Chapter Thirteen
"Michaelis," Alucard speaks as he stares intensely at Hallewelle who is completely petrified with fear. Finally, the chipped vampire looks away from the door where Sir Integra and Walter left from and looks up at the vampire he had been avoiding to look at this entire time. As soon as he meets Alucard's fierce gaze, the man practically falls apart with fear and starts sobbing like a child.
"Fuck!" Hallewelle cries. "I'm sorry! I'll tell you everything! Please, just…don't hurt me! God, please! I'm sorry! Please, get your master back! I'll tell her everything! I'll be completely honest with her! Please, just get her back!" The sinister delight grows in Alucard's eyes and the fierce toothy grin on his face widens to an abnormal length, making him look absolutely insane and monstrous.
"Michaelis," Alucard purrs deeply, unable to keep his excitement and arousal contained. "Bring my Draculina in here. I want her to see everything." Seras shudders when she hears those words. Master, wants me…to watch as they…torture that man? Suddenly, there's a strong and fierce voice in her head, but it doesn't belong to either of her mentors. No! The beast within her, that part of her that's a vampire, speaks. He's not a man! He's a chipped freak and a sick fuck! That voice becomes her very own, and her eyes darken with hatred for him. He deserves everything that's coming to him!
Shifting her head, her dark blue eyes flicker up to meet Sebastian's impassive gaze. The second the furious looking fledgling looks at him, something sparks in the demon's eyes. A brief moment of subtle bewilderment crosses over his face before utter delight takes it place. He smirks at her beauty and holds out a hand to her.
"You heard your master. Let's not keep him waiting." The demon purrs. Seras slips her hand into his and lets him lead her out of the room. Opening the door to the interrogation room, the demon and fledgling finds Alucard standing there menacingly, grinning at them. The look terrifies and exhilarates Seras, causing her cheeks to heat with a blush.
"Master," The fledgling whispers, feeling so incredibly devoted to him in that small moment. Staring at him, admiring that look in his eyes and that cruel, sadistic grin on his face, her connection with him is flaring, letting her know that she would happily follow him to the ends of the earth and that she would willingly give her very life for him. He could hurt and betray me, but I think there will always be a part of me that is completely devoted to him. A part of me will always be happy to see him and he would still make my heart flutter, just like right now.
The monsters snicker when overhearing those thoughts of loyalty. Truly, Seras is one of a kind and she's ours. Completely and utterly ours forever. Smirking widely, Sebastian politely allows the girl to enter first. Cautiously, the Draculina steps into the room. Her eyes drift away from her master's to look at the sobbing vampire who is begging incoherently.
"Draculina," Alucard calls as he holds out a hand to her. The little vampire looks back at him. "My Draculina, come to your master." He orders. Seras visibly shivers in pleasure. She doesn't hesitate obeying him. Closing the space between them, the eager to please fledgling reaches out and slips her hand into her master's. Releasing a breathy purr, he curls his longer fingers around her delicate hand and gingerly pulls her closer. Seras has once more fallen victim to his eyes. Though she knows he's not using hypnosis on her, she certainly feels like she's under his spell. With his other hand, he reaches up to caress her cheek as he stares deep into her eyes. Leaning in, he whispers something into her ear.
"Let us watch you work and then we want you to watch us work." It sounds so sexual coming from him, as if he is requesting her do a risqué and very personal act in front of them. Wait. Is he asking me to do that? Seras wonders worriedly as the red in her face gets darker.
"Master," Seras whispers, but her master interjects with a chuckle.
"While we would love to watch you masturbate, Police Girl, that's not what I meant. And there's no way in hell I'm going to let this punk, or any man for that matter, see you in that way." Alucard warns her in her ear. "Perhaps later you will give Michaelis and me a private show, but for now, let's finish this interrogation." She nods in agreement and they both look over at Hallewelle.
"My Draculina is going to interrogate you. You're going to answer every one of her questions. If you don't, we will break one of your bones." Alucard informs him. The demon causes the man to jump when he places a hand on his shoulder.
"I'll know it when you lie." Sebastian adds and squeezes the man's shoulder to further intimidate him.
"With every lie you tell, the pain we will inflict on you will get worse, that I promise you." Alucard chuckles.
