Disclaimer:I do not own Wizards of Waverly Place or its supporting characters. I am simply borrowing them for my own enjoyment.
I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! It's longer than the others and I think it turned out really good! Enjoy ;D
Oh my God! I just kissed my brother!
I can feel my face burning like a thousand suns as I stare into his wide eyes. I don't know what else to say other than‚ "Shit‚ Justin… I-I didn't mean to—"
But then I'm interrupted by something so completely unbelievable‚ something I have dreamt about for so long now‚ that I am almost convinced this is another one of those unattainable dreams.
He grabs me by the back of the neck with his right hand and pulls my mouth to his. I let out an involuntary gasping moan as my body presses flush against him‚ my lips parting as they meld against his own. I grab the front of his shirt in a tight white-knuckled grip as I whimper and moan while my brother's lips move against mine.
My brain is short circuiting. He's kissing me. Like‚ truly‚ actually‚ fucking kissing me.
And I can't stop kissing him back.
He tastes like strawberries from the sparkling water along with mint from his toothpaste. He tastes so good‚ I can't help but press my body even closer to his. And then I feel his erection against my stomach‚ and I gasp out a strangled moan.
Before things can continue‚ we both need to pull away for some much needed air. We take a moment to just stare into each other's eyes; his gray-green ones colliding with my own brown ones. His eyes are so warm‚ so loving‚ so Justin.
And in this moment‚ this one crazy incredible moment… I finally see it. I see what I've been wanting‚ needing‚ craving. I see adoration‚ lust‚ and love shining in his eyes. And all for me. I see it clear as day‚ and I know he sees it mirroring in my gaze as well.
Now‚ with no more hesitation‚ the walls we had both put up come crumbling down simultaneously. The walls we put there to protect each other‚ to keep a very specific line from being crossed‚ to prevent us from doing something so immoral‚ so wrong‚ so forbidden… Gone. The walls are now gone‚ and I can't help the wide shit-eating grin from appearing on my face as I realize what this means.
He wants me too…
All of these thoughts only take about five seconds to run throughout my head before our mouths come crashing back together‚ his right hand moving from the back of my neck to grab a fist full of my hair. My own hands don't stay idle as I run them down the front of his shirt until I begin to lift it up his body. I can feel his skin beneath my fingertips‚ and it only spurs me on as I moan into his mouth.
Suddenly‚ he rolls us over so he is draped over me‚ his knee separating my legs‚ making me gasp out in surprise pleasure. He takes that opportunity to slide his tongue inside of my mouth‚ and I unconsciously dig my nails into his waist beneath his shirt.
He pulls away from my mouth just long enough to rip his shirt off‚ making me whimper from seeing all that muscle exposed to me in such an intimate way. Instead of kissing me again‚ like I thought he would‚ he captures my neck between his teeth and moist lips‚ making me arch my back from beneath him and hiss out a shuddering breath.
He kisses up to my ear‚ licking around an incredibly sensitive spot that I had no clue was there‚ before he peppers kisses from my neck to my chin and then my lips once again. I wrap my arms around him‚ scratching down his back‚ as I buck my hips up against him.
I hear him speak between kisses‚ saying‚ "God‚ Alex. This is… this is so… so wrong…" but he doesn't stop kissing me.
My hands move up his back to tangle in the back of his dark hair as I respond without ending our kiss‚ "Yes it is‚" I say bluntly. Then I smirk against his mouth‚ roll us over so I am on top‚ and look into his smoldering light green eyes‚ "but I don't care anymore."
And it's true. A weight has been lifted. I don't care how wrong this is supposed to be. How strange‚ abnormal‚ weird‚ disgusting‚ illegal… I don't care that it's supposed to be all those things‚ because it feels so good‚ so right‚ so perfect. I know that no matter what happens‚ we'll figure it out together.
"Alex‚" he says between my onslaught of kisses‚ "We should… stop…" but he doesn't do anything to push me away. If anything‚ his grip on my waist tightens.
"Yes‚ we should‚" I begin to say before moving my mouth to his ear and continuing with‚ "but I don't want to."
I can feel his body shiver before I drop my mouth back down against his.
