Inspiration: "Time to Say Goodbye," by Andrea Bocelli and Sara Brightman; "Pretty Wings," by Maxwell; "I Will Always Love You," by Whitney Houston; "This Is It," by Michael Jackson; "Sheik's Theme," in OoT; the 5th beam of light; California surfers; 1950's & 1960's lingo; the conversation Elbourne and Zelda had in chapter 17.
Dedication: This chapter is dedicated to ShadowMistress13 for her hilarious suggestion in her review.
Original Shout Outs: PrincessZelda450, ShadowLinkPWAA, Elbourne-Lover, Nikki, Monkmonkeys, Syclone903, HentaiLemon, Cheese, and Karen.
Author Note: The original from 2012-2015.
Word Count: 19,295
Chapter 49 (originally chapter 39)
One week later, Hyrule Castle: Zelda's POV
The ticking of time… such an intriguing anomaly.
The last few weeks had been eventful to say the least. The citizens were just now getting back to a sense of normalcy, with the town commencing back to business. Though, I imagine there were a lot of questions the people still wished to have answered. Why were they in danger? What was that apparition in the catacombs? Were they still safe? Would the creature come back? What had actually happened? Admittedly, these were reasonable questions, however, there was no way I could tell the people the absolute truth. Unfortunately, this was the ugly side of politics and public life. I could not tell the people what happened for the sake of kingdom security. Sometimes a little lie was better than a grand truth.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
Nayru help me for thinking such a thing,I thought.
Link unfortunately was still busy in Ordon, and after our last encounter, I hadn't seen him since then. Even so, he wrote me a letter a little over a week ago saying he needed to discuss something with me. I was intrigued because I much rather would have seen him in person, but considering all that had happened in his village, I could understand why he couldn't get away. After being with him for so long, it was a little odd for me to apart from him, but I completely understood. I hoped everything was well in Ordon as I knew the villagers and especially Collin had been through a great deal. I hoped to hear good news from all of them soon.
Speaking of news, Ilia unfortunately turned my offer down to act as an emissary to Hyrule Castle. I understood her hesitance, though I hoped it could be a way she and I could become friends. I realized that might have sounded naïve, but I wanted her to know that if she needed someone to talk to I could be that person. In our last conversation I really felt a deep connection with her and I sensed she was trying to make right the sins of her own past. She wasn't a bad person because she was struggling with her feelings… she was simply Hylian, and who could fault her for that? Perhaps Link knew more of her situation. I would ask him as soon as I heard from him again.
Making sure that the economy stayed afloat was another thing I needed to be aware of. I sent letters to Balaam earlier in the week, hoping my cousins received them without delay. Hyrule did a great deal of business with Balaam and making sure the commerce between one of the biggest traders stayed afloat was important. Had word gotten out that Hyrule was in a shambles many investors would have divested their interests in many of the businesses in Castle Twon. I made sure to reassure my compatriots that their investments were in good hands and if they heard any squanderings it was all talk from the gossip mavens.
On the subject of important business relations, I needed to get in contact with Midna. I had not heard from the twilight queen since I left her company on Hyrule Field weeks ago. I received report from my general that she returned to the Twilight Realm and she was in good health, but there was still so much I needed to discuss with her. I particularly wanted to know what she was going to do about access to her world. Were we going to keep working on the peace we acquired? Was she going to allow Hyrule to have a portal to the Twilight Realm? Was it only going to be mandated for the new dragon king? Was Elbourne still going to carry on an alliance with her even though Xavier was now dead? What was going to happen? There were so many questions and I needed answers. I decided I was going to write her today when Shad arrived to give me report on the kingdom. I would make sure to ask of her wellbeing, but also to request an audience with her as soon as possible. Besides, there were still the underpinnings of her feelings for Link. I was awase that was an issue too. There was no denying she was in love with him and perhaps that was the reason why she hadn't spoken to me since her departure. I could understand that.
Midna…I thought.
I hoped this situation wasn't too complicated. However, seguing to complicated situations, I hadn't spoken to Elbourne since I went to Dragon Roost to confirm his true identity to his mother. Even then, our interaction was brief as I spoke more to his mother than to him. I hadn't written to him, nor had he written me, but I did want to speak with him. There was too much left between us that hadn't been divulged. I wanted him to know I didn't hate him the way I knew he thought I did. Elbourne was very sensitive to what I procured about him and I was certain his silence towards me had everything to do with what happened between us at the lagoon in the Twilight Realm. If I could go back to that moment in time, I would have left the way he asked me to, but then Ghirahim would have surely captured him. I just wished he had let me help him. This wouldn't have been an issue between us had he let me help him. I just hoped to hear from him soon, and if he didn't call on me, I would send a letter to him.
"So much to ponder over," I whispered to myself.
Presently, I was standing out at the balcony overlooking Hyrule Field... and it was glorious sight, but it reminded me of all the things that still needed to be done to ensure the country's safety. I certainly enjoyed my gallivanting around the kingdom with the hero, but now standing where I was, I realized my place was in Hyrule. My people needed me and I couldn't abdicate my position for too long, though my absence merited more than personal stakes. Realizing this, I called for Shad before my deep introspection because I had some business I wanted to attend to. My faithful steward would be here at any moment and I wanted to make sure I was ready. Even so, it gave me a moment for another brief reflection. I looked heavenward and sighed, trying to keep the obvious out of my mind, but it was inevitable.
My eyes filled with tears, but I quickly blinked them away.
"Where are you ancestral mother?" I whispered. "I still need you."
The wind blew after my utterance, but there was no answer of course and I sighed.
"It's just as well," I whispered.
Nothing.
After all this time I had heard nothing. That was the true evidence that Hylia was gone. Surely she would have contacted me by now if she were alive. However, that still ponders me, how does a goddess die? How? I certainly had no idea. Though, it was unquestionably a more comforting thought of her being deceased than being stuck in a mirror forever and fighting the likes of that monster Ghirahim. What a devil… Good riddance to that fiend, but he had taken someone precious away from me in the process. I still couldn't rightly contemplate it, but I learned to accept it.
Rest in peace ancestral mother,I thought anyway, and wiped a tear away.
I needed to focus of the duties of the day so I couldn't allow myself to get side tracked or forlorn… that wasn't becoming of a queen. I cleared by throat when there was suddenly a knock on the door. Expecting the visitor, I promptly answered.
"Come in," I called softly.
When tumblers abridged, I turned around to be greeted by Shad.
I smiled when I saw him.
"You're just in time," I said.
Shad gave me a puzzling look just then.
"Really?" he replied. "Did I keep you waiting long?"
I clasped my hands together and shook my head.
"Of course not," I replied, "you are a busy man and your timing is always impeccable my dear Shad."
He grinned at me and then looked to the floor.
"If that's the case, perhaps I should keep you waiting more often," he joked.
I raised a brow.
"I wouldn't go that far," I joked in return, "your boorish ways can only get one impertinence from me."
He chuckled at the way I said that and he stared at me for a moment.
"I see," he replied, "and here I was thinking I was going to get lucky."
That made me laugh.
"You forget there's two kinds of luck," I replied, "don't press it."
Shad then raised his hands in surrender.
"Alright, alright," he replied, "you win."
I giggled again.
"No, but seriously, thank you for coming," I replied, "I know I have you managing so many things, however, I have one last favor to ask you for today."
Shad didn't flinch.
"Anything my lady," he said, "it's never a tall order coming from you."
I grinned.
"Wonderful," I said, "I need you to dictate a letter for me. I want to write to the twilight queen."
Shad looked at me surprised.
"Her majesty Queen Midna?" he replied.
I nodded.
"Yes," I said.
He gave me a quick once over.
"Is everything alright?" he asked with a hint of discretion.
I completely understood his caution.
"Yes," I replied, but then admitted, "at least, I hope so."
That didn't ease the situation.
"If you don't mind my asking," he started, "why the hesitance my lady?"
That was a fair question.
"There's a great deal more I wish to discuss with Midna," I explained, "but even if I dictate this letter to her I don't rightly know how I'll get it to her."
Shad nodded.
"That is a problem," he stated.
I interlaced my finger and look on thoughtfully for a moment.
"Unless…" I didn't finish.
Shad raised a brow at my trail.
"Unless what?" he continued.
I took in a deep sigh and looked away from him.
There's only one way to the Twilight Realm that I know of now,I thought,and that's through Dragon Roost… that's through Elbourne. I would have to ask him.
My steward saw that I was still troubled.
"Your majesty?" he inquired.
I shook my head and forced another smile.
"It's nothing, don't worry about it," I replied.
Shad gave me a quick once over.
"My lady… you know you can tell me anything, especially if it's a troubling matter regarding the country," he said.
I nodded.
"I know, and thank you for that," I replied.
He stared deeply into my eyes just then.
"Of course," he replied, "after the letter… do you mind if I speak to you regarding something?" he asked suddenly.
I raised a brow.
"Is it serious?" I asked.
He paused for a moment.
"You could say that," he replied.
I gave him a slightly offhanded stare.
"Shad…" I pressed.
He didn't budge.
"Can I?" he asked again.
This time I hesitated, having a feeling I knew what it was. However, I nodded anyway.
"Very well," I agreed, "you may."
Shad looked relieved at my utterance, then went and got a quill pen and a scroll of parchment paper from the secretary's desk near the entrance of my room. When I saw that he was ready, I turned back around and looked out at the balcony to southern Hyrule Field.
"Start it this way: 'To her illustrious majesty, Queen Midna… greetings,'" I started. "'It has been far too long since our last meeting, and I would surely like to get reacquainted again…'"
~SSS~
The Twilight Realm, one day earlier: Midna's POV (Closure)
One of my favorite things to do is walk in the garden and look at the gnarled branches of the black and white trees. They are accompanied by vibrant pink iridescent flowers and ferns. There was an unusual beauty to such polar opposite configurations. Often times heterogeneous surroundings are overlooked by their more homogeneous counterparts, but not so in the Twilight Realm. There was a place for the varied and unvaried in the Twilight Realm. I was once told by a certain dragon prince, now king, that there was a natural energy here; a bioluminescence that was both ethereal and hypnotic. I think I agreed with that. There was something deeply special, and dare I say spiritual, about this place. There was a pulse, a heartbeat as it were, within the earth that coursed through land and right into the essence of its people. It was so beautiful, so calming and lustrous. I don't think I can part from my kingdom for so long again. The Twilight Realm is a place of wonder. Why would I want to?
Speaking of such, upon my recent return from the world of light, I realized there were several things I wanted to look in to. The first was the defense of my palace that a certain handsome hero warned me about. Though my natural dispositon was coquettish, I was always looking out for the wellbeing of my people. Upon Link's recommendation I made sure to fortify the areas that the hero stated were not properly defended. I hadn't realized there was such a deficiency because there hadn't been a direct attack on the Twilight Palace since Zant's insurgency. However, I made sure to take care of it.