"I think I'll start on his hand." The demon whispers as he takes the man's right hand. Lifting it, Sebastian wraps his fingers around Hallewelle's index finger and then stops, waiting to see if he'll behave himself and answer all of their questions truthfully. Shaking and sweating, the man nods his head vigorously.
"I p-promise." He stumbles on his words. "Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you. I'm done fucking around." Hallewelle then looks up at Seras. "Please, ask me anything." He uses a surprisingly polite tone with her. Seras glimpses at her master before looking back at the chipped vampire. I guess…I'm in charge now. She thinks to herself as she nervously licks her lips. Taking a deep breath, she starts her interrogation.
"Who is Maxwell?" This is the first question she asks.
"He's a powerful vampire!" Hallewelle answers truthfully, desperate to save his skin and prove to them that he's ready to be cooperative. "I'm not sure how old he is, but I know for a fact he's strong. Maybe not Alucard level strong, but strong enough to make people fear for their fucking lives. He is not someone you want to mess with. He's basically a mob boss. He runs secret businesses all around town. He has his hand in everything. Drugs, weapons, human trafficking. His biggest hot spot is some club. That's his biggest project right now and where most shit is going down."
"A club?" Seras repeats. "What kind of club?"
"I honestly don't know. Me and my buddies were never invited, so I don't even know where the club is. Maxwell only informed us that he wanted to expand his drug business, so he hired us on to sell Lupin, the blue drugs you found in my flat, to vampires." Hallewelle explains. Seras' eyes widen.
"The drug is specifically for vampires?" She questions him.
"It's only for vampires. This shit will kill a human. It's too strong for them. It'll overwork their hearts and make them flat line in five minutes top." He tells her with a shrug.
"Why did Maxwell hire you and your friends?" Seras asks him.
"We're cops. It's easier for us to move around and not get busted because we can just flash our badges or say we're doing an inside job or something." He answers with a shrug, earning a foul look from the girl.
"You're a disgrace." She tells him outright. Something then sparks in his eyes and he sits up a little straighter in his chair.
"You were cop." He finally recognizes her. "I used to see you around the station. I thought you died with the rest of your unit in Cheddar." He then glances at Alucard. "So this is what actually happened to you." He looks back at Seras. "You became a vampire and started working for the Hellsing Organization."
"Shut up." Seras growls as the look in her eyes darken. "We're not talking about that. We're talking about you and Maxwell." Hallewelle sighs and continues to answer her previous question.
"I don't know how, but Maxwell found out about us. He approached me about selling his drugs. Since it was pretty decent fucking money, I got my friends to help sell Lupin. But then Maxwell wanted more for his business; for his club. He wanted pretty things to entertain and feed his special guests. So, he requested us to traffic men and women. We did." He admits to it, not looking bothered in the slightest by trafficking people. "Eventually, he wanted more; younger people to fulfill some of his guests' desires. He told me this club is meant to fulfill everyone's desires and fetishes, whatever it may be just as long as it made him money."
"So you started trafficking children." Seras states more than questions.
"Evans and Williams didn't want to." A shameful look appears in Hallewelle's eyes. Dropping his gaze, he stares at the floor, deep in old memories. "They were fathers. They've done a lot of fucked up shit in life but…that's where they drew the line. They just…couldn't go through with it. I knew the fucking consequences. I knew what would happen if we told this fucker no. But they wouldn't fucking listen. I didn't want my friends to die, so…I took care of it myself. I trafficked kids. But…eventually, Maxwell found out that Williams and Evans was trying to back out of our deal. So he went and killed them. Those fucking idiots. When Maxwell came for me, I reminded him of how loyal I've been. How I've done everything for him without question and was making him so much money. Instead of killing me…he awarded my loyalty by putting this chip in my head, turning me into a vampire."
"Where is this club?" Seras asks in a clear and harsh tone. Alucard and Sebastian are grinning widely as they watch her work. Seeing her take the lead like this, it's such a turn on for them. Their cocks are throbbing in their pants currently. They can't wait until this is over so they can show her how hard she makes them. Hallewelle looks back up at her.
"I promise, I don't know. I told you, I was never invited." He repeats.
"Then where do you normally do business with Maxwell?" Seras questions him.
"Whenever and wherever he liked. He was the one who always approached me. Showing up at my flat at odd hours without any warning or 'bumping' into me on the street. He would then tell me exactly what he wants and pay me up front." Hallewelle answers with a shrug.
