Uh... hey all. Got something I need to tell you.

I'm breaking. Mentally. The stress of university is crushing me. I'm going into my... sixty year? Seventh? I lost track. I'm currently rubbing on pure caffine and stress, having been awake the last... crap what day is it? Fuck. It's been three days? I don't even know anymore. I need to get this already overdue paper in, complete my research project, study for my calculus final... fuck fuck fuck.

I just wanna crash. Give up. I'm so close yet so burned out. If I loose focus, for even a moment, hours are passed in a blink. Though that may be from zonking and not realizing it. Fml. Not to mention my mind is going in a million places... starting to think I have undiagnosed ADD as well... And my meds are maxed out...

So for the foreseeable future, I'm offline. I'm not sure when I'll update. Or if I come back. I've been contemplating just... ending it. My life is so fucked up it's not even funny. Useless, spineless, Accessibility Department, stuck up university higher ups that don't know shit from gold. I fucking wanna just sue the lot of them for the shit the incident put me through.

So... yeah. Bye for now I guess.