"God... Babe I had no idea" Catra says holding me in her arms and stroking my hair " how long has it been since" she whispers kissing my forehead as her tail wraps around my waist "yesterday" I mutter " Oh Shadow" she whispers pulling me closer to her " please come to me next time I wanna help promise me you'll come to me next time you feel like you're going to self harm" I nod my head " yeah I will" she pulls back to look into my eyes "Cmere" she hushes kissing me in a slow and gentle manner her mouth moving in sync with mine as I shuffle closer to her the kiss slowly gets more deeper as I feel her hands under my shirt.
She breaks away from the kiss and keeps her body close to mine "can I see your arms then please babe" she says " also what's with this whole name thingy" I say Catra chuckles " what can't i call my girlfriend babe now" she says I shrug " you can it's just... I gotta get used to it" I say sitting down I feel Catras hands on mine I shake my head " no i- i"stop talking as I feel her tail wrap around my waist " shadow..." She whispers looking up into my eyes she slowly lifts my sleeve but I pull my hand away as she sees some scars.
" I I'm so sorry I I'm sorry" I murmur she takes my hand intwining our fingers and brushing her thumb over my knuckles " don't you ever be sorry" Catra whispers her voice a gentle caress and smooth " but I am it's all my fault Catra I I just" " shh shh" Catra purrs softly as her tail tights around my waist as she gently pushes back down onto the bed and pulls me into her arms gently stroking my hair.
" I've got you... And I'm never letting you go... you're my stubborn girlfriend" she chuckles as as tail fur brushes across my chest gently " you're so beautiful so damn beautiful" I shake my head softly as she holds me Tighter. " you're being all soft it's weird and" I murmur and she lightly smacks my head " yeah well don't worry it's for just for tonight" Catra says. I nod my head not believing her she rolls her eyes " only for you I'm like this no shut up and sleep dummy" she says pulling me into her chest as i softly stroke her tail which is around my waist her tail flicks against my chest as she chuckles purring louder I stop stoking her tail and just snuggle deeper in chest fully feeling the warm of her body her arms are around me and the steady beat of her heart followed by the occasional strokes of her fingers in my hair it calms me as I finally fall asleep.
I wake up early and shuffle out of bed slowly trying not to wake Catra I remove my clothes and take a Quick shower as I get changed I can't stop thinking about how small and slender and terrible my body looks I open up one of the drawers and see a a small paper I has the words food I've eaten on it and it has yesterdays date on it and it's mostly empty the only thing that it says is ration bar that's all I manage to eat I grab the paper with the intention to burn it burning things always helps me calm down. I take a deep breath and slip my armour on heading out of my room. The hallway is dark and none of the lights are on I slowly walk down t the hallway I feel the cold air on my and my footsteps echo loudly soon after I feel a cold chill behind me I twist my body round and feel cold arms grab me from behind I feel immense pain in my body and see shadow weaver floating ahead " how disappointing" she hisses " you always fail to impress me" I cry out in agony feeling her attack me as the darkness fully surround me
I wake up with a jolt jumping up and trying to breathe I startle Catra " Hey hey hey" Her voice says as I turn to her my body shaking she wastes no time and pulls me into her chest stroking my hair " you're ok I've got you" she murmurs gently pulling me back and kissing my forehead as I slowly settle down. And pull myself away from her arms I look at the small clock on my night stand it's reads 5:20am I sigh getting up " hey where are you going" Catra says "well I'm a commander remember so I gotta be up more early" I say " can't you wait a little longer" I shake my head " mmm I wish gotta fill those Cadet thingys" I say " the evaluations" " Mm yeah whatever" " just go later they're not gonna know" " you're a bad influence on me" " hell yeah I am" I chuckle shaking my head " Not a compliment Catra" I say as i head out of the door and down to my headquarters. I open my doors and grab the evaluations and writing the Cadet Jetson Henderson: Jetsons speed and skills are high however he needs to work on his defence skills and is not alert when fighting he's more on the offensive side I write as I move onto the next one Cadet Lauren Jacob's: Lauren's quick witted body language is good for when she's outnumber as she uses her surroundings to her advantage however her climbing ability and strength need work.A few hours pass and I'm down to the last few evaluations " mmm I need a break" I say to myself as I feel my neck and hands hurt I get up and leave the room going to my Skiff. I open up the hood of it " Heyyyyy Commanderrrrr" A low voice purrs I know it's Catra " hey Catra" I say still looking at the engine as I feel her arm over my shoulder and the other around my waist as her tail wraps around my legs " Catra what are y-" I say " h hey"
