Fitz shifted on the bed again, hoping it would wake her. Then he shifted again and again.
"Fitz," Olivia whined when his tossy finally pulled her from sleep.
"Good. you're up."
"No, I'm not. I'm officially not." She turned and laid on her stomach and covered her head with the pillow.
"I made you breakfast," he said.
Olivia popped her head up, "you can't cook." She said with a smile.
"Well, I did for you."
Olivia finally sat up.
"What's for breakfast?"
"I lied. I didn't make it. I had Greg prepare it for you. I want you to be full before we head to the doctor."
Olivia smiled, "kiss me."
Fitz leaned down and kissed her softly.
"What if I'm not pregnant?"
"You are."
"But we're not sure. I didn't take a test. It's not like I missed my period or something because with the IUD I don't get my menses."
"It's not the end of the world if you aren't pregnant."
"But you're so excited. I feel like you'd be disappointed if I weren't."
"A little," Fitz admitted. "I kind of pushed it from my mind when you went on birth control but now it's hard not to be excited."
"If I'm not then maybe we should start trying…"
"I thought you said the timing was shitty."
Olivia shook her head, "I don't care anymore. I want to have our son."
"Son?"
Olivia nodded and smiled, "I want him to look just like you."
"I don't know. I'm enjoying being a girl dad," he said with a smile.
"I want a fat, squawling boy," Olivia said.
Fitz leaned down and kissed her again, "then that's what you'll get."
She smiled widely and stretched. "What time is it?"
"After 9, I just dropped Lily to school," Fitz said.
"After 9? That means that stores are open. Did you buy a pregnancy test? I know you did."
Fitz smiled, "I know you're pregnant. Why would I buy a test?"
Olivia pulled the blankets back and looked down to her stomach, "do you hear that uterus. You better have a little boy cooking in there."
Fitz kissed her again and again. "Get ready."
Olivia sat with Fitz in the waiting room of her gynecologist's office after calling only an hour before for an appointment. She didn't wait long before her doctor's assistant came to get her from the lobby and brought them to the examination room.
Fitz pulled a chair beside Olivia as she hopped on the exam table and leaned back.
Olivia took a deep breath.
"Stop being nervous, you're gonna make me nervous," Fitz scolded.
"I'm not nervous. I'm just worried that I'm not pregnant…"
"Why, you seemed sure last night?"
"I know but for me to be pregnant two things have to have happened. I'd have to be pregnant before I put it in which I guess is possible or I'd have to be pregnant after which is unlikely."
"Well, if you want we can take it out."
"Well...that's the thing. I don't want to actively try to get pregnant, not yet but if I am pregnant I'd be happy. I don't know I guess if we try I'll overthink and worry that it's not a good time or something will happen but if I'm just pregnant then all of that kind of falls away... I know what I said earlier but I just can't make up my mind."
Fitz nodded and he opened his mouth to respond but then the doctor walked in.
"Liv, hi, how are you?" she said with a bright smile.
"I'm alright," Olivia said. "Anxious but alright. This is my husband, Fitzgerald."
Her doctor Vanessa stretched her hand to Fitz. "Hello Fitzgerald, nice to meet you. I've heard alot about you," she said.
"Nice to meet you too. Olivia tells me you delivered our twin girls," Fitz said.
"Yup," she said as she walked back to the counter with all of her medical supplies. She turned on the faucet and washed her hand quickly then walked back over. "It was a long delivery but we got them out."
"Yes," Olivia said. "And if I'm pregnant again you're going to deliver our baby aren't you."
"I would hope so," Vanessa said with a chuckle, "unless your cheating on me with another doctor?"
"No. I would never."
Vanessa smiled and sat on the rolling stool, "okay. Tell me the story."
Olivia took a deep breath, "well, I think I'm pregnant but I'm not totally sure so I called you immediately. I haven't taken a test, by the way."
Vanessa chuckled, "I'm nervous because I'd hate it you got pregnant while on the iud. You could sue me."
"I would never," Oliva said with a smile.
Vanessa smiled, "Why do you think you're pregnant? What are the symptoms you've had?"
