Summary: Kento has been giving Tomohisa suggestions to try out in the bedroom and one of them might just be the end of Kazuna's heart.
"You… you want to.. Be on the bottom..?" Kazuna managed out hesitantly, still processing what Tomohisa had just asked.
"Yes, Kento told me he and Goshi switch positions once in awhile. So I started to wonder if Kazu ever wanted to put it in." Tomohisa explained a little to enthusiastically.
Kazuna rubbed his temples, there went Kento putting ideas into Tomohisa's head again. The last time this happened Tomohisa went out and bought a vibrator. That, although he had no complaints after using it with him, he didn't really feel comfortable with the fact that someone else was telling Tomohisa what to do to him when they had sex.
He glanced up at Tomohisa who was just giving one of his clueless smiles, as if this was the most casual thing in the world to talk about.
"I… if we do.. Uh.. 'switch'.. I've never actually.. You know….. but um.." Kazuna's blush crept up to his neck.
He was so glad that Mikado and Momotaro weren't home for the weekend. They'd gone to a plant exhibition in Tokyo and decided to take the chance to take a vacation alone together. And since Kazuna always stays at Tomohisa's place, Kazuna invited Tomohisa to stay with him for the weekend, with the coffee shop right across the street Tomohisa could go to work without any inconveniences.
Kazuna glanced up at the silver haired man, who was patiently awaiting Kazu's response. They were both already naked on Kazuna's bed, why couldn't they have just done it like they always do and avoided this awkward situation.
As much as Kazuna wanted to decline the idea, he had to admit he was very curious of what kind of face Tomohisa would make if the roles would reverse. Tomohisa was more built than him, and it wouldn't be very easy to overpower him if later on he decided he wanted to try it.
Deep in thought, Kazuna sat on the bed, arms crossed, thoughts full of Tomohisa on the receiving end like in the videos Kento would rent when they were in college.
"Kazu…?" Tomohisa waved his hand in front of Kazuna's red face.
"F-fi-Fine! We can switch!" The blonde blurted out, startling Tomohisa into a laugh.
Kazuna's blush darkened when Tomohisa's hand caressed his cheek, tilting up his chin and placing a soft kiss on his lips.
"H-hey who's supposed to be taking the lead here….!" He mumbled into the kiss.
Tomohisa smiled, "Well then, please take care of me, Kazu."
If Kazuna's face could get any redder he could have been a tomato. The blonde furrowed his eyebrows, putting his hands in Tomohisa's shoulders and pushing back onto the bed. "W-w-we'll see about th-that!"
Tomohisa couldn't help the chuckle that escaped his lips, "Oh~ I beg you please be gentle with me~"
Kazuna covered Tomohisa's mouth, "D-don't make fun of me!" He already felt flustered and anxious going forward with this, anymore teasing and his heart might not be able to handle it.
Tomohisa tenderly kissed Kazuna's palm, locking eyes with the blonde as he licked between Kazuna's fingers, taking one finger into his mouth and sucking on it.
Kazuna tensed, his face flushed as he watched Tomohisa suck on his fingers, "T.. Tomo…"
Seeing that the shorter man was frozen stiff, Tomohisa took Kazuna's other hand and brought it up to his nipples.
Kazuna almost pulled his hand away from embarrassment but paused when he heard a soft erotic noise leave Tomohisa's mouth when he accidentally pinched it.
It was as if Tomohisa's soft moan gave him the courage to keep going, the reassurance that he could do it. His fingers gently rubbed the bud of Tomohisa's nipple, giving it a soft pinch as he removed his fingers from Tomohisa's mouth. Using the wet fingers he rubbed and pinched both of his nipples rather aggressively.
Tomohisa's body twitched underneath his touches, his breath growing heavy as Kazuna leaned down and licked one of his nipples.
"Nng.. Kazu…"
Kazuna's wet fingers trailed down Tomohisa's toned torso, just barely grazing a touch to his stiffened erection, releasing the wet bud from his mouth "You always tell me mine are sensitive, but yours are too, Tomohisa."
Tomohisa looked at Kazuna with eyes he'd never seen before. A hazy lust and desire to be ravaged.
"D-don't make that face at me" Kazuna blushed darkly covering Tomohisa's eyes with his hand.
Tomohisa grinned, "Kazu isn't very good at keeping the mood" the younger man chuckled, removing Kazuna's hand from his eyes. "But that's what makes you so cute."