The second thing I needed to do was make sure my people were alright. I went and visited all the provinces personally because they had all been directly effected by my slumber and my absence. There was a collective consciousness here and if one person was affected then the entirety of the Twili could feel it. I am the queen, so my people felt it greatly when I was put under and when the fail safe device went off. The fail safe is to ensure that no one harms my people if something happens to me. It was similar to when Zant turned me into an imp, but this time I made sure my people didn't have to turn into horrid shadow beasts if something happened to me.
Lastly, I was determining whether or not I still wanted to keep access to the world of light open. There was only one portal, Dragon Roost, but there was no reason for me to keep such a wormhole open. Her majesty and I were now on good terms. Elbourne's and my relationship was merely one of convenience, not one of love or anything else. I could still keep my alliance with Dragon Roost. Xavier had his secrets and his ambition, but he was still a friend and a father figure to me. I respected him, though he was a very complicated man, as most great men are. Irrespective of what initially became of us, Elbourne was someone who would probably want the wormhole closed. He was never a completely enamored with the idea of us being lovers even if it was consensual and fun. I always sensed that he wished I was someone else, just like I wished he were someone else.
Someone else...
Speaking of certain someones, I think for my own personal reasons I really didn't see the point of keeping the portal open any longer because Link was now out of my reach. He made his decision and respected it, I was not happy with it but I respected it. If I had just gotten back to him sooner… if I just hadn't kept the portal a secret from him, he would have been mine. I knew he loved me the moment I broke that mirror seven years ago. I was too afraid that a repeat of the past would make itself into the present if we had let ourselves love each other.
I hadn't told anyone this, but long ago there was a child born to a Hylian king and a Twili woman. The union was obviously a scandal because the father of the child was the king. However, what made this situation so exceptionally terrible was the fact that the mother and the child were banished forever to the Twilight Realm. The child had no idea he was part Hylian, and grew up as a Twili and learned the ways of the Twili. It turned out the child's true father, the king of Hyrule, had the child's adoptive father, a Twili man killed… in front of him. This had devastating effects on the child, and he grew to have a great and bitter hatred for the world of light. The rest of the child's life was tragic. That child was the father of Zant.
I knew Link and I weren't the same as that situation, but it could have been. What if my people didn't accept him? What if we had a child and the child wanted to know the world of light? Would the people of the light world accept our child? Would they accept me? I had no idea. Even so, I shouldn't have been a coward and just told him I loved him. I think in that moment Link would have even come with me to the Twilight Realm. Instead, I left him with trailing words and unrealized hopes, and seven years later I yielded the unfortunate consequences. Link now loved someone else. I am not bitter, but I do wish I had been a little more forthcoming. I then wouldn't have had to dream of making love to him when I was with another man… it could have been him.
I wasn't going to get upset.
"Oh well, נו שוין, " I whispered to myself in my native language, as I peered out my bedroom window to the garden below, "there's always the next adventure, עס איז שטענדיק דער ווייַטער פּאַסירונג."
Was there a next time?
When I truly pondered over my past relationship with Elbourne it was quite salacious, but superficial at best. We knew each other on such a deep intimate level, but we didn't really know each other personally at all. He would make love to me to heights of the heavens, and after it was over we had nothing really to say. We would lay in my bed, jest around from time to time, tell funny stories, talk about the alliance, and that was it. It was interesting because I knew Elbourne had a very caustic relationship with his father, but he never liked talking about it with me. They would quarrel relentlessly, and I could see it would bother him, but he never wanted to talk about it. We would have sex, it would be incredible, and he would leave… until the next time.
I remember one time wanting to attempt to talk to him on a much deeper level because the conversation inadvertently shifted to such. I was telling him a joke and he had something scathing in reply regarding his father. We were quiet for a little bit after that because I knew he wasn't joking. No one stated they wanted to knock their father out the way he did unless they truly meant it. I had to admit, I didn't understand why Xavier disliked Elbourne so much. It seemed to me that Elbourne went out of his way to please his father, but I guess it wasn't enough. Even so, that particular evening, I knew Elbourne was troubled, but when I asked him about it he simply told me not to worry my pretty little head. I wasn't upset that he didn't share his thoughts with me, but I hoped he would. It was evident to me then that he saw me as more of a casual sexual acquaintance and nothing else. To be fair, I saw him the same way, but I could tell there was an intriguing man behind those once beautiful hazel eyes of his and I wanted to know more… but I guess I needed to be a certain 'queen of light' for that.
We all have our preferences.
It was no mystery to me he was in love with Zelda. He spoke about her like she was the dawn of the heavens. I admired his respect for her, but it was undeniable that his love for her was on a level that rivaled mine with Link. That was why I sympathized with him so. I knew what it was like to love a person and not receive their love back. I didn't know how long Elbourne loved Zelda, but it was apparent that it was for a considerable period of time... perhaps since his childhood since he spoke of them visiting each other for years. I saw how crushed he was when Zelda and Link came in that tent together on Hyrule Field. I was crushed too. It was obviously too much for him to bear… I felt for him, I really did. That was why he had to leave.
I took in a deep sigh.
"Maybe we're both destined to be alone, אפֿשר מיר זענען ביידע צו זיין אַליין," I whispered to myself.
I hoped not.
That was not the future I envisioned for myself.
"That is a bit melodramatic Midna, אַז איז אַ ביסל מעלאָדראַמאַטיק מידנאַ," I told myself, "cheer up, you're gorgeous, rich beyond measure, and you can almost have any man you want, פריילעכקייַט אַרויף איר'רע פּרעכטיק, רייַך אויסער מאָס, און איר קענען כּמעט האָבן קיין מענטש איר ווילן."
Those thoughts were comforting and made me smile.
"Rich, gorgeous, and available," I repeated, "here I am world."
Not expecting a reply of any kind, I was surprised when a voice behind me answered.
"I second that," the male voice answered.
I turned in surprise to find a man I wasn't expecting to see. I smirked when I saw he was one I had recently been contemplating over, Elbourne of Dragon Roost. He was sitting near the edge of my bed, and as stealth as a mouse.
I gave him a quick once over.
"How in the world did you get in here without me noticing you?" I asked. "ווי אין דער וועלט האָט איר באַקומען אין איר אָן מיר"
He smiled.
"Hello to you too," he greeted, "but to answer your question, I actually took the portal in here before you returned to your chambers about forty-five minutes ago."
I raised a brow.
"And you thought not to make your presence known?" I asked.
He smirked.
"I never interrupt a beautiful woman while she's thinking," he replied.
I chuckled at that.
"Really?" I said and placed a hand on my hip.
He nodded.
"Really," he replied.
I grunted softly.
"Well, it looks like Link was right about my defenses," I said more to myself, "they aren't very good."
Elbourne raised a brow at my statement.
"Link?" he repeated.
I shook my head.
"It doesn't matter," I replied, "it was need to know information."
He simply shrugged at my answer and got up.
"I see," he said as he walked over to me.
I still marveled with how different he looked, though he was still so similar. His green eyes were magnificent in the twilight and his dark brown hair was almost the polar opposite to his former platinum blonde tresses. It was hard for me to believe this was the same man. I looked up into his eyes and reached up to caress his cheek almost involuntarily. He grinned at my gesture.
"Still getting used to it?" he asked.
I nodded.
"It truly is remarkable," I replied, "I know it's you because you look like you, but then again you don't, it's so strange."
His smile widened and he took my hand from his cheek and kissed the back of my palm tenderly.
"I'm getting used to it too," he said, "I'm constantly asking who that stranger in the mirror is."
I giggled at his saying that, but then felt my smile fade a little when I realized his visit was slightly unusual. I didn't even receive a forewarning.
"What brings you here today?" I asked softly.
His eyes searched my face.
"Do I have to have a reason to come see you?" he half joked.
I nodded.
"Yes," I said, "you aren't known for your casual visits Elbourne."
He chuckled and raised his brows.
"Am I really that bad?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Yes," I replied.
He had no rebuttal.
"I guess that's true," he replied.
I waited.
"Well?" I inquired.
He paused for a moment before he looked like he came to a resolve.
"Fine," he said more to himself before he addressed me, "this is going to be the last time you see me like this."
My eyes widened in surprise.
"What?" I replied.
He took in a deep breath and looked away.
"I've been thinking," he started, "I'm king now and it isn't appropriate for me to be having an illicit affair with another queen."
My surprise never went away. This was unbelievable.
"Who are you and what have you done to Elbourne of Dragon Roost?" I joked.
He gave me an obvious look and grinned.
"Will you stop?" he replied. "I'm serious."
My eyes searched his face.
"Clearly," I said, then added, "why the change of heart?"
He shrugged.
"I was thinking about your reputation," he said, "I was carrying our affair on in secret, but now that the secret is out I think we should halt such activity."
I started into his eyes for a moment.
"What about the alliance?" I asked.
"We're still allies," he replied.
"And access to the Twilight Realm?" I inquired.
He paused for a moment.
"I would like to keep it," he said, "just in case of an emergency."
I scoffed softly.
"A sexual emergency?" I inquired.
He chuckled.
"That too," he replied.
I was seriously stunned.
"I'm flabbergasted," I said softly, "I'm trying to determine if this is for real."
He nodded.
"It is for real Midna," he said, "I've never been more sure about something."
I crossed my arms over my chest.
"Well, if that is your decision I will honor it," I replied, "I won't be happy about it, but I'll honor it."
Elbourne chuckled at my additive.
"Thank you," he replied, "trust me when I say it wasn't an easy decision. You're incredible in bed Midna."
His bluntness made me laugh.
"And you're incredibly crass Elbourne," I replied and rolled my eyes, "dear goddesses, can you at least attempt cordiality?"
He snickered.
"I try," he replied.
I stared into his beautiful green eyes for a moment.
"Tell me something," I started quietly, "are you doing this for another reason? Someone else perhaps?"
Elbourne looked away from me for a moment.
"Why do you ask?" he countered.
That was all the answer I needed.
"I'm just curious," I replied.
Elbourne took in a deep breath and stared at me for a long time before answering.
"I might be," he said, "my father told me to work on being monogonous."
I nodded.
"I see," I replied, "and you're hoping a certain Queen of Hyrule will help you with that?"
He grinned and shrugged nonchalantly.
"You know… you know how I feel about Zelda," he said softly.
I almost couldn't believe how devoted he was to that one woman. His devotion was admirable, but I had to wonder if he was a little delusional.
"But does she feel the same way?" I asked.
He avoided my eyes and gave his hands a long stare.
"Probably not," he replied honestly.
I shook my head,
"So, why are you doing this to yourself?" I asked.
He then looked back into my eyes.