I gasp as I feel her hand slip under my shirt as her claws trace my abs " hmmm what's the matter commander" she purrs kissing my neck as she spins be round pulling at the button of my jeans " H- hey be careful I actually like these jeans" " then just take them off" she says her voice even more sultry than before as I feel her tongue Trace a line up my neck " mmm or do you need a hand" she says " I I uh" I stammer " Mm you what commander" she says kisses up my neck as I tilt my head giving her better access " you can work on your skiff later" she says " hhhn— no I I c can't— ah" I gasp as she finds a sensitive spot on my neck soothing the burn with her tongue I feel her hands roam higher and highs until she reach the line of my bra. " you... what are you uh what are y-" I stutter " hehe I think you know commander" she purrs sliding her hand under I let out a choked gasp as her hands explore under my bra. " mmm- Catra I— y you gotta— I need to w work on my my" I say " hmm work on your what" she breathes out as her lips touch my ear as she kisses under it and back down my neck. " Catra" I gasp " s stop I I need focus" i shakily place my hands behind my grabbing the skiff. As I feel Catra grasp my waist with her tail and slowly guides me backwards until I'm backed into the wall she pulls up my shirt higher raking her claws down my chest " mmm now are you focused" she murmurs against my neck as she bites down hard and soothes the sting with her tongue " uhh I I um Gah stop" I murmur as she slide her knee between my legs Immediately applying pressure sending jolts of pleasure through my body and it instantly makes me forget about working on my skiff as I grasp her shoulders as she presses her knee harder against me her hands continue to explore under my shirt she presses her lips to my pulse point " Mm your heart is racing" she whispers as her tail wraps around my waist she applies more pressure with her knee and slightly rubs it against me. With that I suddenly push her leg down " hey what w" Catra protests but I cut her off by kissing her " hmm taking control are we" she murmurs against my lips i respond by kissing her deeper it takes me time before I pull away from her lips feeling the desire for her in my body "cmon" I murmur grabbing her hand as I take her to my room the doors hiss open as I pull Catra in my room and look onto my desk as she picks up my fountain pen twisting it around I click a button and the doors hiss shut as I punch in the lock code " I thought had work to do commander" Catra purrs " Catra... you know what you did" I say Catra only laughs a soft and seductive laugh as she put my pen down and walks over to me in a slow and deliberate manner she reaches me and her tail wraps around my waist and her hands slide up my sides her claws gently scraping my shirt as she reaches my chin she traces my jawline with her claws and back down my neck again before she slips her hand under my shirt slowly exploring under my shirt her hand roaming higher as she tugs my shirt kissing me fiercely I throw my arms around her neck kissing her back as my hands explore her back gently scratching her she angles her head better pushing her tongue past my lips and into my mouth I sigh softly opening my mouth slightly giving her better access as she gently scratches my chest with her claws my grip on her tightens as I let out a soft moan I feel her tail tighten around my waist as her hands slide down my body as she tugs at it she slides one hand back up my body pulling my head closer as she kisses me even more deeper her tongue brushing across mine as she uses her free hand to again tug at my shirt. "Take it off" She murmurs softly in a sultry tone before she kisses around my neck I feel her fangs scrape over my neck as she moves back to my lips unbuttoning my shirt slowly and feeling my bare skin under the shirt " Catra" I murmur as she fully unbuttons it "can I" she murmurs I nod my head as she pushes it off my Shoulders and to the floor she kisses me deeply again her tongue instantly stroking mine as she feels my arms up and down she instantly pulls back looking at the scars over my arms I freeze up scared but she takes my arms and kisses each scar on my arm after she finishes kissing my scars she looks at me then does it again and once more "three for good measure" she says as she still continues to kiss my scars "C Catra you— I I'm s-" but she she gently smacks me with her tail " shh" she says " don't say those words never say those words again my love.., and don't tease me for the nick name" " too late I'm already gonna" " you do that and you'll regret it I swear to god" I take a moment before teasing her " haha oh my god y—" I get cut off as she tackles me down to the bed straddling my hips pinning my wrists above my head she gives me no time to protest and kisses me deeply using her free hand as stroke my chest