Kazuna's protest about the cute remark was cut short when Tomohisa pulled him down into a kiss. They pressed closer into each other, inhaling oh so familiar the scent of the other.
The way Tomohisa's fingers caressed his face and tucked the blonde strands of hair behind his ear made his heart flutter. Every touch, tickle and grin was filled with an equally great amount of love.
Kazuna wanted to love Tomohisa as much, if not, more than how much Tomohisa loves him.
The room was silent aside from the quiet creaks emitted by the bed frame.
"Hah..~ Tomo, does it feel good..? Or does it.. Mng.. hurt..?" Kazuna nuzzled his nose into the back of Tomohisa's neck. His face flushed and sweat dripping from his chin onto shivering body below him.
Tomohisa looked back at Kazuna, saliva dripping onto the sheets as he gripped them tightly, "I'm being filled with your love…" He let out a soft moan when Kazuna's hips thrusted against his once more, "Kazu's love feels really good.. Ah!"
Kazuna clenched his jaw, blushing up to his ears and neck, he rested his forehead against Tomohisa's shoulder, "Hah… I'm glad… Aah~.. I want to give you as much love as.. You've given me.."
"Ah..! Kazu got bigger.." Tomohisa's cheek rested against the sheets, closing his eyes and taking in the pleasure that pulsed into him.
"Sh.. shut up.." His blush darkened, panting heavily, his arms slightly trembled struggling to support himself above the silver haired man, "I… I can't anymore… Im cuming hah.. Tomohisa.."
Tomohisa opened his eyes, looking back at Kazuna once again, "I want to see you…" he breathed heavily, "I want to see Kazu's face when he comes inside me…"
"Wha- In-inside..?!"
The condoms Tomohisa uses normally, were to big felt weird when he put them on so they ended up using none for Tomohisa's first time from behind. Even though Tomohisa hasn't once put it in without one during all the times they've had sex.
Tomohisa nodded, "I-it's fine…nng~.. If it's Kazu… aah.. You can fill me up as much as you want…"
As if moan filled words weren't enough, Tomohisa had the audacity to reach back and spread his ass more for Kazuna to enter.
Something inside Kazuna snapped. He grabbed onto Tomohisa's wrists turning him over onto his back.
"E-eh..?" Tomohisa blinked, "Kazu..?"
"Hah, that felt refreshing." Tomohisa smiled, radiating that after sex glow.
"How is it that I topped but my hips still feel sore…." Kazuna muttered face down into a pillow.
Tomohisa propped himself up onto his elbow, gently rubbing Kazuna's lower back, "I've never seen Kazu get like that, it was so manly~" He leaned down and kissed Kazuna's shoulder blade.
"Well I am a man, you know!" Kazuna grumbled looking up at Tomohisa. His cheeks still red pouting into the pillow.
"Ha, ha, and I love the manly Kazu just as much as I love the cute Kazu." Tomohisa nuzzled his nose into Kazuna's hair. He closed his eyes, inhaling the scent of Kazuna's mint shampoo. "I love you, Kazu."
Kazuna blushed darkly, "I love you too…"
Tomohisa's smile widened, wrapping his arms around Kazuna's waist and hugging him tightly. "So cute~"
It's going to be almost a year since they started dating, and each day that came and passed were beyond enjoyable. Sure they had their quarrels here and there. Sometimes it was difficult to resolve some misunderstanding, but one thing they've both been working on is improving communication with one another.
Tomohisa stroked Kazuna's soft locks as the blonde slowly fell asleep. Kazuna has made him feel like he walking on clouds ever since he met him through Yuuta when they were in high school. Looking back on it, how couldn't he fall in love with Kazuna? Why did it take him so long to understand his own feelings towards the shorter male were more than just friendship. Maybe he would have been able to hold Kazuna in his arms like this sooner.
Kazuna has given Tomohisa a year full of his love. What could he do to show Kazuna how much that meant to him? He wanted to do something extravagant, but he knew Kazuna cared more about the feeling behind something than the price. He's upset Kazuna plenty before with his careless spending and has since learned his lesson.
He was drawn out of his thoughts when Kazuna snuggled more into him. "Hmm.." Tomohisa's smile softened, humming as his thumb brushing across Kazuna's dusted pink cheeks. "Even if I know you'll call me crazy…. I think that's what I'll do."
".. what are you… talking ..about.." Kazuna managed out in his sleepy state.
Tomohisa kissed his forehead, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking out loud.. Get some sleep, Kazu."
Kazuna hummed in response before finally slipping away into sleep.
"You're getting married!?"