"Because I love her," he whispered, "because I need her, because she's the only woman that truly knows me."
I took in a deep sigh.
"Another woman could be that to you, if you allowed it Elbourne," I replied, "you've got to stop being so obsessed-"
"I'm not obsessed," he interrupted curtly, "I just know what I want."
I realized I may have crossed the line with that, but someone needed to.
"You realize that what she wants isn't you," I said matter of fact, "you realize she's in love with Link, right?"
He looked away again.
"I don't believe that," he said more to himself than to me, "I know she loves me. Iknowshe does."
I almost pitied him.
"Then why isn't she with you?" I asked simply.
He closed his eyes and shook his head.
"I don't know," he whispered.
I reached up and caressed his cheek again.
"Think about that Elbourne," I whispered, "you may want to try and move on… Zelda has."
He opened his eyes and stared at me for a long time. However, before I could say another word he reached in and kissed me softly on the lips. It was short, but I knew it was his way of saying goodbye.
"Thank you for being so understanding about this," he said, choosing to ignore me, "I appreciate it."
He grabbed my hand and kissed the back of it again, but before he could turn and leave I grabbed his hand.
"Elbourne do you really want a distant friend instead of a comfortable stranger?" I asked. "Is that how you want to live your life?"
He stared at me perplexed for a moment.
"What?" he asked.
I gripped his hand tighter.
"You heard what I asked," I said, "do you really want a distant friend instead of a comfortable stranger? Do you really want to be with a woman who does not want you at all?"
His eyes narrowed slightly.
"Why would you want to be a comfortable stranger?" he countered. "You deserve better than that."
I stared at him incredulously.
"So do you!" I insisted.
He looked away and rolled his eyes.
"You think you could be that person for me? Is that what you're saying?" he demanded. "You think you're that woman?"
I stared at him defiantly.
"I could be if you'd let me," I said quietly, "we were getting somewhere just now. Perhaps we could be good for each other if we tried."
He turned and looked at me surprised.
"You're in love with Link," he reiterated, "he's the only face you see when you look at me."
I hesitated before I answered.
"And I had to give him up," I replied.
Elbourne stared at me for a long time before he took a step towards me. His piercing green eyes stared into mine with knowing defiance.
"Is that so?" he replied.
I nodded.
"Yes, that is so," I replied.
His gaze didn't waver.
"Fine, if that's what you really want then answer me this one question," he started, "who's my father?"
I looked at him taken aback just then.
"What?" I replied.
Elbourne gave no hints as to what he was talking about.
"Who's my father?" he repeated.
I took a step back and looked at him dumbfounded for a moment.
"What do you mean 'who is my father'?" I asked. "What kind of question is this?"
"An important one, now answer it," he replied.
I didn't know what to say.
"Xavier of Dragon Roost was your father," I said, "the former king of Dragon Roost was your father."
He grunted slightly and looked cryptically justified just then. He then came close a second time and kissed me, but provided no answer to my confusion.
"You don't know me at all," he whispered, "we're not even comfortable strangers if you can't answer that. Goodbye Midna."
He turned away once more, and though I tried to grab him, he resisted.
"Elbourne!" I called after him. "Elbourne what do you mean? What are you talking about?"
He never answered and went through the portal at the corner of my room to escape my presence. With him gone, I stood there completely bewildered by what he meant. I couldn't wrap my head around what he was trying to tell me.
Then I came to a realization.
"Maybe I don't know him," I whispered, "maybe I don't know him at all."
Who really was Elbourne of Dragon Roost?
Who was he?
~SSS~
Back in Hyrule, the present: Zelda's POV
"'As it stands, I hope all is well with you and may your kingdom prosper forever and ever,'" I said, concluding the dictation, "'sincerely, your friend and ally Zelda Nohanseen, Queen of Hyrule.'"
I grinned when I watched Shad scribble the last sentence in perfect cursive. The man was full of talents. How he was able to write so quickly and remember every word to dictate perfectly was beyond me. There was a purpose for everyone I suppose.
"I guess that does it," I said, "I hope I didn't leave anything important out."
Shad began drying the scroll.
"I'm sure you didn't," the councilman replied, "it sounded formal enough to me."
I grinned again.
"Perhaps you are right," I said, "but be sure to reread it and fill in any details I missed, alright?"
Shad was now rolling up the parchment.
"Of course," he said, "I never send out letters without making sure all the details are perfect."
I looked at him admirably.
"What would I do without you Shad?" I asked rhetorically. "You always know exactly what I need. I'm very grateful to you. However, once you rewrite it bring it back to me. I still have to consider how this letter is going to get to the twilight queen."
The scholar placed the letter in a round cylinder and capped it for safe keeping.
"Of course my queen," he replied, "I hadn't thought about that, access to her world must be very remote now."
I turned away for a moment and looked back out the window.
"It is… I'm not even sure this will find her," I said honestly, "but I have an avenue that might work."
Shad took a step forward from behind.
"Which is?" he asked suddenly.
I paused, realizing I couldn't just divulge the whereabouts to an inter-dimensional gate. It was going to be complicated enough just discussing the matter with the dragon king without rousing suspicion. The only persons who knew about the portal were me, Link, Elbourne, and Xavier when he was alive. It was kept secret for so many years. I didn't want to just go blabbing about it to anyone. I had to be cautious.
"I can't tell you all my secrets, can I?" I said with a hint of playfulness.
I turned back around to face him. He was staring at me with a serious expression on his face.
"No… I suppose not," he replied.
My grin faded a little. There was subtle undercurrent to his voice.
"What's the matter?" I asked.
It was then Shad looked away.
"I… I really don't know," he said, "perhaps it's my own secret."
I looked at him puzzled.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
He paused and looked to the ground again.
"Well Shad, it's now or never," he whispered to himself, then said to me, "you stated I could speak with you about something important after the letter was dictated. I'd like to do that now if it's alright with you."
I took a step back, suddenly understanding what was about to happen.
"I…" I trailed, wanting to circumvent, but realized I couldn't, "of course Shad."
Shad then took a step forward and cleared his throat.
"Here goes nothing," he whispered to himself.
~SSS~
Shad's POV (Closure)
I was taking a gamble, but as a noble it was in my blood to gamble. There were several off shoots in her voice warning me not to proceed, but I was done being safe. I was seen to her as just a friend, a confidant, and a steward. I was never going to be her strong handsome hero like Link. However, I couldn't just keep going through life lying to myself for the sake of pleasantries either. I needed to get these truths off my chest, not even for her sake, but for my own.
Like probably every man that knew her well, I was in love with Zelda. I realized that years ago after understanding her better. There was an elegance and a softness about her rule that was admirable and confounding. How was she able to wield such power and make it appear like an art form? There were those who whispered about her in the courts, but they knew nothing about her. They simply saw the pristine stoic who sat on her throne in court and took audiences everyday. I knew the woman behind that mask.
What could I say about the queen that hasn't already been said? She is beautiful. She is brilliant. She is a monarch with a heart. Watching her embrace little children and hobbling old women really warmed my soul when she returned. Her journey changed her, but for the better I think. I knew in many ways it changed me. It made me understand how much I loved her and was worried about her every second she was gone. I knew she was with the hero. I knew she was in good hands, but I couldn't help but worry. Had she not returned, I would have been inconsolable. I would hide my grief like I hid my feelings for so many years, but there is no doubt I would have been devastated. However, here she was now looking beautiful, perhaps already sensing what I was going to tell her; perhaps thinking of a way to let me down easily as it were. That didn't matter to me now. The only thing I wanted was to be honest with her so I could move on with my life. Knowing that she knew was better than living with regrets, even if she rejected me.
I placed the scroll on the table and walked over to her majesty as her expression appeared stoic. There was a slight restraint in her eyes but nothing overt. I couldn't help but admire how beautiful she looked today. The sun was caught in her dark hair providing a sheen of white and her blue eyes shined like dark jewels. She was wearing a royal pink dress with matching gloves. She was really quite lovely. I came in here today with the intentions of telling her how much I truly cared for her, and that was what I was going to do. I stared at the queen I adored so much and decided I was finally going to have my say.
You only get one chance at this Shad,I thought,make it count.
"Your majesty," I said, conjuring up as much courage as possible.
I had her attention.
"Yes?" she said softly.
I took in a deep breath and hesitated.
"I wanted to inform you that-" I stopped short.
She waited calmly.
"Go on," she said softly.
I took in a deep sigh and looked away for a moment.
"This is harder than I thought," I said to myself.
The queen grinned and reached out to take my hand. I was surprised by the gesture.
"Go on," she urged gently, "you're doing great."
I looked into her eyes and felt my stomach turn to knots.
She is the most beautiful creature…I let my mind trail.
I was losing my resolve.
"You wanted to inform me of something," she continued for me.
I swallowed hard and felt myself reneging.
This isn't going to work,I thought,she's going to laugh at me.
I decided to redirect at the last minute.
"I-I wanted to inform you that… that Master Link has planned an unscheduled visit to come and see you today," I divulged. "I was supposed to keep it secret, but I didn't want you turning him away unknowingly."
The queen looked at me genuinely surprised.
"Master Link is coming to see me today?" she repeated.
That wasn't what I wanted to say, but I nodded anyway.
The biggest smile then came across her face.
"Really?" she asked for reassurance.
Her beautiful smile, which would normally give me joy, was having the opposite effect on me.
"Really," I replied.
She brought her hands to her chest and placed them over her heart.
"This is wonderful news," she said softly, "it feels like it's been so long when it's only been a few weeks. I've missed him so."
I looked away for a moment and contemplated whether I should even continue. Her reaction to hearing Link's name said it all.
If only you'd smile that way for me,I thought, admittedly feeling a twinge of jealousy,not everyone is a muscular handsome hero Zelda.However, I wasn't going to allow myself to indulge in self-pity either.It's time to get this out in the open.
It was then I took a step forward and cleared my throat again.
"My queen," I started again.
I was going to state my business.
The queen was still smiling, but then gave me her attention. Though, I wasn't certain it was undivided.
"Yes Shad?" she replied.
I paused, but decided I needed to get this over with.
Here goes nothing, I thought.
"I know that you have love for a great man," I began, "a hero, no doubt."
It was then the queen once again realized my true purpose for being there. Her smile faded a little and her eyes stared directly into mine, giving me her full attention. There was a loving look there and I could sense her not wanting to hurt my feelings.
"Yes," she replied, "that is true."
I pursed my lips together and looked into her eyes, but I said nothing. She reached out and touched my hand once more.
"What… what is it Shad?" she whispered softly.
It was almost as if she were giving me permission to open up to her.
I took in another deep sigh.
"I'm… I'm more than just a scholar my lady," I said suddenly.
She smiled.
"I know that," she replied.
I squeezed her hand holding mine.