"What about the children? If they're all ending up at this high end club, but you weren't allowed in or to even know the location, then where were you taking them?" Seras asks.
"It was always random. There wasn't one specific spot where it was done." He replies while shaking his head. "But it was always the same guy, one of Maxwell's body guards. He would finish the deal and he would personally transfer the kid to the club."
"Who? Do you know his name? Tell us what he looks like." The Draculina demands.
"He never gave me a name and I never bothered to ask for it. The less I know, the better. That's my philosophy." Hallewelle responds.
"That philosophy isn't exactly helping you now because you not knowing anything is only going to anger us, which could get you hurt." Sebastian interjects before he adds pressure to the man's index finger, bending it backwards, but not far enough to break it. Hallewelle gasps and tenses up in his chair.
"You're right!" The man exclaims. "I'm sorry! I'm stupid!"
"Finish answering her question." Alucard demands.
"No, I don't know who he is, but I'll happily tell you what he looks like. About six feet. Bald and dark brown eyes, though it took forever to find that out because he constantly wears black sunglasses, even at night. Very omnious and quiet fellow. Hardly says a word. Medium build, but strong as hell. Oh! And he always dresses fancy in a black suit. He's incredibly basic looking; will easily blend in to any crowd." Hallewelle describes the man to her. "No tattoos or scars. None that I could see at least."
"Is he a vampire or human?" Seras asks.
"Hard to say since he wasn't much of a talker. I would guess vampire since he's one of Maxwell's body guards. I can't imagine Maxwell having a human body guard. They're too frail." He answers her question.
"You don't know where the club is, but do you at least know the name of it?" Seras tries to get any more useful information out of him that she can.
"It's called Eden." Hallewelle responds. "It's a high end club for powerful, elite vampires like Maxwell. No humans or lesser vampires are allowed in, not even powerful vampire's fledglings. From what I've gathered, a password is needed just to get in. No password, no access."
"Have you ever tried locating the club?" Seras asks out of curiosity.
"I tried, but I couldn't find the place anywhere." Hallewelle answers truthfully.
"How long has this club been in operation?" She asks him.
"I'm not sure. I would say maybe…a year or more." He tells her. "All I really know is that he wanted to expand his club, make it bigger and better. I'm not sure if he started renovations or not. Probably, since it was months ago when he told me about it."
"What does Maxwell look like?" She asks.
"Tall, a little over six feet. Light brown hair. Shaved on the sides but fluffy on the top. Light bronze skin and dark brown eyes. Slim but is pretty fit." Hallewelle does his best describe his appearance to her. "Again, no scars or tattoos or birthmarks that I could see. Not even a mole or a freckle. The guy is basically perfect. Seems to be a real lady killer."
"How many kids have you kidnapped and sold to him?" Seras asks then.
"Honestly? I've lost count. I would say well over thirty kids. Maybe thirty-five or thirty-six." Hallewelle guesses.
"Age range?" She pushes.
"For kids? Between two and seventeen. For adults, it's between eighteen and thirty-two." He admits. Seras sighs through her nose as she looks at him in pure loathing. After glaring at him for several long seconds, she turns her head to look up at her master.
"I don't have any more questions for him. What about you?" She asks her master.
"None." Alucard purrs, looking enthralled knowing what's going to happen next.
"Are you positive you're finished interrogating him, Seras? The dead don't speak after all, so be certain that you are finished with him." Sebastian speaks up. Hallewelle instantly looks up at the demon with a pale face.
"What?!" He exclaims. "But I…" Before he can finish that thought, the demon bends his finger all the way back, breaking it. The man shrills from the pain. The second the demon lets go of his hand, Hallewelle is cradling his second broken finger that night. Seras can't help but smile in satisfaction, bringing the men pleasure when seeing she actually enjoyed Hallewelle's suffering. There's more where that came from, our sweet girl. Alucard thinks to himself.
"I'm positive." Seras answers.
"Good," Sebastian purrs with a crooked smile on his lips. "Now, we can get to the fun part of this interrogation." As the demon steps behind Hallewelle, Alucard looks over at Seras.