"Do you want to stop‚ Justin?" I ask after another breathless kiss‚ my mouth still brushing over his own.
He groans as I continue to lightly kiss him over and over as I wait for the answer I have dreamt of so many times before.
"God… n-no‚" he says to me‚ his voice slightly cracking. "I-I don't want to stop either…" Then he takes over the kiss passionately‚ our mouths and tongues clashing with our mutual forbidden desire.
The next few moments are nothing but ripping each other's clothes off while trying to keep our mouths connected at the same time. I quickly start to push his sweatpants down his hips far enough down for him to kick off‚ as he pulls my pajamas pants down and off of me as well. My shirt was the next to go‚ and then our hands are on each other once again.
He rolls us back over so I am once again on the bottom‚ and we are both clad in just our underwear‚ staring at each other between each and every kiss we share. I tangle my hands back in his hair as I pull his face down to mine‚ my legs wrapping around his lower back. I can feel his stiffness press against my core through his boxer briefs and my thin panties. I moan into his mouth when he nibbles on my bottom lip‚ and then I open up for him willingly.
He slides his tongue in and I match his passion with my own. His tongue dancing with mine‚ I can't help but rock my body against his. I love the feeling of him so close to me‚ I want nothing more than for us to be even closer.
I gasp and arch my back when his right hand trails up my body to grasp my bra-clad breast. I whimper into his mouth at the same time he groans into mine. We swallow each other's sounds of pleasure as we run our hands along the expense of the other's exposed skin.
"Justin…" I can't help but moan his name as he starts to lick and suck at a sensitive spot between my neck and shoulder‚ my pulse increasing with each swipe of his tongue. I shiver in pleasure as he lightly pinches my nipple‚ and I can feel the responding throb of his penis against my quickly moistening panties.
Justin groans as he kisses back from my neck to my chin‚ cheeks‚ forehead‚ nose‚ and then once again‚ my mouth. He slows down his kisses‚ and we go from frantically making out to sensually moving our lips and tongues together.
"Alex…" he breathes against my lips.
I can't help but whimper and whine as he slowly rocks his lower body against mine. I want him. I want him more than I've wanted anything in my entire life. And somehow‚ I know; I know that if I deny this chance now‚ I won't have the same chance again.
I grab both of his hips and pull him closer to me‚ both of us choking on our moans as we feel each other so close. "Justin…‚" I say in a quiet whisper as his lips ghost over mine‚ "…please."
I can hear his breathing quicken as he lowers his right hand to my left hip‚ stopping my hurried movements. I obey with another strangled whimper before opening my eyes back up to look into his.
My heart is racing. My blood is pumping. My head is dizzy with both arousal as well as a small voice telling me this should feel wrong. But I don't listen to it because‚ if it is so god-damned wrong… why does it feel so fucking right?
I always thought that maybe if I finally ever actually kissed him‚ it would feel weird‚ strange‚ wrong. Because my mind knows he is my brother. My mind knows this is wrong and forbidden. I thought it might be awkward. This is supposed to be so wrong and immoral and illegal… but it doesn't feel weird. It doesn't feel wrong. It shouldn't be forbidden. It feels so good. It feels so right… I never want this feeling to stop.
He leans back down and presses his forehead against mine‚ our panting breaths mingling together as we finally start to slow down for a moment. He slides his left hand up my body to move a strand of hair from my face to behind my ear. My breath catches in my throat at such a loving gesture. I can feel tears stinging my eyes‚ but I force them back.
I move my hands back up his body‚ feeling along the planes of his exposed flesh. He's so warm. So strong. So amazing. Perfect. My hands continue to move up‚ across his pecs‚ dancing over his nipples‚ over his shoulders‚ fanning along his neck‚ and then cupping both of his cheeks at the same time.
He opens his eyes to look back into mine and I utter one word. One word that has him losing all semblance of control. I plead both with my eyes‚ as well as with my voice.
"Please."
And then his lips are crashing down on mine once more. I moan and he groans as our mouths‚ teeth‚ and tongues move with each other as if we have been doing this for years. My hands slide back down to his shoulders‚ my nails digging in as I pull his body flush against mine. I giggle into his open mouth when he wraps his arms around my back and struggles to unclasp my bra. He obviously doesn't have experience with this. Neither do I‚ but he doesn't seem to mind.
