toes curled, unable to hold in his voice any longer, "Tomohisa… Tomohisa..! .. Aaah~.. I-It feels so good..! P…. please…." Tears streamed down the side of his face, gasping when Tomohisa gripped his dick and began pumping it to the rhythm of his thrusts.
Tomohisa closed his eyes, concentrating on the sound of Kazuna's voice. On how it came out more frequently when he thrusted harder and faster. He gritted his teeth, the way their skin slapped together that force felt so good. He just wanted to pound into the man withering beneath him.
Kazuna tried to keep his eyes open, he wanted to see Tomohisa. Tomohisa was making such a desperate and needing expression because of him. He'd never felt more turned on then right in this moment. Watching Tomohisa lose his sense of reason being inside him. Kazuna felt as though he was losing his grasp on reality and being enveloped by the sensations of sex.
All he could hear were he own moans mixing with the sounds of their lube covered skin sliding against each other.
Tomohisa pushed up one of Kazuna's legs further, the other resting on his shoulder. He gripped onto Kazuna's waist, almost jerking his hips down as he thrusted into him at a new angle, slowing himself to hit against Kazuna's sweet spot. The way Kazuna tightened around him told him he'd found just the right spot.
Kazuna could no longer keep his eyes open, his body trembled, twitching from the surges of pleasure each thrust into his prostate delivered. All the heat in his body rushed into his dick, leaving a cold feeling in toes and sweat covered nape.
"Aah! Ah! T-tomohisa… Mmh! I-I'm close- Ah!" He could barely get his words out between Tomohisa's thrusts.
"Ah.. Kazu…. You're getting tighter…" Tomohisa breathed out, "Go ahead and cum Kazu… I want to see you cum…" His grip on Kazuna's thigh tightened, hitting against Kazuna's prostate more frequently to send him into his orgasm once more.
Kazuna's body became a mess of twitches and spasms, his nails digging into Tomohisa's triceps and clawing and the bed sheets below him, his cum soon spilling out across his abdomen.
Kazuna panted heavily, but he wasn't allowed much rest as Tomohisa's thrusts didn't let up, and he was soon moaning and trembling from pleasure once more.
But not once did Kazuna ask Tomohisa to stop. He wanted to take as much of the taller man as he could. They kept going until Kazuna was cumming dry and they ran out of condoms. Tomohisa panted heavily collapsing on top of the just as exhausted Kazuna.
Kazuna gasped for air, sweat dripping down his face making his hair moist. His stomach felt wet and sticky from all his cum as Tomohisa pressed against it with his body. He heard the slick wet sounds as Tomohisa pulled out from him. Kazuna sighed, relaxing into the mattress. They'd finally had sex… and a lot of it. He looked down at Tomohisa, who was resting his head on Kazuna's chest. His eyes were closed trying to even out his breathing.
Kazuna couldn't help but smile, lifting his hand to push the moist silver locks behind his ear, "Tomohisa…."
Tomohisa's eyes opened slightly, nuzzling against Kazuna's chest and smiling, "Kazu…."
Kazuna leaned down and placed a kiss softly on Tomohisa's forehead, "Happy Birthday."