"Well, I've been really tired. I thought it was normal at first because usually after fashion week I'm exhausted but it's been over a week now and I'm still sleeping for really long periods of time. I've also been getting little waves of nausea but it wasn't anything really bad until last night when I threw up my dinner. My breasts are really swollen and sensitive and it's just little things that shouldn't be happening but they are."
"Tell her about the crying?" Fitz said.
"Oh yeah, I burst out in tears yesterday. I still don't know why. It was odd."
Vanessa nodded and chuckled, "alright and you're not having any bleeding while on the iud right?"
"No. not after the adjustment period at the beginning which wasn't all that long actually."
"I'm going to give you a test and we'll take it from there. Pee in the cup and then when you come back just remove your underwear and sit on the table with the sheet to cover up your hoo-ha, okay?"
Olivia nodded and hopped off the table. Vanessa gave her a clear up and Olivia took it to the bathroom and peed in it then left it there. She went back to the exam room where Fitz stayed.
"I did it. Now we have to wait," she said.
Fitz smiled, "I thought she said you had to take your panties off. I would think you'd remember that especially since you've hated wearing them for the last couple of days."
"Because I get so wet all the time and I'm just walking around with soaked undies. It's really quite annoying so I took them off...until you forced me to put them back on."
"I don't think you understand. I cannot see that. I can't look at you with your pussy out- whew- just thinking about it is driving me insane."
Olivia chuckled, "well then let me make you uncomfortable."
She walked to the side of the room, where there was a screen to change clothes. She stood by the curtain but she didn't close it then she pulled down her underwear and tossed it to Fitz.
He sniffed it, "god. Why does it smell so sweet?"
"Because I'm a sweet girl…" Olivia teased.
"No. But you have a sweet pussy," he mused.
Olivia blushed, "stop it. Vanessa is going to be looking at vagina in a minute and I'd be embarrassed if she finds a puddle."
She pulled down her dress and walked quickly to the table and climbed on.
"You mean like you embarrass me all the time?"
"When?" Olivia asked, with a smirk.
"How about yesterday? When I had to fuck in front of the guards?"
"Don't pretend you didn't enjoy that."
"I loved it. That's not the point."
Olivia laughed, "I was a little crazy yesterday, wasn't I?"
Vanessa walked in and pulled on a pair of gloves by the door and then slipped on a surgical mask.
"So I got the result back from the pregnancy test and you're definitely pregnant."
Olivia gasped and covered her mouth with both hands. She turned and looked at Fitz. He was smiling so widely she could see all his teeth.
He grabbed her cheeks and leaned over the table and kissed her lips softly then smiled.
"I was right," he whispered to her and kissed her again.
"Shove it," she said with a wide, cheeky smile.
Fitz kissed her again, "oh, you've made me so happy."
"Shut up, you're gonna make me cry," She said as she wiped her now wet eyes.
Fitz smiled and wiped her eyes, "I don't want you crying. Ever." he turned back to Vanessa who stood across the room feeling awkward as she watched their intimate moment.
Olivia turned to Vanessa and smiled, "at least now I know I'm not insane."
"No," Vanessa said with a smile, "definitely not. Now we just have to figure out how far along you are. Do you remember your last period- wait do you want to do this in private?"
"No," Olivia said with a chuckle, "Fitz can hear everything."
"Okay- I actually think I might have your last period on file cause I know you told me before I put the iud in-" Vanessa walked over to her desktop across the room and typed something in the keypad.
"I actually think my last menses ended on December 18th."
"You're right," Vanessa said as she read the file on the computer to confirm. "And it began on the 12th. Which means you'd be fertile around December 23rd to 29th- Did you have unprotected sex around that period?"
Fitz smiled because he knew the answer.
"Last time you told me you didn't but I think maybe you fibbed," Vanessa said with a chuckle.
Olivia blushed and covered her face, "I'm sorry I did lie but that was only because I thought I wasn't ovulating and I really wanted you to put in."
Vanessa shrugged, "it's alright, if I'm right and you got pregnant before the iud insertion then you're a few months along and I need to get it out right away."
