After Everything
Chapter 1
I hadn't realized just how badly I wanted and yearned to be a father.
Until it was taken away from me.
The baby me and Peyton had created died during childbirth.
Peyton made a full recovery. The baby was named Sawyer Scott.
He was a boy. I held him.
Peyton didn't want to hold him or have a picture taken with him.
When she was able to leave the hospital she did.
I left myself open to talk about it. To comfort her.
But she simply shut down and pushed me away.
Eventually I donated the items we bought in the nursery.
I changed the color. I turned it into an office.
Our friend group really stepped up. Offering love support understanding.
A year later. When we were 24. Peyton left. Packed her stuff.
Leaving behind her engagement ring.
I had nothing now. But this house. Memories and the life we were supposed to have.
I awoke to the blinding reflection from open blinds.
I pulled my pillow over my face.
(Peyton left town a week ago.) Haley proclaimed.
(Her leaving everyone knowing about it. What exactly am I getting out of bed for?) Lucas asked.
(You and Nathan are going to the Rivercourt. Then a movie.) Haley announced.
(I brought breakfast.!) Brooke announced. Practically bouncing in the bedroom.
(I really don't want or need company.) Lucas insisted.
(Peyton left. She's living her life. There is no reason you shouldn't live yours.) Haley insisted.