Author's Note: You know, perhaps I should have put that last songfic on Valentine's day instead.

Oh well, live and learn, Anyway this one is more of on the lines of a tragic love song for all you tragic lovers out there.

This one was requested by Editorofthe501st, the song comes from the popular TikTok made Musical, EPIC.

This songfic is set in the Rises/Momswap AU. Basically in this AU everying is just like in the Prime UF but with a few changes, like Jasper, Peridot and Lapis are the Crystal Gems, instead of Summer it is set in Winter, and the personalities of this kids are switched.

Example: Mabel is the more serious and logical type while Dipper is the fun-loving carefree kid.

Speaking of which, this involves him and this AU's version of Pacifica who takes Gideon's place and is basically gaga and obsessed with Dipper.

Now this fic is starts us off at the end of this world's version of Weirdmageddon and the twins heading back home, with Pacifica having one last goodbye/apology to Dipper.

Not Sorry for Loving You.

Today was the day that the twins would be heading back home, Dipper was already packing when he heard a knock on his door.

"Don't worry Mabel, I'm almost finished packing."
As the door opened, he turned and not only saw his sister but also their former enemy, Pacifica Northwest.

"Oh, uh….hi, Pacifica," Dipper smiled nervously. Though it seemed Pacifica has changed after Weirdmageddon, it's still strange seeing her and not trying to force him to fall for her and or trying to kill his sister, Steven, and Connie.

"Don't worry, she's just here to talk," Mabel said while glancing distrustfully at her.

Pacifica rubbed the edge of her dress nervously, "Yes, so can you give us a moment please?" She asked Mabel politely but it did not get rid of Mabel's glare.

"I'll be right outside," Mabel gave her they 'I'm watching you' gesture as she closed the door behind her.

Normally when Dipper was alone with Pacifica there was an aura of tense, fear, and obsession, but right now the only thing to be felt by both is a feeling of awkwardness.

"So, Pacifica," Dipper gulped, "Wh-what are you here for?"

She looked at him and took a deep breath while keeping her eyes closed.

Pacifica: I know that it's today. I know you'll be going far away.

So, I came to this place, despite that I don't have much to say.

I just came by to say, you're unlike anyone I have ever known, cause you're my heart has ever known.

She placed her right hand over her heart all the while not daring to look at him.

I know I pushed you, I know I came on to strong, and that I ambushed you.

For that, I'll say I was wrong, and if you hate me, then I am sorry my love was too much for you.

Pacifica held back the tears coming from her eyes, she didn't want to cry in front of the boy that has captured and broke her heart.

But I'm not sorry for loving you

Chores: I'm not sorry for loving you.

Pacifica: I'm not sorry for loving you.

Chores: I'm not sorry for loving you.

Dipper saw Pacifica's body shaking, he shouldn't feel bad about this, she was in her own way apologizing for all the times she tried to force herself on him as well as endanger his friends and family…but seeing her like this, he wanted to give her some sympathy.

Dipper: Pacifica.

He took a step towards her and she instantly steeped back.

Pacifica: Let me speak!

She took a deep breath and willed herself to look at him.

I spent my whole life here, to only go to spread some cheer.

But felt alone for many years, I had no friends but my spells and books.

So, when you came around, I thought for sure that you were my dream come true, I thought I knew.

She recalled some of her memories of her past, memories where she was groomed to be the town sweetheart, memories of her eyes in spell books and the second journal, then finally the first time she saw Dipper's smiling face.

I know I pushed you, I know I came on to strong, and that I ambushed you.

For that, I'll say I was wrong, and if you hate me, then I am sorry my love was too much for you.

Sadly, she also recalled the looks of discomfort, horror, and hate he would give her when she would force him to stay by her side or when she would put his family and friends in danger.

Moments now that she instantly regrets.

But I'm not sorry for loving you

Chores: I'm not sorry for loving you.

Pacifica: I'm not sorry for loving you.

Chores: I'm not sorry for loving you.

As she kept looking at him, now seeing a look of pity on his face, forced her to turn her back to him as she wrapped her arms around herself despite her body still shaking.

Pacifica: I'm not sorry, I'm angry and tired and restless and sad.

I'm stuck in the moments I swore that we had.

I wish you would chase me or try to embrace me. For once, I wish you would lie and say-

Dipper: I love you.

Pacifica gasped, her body still as she slowly turned around to face him. Dipper's expression was apologetic.

Pacifica: You do?

Dipper sighed while slowly walking up to her.

Dipper: But not in the way that you want me to.

It was almost like Pacifica could hear the final piece of her broken heart shatter. Finally, she could not take it anymore, finally as tears fell down from her eyes like a raging waterfall she opened the bedroom door and ran out.

Pacifica: I hate that I fell in love with you.

Chores: Hate that I feel in love with you.

Pacifica ignored Dipper and Mabel trying to call her back.

Pacifica: Why did I fell in love with you?

Chores: Why did I fell in love with you?

She ignored the Ford and Stan asking her what was going on as she ran out the shack door.

Pacifica: What do I do with this love for you?

Chores: What do I do with this love for you?

She ignored Steven and Connie as they passed by asking her what was wrong.

Pacifica: How am I supposed to get over you?

Chores: How am I supposed to get over you?

Finally, she stopped running as she was alone in the woods.

Pacifica: Why in the world won't you love me too?

She slumped to the ground as she cried her broken heart out. Knowing full well that she deserved it, and yet wishing beyond all hope of ever getting the love that she wanted most of all.

The End.

Author's Note: Uh…Don't worry folks before Valentine's day is over I will put up a more happy romantic song, so stay turned till then.