Kazuna, Goshi and Hikaru shouted simultaneously.
They had all been last invited out last minute for an early breakfast by Ryuuji and Yuuta.
"Heh, heh, Ryu-chan proposed to me last night on our date I still can't believe it~" Yuuta sighed, his head in the clouds as the five men sitting with him processed the news.
"It wasn't even a real proposal…" Ryuuji mumbled, blushing from embarrassment at being the center of the conversation.
"Well I'm a little shocked but not really surprised, Ryuuji and Yuuta have been together since middle school. Congratulations! I'm very happy for the both of you" Tomohisa smiled.
"Tomo-kun, you're making me feel embarrassed" Yuuta covered his face, feeling bashful.
"You don't look surprised" Goshi asked Kento suspiciously.
"I already knew, I've been helping Ryuuji look for the ring the passed few month, he's surprisingly more stubborn when it comes to Yuuta." Kento chuckled sipping his coffee.
"What do you mean 'more'" Ryuuji pouted.
"Kyaa, Ryu-chan thinks about me that much~~?" Yuuta hugged Ryuuji, rubbing their cheeks together.
"Ah! Is this what you were talking about that night about the whole 'you'll find out soon enough'??" Kazuna asked, mimicking Kento's tone from back then.
Kento choked on his coffee, "I don't sound like that!" He leaned over and whispered to Goshi, "Do I sound like that?" at which Goshi nodded.
"Heh! Don't think your wedding can out shine mine and Tatsu's!" Hikaru raised his chin pridefully.
"It's too bad Mikado and Momotaro aren't here to celebrate, did you already let them know?" Tatsu chimed in as he tried to stop hikaru from taking away the spotlight.
"I sent Mikachi a picture this morning! He sent a bunch of shocked and crying face emojis!" Yuuta laughed, "And this picture of him and Momo-kun!"
Yuuta showed his phone screen which had a picture of a crying Mikado hugging Momotaro with the text after that reading 'We're proud parents!!!'
"Come to think of it, this will be the third wedding we've celebrated as a group..." Kazuna pondered, his hand on his chin.
"Kenken and Gouchin are technically married even though they didn't do anything official, they just wear rings." Yuuta added to Kazuna's comment.
"We aren't married!" Goshi blushed darkly.
"I guess I should get a divorce lawyer, who would have thought this handsome face would be single again at 27" Kento signed, "Anyone free for a drink tonight? I have to drown this failed marriage in alcohol."
"Keep going and you'll be single with an ugly face.." The black haired man growled.
Between laughs, congratulations and idle chit chat, Tomohisa noticed Kazuna' s demeanor stiffen. He wanted to ask if Kazuna was feeling all right but soon realized that Kazuna was trying to hide his discomfort from the others and decided not to press it until they were alone.
They said their farewells, Kento once again asking for divorce consultation before being dragged away by Goushi. Who were followed by Hikaru and Tatsuhiro since they lived in the same direction. Once Ryuuji and Yuuta had gone, it was just Kazuna and Tomohisa standing in front of the diner.
Tomohisa looked at the blonde who was lost in thought. He slowly reached out and took hold of his hand to not startle him, Kazu, are you okay? You've been acting strange since earlier…"
"Huh? Oh, I-It's nothing, I guess I'm just a little… uneasy…?"
"About… the wedding conversation…"
Kazuna avoided eye contact, looking down at the street, "Well… I…." Kazuna swallowed the lump in his throat, "I'm happy for them I really am…. But it's just… Everyone in our circle has or is getting married… I know they would never pressure anyone into it.. But it kind of feels like after this… They'll be expecting something f-... from us…"
Kazuna looked up into Tomohisa's eyes. Tomohisa could see the fear and stress Kazuna was causing himself repeating the same thoughts over and over in his head. Tomohisa instinctively hugged him tightly. Kazuna always had a fear of commitment, not because he didn't like it, but because he was afraid of how much it would hurt if he became to invested and attached and it didn't turn out well.
"Don't worry… We don't have to think about that for a very long time. In fact we don't even have to follow the other's footsteps, we can go about this our own way."
Tomohisa would admit he did wish to marry Kazuna someday, but he loves Kazuna enough and knows that Kazuna loves him back the same that he doesn't need marriage to know their love was true and would last forever.
He felt Kazuna's arms wrap around his waist, gripping tightly onto his coat, "... Th… thank you…"
Kazuna's tense shoulder relaxed, finding comfort in the taller male's words and familiar mint scented embrace.