"I'm in love with you Zelda," I confessed, "I've been in love with you for years."
There was a brief silence between us with her staring at me. She finally dispelled it.
"I know," she replied, "I've known for quite some time."
I closed my eyes and took in a deep sigh.
"I know I'm no hero," I said, "but I think if you had given me a chance I could have made you very happy."
Her eyes widened a little.
"Shad…" she trailed, obviously not knowing how to reply to that.
I looked into her eyes now.
Keep going, I told myself.
"You might find this inappropriate, but I need to honest with you," I said, "I've dreamed about you for many years. I dreamed of us being married and having a family. I so wanted you to have my sons Zelda."
She stared at me stunned and said nothing.
"I didn't want to tell you again in a drunken bout, or to hear this from the whispers of others," I went on, "I wanted to tell you myself, because it's something I'm not ashamed of."
The queen looked at me dumbstruck.
"I-I don't know what to say," she whispered.
Say you love me back, I thought, and so desperately wanted to hear.
"You don't have to say anything," I replied instead, "I just wanted you to know. I wanted you to know how much… I worship and adore you."
Her throat tightened and she avoided my eyes now. I even saw her scleras water for a moment, but she quickly blinked her tears away.
"Thank you…" was all she could think to reply, "thank you for your loyalty and your honesty Sir Shad."
I believe her saying my title said it all, but I wasn't bitter.
"Thank you for allowing me to say it," I replied, "I know I could have possibly lost my position just now, but to me it was worth it."
She then smiled.
"You would never have lost your position for being honest," she reassured, "like I said, I wouldn't know what to do without you Shad."
I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. There was a brief silence between us, and I knew it time for me to take my leave. There was nothing more that was going to come of this. I needed to go before I presumed too much, but I did have a parting statement.
"Please don't think ill of me for loving you Zelda," I whispered.
Her eyes refilled, but they never spilled over.
"I never would," she whispered back.
I stared into her beautiful eyes a moment longer before I turned to take my exit. I picked up the cylinder I left on the table, and in some way I hoped she would stop me. I wanted her voice to preempt me. She never did… she never did.
Link you are one lucky bastard,I thought.
I pivoted one last time and bowed before I turned the knob and left. At least I could now live with a clean conscience. Knowing that put more pep in my step.
Good job Shad,I thought,good job.
~SSS~
Elbourne's POV (Closure)
I knew Zelda loved a good surprise, that was why I gave her no notice I was coming. In fact, when my carriage rolled up to the castle gates no one was expecting me. I threw the entire guard for a loop, but I asked all not to pre-announce me because I wanted to surprise the queen. There was a great deal Zelda and I needed to talk about, and I didn't want to jumble it with her getting in the way of her own headspace. That woman could over think anything, but it was one of the things that made me admire her so. When we were children she always explained things so explicitly, when all I wanted to do was stare at her. I guess my hormones had a little to do with that.
Admittedly, I didn't know exactly how I wanted to proceed with the upcoming conversation. There was so much I needed to tell her in the way of my feelings, but I needed to remember I crossed a line where I shouldn't have. I needed her forgiveness for my actions. I couldn't bear going through life knowing that she thought I was some kind of monster. I would never hurt her… even though I almost hurt her in a way that was unimaginable. If I had gone through with it, I would have regretted it for the rest of my life. I would be in jail, waiting for a beheading. To be honest, because of my attempt, I'm surprised I haven't been jailed. Zelda's grace extended in ways that I simply couldn't fathom. It had been too long since I last saw my beloved Zelda, and I was going to make it a point to change that. Hopefully, this impromptu meeting would be the step in the right direction.
I couldn't lie, I was nervous, and I wasn't known for such things, but it also wasn't post all the previous events either. I was standing outside in the hall, which was unusual, but I asked not to be announced in any way. I was waiting to be shown into Zelda's private chamber, another unusual occurrence, because she normally took audiences in her counsel room. A moments later, the slender gentleman I spoke to earlier finally exited. What had taken him so long? Why was I left waiting in the wings like a peasant?
I raised my eyebrows when I saw his expression, he looked nondescript. However, he stopped in front of me and bowed.
"Her majesty, Queen Zelda, is now ready to see you sire," he said.
I looked at him slightly puzzled.
"Did you announce me prematurely?" I asked, thinking my surprise was ruined. "I didn't want her to know I was here."
The gentleman shook his head.
"No," he replied, "she has no idea you are here, but she's ready to see you just the same."
After the brief interlude, he left my company. The guard stationed by the door was now waiting for me to give him a cue.
"At your ready sire," he said.
I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath, hoping against all hope that this would go well. With that, I nodded at the guard.
"I'm ready," I said.
The guard nodded and then knocked on the door.
"Yes?" Zelda's faint voice answered.
The guard cleared his throat.
"Forgive me my lady, but you have an unexpected visitor," he announced.
There was a brief pause, but a second later she answer.
"A visitor?" she replied.
There was almost happiness in her voice.
"Yes my lady," the guard replied.
There was no more hesitance.
"Please send them in," she replied.
With the anticipation in her voice she almost seemed to be expecting me.
Had he given me away?I wondered.
I was trying not be annoyed, but there was nothing I could do about it now. However, when the guard opened the door and I walked in, Zelda, who was facing the balcony, looked at me in astonishment when she turned to face me. That was hardly the reaction I was expecting considering the cadence in her voice, but it was definitely welcome because she was genuinely surprised.
When the door closed behind me she took several steps forward.
"Elbourne?" she said shocked. "Elbourne is that really you?"
I smiled at her greeting and nodded.
"Yes indeed my queen," I said.
A moment later, Zelda hurried over to me and ran into my arms. She held me tight and hugged me like she hadn't seen me in years. I was beyond surprised.
"Elbourne…" she said with her head buried in my chest.
Her voice was broken.
I almost didn't understand why she was so emotional.
"Zelda…" I tried.
When she pulled back she looked up into my eyes. Hers were filled with tears. I didn't know what to make of this.
"If you're going to greet me in this fashion all the time perhaps I should see you less frequently more often," I joked.
She scoffed playfully and wiped her eyes.
"Don't say such things," she replied, "I've missed you terribly you brute."
I chuckled at how she said that.
"I've missed you too," I said seriously, "I've been meaning to see you sooner."
She smiled and took my hands in hers.
"I had no idea you were coming to see me," she said.
I shrugged.
"That was the idea," I said.
Her beautiful eyes searched my face.
"Thank you for coming," she whispered.
I nodded.
"You're welcome," I replied.
Her eyes searched my face.
"You look amazing," she whispered.
"So do you," I whispered back.
She stepped back and gave me a long once over.
"How have you been?" she asked. "Tell me everything."
I raised my brows.
"Everything?" I repeated.
"Everything," she replied.
I chuckled at the cadence in her voice.
"Well, I don't know where to begin," I said honestly.
She smiled.
"Begin at the beginning," she joked.
I naturally chuckled.
"I guess that's how it goes," I replied.
Still having hold of my hands, Zelda guided me to her table in the center of her room. When she sat down, I then sat down. I looked over at her and thought she looked magnificent in the midday sunlight. It shined through her hair and made her dark blue eyes look bluer. I tapped my hand on the table wondering truly how this was going to go. We were all smiles now, but would we be all smiles at the end of this?
There was only one way to find out.
"Well, I guess first things first," I started, "I wanted to let you know that trade envoys have been lifted and commerce is going well with the Gorons. They even expressed a mutual interest in the fire ferns newly discovered in their mines."
Zelda raised a brow surprised.
"So… you're improving your relationship with the Gorons?" she inquired. "That's wonderful news. A little bird even told me you delegated a proxy ambassador from their people to yours. It's very encouraging."
I smiled at her for the divulgence.
"Who told you that?" I asked.
She shrugged playfully.
"I have my sources," she said.
I chuckled.
"This is going to be a very one sided conversation if you know everything already Zelda," I replied.
She giggled.
"I'm sorry," she said, "I promise I won't interrupt your delegation any longer."
I simply grinned.
"Well," I continued, "the Gorons have been more than helpful these past few weeks in the restoration efforts of Dragon Roost. The least I can do is help them double down on their excavation efforts."
Zelda looked at me truly impressed.
"Who… who are you?" she half joked.
I chuckled again. I loved that she was so taken in.
"I'm who I've always been," I said honestly, "just a little changed now. I'm king now."
She reached over and grabbed my hand.
"Youareking," she whispered, "and you're turning out to be everything I thought you could be."
I squeezed her hand affectionately and stared into her eyes.
"Does that please you?" I whispered.
She grinned.
"It does," she replied.
I stared into her beautiful eyes.
"I can do anything…anythingwith the proper motivation Zelda," I didn't hide what I was trying to convey.
Her cheeks blushed a little and she pulled her hand back slightly. She understood where I was going.
"Yes…" she replied, "I suppose that's true."
There was a brief silence between us, where I knew some of the pleasantries were waning. Zelda was trying to keep this amiable, but I sensed a sudden guardedness about her manner. All this talk about kingdom business and commerce was all well in good, but soon… soon we would have to address the giant lizalfos in the room. Sooner or later, the truth behind my visit would have to come to light.
"So…uh…" she trailed, trying to make conversation, "how's… the dragon cultivation going?"
I raised a brow.
"The dragon cultivation?" I repeated.
Zelda nodded, but now she was avoiding my eyes.
"Yes," she replied.
I grunted.
"It's essentially going well," I divulged, "and I've actually found a spot more favorable than the sky city for what I was planning to buy from you."
She then looked at me surprised.
"Where?" she asked.
I paused for a moment.
"Death Mountain," I replied afterward.
There was a sudden stunned silence between us just then.
"What?" she whispered finally.
I wasn't surprised that this was her reaction
"Death Mountain summit actually," I replied matter of fact.
She looked at me as if I were insane.
"Is this your idea of a joke?" she asked shocked.
I tried to smile.
"No, actually it isn't," I replied.
Her breathing quickened and she got up from the table.
"You can't cultivate dragons on Death Mountain summit Elbourne," she explained, "that's a direct violation of your treaty with Hyrule."
I was aware of that.
"Hear me out," I said.
I stood up myself now.
"You're beyond incorrigible," she said, "do you know the danger you just placed your people and the Gorons in?"
She was seething. The smile on her beautiful face was all but gone. It was replaced with a look of complete disbelief. She was not in any mood for charismatic theatrics now.
"Properly trained dragons are not a danger," I reasoned, "my people know how to wield them."
She groaned in frustration.
"What about the Gorons Elbourne?" she demanded. "Do you have any implication what this could mean for them? You're releasing dragons intheirrealm. They could potentially take over!"
I raised my hands in surrender wanting her to calm down.
"The Gorons are the ones that gave me the permission," I divulged, "I bargained the exchange of mining labor for the use of the summit. It worked out well for the both of us."