He pulls away from my mouth with a small glare from my amusement‚ but I only grin before pressing my hands to his chest to have him back off of me for a moment. He does‚ and I sit up as well‚ reach behind myself to unclasp my bra‚ and then slide it off my shoulders before tossing it carelessly to the floor beside us.
I watch as his eyes go half-lidded and he just stares at my exposed breasts. I do my best to push forward my confidence so I don't seem so frightened. Even though I am absolutely terrified. Not of him. Not even of the possibility of this hurting. But I am terrified that what happens with us tonight‚ will change everything in the future. And I just want us to still be us‚ come tomorrow morning. But I also want to be more as well…
I push my worries aside as Justin leans down to capture one of my nipples in his mouth. I gasp as I fall back against the bed with my brother licking and sucking my now hardened nipple. I moan as I wrap my arms around his back; scratching‚ feeling‚ pulling‚ rubbing. Anything that I can to just touch him.
He switches from one nipple to the other while his hand keeps my other breast busy. My hands slide back up to grasp his hair as I gasp and arch from underneath him. I try to keep my noises to a minimum‚ but he is slowly having me come undone. We haven't even touched each other below the waist‚ but I can feel how crazy wet I am‚ and how insanely hard he is. I want this. I fucking need this.
"J-Justin‚" I moan out once again. His name seeming to be the only thing I can get to fall from my lips. Everything that has to do with him is just surrounding me. His body‚ his scent‚ his hands‚ his lips and tongue. It's all Justin.
And Justin is all mine.
My eyes shoot open‚ a gasp escaping my throat‚ as Justin slides his right hand down my body and slowly explores the wetness soaking through my underwear. I bite my lip to try and keep silent‚ but everything is so insanely good right now. I've never had anyone else touch me before‚ and the one person I want‚ wants me too.
"J-Justin‚" I breathe‚ pleasure overcoming me. Then a high pitched moan escapes me when he moves his fingers underneath my underwear‚ barely grazing against my clit. "Fuck!" I don't mean to yell‚ it just sort of comes out.
I see his eyes widen before his free hand comes up to cover my mouth. "Gotta be quiet‚" he says to me. And wow. Why does that turn me on?
I nod my head in agreement‚ and he slowly releases my mouth. I lick my lips just before he kisses me again. I squeeze my eyes tightly shut when I feel a single finger slip inside of me‚ and I nearly sob as I feel my whole body shuttering with pleasure. He slides his finger in and out of me a few more times‚ getting me wetter and wetter‚ before pulling out and backing off of me.
I look up at him‚ dazed and sprawled out nearly naked on the bed. I watch as he backs up just enough to hook his fingers in the waistband of my underwear‚ and then he's slowly sliding them down my legs. I swallow down my nervousness as I lift up my butt to help him‚ and then I lay completely nude for my brother's appreciative eyes.
Without a second thought‚ I reach my own hands forward to begin pulling at his underwear as well. My hands are shaking‚ my heart is racing‚ my inner thighs are slick with my arousal. I keep my eyes on his as I push his boxer briefs lower and lower until they are to a point where he can kick them the rest of the way off himself.
Now we are both fully naked together‚ he lays down slowly on top of me. His right hand grasps my hip‚ his thumb stroking my skin‚ as his left hand cups my cheek and wipes away the stray tear I didn't even realize had fallen.
"Are you okay?" he asks me‚ and it's so like him that I chuckle out a sob.
I nod my head as I run my hands up and down his arms and back. Needing to keep touching him. Needing to convince myself that this is real. This is truly happening. I'm in bed. Naked. About to have sex. With Justin. My brother.
And I don't feel disgust. I don't feel bad or guilty or like it's wrong. I feel aroused. I feel happy. Right. I know this is where I'm meant to be.
Because I'm in love with him.
He wipes another tear off of my cheek before kissing me softly. I unconsciously spread my legs wider for him‚ and moan as I feel his hardness slide along my soaked pussy.
"Alex…" he sighs against my lips as our eyes lock once again‚ "…are you sure about this?"
