Blue's pov
Hearing my door bang open I look up seeing Snow come in "you have to help me free Emma and Henry from the Evil Queen" she screeches.
"Snow it's far more complicated then that" I say softly.
"Use a spell and make them" she demands stomping her foot, looking at her I frown I'm not sure what happened to that sweet girl I met but this isn't what I expected when I helped her.
I sit ignoring her rant about Emma and Henry being controlled by the Evil Queen, I can't help but think back to a girl who wished for help and believed in true love.
I turned my back on her need because of her mother I seen a child as evil because of the mother, because of a grudge, I turned away a child in need out of pettiness.
I stood by a child who's grown into a paranoid and hateful woman and watched another fall deeper into the darkness I was convinced she was tainted with.
"And that savage who attacks everyone" Snow screams slapping her hand on my desk.
I frown looking at her remembering Faith as that scared little girl who flinched when anyone came to close, screamed trying to escape when a man got close to her, when given food she looked at everyone suspicious of them, I seen her make herself sick from eating so much.
Getting up I lead Snow out and close the door before sitting back down lost in the memories I chose to ignore.
Regina being bit and hit by Faith when trying to eat more like she was starving but she never lost her temper even when frustrated, her running past me to the hospital with Faith in her arms screaming, she needed a cast because she fell off the slide and broke her arm.
I even remember the day we were all searching the woods for Faith, Regina was completely lost, I seen her breaking down in her car when she thought she was alone.
How could I ignore the Fairy Code like that, I failed a girl who needed help she was innocent of her mother's crimes, we each had a hand in pushing her to becoming the woman who cast the curse.
Yet still I attacked her after the curse broke turning to anger in the face of the reality of my own guilt.
Taking a deep breath I frown, I took another fairy's wings for doing what I should have given my blessings on from the start.
Getting up I head out passing Snow completely ignoring her whining, I created a spoiled child while failing my duties.
Regina pov
Hearing knocking on the door I frown going to open it and find Blue stood there looking past me.
"What?" I demand.
"You're soulmate that Tinkerbell lead you to is different now" she blurts out.
Crossing my arms I glare at her "at the time it lead to him you were a girl who wanted to escape, who better then an outlaw that robbed the royals, but you're not that girl anymore you've changed, have children and family who stand beside you, I don't have any dust or I'd offer to lead you but I can tell you he's not for you he's changed since the man he was then".
I frown seeing her turn walking away, it's not like I was interested in Robin anyways, I didn't find him attractive or appealing, I could sit and talk with him about our children and being parents but he's to hypocritical about honor for my tastes.
Turning to head back in I freeze seeing Cordy looking at me while leaning on the wall, her and Faith are picking up traits from each other.
I feel my heart clinch at the thought of her, my Princess with no memory of me, she's untrusting of me it's like bringing her home the first time all over again but now I can't physically touch her.
"Another delusional?" She asks frowning.
"Yes" I answer.
She hums looking at me for a moment before saying okay and walking away.
Sighing I shake my head this is just great my outburst about Mother the night they returned made Faith suspicious about me, now I've just given Cordy one more reason for Faith to be suspicious.
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Notes
I've read plenty of stories where Blue's either evil or has a Holier then thou personality, I wanted to show her as a flawed person that truly tries to do right but has made mistakes because of her emotions or grudges