Zelda looked at me incredulously.
"You didn't bother to discuss this withmeElbourne," she replied, "even though Gor Cor is the elder in the mine city, the final decision belongs to me as queen. You have to think about the long term implications of dragons roaming around Death Mountain summit."
I knew she wouldn't be pleased, but what was done was done.
"I had to look out for my people," I reasoned.
She rolled her eyes.
"You may live to regret this decision," she warned, "you can't control nature Elbourne."
I stared into her beautiful eyes and sighed.
"You're right," I said, realizing I had the trump card, "but as you stated earlier you are the one with the discretionary power. You could always command the Gorons to not negotiate with my people if you feel it is going to be a burden on them."
Zelda narrowed her eyes at me in slight contempt, knowing that if she undermined any of the authority of the elders of the respected provinces, social discord would spring up. I was aware of that too, that was why I went forward with the decision. I hated being so underhanded in this deal, but I had to think of my people too. The rich were only getting richer in Hyrule. My people deserved their own riches too.
"You think you're clever coming in here the way you did, don't you?" she said, shaking her head. "It seems I gave you too much credit too soon."
I nodded and shrugged.
"I'm sorry you feel that way," I said honestly, "but I have to think of the stability of my people as well."
Her eyes widened in anger.
"At the expense of an ally?" she demanded. "You're willing to lose camaraderie over a business deal?"
I raised my eyebrows at hearing that.
"Are you… threatening me your majesty?" I asked in a calm manner.
Zelda took in a deep breath and closed her eyes.
"This isn't a threat," she replied, "so I'm going to negotiate this way: Hyrule will not intervene on the Gorons behalf because it was a contract instituted by them. However, if the contract becomes a significant threat to the country, I will intervene regardless to what has transpired between the two of you."
I couldn't help but smile at her spiritedness. It was one of the many things I loved about her.
She's like a ball of fire, I thought,tantalizing, beautiful, seductive, and dangerous when she needs to be.
"Fair enough," I replied simply.
Zelda then looked away from me and shook her head. I think my perpetual grin was irritating her. I came from around my side of the table and went to stand in front of her. She saw my stance and quickly stepped back. There was an uncomfortable silence that enveloped us for a few moments. I knew she was restraining herself from what she considered brazen actions on my part.
"Zelda," I started, breaking the silence, "you know there is no one I respect more than you."
She shot her beautiful eyes to mine.
"Don't make me laugh Elbourne," she said upset, "you consider what you did with the Gorons behind my back respect? It's a downright act of insurrection! You are really toting the line with this, dragon king!"
I stared into her eyes and couldn't get over how extraordinarily beautiful she was when she was angry.
"Then why don't you arrest me then," I whispered, taking a step towards her, "you know I've always wanted to be your prisoner.
She ignored the suggestive inflection in my tone and gave me an obvious stare.
"This isn't a joke," she replied.
I stared at her lips.
"I wasn't joking," I replied.
"Elbourne be serious," she said, taking another step back, "why would I arrest a king and risk civil war? You're acting like a reckless adolescent."
"You bring out the wild side of me," I replied, "my libido goes crazy in your presence."
Zelda rolled her eyes again and looked away.
"Unbelievable," she muttered to herself.
I smiled at her actions, but then let it fade for a moment when I wanted to change the subject.
"Speaking of reckless behavior," I said quietly, "I have something else I'd like to discuss with you."
There was another brief silence between us when my tone changed.
"Which is?" she asked quietly.
I decided to be forthcoming.
"You know," I began, "I recall my father giving me a little recommendation. He specifically wanted you to help me with a certain endeavor. However, I've had to go at it alone."
Zelda raised a brow.
"I do apologize," she replied sarcastically, "I've been a little busy running a country."
I chuckled at her reply and took a step towards her.
"It's alright," I said, "perhaps… perhaps you can help me with it now. I still haven't gotten that 'monogamy' thing underway."
Her eyes widened slightly and she stepped back as I said this. She could sense where I was going with the conversation. However, there was another silence that enveloped us. It was awkward and tense.
"I don't think you'll need any help from me," she said finally, "you can practically have any woman you want."
I grunted with how careful she was in saying that.
"Really?" I inquired.
Zelda nodded.
"Really," she replied.
I groaned softly.
"Cleverly stated," I replied
She looked away and now appeared nervous. There was another silence. I took a step towards her. I was done wasting any more time. I needed to get to the point of this surprise rendezvous.
"You know you mean everything to me," I started, "there isn't a day where I don't think about you."
She took in a deep breath and closed her eyes.
"Elbourne…" she trailed.
I wasn't going to allow her to stop me.
"I'm in love with you Zelda," I said simply, "you know that."
She was still avoiding my eyes.
"Yes, I know," she said softly.
I went on.
"So you must recognize it's futile for me to look for someone else when I've loved you for so long," I said.
She shook her head.
"I don't believe that," she said defiantly, "you choose not to find another to love."
I shrugged.
"Think what you will," I said.
She swallowed hard.
"Elbourne I-" I tried.
"Let me have my say," I interrupted, "please."
Zelda then clamped her mouth shut.
"Fine," she whispered.
I walked up to her and stood right in front of her.
"I don't think I could rightly live without you," I whispered, "so, please do me the honor of accepting my hand in marriage."
Zelda's bottom lip was quivering and when she looked up at me her eyes were filled with tears.
"Elbourne… with all my heart I cannot accept your proposal for marriage," she whispered in a shaky voice, "I'm sorry."
I stared into her eyes for a long time before what she said registered. I expected it, but it didn't mean I was happy with it either. I then stared at her naked left ring finger and felt a twinge of resentment. Why was she waiting on him? Why did she love him so goddamn much? I wasn't willing to give her up until I knew I had no chance. That for me was when she got married.
"May I ask why?" I asked quietly.
She looked away from my eyes.
"I'm in love with another man," she said, "and I have already accepted his proposal for marriage."
My ears perked when I heard that.
"You're affianced?" I asked.
She nodded.
I looked at her finger again.
"Where is your ring?" I asked rhetorically. "Oh, that's right, he can't afford to buy you one."
Zelda's eyes narrowed slightly.
"Don't become impertinent about the man I love," she warned, "I don't need a ring to know he loves me."
I swallowed hard when I heard that. I felt gutted, but I wasn't going to let her see it.
"And where is he Zelda?" I asked. "Where's your precious Link? Why isn't he here with you? Why haven't you made an announcement of your engagement? If your love for him is strong, why are you keeping it a secret?"
My words came out harsh, but they were necessary.
She looked up at me defiantly.
"Are you done dragon king?" Zelda asked. "If so, you may leave."
My fists balled at my sides, but I had a feeling it was going to end this way.
"Don't marry him!" I said with almost hint of desperation. "You can't!"
"I have made my choice!" she replied.
My eyes searched her face.
"Why are you doing this to yourself?" I demanded. "Why are you setting your standards so damn low?!"
Her eyes shot back to mine.
"I would tread softly if I were you," she warned, "Link hasn't sunken toyourdepths Elbourne!"
Her tongue was like a lash and it made me step back in minor shock.
"What?" I asked almost reactionary.
Zelda didn't answer.
"What do you mean?" I demanded. "What are you talking about?"
Zelda still didn't answer.
I gave her a once over and then perceived.
"You're talking about what happened in the Twilight Realm, aren't you?" I asked.
She looked away and shook her head.
"I didn't mean anything," she said quickly.
I stared at her and saw that she was trying to be evasive.
"Youaretalking about the Twilight Realm," I accused, "I sense the hatred just spewing off you."
She shook her head again.
"I don't hate you," she insisted, "stop being fantastic."
I gave her a quick once over.
"I think it's time we discussed in the open what happened that day," I stated, "apparently that has some serious bearing on your decision."
She looked at me with open frustration.
"Whether that had a factor or not still doesn't change me saying no to you," she divulged, "I would have refused your proposal had you brought that up or not."
I didn't believe that for a second.
"You're lying," he replied.
She looked at me surprised and I noticed her throat tighten.
"There's nothing to discuss," she tried to deflect.
I gave her an obvious stare.
"You know that isn't true," I said, "I… I almost violated you."
There was a brief silence between us after my utterance. Zelda looked very uncomfortable now and I knew I was walking into uncharted territory with bringing this up, but apparently things weren't as novel as I thought them to be. I knew when leaving Hyrule Field weeks ago that her sweet words were merely lip service. She hadn't forgiven me at all. She did think I was a monster. I couldn't pretend that I didn't almost rape her, and she couldn't pretend that it didn't affect her in a very deep way. I knew she would never look at me the same again… I knew it.
She broke the silence first.
"Elbourne… I really don't want to discuss this," she said softly.
That wasn't an option.
"I can understand that," I said, "but I think we need to."
She looked away.
"I've already forgotten about it," she said.
I shook my head.
"That's a lie," I rebutted, "you've all but insinuated it just a moment ago."
Zelda was frustrated with how I was going about this.
"That was a slip," she insisted, "I'm telling you, I've forgotten all about it."
Did she seriously think I believed this?
"No you haven't," I replied, "I know you, I know how you think. I betrayed your trust in a way that was unimaginable. I don't expect you to forget this."
Her eyes stung just then.
"I don't want to talk about this," she repeated.
Her voice was breaking. She was almost pleading.
"Keeping it inside isn't going to help," I replied, "you used to trust me in a way that you trusted no one else, and the only way I know that trust is secure is if you talk to me."
She swallowed hard.
"I do still trust you," she divulged.
She said this while her eyes were averted.
That was telling.
"Then look at me," I whispered.
Zelda hesitated.
"Elbourne…" she trailed, "wasn't it evident to you when came in here? Was I not happy to see you?"
There was something strange about this.
"Then you should have no problem looking at me now," I replied, "lookat me Zelda."
That last emphatic push had the gusto I was hoping for. However, when Zelda looked up at me her eyes filled with tears almost immediately and she involuntarily stepped back. That said it all. She covered her mouth to prevent a sob from escaping and I knew some of the happiness she was displaying was a charade.
"I'm sorry," she whispered when she started to cry.
I was frustrated by the irony of her regret.
"Why are you apologizing?" I asked.
I took in a deep sigh and looked beyond her knowing that some of the greeting she gave me was hyperbolic for the sake of appearances. I had a feeling she was trying to protect me, when she should have rightly been thinking only about herself. I took a step back to make her feel more comfortable. I knew my closeness was bothering her, but she would never admit it. Even so, she immediately went to stop me.
"Please," she whispered, "there's no need for that. I promise you I'm alright."
I shook my head.
"You're crying and you look terrified," I stated, "that's hardly alright."
She attempted to wipe her eyes.
"I'm just emotional lately," she tried to reason, "it isn't just you."