"Umm...is it harmful if kept?" Fitz asked.
"Yeah, you'll have a higher risk of miscarriage and other complications."
"Okay, we need to get it out right away then," Olivia said.
"Yes, I just want to do an ultrasound first," Vanessa said.
Olivia nodded, anxious now. "You shouldn't have trusted me. You should've given me the pregnancy test." she tried to lighten her own mood.
"Yeah, you're definitely no longer my favorite patients."
"Stop," Olivia said with a chuckle, "I'll feel bad."
Vanessa smiled to ease Olivia's anxiety as she washed her hands then fiddled with tools on the metal trolley.
"There's still a chance that you got pregnant while the iud was in place. I think I'm going to remove it first. There will be cramping but I'm not gonna give you a painkiller because I need to figure out what's going on with the bun in there."
Olivia nodded.
"Just prop your legs up on the stirrups."
Olivia did as Vanessa instructed then she reached to Fitz and held his hand. It felt good that he was there. After so many doctor's appointments alone when she was pregnant with the twins she never wanted to be alone again.
Fitz intertwined their fingers and stood beside her.
After a few moments, Vanessa scooted a metal trolley over and then sat on her stool then she pulled herself closer between Olivia's opened legs.
Olivia felt Vanessa's fingers around her vulva.
"You're looking really good, great color and alot of moisture," Vanessa said.
"It's the one of the best ones you've seen right?" Fitz said.
Vanessa nodded with a chuckle.
"It's the best one I've seen. That's why she's pregnant- again."
Vanessa and Fitz laughed as Olivia blushed and squeezed his arm.
"Fitz," Olivia scolded, "I didn't bring you here to talk about my vagina with my ob/gyn."
Fitz laughed, "you're the one who wanted me here. This is what you get," he leaned over and kissed her again.
Olivia smiled.
"Okay, I'm gonna add some lubricant so I can insert the speculum."
"I love the speculum," Olivia said sarcastically.
Vanessa chuckled, "I know, i know, it'll be quick."
Olivia took a deep breath and waited. Soon she felt a cool gel on her inside.
"You're gonna feel pressure," Vanessa said.
She felt the cold, hard speculum. She squeezed Fitz's hand and let out a breath.
"Yeah, I know it's bad, I'll be quick," Vanessa said. "You'll feel cramping. Hold on."
Olivia closed her eyes and took a breath which was hard to do with the cold iron of the speculum inside her. Moments later she felt a painful almost crippling cramp surge through her.
"Mmmmm...ahhhhhh," she whimpered.
Fitz held her hand and caressed her cheek.
"We're all done," Vanessa said. "It's out but you're bleeding a little so I'm gonna have you put on a pad."
Olivia sat up.
"Where is your underwear?" Vanessa asked.
Fitz pulled it from his pocket and Olivia rolled her eyes. Vanessa placed a pad between Olivia's leg then took her underwear from Fitz and pulled it up her legs.
Fitz looked at the small t-shaped device sitting on the metal tray. He had no idea what an IUD looked like but now he knew.
After a few minutes Vanessa was finished and she took her tray back to the other side of the room and removed her gloves and mask then she walked back to the ultrasound machine and turned it on.
"How are you feeling?" Fitz asked.
"It hurts but not as much as it did a second ago," Olivia said then smiled. "But I'm excited to see him."
"Him? You keep saying him. It'll be another girl, I'm sure of it," Fitz said.
"It's a boy," Olivia said. "I can feel it."
"You can feel it. A second ago you were doubting you were even pregnant," he joked.
Olivia smiled, "that was in the past. Get over it."
He smiled. By then Vanessa had the machine on and had now gathered the probe and jelly. Usually, it was her assistant who did such a task but Olivia had requested that no one else join them in the room.
Vanessa pulled down the sheet lower on Olivia's legs and pulled up her dress.
"The gel will be cold," Vanessa said as she spread it on Olivia's stomach. Your belly is fairly flat so now I'm worried that you got pregnant on the IUD."