"Sit down, Police Girl." Her master orders as he points at the empty chair across from Hallewelle. "And watch us exceedingly close. Don't take your eyes off of us for even a second." The chipped vampire whimpers when the demon pulls on his chair, forcing him away from the table so there's enough room for them to work.
"Um…Yes, Master." Seras murmurs and obeys by sitting down where Sir Integra had been seated during the interrogation. She sits there awkwardly, not entirely sure what to do with herself, where to put her hands, or where to look exactly. She keeps her back pressed against the chair with her hands placed on top of her lap, even though it feels strange and stiff to her. Her eyes flicker from the demon to the sniveling male to her master, taking it all in.
There's a look of concern in her eyes as she watches the three of them. I don't know if I'll be able to stomach watching them torture someone, even if he does deserve it. She is already starting to feel queasy, especially since she has no idea what exactly she's going to witness in these next few minutes. How gruesome will it be? Will I be able to watch? Why do they want me to watch? Is…it…turning them on having me watch them torture someone?
"Master?" Seras speaks before thinking about what she's going to say.
"Yes, Draculina." Alucard answers her question before she even asks it. Not wanting to get their gloves soiled, the monsters pull them off. While Sebastian places his gloves in his pocket, Alucard tosses his pair on top of the table. "We're getting a sexual thrill out of having you watch us torture this sick and twisted fool."
"Does that bother you?" Sebastian asks with a quizzical brow but a menacing smile still on his lips.
"I…I don't know." Seras answers truthfully with a frown of shame. "I…I don't know if…I'll be able to…watch. I know he deserves it, but…torture is so…inhumane and…horrific. So horrible, especially getting pleasure out of watching it."
"What do you expect from monsters?" Alucard chuckles while he stares down at her. Reaching down, he brushes the back of his finger over her cheek. Seras flinches and instinctively looks up at her master. Before he could pull away, she cups his hand and leans further into his tender touch, enjoying the feel of his skin on and caressing her skin. The grin on the monster's face widens and he chuckles again. "Be a good girl and stay put, darling. If you can't bear to watch, then tell us and we'll let you finish him off."
"First," Sebastian speaks up while he stands directly behind Hallewelle. Both Alucard and Seras give the demon their undivided attention. "I want to remove that tongue of his." Grabbing the chipped vampire by the bottom of his chin, he roughly tilts his head back, forcing him to look up at the ceiling. The man is crying uncontrollably now, especially after hearing what the demon has in mind. Trying to prevent him from taking his tongue, he keeps his mouth firmly shut. Unbothered by his lack of cooperation, Sebastian chuckles as the insanity grows in his hellish eyes. "You referred to Seras as something quite foul. I don't know about her, but I don't forgive easily. What about you, Alucard?"
"No, I don't." The elder vampire responds. "His tongue should definitely be the first to go. Pry it out of his mouth, Michaelis. Gift it to our toy." Despite the...sweet gesture, Seras' face pales.
"Um…Please…don't…gift it…to me." She murmurs awkwardly. She hardly wants to see Sebastian yank a man's tongue out of his mouth, but she really doesn't want that tongue to be 'gifted' to her.
"Quiet, Victoria." Sebastian demands. "I'm not going to let him get away with calling you by such a vulgar name."
"I don't even remember what he called me!" Seras exclaims. Though he doesn't understand why she's doing it, the demon can tell she's lying. Is she simply squeamish and doesn't want to see me remove his tongue? It made him want to do it all the more. Looking back at Hallewelle, he smirks widely.
"Care to refresh her memory?" The demon purrs. Will she get angry hearing Hallewelle repeat it? Will that make her want to see him get mercilessly tortured? The demon is becoming visibly more and more eager and giddy. The arousal is burning intensely in his eyes. "Say it!" Sebastian demands as he shakes the man by his chin. "What did you call her?!" Closing his eyes, Hallewelle shakes his head, refusing to open his mouth. Seras glances up at her master when his hand slips away from her cheek and he chuckles as he approaches Hallewelle. Wanting to make sure his fledgling gets a good view of what's to come, he stands beside Michaelis behind the chipped vampire.