I ran a hand through my hair and was at loss for words.
"I'm so sorry Zelda," I whispered, "I really and truly am. I don't know what came over me in that lagoon, but I promise you I'll castrate myself before I think of hurting you in such a way again."
She looked up at me surprised.
"Don't talk like that," she said, "I told you, I forgive you.
I shook my head.
"It doesn't matter," I replied.
Zelda then pursed her lips together.
"However, I won't lie," she whispered, "I was terrified when you wouldn't stop because I knew that wasn't you… you always stopped when I asked you to."
I looked to the ground.
"I'm sorry," was all I could think to say, "that must have been nightmarish for you."
There was another brief silence, where Zelda wiped the tears from her face. She got her bearings together, and she did look a little more comfortable.
"What… what was going through your head?" she asked me quietly after a few moments. "Why did you allow yourself to go so far?"
I still avoided her eyes.
"I don't think you want to know," I said honestly.
She looked at me surprised.
"Elbourne…" she trailed.
My throat tightened.
"I'm serious," I replied.
She stared into my eyes, but didn't say anything. I still couldn't look at her,
"It was… it was all these dark thoughts Zelda," I whispered, "thoughts of anger because you rejected me, thoughts of wanting to hurt you because I was so hurt. Thoughts of…" I couldn't finish. "I took myself to a place where I didn't want to go, but allowed myself to because I was upset."
Zelda crossed her arms over her chest.
"What do you mean dark thoughts?" she asked.
I shook my head.
"I will not disclose that," I insisted, "there are some things I cannot share."
Zelda stared at me with a hint of unease and to me it only made things worse.
"Elbourne…" she trailed.
I looked away.
"I… I guess I had my part in this too," she admitted, "I should have left you alone. I should have respected your privacy."
I closed my eyes.
"That isn't an excuse," I replied, "I still should have stopped at the very beginning when you asked me to."
There was another silence between us after that and I didn't know what to make of it.
"Are you sure you don't hate me now Zelda?" I asked quietly.
She immediately shook her head.
"No," she whispered, "I never could."
I nodded, grateful for that.
"Are you afraid of me?" I asked.
She hesitated, but then nodded.
"I am a little," she said honestly, "I didn't used to be, but I am now."
I took in a deep sigh after her utterance and closed my eyes.
"I guess I deserve that," I whispered.
Zelda bit her lower lip.
"I can learn to trust you completely again," she reassured, "it's just right now it's going to take some time."
I nodded.
"I understand," I replied, "that's very kind of you to say to make a concession for me."
She shook her head.
"It's not a concession Elbourne," she assured.
I shook my head.
"Yes it is," I said.
She grew stubborn.
"No it isn't," she insisted.
I groaned.
"You can't even look at me anymore," I said, "you just told me you're terrified of me! You don't have to sugarcoat the fact you're making a concession for me!"
She took another step back and that just proved my point more. I ran my hands over my face and want couldn't be more frustrated. I then turned and headed for the exit.
"This was a mistake," I muttered, "this was a goddamn mistake!"
Zelda gasped at my hurried manner and then rushed after me.
"Elbourne wait!" she called.
I was done. This was the worst possible scenario. I couldn't take her being afraid of me. I could take anything else, but I couldn't take her being afraid.
I didn't stop.
"Wait!" she called again.
I heard her footsteps rushing from behind to hurry in front of me, and before I could reach the knob of her door, she stood in front of me to stop.
Zelda's breathing accelerated a little from her run.
"Don't leave," she whispered.
I couldn't look at her.
"You've said all that needed to be said," I replied.
Her eyes searched my face.
"It isn't like you to give up," she countered, "this person you're acting like right now is not the man I know."
I stared into her eyes.
"The man you know is gone!" I growled. "I am not that person in the lagoon Zelda! I'm not a monster!"
"I don't think you're a monster!" she insisted earnestly. "I don't!"
I took in a deep sigh, tired of this.
"Isn't my hair dark enough now?" I asked in an unusual fashion. "Can't I be the man that you need? Aren't I good enough for you now?!"
She looked up at me helplessly.
"I…" she trailed, "I can't. There's always going to be a part of me that loves you Elbourne. You know that, but I'm in love with Link."
Even with her telling me these things, I couldn't give her up just yet. I couldn't surrender my feelings to the likes of a man like Link. To me that little love was a glimmer of hope.
"Don't marry him," I whispered, "please."
Her eyes widened at my utterance.
"I-" she tried.
"I can prove to you that I'm good enough for you," I interrupted, "just delay your engagement six months, just give me six months."
The desperation in my voice was more than apparent, but I didn't care.
Zelda stepped back.
"Elbourne-" she tried again.
"Please Zelda," I interrupted, "you must give me another chance to redeem myself. It can't end like this between us."
She was dumbstruck and before she could say another word, I walked up to her and kissed her on the lips. It was short, but it was deep, and I didn't give her a chance to reject me, so I pulled away quickly. Afterwards, I bowed and dismissed myself. Her silence was more complicit than not.
"I bid you good day," I said.
Zelda was still looking at me stunned.
With that, I left the room and headed down the hall.
It's not over,I thought,it's not over until their is a ring on her finger.
Six months... all I needed was six months.
~SSS~
Link's POV (Closure: Elbourne & Link)
Arriving at the castle this morning, I had to go through the same protocol as everyone else to see the queen. I was naturally expedited because of my status as the hero, but I didn't want to be announced prematurely. I planned this surprise meticulously, only allowing the Shad to be in on the secret because he was great at keeping them, or so I assumed. I hadn't seen Zelda in weeks and, I couldn't lie, I was eager to get reacquainted again. I missed her lovely face and her soothing voice. Plus, I thought about what she told in becoming king. She was right. I sincerely believed I could do anything with her by my side, and I knew that the experience I was going to procure in Dragon Roost would be invaluable when I became king.
That was correct. I decided to take Elbourne up on his offer. Working in Dragon Roost court for six months would be a challenge, but taking on that challenge would assist me in my transition to Hyrulean court life. I hadn't yet told Zelda, but that was on the agenda today. I wanted her input on my decision, but to be honest I already wrote my letter of acceptance to Elbourne over a week ago. I was actually going to be departing in a week. All my arrangements were already made. I wanted to be a man of value to Zelda, not just a peasant marrying into her dowery. She deserved the best.
I was aware that this was all going to be surprising news, but I wanted to assure Zelda that nothing was changing. I had every intention of marrying her, and I was going to keep courting her in the process of me working in Dragon Roost. Besides, after what she and I experienced, I wanted to keep our courtship dignified. Yes, we were intimate before marriage, but I didn't want to make it a habit to sully the tradition of the throne. I knew Zelda giving herself to me was not the tradition of the unmarried queens. I didn't feel it was wrong for me to earn her love the honorable way. I could wait for her and show some self control.
I couldn't lie, I was anticipating Zelda's surprised expression. She had this way of speaking that made me smile and chuckle. She would probably tell me I was incorrigible for keeping her waiting so long and that I should have told her I was coming. Currently, was walking down the long hall to her private chambers, but was completely surprised when I saw a familiar face approaching from the opposite direction.
King Elbourne, I thought, never thinking I would hear that title in my young manhood.
I assumed, like many, that King Xavier would have been ruling for another twenty years. It was unfortunate that the previous monarch's life was cut short, but circumstance was hardly fair. I stopped short when Elbourne approached, still unable to get over his physical change. He was the same, but then again he wasn't. The familiarity was definitely there, but the contrast almost made him appear to be a different man. I hoped that change was inward too. It was no secret that I didn't care for some of things he did, but he did risk his life for Zelda... and for me, so I was grateful to him. A great deal depended on this opportunity he presented to me to know whether I could trust him or not. He made no qualms about being in love with Zelda, even after Ghirahim's powers were drained away. So, him approaching in this manner could mean one of two things: he either relinquished his love for the queen, or he had made a pivot for her heart. My rupees were on the latter, but I couldn't be too sure.
As Elbourne approached, I bowed, paying homage to the dragon king's title. He was without an escort, which disclosed to me that this was a private visit. This could be good or bad, it just depended on this exchange. When Elbourne saw me he stopped for a moment. His pause looked to be determined by whether he wanted to truly engage me or not. He stared me down for a moment. We had our issues, but I hoped this would be amiable.
Here we go, I thought.
"Good morning sire," I greeted respectfully, "all is well in Dragon Roost?"
Elbourne didn't answer right away.
"Indeed it is, good sir," he replied.
Seeing him up close really magnified our resemblance... he could have been my twin brother. That was not easy to admit to. The symbol of the dragon crest exuded from his royal attire. He really did look like a king. I just hoped he intended to act more like one now and not a pompous overlord.
Elbourne gave me a long once before he spoke again.
"Have you come to propose?" he asked me suddenly.
He knew that answer.
"It's already been done," I replied.
Something in that shifted him, but he didn't pivot to it.
"Are you here to tell her your plans for Dragon Roost?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Something like that," I replied.
He nodded in return and narrowed his eyes at me.
"Six months," he said suddenly.
My expression shifted slightly.
"Yes," I replied, "six months."
There was a determined look in his eyes suddenly.
"Nothing more, nothing less," he went on.
I gave him a slightly offhanded stare.
"Indeed," I replied.
He nodded several times as he stared at me.
"May the best man win Link," he said.
It was then I was on guard.
"What?" I replied.
He smirked at my expression and took a step towards me.
"You heard me farm boy," he replied, "may the best man win."
With that, he didn't bother to stick around much longer and continued his trek down the hall. Now I understood why he was so determined and perhaps why he wanted me to go to Dragon Roost. I sighed as I watched after him for a moment. His stride was confident and strong. I had to give him credit, he was resilient. I was trying to give him the benefit of the doubt, but it was official: Elbourne was just a dick. Blonde or brown hair he was always going to be an insufferable bastard. It seemed to be innate with or without Ghirahim's influence.
May the best man win indeed dragon king, I thought, then resumed my trek down the hall.
I stopped short of the guard outside of Zelda's chamber and cued him.
"Could you please inform her majesty that the Hero of Twilight is here to see her?" I inquired.
"Absolutely," he replied.
The guard then knocked on the door.
It has been long enough, I thought,the decision is made.
~SSS~
A Few Moments Ago Leading Into the Present: Zelda's POV
I was shaking and I was frustrated. Not only did that not go the way I hoped, it seemed as though Elbourne was as determined as ever to pursue me. Even so, there was no way I was going to wait six months to tempt myself. He had had to have something up his sleeve to be so precise. I wasn't going to let him out with me. If Link came and asked me to marry him tomorrow, I would.