"I had a really small belly with Lily until like 6 months then I blew up like a blowfish. With the twins it was different so I'm thinking I'm just small right now."
Vanessa ran the probe across Olivia's stomach and suddenly the sound of a loud heartbeat boomed through the room.
Fitz was stunned. His mouth hung half-open, speechless. Fitz switched between Olivia and the tiny body on the screen. Olivia watched him with a smile.
"Only one. Thank god," Olivia rejoiced."Can you tell the sex?" she asked.
"I probably could but I don't want to get it wrong so I think it would be best to wait for about three more weeks."
"How far along are we?" Fitz asked.
"You're 12 weeks and a day," Vanessa said. "Based on my calculation of your last period and the ultrasound confirms. The fetus looks perfectly healthy so that's good."
"I'm three months?" Olivia said.
"Yup."
"Wow," Fitz said, "that's amazing. Can you print the picture? I've never seen them that small before."
"Absolutely," Vanessa said. "Now Olivia, you can't have sex for a week."
Olivia smiled, "What? I don't know if I can do that."
"Okay I'll budge on a week but three days at least. No sex."
She nodded then looked to Fitz, "okay. Three days I guess I'll survive."
"When you say no sex- how much does that no cover?"
Vanessa thought for a moment before she answered, "you can receive oral sex but do not give her oral sex or anal or vaginal;. I just don't want anything irritating her cervix especially after what I saw on your last visit and I'm sorry that I have to be a downer but yeah, no orgasms for you Olivia. I don't need anything contracting or expanding. Just for three days."
"Woah," Olivia said to her long time friend ob/GYN. They'd become close during her pregnancy with the twins. "We haven't even done the a-word yet and no orgasms."
"Wait- what did you see on her last visit?" Fitz asked.
Vanessa looked to Olivia and when Olivia nodded she responded, "there was a little cervical irritation so you mister, should be careful about how far into the vagina you go. Not always but now that there's a bun in there we want to be careful."
"It's my fault," Olivia said, "one second I tell him not to go too far and then the next I'm screaming deeper so I need to get my story straight."
Fitz laughed and Vanessa shook her head.
At the end of the ultrasound, Vanessa printed two pictures.
Fitz helped Olivia off the table.
"I'm starving."
He smiled, "I'll get you anything you want?"
"Hmmm...I want mexican food. I want a nachos with juicy chicken and gooey cheese and guacamole and sour cream and beans and tomatoes and jalapenos peppers."
"Why so you can be gassy for the rest of the evening?"
Olivia chuckled,
Vanessa walked across the room and handed Olivia a prescription.
"It's for prenatals so try to pick them up today because you are months behind."
Olivia nodded, "I will."
"Other than that you are fine and I'm gonna give you an appointment in two weeks only because we discovered the pregnancy so late."
She nodded again.
The moment she stepped outside of the doctor's office Fitz lifted her in the air and kissed her.
"I can't believe you're three months pregnant," he said excitedly.
"I can't believe either. I think it probably happened the night you came back. According to Vanessa I was ovulating from the 23rd to 29th and the first time we had sex was the 25th and we did it a few times that night then in the morning and a few more times that day then-"
Fitz burst into a fit of laughter, "then you got pregnant, that's what."
He kissed her again, "I love you."
"I love you too," Olivia said with a smile, "I'm so happy you're here."
"Yup and I'm not leaving. Now, let's get you fed."
After googling Mexican restaurants in the city, Fitz found a food truck in downtown L.A. Fitz parked on the curb outside of the park and walked with Olivia to the truck.
Olivia ordered beef tacos while Fitz ordered a nacho bowl. They sat on the bench in the park and ate together.
Olivia scarfed down her tacos and Fitz watched her, delighted.
"You're gonna throw that up," he said. "You're eating it way too fast."
"No. It's delicious. Almost as good as how Lucky's mom makes them."
"Speaking of Lucky, he invited me to something at his house this weekend. He keeps inviting me places but I never go and I'm thinking he'll get tired of me and stop but he doesn't."