With a deep snarl, Alucard fists the punk's hair, forcing his head further back and getting him to cry out, though it comes out muffled because he still has his mouth firmly shut. No matter. I know of ways to get him to open it. Using his other hand, the monster reaches down and pulls apart his eyelids, forcing his eye open. Having a feeling of what's going to happen, Seras tenses up in her chair. She wants to look away, but she's unable to. It seems Hallewelle is also sensing what is about to happen because he starts squirming in his chair and whimpering. Letting go of his hair, Alucard presses a finger between the man's eyeball and his lacrimal caruncle. With very little force, he squeezes his way into the man's eye socket. Hallewelle comes to life in his chair. His whole body arches as he finally opens his mouth and screams. His eye is bulging out of his socket, trying to make room for the vampire's finger, but it hasn't popped free yet.
Seras winces as she closes her eyes halfway, wanting to look away, but continues to force herself to watch. It's most definitely a lot for her. The room feels unbelievably hot and she feels lightheaded. Her stomach feels off and she's shaking, but there is another sensation. Deep in the pit of her stomach she has butterflies. These butterflies cause a chain reaction in her body. She can physically feel herself becoming steadily aroused hearing the man scream and seeing him squirm. Her heart starts racing, her eyes dilate, and her breathing quickens a little. What's happening? She wonders. How…can I be…horrified and…equally aroused? Her body betrays her confusion. Her eyes keep shifting between red and blue. Her blood lust and arousal want to be expressed, but that human side of her is trying to fight off the side of her that's a monster. Feeling as if she's now panicking, Seras' starts breathing heavily.
"Now, what did you call her?" The demon repeats in an eerily calm voice.
"CUNT!" Hallewelle screams. "CUNT! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY I CALLED HER THAT!" With a dark, horrific look, the demon grits his teeth and successfully slips his fingers into the man's mouth to keep him from closing it again. Allowing the demon to do his thing first, Alucard stops, but keeps his finger in the chipped vampire's eye socket.
"What a foul thing to call her!" Sebastian hisses as he glowers at the man. "I should let her cut out your tongue, but I don't think Seras has the heart to do such a thing. Fortunately for her, she has two monsters that can and will do it for her." Shaking and sniveling, Hallewelle stares up at Alucard and Sebastian, begging them with his one good eye.
"Please," He begs, though the word comes out jumbled since the demon's fingers is keeping his mouth pried open. "Please," Fresh tears trickle down his face. The demon considers how he wants to do this. Let's see. I do have the strength to literally rip his tongue out of his mouth, but that act may kill him. I suppose I could just cut the thing out, though I do risk him bleeding to death. However, if I cauterize it, he should stay alive long enough for us to torture him. Sebastian grins victoriously before he pinches the man's tongue between two fingers and gingerly pulls it out of his mouth, stretching it as far as it would go. A pair of scissors appear in his other hand.
Alucard and Sebastian hear an audible gasp from Seras. Looking over at her, they witness her hands fly up to cover her mouth, as if they were threatening to cut out her tongue. Her eyes are haunting as they keep shifting back from red to blue, over and over again. The men are in a brief trance as they watch them change repeatedly. Which side of her will win? The monsters wonder as the grins on their faces grow larger. Wanting to watch her reaction, the dark haired males keep their eyes on her as Sebastian brings the scissors closer towards Hallewelle's tongue.
"Please! Please!" Hallewelle begs the best he can with his tongue stretched out. Opening the scissors, he smoothly moves them until his tongue is centered between the blades. Slowly, Sebastian squeezes the handles together, still watching Seras ever so closely. She fidgets in her seat as she watches the blades gradually close around his tongue. "Stop!" Hallewelle begs when he feels the cool metal brush against either side of his tongue. "Please! Stop!" They can hear Seras' heart racing and her heavy breathing. She's unable to take her eyes off of them or the scissors. Such fear is etched deep in her eyes as she trembles like a little rabbit. But she can't fool them. They can smell her fresh arousal that's soaking into her underwear. The scent is purely intoxicating and makes their cocks respond to her by jerking in their pants.
She looks terribly confused and horrified. Sebastian communicates with Alucard mentally.
I can smell how aroused she is. The elder vampire purrs before he takes a deep breath in to get another catch of her scent.
I can too. Sebastian whispers as he breathes in the scent as well. It's maddening.
I want her. Alucard growls.