I quickly went to my anteroom to check my appearance. I probably looked terrible from crying. I stared into the mirror, but then removed my gloves and poured water in my basin to wash my face. I splashed my face several times with rose hips oil before cleansing it off. I stared at my reflection as I pat dried my skin. I looked at myself determined, knowing nothing now was going to keep me away from being with Link. However, I was also disappointed with how I made Elbourne feel. I wasn't truthfully scared of him, though my comfort level had changed. I had to remember this was beyond our feelings. Our interactions involved both political and social ramifications.
Think of your people Zelda,I told myself.
To befuddle matters, I forgot to bring up the letter to Elbourne. How in the world was I going to contact Midna now? The only access point to her world was Dragon Roost. I had to figure out something, but what?
I pursed my lips together and closed my eyes.
"I have to figure something out," I whispered to myself, "I have to."
Even so, just as I was getting my bearings together I noticed something from the main room. Curious as to what it was, I hurried back from the adjacent area. When I reentered the center of my room, my eyes widened in surprise.
"Dear goddesses!" I whispered shocked.
I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me for a moment, but no, I was seeing a displacement in the clouds outside. The displacement was getting closer and closer, until it was now right outside my room. The configuration was a ball of suspended white light making its way down towards me.
What in the-?I thought bewildered.
I took a step back and nearly tripped over the hem of my skirt at the sight. What in the world was this thing? If I wasn't mistaken it looked similar to the balls of light Link, Elbourne, and I witnessed going towards the heavens when Arbiter's Grounds went in on itself. Was this another? I froze in fear unsure as the light was nowinmy room. However, the situation was made all the more complicated when there was a sudden knock at my door.
"Ah!" I gasped, but didn't turn to face it.
I was too afraid.
"My lady?" a male voice inquired.
I didn't answer.
My eyes were still locked on this strange vestige coming towards me.
Dear Hylia,I thought,don't let this be another mirage from Ghirahim… let that monster be done with!
As if in tune with my thoughts, the light got closer and was now in the center of my room. I began to feel a pit of dread in my stomach. My palms were now sweating and I felt my heart race. I backed up to the table as the diffraction got closer and closer. It then became stationary in the center of the room.
I swallowed hard, anticipating the worse, but jumped slightly when there was another knock at my door.
"My lady?" the guard asked again. "My lady are you alright?"
This time I knew I couldn't ignore it.
"What is it?" I called back finally.
There was a pause of concern.
"Your majesty the Hero of Twilight is here to see you," the guard called back.
I feared that was what he was going to say. I tried to think quickly. However, before I could utter a word, something even more strange happened.
A voice sudden spoke from within the sphere.
"Don't keep your guest waiting," the voice said solemn, "I need to speak with the hero as well."
My eyes widened at the divulgence.
What?I wondered.
I covered my mouth with my hands
"This can't be real!" I whispered in disbelief. "This can't be happening right now!"
The voice thought to set that matter straight.
"Well it is," the voice replied, "and I suggest you open that door."
I narrowed my eyes slightly.
"Who are you?" I whispered.
The ball of light hovered, not bothering to answer me. It was then there was another hurried more alarmed knock.
"Your majesty?" the guard inquired.
A moment later another familiar voice chimed in.
"Queen Zelda is everything okay in there?" it was Link. "You sound distracted."
I tried to remain calm. I didn't want to make the situation worse.
"I apologize," I called, realizing I wasn't as convincing as I wanted to be, "I do happen to be distracted, but please send the hero in."
I never took my eyes off the light. A moment later, the door to my chamber quickly opened and a concerned Link walked in. His expression turned to one of surprise as did the guard that peered into the room.
Link hurried over to me and stood in front of me to guard me.
"Are you alright?" he asked me concerned.
I nodded.
"Yes," I replied, "nothing has happened."
I looked back over at the door to guard who had broken rank and came inside.
"Your majesty," he asked from the door way, "what is this thing?"
I had no idea and the last thing I wanted was for this news to spread across the castle. I needed to confine it.
"I don't know," I said honestly, "but I need for you to keep your post and close the door."
The guard looked at me like I was insane.
"Keep my post and close the door?" he repeated. "Your majesty this could be some kind of monster!"
"Which is why we need to keep in confined," I replied, "now close the door."
The guard stood his ground.
"But your majesty-" he tried.
I understood his concern but couldn't be bothered with it right now.
"Please," I interrupted calmly, "close the door."
I gave him an earnest stare, but he still didn't budge yet, until finally, he nodded at my request, however, with a great deal of hesitation.
"Yes your majesty," he replied, "but if things get out of hand I'm calling for aide."
I nodded.
"Fair enough," I said, "but I don't think it will be necessary with the hero here."
With that, the guard backed out slowly and closed the door. Link never took his eyes off the sphere and guided me behind him. He then rested his hand on the butt of his sword.
"When did this… thisthingget here?" he asked me.
I shook my head.
"Just now," I replied.
His grip around his sword tightened.
"Did it try to communicate with you?" he asked.
Before I could answer the sphere answered for me.
"Yes," the voice inside it replied.
Link and I both jumped.
"Stay behind me," he ordered me, "there's no telling what this thing is."
I obeyed and took a few steps back. However, the light then rose high into the ceiling at the sound of Link's voice.
My heart skipped a beat.
Dear Nayru, I thought, feeling a terrible sense of dread,what now?
Link and I both watched as the light suddenly refracted seven colors, then dispersed across the ceiling like a light show. The diffractions whooshed throughout the room like the movement of a kaleidoscope, and to my great surprise, once the occurrence was over a familiar divinity showed her lovely face.
My mouth dropped open immediately.
"Hylia!" I exclaimed in disbelief.
The goddess smiled in her normal fashion and floated to the ground.
"You've got it kid!" she said with her recognizable enthusiasm.
I was beyond stunned at the sight of her. Link too was without words.
"I can't believe it!" he whispered finally.
I was dumbstruck and didn't say anything for several seconds. It was as if my heart exploded. I couldn't believe she was actually here.
"Is that really you?" I whispered, feeling my voice break, getting from behind Link to walk towards her.
Hylia suddenly cracked her back in her usual quirky fashion and scratched her side.
"It better be me or I've got someone else's underwear on," she replied, and then gave a thoughtful stare. "Wait a minute… I don't wear underwear."
After hearing her say that, I stopped in my tracks and just stared at her. That was all the confirmation I needed. This goddess would always be a little out of the ordinary; a little unorthodox. I turned to look at the hero just then and he had the same bemused expression on his face as I did. I couldn't say I blame him. We were worried sick about her, and now that she was here it was like she never left.
I took in a deep sigh.
Link shook his head at the sight of her.
"Same old Hylia," he said with a grin.
Hylia returned his grin.
"You better believe it," she replied.
Link chuckled at her reply, but was still mystified.
"I can't believe it's you," he said relieved, "we thought you were dead."
Hylia gave him a funny look and put her hands on her hips.
"Didn't I tell you a goddess couldn't die?" she said in her spunky manner.
I was so overwhelmed, I couldn't think straight. Hylia was being so matter-of-fact, it almost seemed surreal. Even so, I felt myself getting emotional again.
"Yes," I said, "yes you did."
Hardly able to contain myself, I finally hurried over to her to give her a tight hug. However, when I went to embrace her I couldn't. I went through her instead. I turned around and looked at her bewildered.
"What in the world?" I said aloud.
Link raised his brows in surprise at the interaction.
"Hylia…" he trailed, waiting for her to continue for him.
It was strange. We both could see her, but her tangible self wasn't here. Realizing we needed an explanation, Hylia turned to face us. She saw that we were both confused.
"Ancestral mother…" I started, "why are you…?"
Hylia then took in a deep sigh and gave a sad half smile.
"Remember when I told you what I had the two of you do wasn't one of my better ideas?" she started. "Yeah… well it turns out I got in trouble for it."
Link looked at her taken aback.
"What?" he asked puzzled. "What do you mean 'got in trouble?' How could you get in trouble? You're the goddess of Hyrule."
Hylia nodded and shrugged at Link's point.
"That's true," she said, "however when Nayru, Farore, and Din came along we all decided to make this Goddess Tribunal thing to hold each other accountable if any of us got out of line," she explained. "To put it in simple terms, I seriously screwed up by having you inadvertently release Ghirahim and put the entire world at risk for destruction by the possible resurrection of Demise." She shook her head at the thought. "Yeah… the other girls didn't like that too much. But you know what," she added, changing the subject slightly, "I don't see how Din can say squat to me when she gave the Triforce of Power to Ganondorf." She rolled her eyes. "Pfft… that bitch. You know what I mean? What the hell was that all about?"
I stared at the goddess, not knowing what to think. It was such a serious offense called against her, but true to Hylia fashion she was casual and brushed it off as though it were nothing. She was very cavalier about the matter, but what was going to happen to her now?
I shook my head.
"Oh…" was all I said at the long winded explanation, "is that why I can't feel you?"
Hylia sighed and bit her lower lip.
"Yeah, unfortunately," she said, "the gift of transmogrification has been dispelled from me. It won't be granted back until after I served my sentence."
Link raised a brow at that.
"Sentence?" he segued.
Hylia nodded.
"Yeah, I have to guard the Sacred Realm for one thousand years," she said with a shrug.
I looked at her shocked.
"One thousand years?" I repeated incredulously. "That seems excessive!"
Hylia rubbed her nails against her gown and looked at them in the sunlight.
"Not really," she replied.
Link gave her an offhanded stare.
"You don't seem too bent out of shape about this," he said, "don't you think you should be a little concerned?"
Hylia shrugged indifferently at Link's conjecture.
"Yeah, I see your point," she replied, "but what can you do?"
I couldn't understand why she was being so nonchalant.
"And you're okay with this?" I couldn't help but ask.
Hylia took in another deep sigh.
"I really don't have a choice Zel," she said honestly. "Hyrule was almost destroyed because of me and I interfered when I wasn't supposed to. I should be grateful I'm getting such a light sentence."
When she put it that way, it was a sobering thought. I glanced over at Link who was also still just as baffled as me. Admittedly, what Hylia had come up with to make us fall in love was nothing short of irrational. If anything had ebbed out of place even one iota, there could have been significantly dire consequences. Even so, I tried to think of the positives from this. Though, it was hard for me to see one in her case.
"Not that I'm complaining," I started, and changed the subject, "but then what are you doing here?"
Hylia looked at me indignantly just then and put her hands on her hips.
"You didn't miss me?" she demanded.
I did sound rather crass.
"Yes, yes, of course!" I said quickly, not meaning to be insensitive. "There wasn't a day I wasn't thinking about you ancestral mother, honestly. That isn't what I meant at all! I'm glad you're here. It's just with you in trouble and all, I wasn't aware you could come and see me."
Hylia stared at me for just a moment and then grinned at my explanation.
"I know honey," she said, "I just love giving you a hard time."
I chuckled at that. Link finally walked over to where Hylia and I were standing and shook his head.