"Well, he's your friend. Your only friend, I really think you should go. Lucky's a good guy and a good friend to you. He was always checking in on me when you know- we thought you kicked the bucket."
"Fine," Fitz said with a sigh, "we can go."
"We?"
"Yes. He didn't just invite me. He invited us."
"I don't wanna go."
"If you don't go then I don't go and you just told me to go so make up your mind."
"Fine. I'll go. We need to find things to do for the next three days that can keep my mind off how horny I'll be."
"It's tomorrow."
Olivia chuckled, "great."
"So…" Fitz began, "we have a lot to talk about."
"Yes"
"Our anniversary is coming up. It'll be five years even though technically we've only enjoyed our marriage for like 6 months."
Olivia chucked, "six amazing months- except for that time you called me a prostitute in Paris but I swore never to mention that."
"Wait- I did what?" Fitz asked, shocked.
"Oh- I..um...I didn't say anything," Olivia said, realizing he didn't remember.
"Olivia-"
"I didn't say anything- wait, Fitz I just realized that I don't exactly know how much you don't remember?"
"I don't either. I remember a lot, nothing seems missing until you tell me stuff like that."
"I didn't say anything."
"You know you can't hide how truly horrible I am, right?"
Olivia rolled her eyes, "we went to Paris and you needed my help with this man you were trying to get information from. I was able to get it from him but you got jealous because he was kind of all over me and so we got into a little fight and I let then we made up when you came home. Married couples fight Fitz, it's not a big deal."
Fitz nodded, determined not to let his past actions sour their afternoon.
"Let's go back to our anniversary. What are we doing?"
"I have something planned," Fitz said.
"I have something planned too," Olivia said.
"What are you planning?" Fitz asked.
"Why do I have to tell. I wanted it to be a surprise?"
"Well...what if we both have things planned on the day. Wouldn't that be a shitshow?"
"Well...you tell me what you have planned and when so I can modify my plans."
"Why do I have to tell?" Fitz asked.
"Well then I'm not telling you anything so I guess we'll have a lot to do on that day."
Fitz smiled, "I guess we will."
Olivia bit another piece of her taco. "I'm dreading going back to work."
"Yeah," Fitz said, "I think that's the only thing I'm worried about. Having to do everything you do but pregnant."
"I'm actually lucky, three months into being pregnant with Lily I couldn't keep anything down. Three months pregnant with the twins it was even worse. I could barely get out of bed. Now, I think I've only thrown up once, I eat alot and I'm horny. I'm liking these symptoms."
"You aren't gonna like them for the next three days when you're horny. I won't put my penis anywhere near you."
Olivia chuckled, "we'll cross that bridge when we get there but I've been thinking about something for a really long time and I think now I seriously want to do it."
"What?"
"I want to move to New York. I was back and forth on it for a while but now that I'm pregnant I've made up my mind. It'll be easier for me in New York than it is in L.A. What do you think? Are you alright with moving?"
"I'm fine with that. Whatever is easier for you, I'm 100% okay with."
"So it's settled then?" Olivia said with a smile. "That was easy."
Fitz chuckled, "should I be more difficult for now reason at all?"
"No, No, No," Olivia said with a smile.
She finished her tacos and ordered more to take home then they both drove back to the house.
It was later in the night after their routine of bathtime and dinner, then putting their daughters to sleep. Olivia had showered with Fitz even though she still had some slight bleeding from IUD removal. One of the things she loved about Fitz was the fact that she never had to hide the messy parts of being a woman with him. He appreciated it all.
After their shower, they went back to the closet to dress. She turned her back to him as she searched for the largest, ugliest pair of underwear she could find. At the bottom of her drawer, she found some panties she wore after giving birth to their twins and slipped them on.
Fitz watched her and smiled.
"Those don't do what you think they do…" he said.
Olivia turned and smiled, "what?"
"Wearing ugly panties only makes me want to take them off more."
"That's an interesting theory…" Olivia teased.
"Yeah, the pretty ones your wear, I'm willing to leave them on and just pull them to the side. These ugly ones your wearing now, I'm ripping them off the first chance I get. Be careful."