"So do I," Sebastian says aloud before he snaps the scissors close. At the same time, Hallewelle and Seras jumps in their seats. While the man screams in pain, Seras' breathing becomes absolutely ragged and her face becomes flushed. With her eyes locked on Hallewelle, she watches the man writhe and scream as blood flows out of his mouth and covers his front. The demon casually holds the man's limp tongue between two fingers while he studies the Draculina.
Ah, He speaks up once more after noticing something. His screams are turning her on. Dacryphilia do you think?
So it seems. It appears she's getting pleasure only from his screams and not from the pain being inflicted upon him. That human part of her is empathetic and making her squeamish. Perhaps it is that side of her that's making it difficult for her to relax and enjoy it. Alucard considers.
"Why do you express empathy for this creature?" Her master asks her outright as he points at the writhing, screaming man. Seras' eyes shift upwards to meet Alucard's gaze, but she doesn't say anything. Her eyes are no longer shifting between the two colors, instead they both have chosen a different color to stay with. While her right eye is still that sparkling blue, her left eye is now a bright crimson red. "Need I remind you all that he has done? He deserves this, Draculina!" Smirking, the demon tosses the severed tongue onto the table in front of her. Once more, Seras jumps and her eyes flicker down to look at the tongue.
"For you," Sebastian purrs.
"Think about the children. Think about what has been done to them. What is being done to them." Alucard reminds his fledgling. This instantly captures Seras' attention and she looks back at her master with a completely different look in her eyes. She no longer looks scared, but enraged. "The youngest is two years old." The elder vampire pushes, stoking the fire in her. Finally, both of her eyes agree on one color. Red consumes all the blue in her right iris. Grinning, Alucard continues. "Do not show empathy for this creature. He deserves everything that's coming to him." The girl still doesn't say anything in response, but she does nod her head in agreement. Her hateful eyes then turn back to Hallewelle. He's no longer writhing in his chair, but he is still whimpering and whining as he sobs. Finally, the fledgling does speak.
"Take out his eye." Seras demands above a whisper. Bewildered, Alucard and Sebastian look at her. The amusement and smirks were briefly gone from their features as they stared at her in disbelief. Hearing her give that demand gave them chills of exhilaration. Before long, their grins return as a euphoric and exulting feeling fills them.
"Careful, Seras." Sebastian warns her. "We're already hard and aching to fuck you. Talk like that will make us lose control of ourselves and you won't be safe." The corner of her lip curls to form a sinister looking smirk and she snickers to herself.
"Take out his eye." Seras repeats. Alucard and Sebastian shudder in pleasure when she tries to take charge once more. They usually prefer their lovers to be submissive, but there is just something about Seras showing a fierce and dominant side of her that speaks to the men. They want more of it, of her. A thought then pops into their heads; a very dangerous but intriguing thought. What if we let Seras dominate us? They instantly knew the idea thrills them when another shiver travels down their spines and their cocks jerk in need.
"Yes," The elder vampire purrs, wanting more of this exhilarating feeling she is making them feel. "Tell us what you want and we'll do it." Looking back at Hallewelle, Alucard does what Seras wants. Making a scooping motion with his finger that's still embedded in the chipped vampire's eye socket, the eyeball pops free. The No Life King ignores the screaming man as he grabs the eyeball that is hanging out of his socket by the optical nerve. With a swift tug, the monster tears the eyeball from his skull.
"What would you like me to do with these scissors, Mon Chaton?" Sebastian breathes sexily while he strokes the bloodied blades. Seras quivers but they're unsure if it's out of delight or fear.
"What can you do with them?" The Draculina asks softly. She then gives him a small, bashful smile. "Show me." The demon grins at the dark and beautiful girl.
"Avec plaisir, ma sombre beauté." Sebastian responds in beautiful and flawless French. This time the monsters know the girl trembles in arousal because she bites her bottom lip to suppress a moan. The demon chuckles at the sight of her. "Look at you coming undone just by hearing me speak français." His eyes then narrow on her. "Touch yourself, Seras. Touch yourself while we torture him for you."
"What?" Seras whispers with wide eyes.
"This is all for you." Alucard tells her. "You made us do this. I would've killed him by now, but…the thought of you watching us…of enjoying his suffering, you have no idea what it's doing to us."
"But I thought…" The Draculina attempts to speak, but her master interrupts.