"Hylia," he started, "you've got to be the craziest person I know. Only you would take something so serious and think of it as no big deal."
Hylia scoffed at the notion.
"It's not that I don't think it's a big deal," she replied, "it's just, what can I do about it? I can either have a good attitude about it, or a bad one. I just choose to have the good one."
I raised my eyebrows at her logic and nodded, seeing her point. It was simple enough. If a situation is bleak change it, if it can't be changed, then the person needs to change their attitude about it.
"I suppose so," I said.
Hylia teetered back and forth on her heels for a moment.
"Besides, this next thousand years promises to be fun," she said with a sudden mischievous glint in her eyes.
Link and I both looked at her puzzled for a moment.
"Why is that?" Link asked.
Hylia smiled on his cue.
"Well…" she trailed, "I could tell you, but I'd rather let you hear it fromhimyourself."
I raised a brow
Him?I wondered.
Hylia then turned towards the balcony and gestured for us to look at the sky. Out of nowhere, another ball of light appeared and then dissipated across the atmosphere. It diffracted in the same way Hylia's had beforehand. A moment later, an extraordinarily handsome young looking man appeared from it and started floating downward. It only took me a moment to recognize who he was.
"Ancestral father!" I gasped, covering my mouth.
Link looked over at me surprised.
"Ancestral father?" he repeated. "You mean he's…"
I nodded, not answering, too shocked to say anything.
The Hero of Sky looked at me with a wayward smile as he floated down and came walking towards the three of us.
"S'up Zel," he said in a cool relaxed voice.
Link stared at the first hero puzzled. He remined me of myself when I first heard ancestral mother talk. Link even gave him a suspicious once over. It was no wonder too the hero of old didn't look at all like he did when he first appeared to me. His hair was longish now and just above his shoulders. He had five o'clock shadow budding and needed a shave. Also, the collar of his tunic was popped up, and instead of long pants he was wearing short pants and toga sandals. He looked like he was ready for a day at the beach.
"'S'up Zel?'" my hero repeated. "What kind of greeting is that?"
The Hero of Sky looked over at Link and grinned.
"Chillax bro," he said in an even keeled manner. "Take the plunge and ride it out. Otherwise, you'll never be as happy as my honeybunny and me," he then turned his attention to Hylia. "You know what I mean baby?"
Hylia raised her eyebrows lovingly just then.
"Oh, I know what you mean baby boo," she replied.
They both started chuckling at each other, and I thought I was in another world. I looked at the both of them stunned.
Are they serious? 'Chillax' bro?I thought in disbelief.Take the plunge? Ride it out? Boo? What the hell happened to the man that appeared to me in Ghirahim's crypt?
Link didn't know what to think.
"You're really… the first hero?" he asked.
The Hero of Sky shrugged and put his hands in his pockets.
"Yeah dude," he replied, "and I'm telling you right now, you stress waaaay too much. The key to being a hero is synergy man. You need to be one with the earth. Fighting is like making love bro, you just got to do it. You just got to ride the lightning. You know what I mean?"
I ran my hand over my face embarrassed.
These are my ancestors?I thought.Sex crazed maniacs?
I closed my eyes and sighed.
"What's up Zelda baby?" the Hero of Sky asked me. "Your energy seems low."
I looked at my ancestral father like he was crazy.
"My energy?" I repeated.
He shrugged.
"Yeah babe," he replied with.
What the hell happens to people's brains when they enter the Sacred Realm? I thought.Does it turn to chu jelly?
Even so, I needed to make the best of it. Hylia and Link went out of their way to help me, and also sacrificed a great deal in the past. The goddess was even going to suffer a sentence because she wanted to see me happy. I wasn't in any position to judge who they were, and how they loved each other. The important thing was that they loved each other. It may have seemed strange to me that their speech and mannerisms were far different from mine, but that didn't take away from them being my ancestors and that they were the progenitors of the royal family. They deserved my respect.
"My energy is fine ancestral father…" I trailed, trying to think of the proper way to address him, "I'm just so happy to see you."
The Hero of Sky nodded.
"Epic," he replied, "I'm glad to see my ancestral baby too."
Hylia hugged her hands to her chest and smiled.
"Isn't she beautiful honey?" she asked the Hero of Sky of me. "She looks just like the Sage of Time!"
The hero of old grinned and nodded in agreement with his wife.
Mazel tov," he replied, "she does."
What is mazel tov?I wondered.
Hylia wiped a set of humorous tears from her eyes.
"My little baby is all grown up!" she said with a cracked voice.
I sensed she was being a little hyperbolic.
"Uh…" I trailed.
The Hero of Sky then took her in his arms.
"Primo, babe, primo," he said to her, "it's all good. Zel's going to be great. She's the cat's meow."
I had no idea what ancestral father was talking about.
Hylia pulled back and looked up at her hero's face.
"You think so?" she asked him, then looked over at me. "You think she'll be okay without us here?"
The Hero of Sky looked over at me just then and grinned.
"Yeah Hyl," he said to her, "she's got your blood."
Hylia looked back up at her husband.
"You're so sweet... really?" she asked.
He looked at her seriously for a moment.
"Yeah," he replied, staring into her eyes and running his finger over her chin.
The two of them were staring at each other as if they were the only people in the room. I had to admit it was very touching to see them so in love even when they hadn't seen each other in a millennia. The Hero of Sky even reached down and kissed his former queen.
My eyes widened surprised, and I quickly looked away to try and afford them some privacy. Link did the same, but he was looking over at me with a grin plastered across his face. I think he and I were having similar ideas. That could be us. We could have a love that was solid and strong like that. The kiss prolonged from a quick moment to several. Soon, it was just plain gratuitous.
Really?I thought.
I then cleared my throat, hoping they would get the cue. They continued. I finally turned back around to let them know they were getting carried away. However, it was then I saw ancestral father's hand on ancestral mother's behind. Link saw that too and turned away and snickered at the sight. They had no shame, none whatsoever.
"Alright you two," I said finally.
They ignored me.
I groaned.
"You guys…" I said with more verve.
They still ignored me. This was ridiculous.
I finally put my hands on my hips.
"Will you two stop it?" I demanded. "You're worse than adolescents!"
The two of them finally pulled away and both looked at me with relaxed grins.
"Naw dude, we're much much worse," the hero of old corrected.
Hylia snuggled closer to him.
"He's right," she said with a mischievous smile, and then looked up at him, "just wait until we get back to the Sacred Realm."
The Hero of Sky raised his brows.
"Yeah I know…" he replied with a knowing smirk, "the cosmic energy is just going to fly."
Hylia smacked his chest playfully.
"Not in front of the children!" she chastised.
I closed my eyes and gave up.
Link tried to stay composed, but he started chuckling. Itwasrather humorous the way they were acting.
"You're my kind of hero," he admitted, then added, "uh… dude."
Ancestral father nodded.
"See you're already getting the hang of this bro," he commended.
Link shook his head and chuckled more.
Hylia then looked over at me.
"I hope you took some notes," she said.
I rolled my eyes playfully.
"As a matter of fact… I did," I said honestly, "I did indeed."
I then looked over at Link, while he in turn stared back over at me. I could see the love in his eyes. It was real, just like mine was for him.
Ancestral mother and father saw our exchange and looked at each other.
"I think it's time we left," he suggested to his wife, "they look like they have some talking they need to do."
The goddess nodded in agreement.
"You're right," she said, and then dropped her voice, "besides, I have to start serving mysentenceanyway."
The Hero of Sky chuckled.
"Yes, you do," he said, "and you've been abadgirl."
I shook my head. What could I do? They were who they were. Hylia then released her cosmic beau and came up to me and gave me a big hug. It was sweet of her, even if I couldn't feel it.
"You've grown so much as a woman," she whispered in my ear, "never lose that, no matter what happens, okay?"
I nodded
"I won't, thank you ancestral mother," I whispered.
Her configuration was to hold me tighter though I still couldn't feel it. It was like she didn't want to let me go.
"I love you my sweet little Zelly," she went on with a slight break in her voice, "and please stay strong no matter what."
I pulled back from her just then and gave her an offhanded look.
"Hylia… what are you trying to tell me?" I whispered.
She just grinned and didn't really answer my question.
"Nothing that you don't already know," she replied.
I didn't want to, but I felt a little uneasy with her utterance.
"Right," I said with a nod, "thank you."
Hylia then released me and caressed my cheek. Meanwhile, Link was saying goodbye to ancestral father.
"It was a pleasure to meet you Hero of Sky," Link said, "you've set the bar high for what the rest of us heroes need to do."
The Hero of Sky grinned.
"You didn't do too bad yourself," he said, then glanced over at me. "I don't have to give you the 'I'll cut off your balls if you hurt my granddaughter speech,' do I?"
Link's smile faded slightly, and he looked mildly shocked. Even so, the Hero of Sky never lost his amiable expression, which made it all the more disturbing to be quite honest.
"Uh… no," Link replied, "Zelda will be fine."
Ancestral father squeezed Link's hand securely while he shook it… though there was nothing to feel. I think it was the point he was trying to make.
"Of course," he said, "of course."
I sighed at the Hero of Sky's antics. He was just as quirky as ancestral mother. I understood that was why they got along so well. Frankly, it was a welcome sight to all the bickering and quarreling I witnessed when I was a child.
Ancestral father finally released Link's hand and came to give me a tight hug. Again, I couldn't feel it, but I appreciated the gesture.
"You did great Zelda," he said, sounding serious for a moment against my hair, "you made me proud."
"Thank you," I replied.
"Just know Hylia and I love you very much," he reassured, "and we'll always be with you."
I felt the tears sting my eyes.
"I do ancestral father," I replied, "I love you both too."
He pulled back and looked into my face realizing they needed to finalize their goodbye.
"We've got to go," he said, then added, "my baby and I have some singing lessons to catch up on."
I smirked and glanced over at ancestral mother.
"Singing lessons?" I inquired.
Hylia grinned mischievously.
"Where do you think you got that birth mark kiddo?" she divulged. "Singing has been in this family for a thousand years."
I chuckled.
"Right," was all I said.
The Hero of Sky and Hylia then walked out to the balcony while Link and I watched. They were holding hands as a white light surrounded them. However, even amongst it, Hylia turned and winked at me.
I smiled back.
'Thank you,' I mouthed.
Hylia didn't say in return. The light got brighter, and when it lifted and dissipated into the sky, she and her hero were gone. That was when I knew…. I was probably never going to see her again. It saddened me for a moment, but I realized everything was going to be okay. I wasn't alone anymore. I wasn't that insecure queen anymore. I turned and looked intomyhero's eyes… he was staring right back. There was some unfinished business between us, and that was when I realized everything was going to be okay.
Everything was going to be okay indeed.