"Noted."
Olivia changed her panties to something with less fabric.
"Mmm," She heard Fitz mumble behind her. "You look delicious."
Olivia threw her hands up dramatically, "you have to make up your mind, Fitz!"
"I'm sorry," he laughed as he walked to her and held her wrapped in her arms and kissed her lips. "It's not my fault."
"No sex for three days. Get away from me."
Fitz held up his palms innocently. He hadn't dressed yet and only had his towel wrapped around his waist. He walked to his side of the closet and pulled on a pair of boxer briefs.
Olivia added a liner to her underwear and then dressed in a long silk nightgown.
"I'm telling you Livie. It's not working."
"Shut up," Olivia whined.
She walked to their bed and crawled in under the covers. Fitz followed behind her shortly after and wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the blade of her shoulder.
"Mmm...don't start," Olivia moaned.
Fitz turned her body towards him and kissed her lips, "I'm not starting anything," he whispered between kisses.
"Fitz-" Olivia moaned.
"We'll just make out," he mumbled and then slid his tongue between her lips.
Olivia reached up and ran her fingers through his soft curls. She opened her mouth wider so she could taste more of him. Fitz grabbed her around the waist and pulled her underneath him.
"Fitz…" Olivia mumbled, lost in the kiss.
"Mmm…I'm not gonna fuck you, I promise," he groaned then returned to her lips.
He migrated from her lips after moments of deep kissing then he trailed his tongue down her neck.
She felt his warm, wet tongue on her neck and closed her eyes.
Fitz trailed lower until he'd slipped the straps of her nightgown over her shoulders and had her naked breast in front of him. Her nipples were stiff and when he leaned down and took one in his mouth she arched her back and gasped.
"Mmmmmhmmm," she moaned.
Fitz sucked on her nipple hard as he squeezed the other under his fingertips. His erection grew, quickly and as he shifted his body she felt it hard pressed against her. He began to tease his tongue around her nipples and then alternated sucking them. She began to feel the pressure between her legs and the harder he sucked her nipples the more pressure she felt.
It was too much.
Her breasts were glistening with his saliva now and when Fitz saw that he climbed on top of her and pulled his penis from his underpants. He slid his shaft between her breasts and then squished her breasts together and thrust.
"Fitz…" she moaned.
He pressed down on her nipples and massaged circles into them as he fucked her breasts.
"Fitz…" she called again.
"Fuck" Fitz groaned as his orgasm took him and he cum slowly drained from his tip between her breasts.
She felt pressure in between her legs as she writhed underneath him and the instant she pressed her legs shut to relieve her throbbing clit her orgasm took her.
Fitz was utterly confused, "what just happened?" he asked breathlessly.
"I just came- That's what happened," Olivia said with a pout.
"How?"
"I don't know Fitz but it happened and it's all your fault."
"My fault," he said with a chuckle. He couldn't take her seriously while she pouted with a drizzle of cum on her neck and breasts. He started to laugh.
"It's not funny," Olivia barked but found it hard to be angry with him.
"It's not but how was I supposed to know you could cum just play massaging your tits."
"You're the one who insisted on making out and now look at us. I could've been sleeping already."
Fitz burst into laughter, "I'm sorry, I can't take you seriously with all that jizz on your neck."
Olivia slapped his arm playfully.
"I'm sorry. I'll get you a towel."
He hopped off the bed and fixed his underpants then he got a wet towel from the bathroom. Olivia wiped her neck while Fitz laughed, utterly amused.
Once her neck and breast were cleaned her sobered up.
"I'm sorry, I should've just gone to bed. I really didn't know that could happen."
"It's not the end of the world," she said.
"I just feel a little shitty. Your doctor said no sex."
"Well, we didn't technically. It was an accident and I'm much happier with you being here so we can have these accidents," Olivia said with a smile. She was blissful now and could enjoy her post-orgasm high.
"Yeah but I guess from now on I just won't touch you at all. Just to be safe. I said it earlier but now I truly mean it."
"Yeah, that's probably for the best," she agreed with a smile.