"I don't want him seeing an inch of you." Alucard agrees, already knowing what she was going to ask. "However, you can keep yourself decent and pleasure yourself in front of us by simply slipping your hand beneath your clothing." The elder vampire's lashes lower halfway over his eyes. "I need to see you touch yourself. I want you to touch yourself while we torture him, and then, we're going to fuck you on this table and against these walls." Seras' entire face burns a bright red and she bashfully drops her gaze to look at the floor.
They're going to…fuck me…after torturing a man? That is definitely sadistic and monstrous…and thrilling. A frown then forms on Seras' lips. Suddenly, her red eyes shift back to blue. Thrilling? What's…wrong with me? Have…I always…been like this? Been this…dark…and…fucked up since I was a human? Or…is this…Does this feeling exist because I'm a…monster? In this moment, the fledgling feels absolutely repulsed with herself. It's one thing for them to like it! One is a demon and the other is so old that he probably can hardly remember ever being human. But…what's my excuse? I'm letting this…thing inside of me change me. I'm letting it make me become all dark and fucked up. I'm no better than the things we hunt and kill. What has happened to me? Am I only going to get worse?
Before she really knows it, Seras is crying and the tears become uncontainable quite fast. Burying her face in her hands, she sobs for herself, for what she's becoming, her humanity that she's slowly losing, and her mortal soul. She sobs over the guilt for receiving pleasure out of someone else's suffering. Even if they do deserve torture, it's still vile to get pleasure from it. So much pain, panic, and fear is surging through her that it is overwhelming, making her cry harder. What is wrong with me?! She chants in her head. What am I becoming?!
Seras jumps when she suddenly feels fingers in her hair. She freezes as the person, seemingly unsure of themselves, combs his fingers through her hair before he resorts to stroking and petting her head to help console her.
"Don't cry." Alucard whispers to her, sounding…Was that…empathy? Seras slowly pulls her hands away from her wet face to look up at her master. He definitely looks uneasy trying to console her, but there is a look in his eyes that tells her he relates to what she is feeling. "I need you to listen to me carefully, Draculina. There is nothing wrong with you. You will never let this monster inside of you change you in any way. You're too strong and virtuous to let it. If anything, you will only grow stronger and learn to control it and use it to your advantage, making you even stronger. But you will never let it corrupt you." Her master then kneels in front of her as he continues stroking her hair. Coming more to her level, he stares deep into her eyes.
"We may be a chaotic evil, but you are our balance. You're a chaotic good. Everything you do, everything you decide, is always with someone else's best interest in mind. You're always trying to help. Always trying to save. You're not evil. You never will be. You may have the abilities of a monster, but you are not a monster, Seras. Not at heart at least, and that's what really matters." Seras stares at him, awed and bewildered, stunned that he's telling her this. A grin then forms on her master's lips. "Do not be disheartened or scared that you get some form of pleasure out of this. Most monsters lose the ability to feel certain emotions or even all emotions. I want you to always feel something. I want you to hold on desperately to those human emotions of yours, even the sadistic ones. You're not getting pleasure out of some innocent soul's suffering, but someone who is vile and has hurt others; someone who has hurt children. Enjoy it, Draculina. Let the rage and passion consume you. Feel it all and never let go."
Seras wants nothing more but to lean in and kiss him right then. It's all she can think about. All she wants. It touches her heart to hear and see how much he cares. Unable to help herself, the Draculina cups one of her master's cheeks as she stares deep into his eyes. Feeling her hand upon his cheek causes Alucard's grin to widen. A deep purr sounds from the monster as he stares up at her. I want to kiss him so badly, but I know his feelings about kissing. I don't want to disrespect him or his boundaries. She mindlessly brushes her thumb over his cheekbone as she yearns to act on her feelings. Seras' hand slips from his cheek when her master stands to his full height. Disappointment brews in the girl until her master unexpectedly bends down a little. Cupping the back of her head, Alucard places a kiss on the top of her head. Closing his eyes, he lingers there for a moment or two and then he straightens.
"I hope that compromise was enough for now." Alucard purrs as he flashes her a drop dead gorgeous smile. Seras' eyes practically sparkle as she stares up at her beloved master. It may not be exactly what I wanted, but it was perfect. Beyond happy and completely consoled for the time being, Seras beams up at her master with a look of adoration in her stunning blue eyes.