I nod my head as I slowly slide my right hand lower and lower down his body. I take a moment to explore him while I calm my racing heartbeat. I feel his nipples‚ and his abs‚ and as I get lower and lower‚ we both get more and more excited. I feel his stomach muscles twitch beneath my fingertips‚ and I smile softly to him right before I wrap my hand around his cock.
I let out the breath I didn't even know I was holding as I explore him. I feel how long he is. How thick he is. How hard he is. How warm. His skin is so soft. His dick is pulsing with each one of my hesitant strokes. He is staring into my eyes as he lets out small groans and puffs of air. His pleasure is only making me want him more.
"Justin…" I whisper‚ and I am clearly breathless. "I'm sure. I want this. I… please."
He strokes my cheek lovingly as his right hand moves back up my body to grasp onto my breast. I squeeze his shaft in response as I gasp with pleasure.
"It's wrong‚" he says to me‚ as if that simple reasoning is enough to deter me. If this is so wrong‚ than I have no intention of being right anytime soon.
"Then why does it feel so right?" I ask in return.
He groans when I rub the precum from his tip to use as lubricant along his entire dick. My hand is stroking him long and slow‚ making him pant faster and faster. I love the look in his eyes right now. Like he's trying so hard to be a responsible big brother‚ but he still wants this anyway.
"Y-You're my sister. My little sister‚ Alex."
I grin up at him; I have had a long time to contemplate that. And I truly don't care anymore. So I respond snarkily‚ "And you're my brother. My big brother. Are we just staying the obvious? Orrr…?"
He growls under his breath‚ and my grin only widens. I love getting to him. I love pushing his buttons. I always have and I always will. I love seeing how flustered he can get. How hot he is when I annoy him just right. But who knew it could be this much fun to tease him?
"I-I'm serious‚ Alex. This isn't a joke."
I know he doesn't truly want me to stop. He's making half assed excuses to make himself feel better about ultimately making what is the wrong choice. But we already crossed a line. We crossed the line weeks ago when we started sleeping together. No matter how innocent we pretended it was. It was always leading to this moment. It just took us a little bit of time to realize that.
I put my free hand to his right hip and pull him closer to me so just the head of his cock slides inside‚ causing him to groan and me to throw my head back with a gasping moan.
"Oh‚ I'm serious too‚ Justin." I open my eyes as much as I can to see him clearly before saying‚ "I need you. I need my big brother inside of me."
I word it this way on purpose. I want him to know that I know what I'm doing. He will always be my brother. No matter what‚ I'm his little sister. But I also want to be his lover‚ his girlfriend… his forever.
His eyes roll back as I speak these words to him. His body is shaking with anticipation. And then with a groan and a grunt‚ he melds our lips together just as he sinks himself inside of me. I let out a mix between a moan and a pained grunt as I feel him stretching me where I've never been stretched before. He stops midway to apologize‚ but I only tell him to keep going. I need this. I need him. I need us.
So he continues. My hands move to his back‚ my nails digging in‚ as I feel his well endowed cock slide deeper and deeper inside of my virgin walls. It burns. It hurts. But there is a small amount of pleasure mixed in that is making it really good no matter the pain.
And then I breathe out as he bottoms out inside of me. My body relaxes as he holds me close. My eyes burn with unshed tears as he kisses me. My skin tingles every place he touches me. I touch him back. Our bodies pressing as intimately together as two people can be. I hold him. Hug him. I let my tears run freely down my cheeks‚ and I feel it as he kisses them away‚ his lips ghosting over each and every one. The sweetness of his actions only fuels more tears to fall‚ but he kisses those away as well.
I cling to his body as I wrap my legs around his lower back. I take a few deep breaths in and let them out before locking my eyes back with his‚ and then I give him a nod to let him know I'm ready.
So he moves within me.
He pulls himself out as far as he can go‚ his eyes never leaving mine‚ and then sinks back into me.
And I'm on cloud nine. I'm seeing stars. The pain begins to dissipate when I see the love in his eyes. When I feel the way he takes care of me within his embrace. When I allow my body to relax in his arms. The more he pulls out and pushes back in‚ the wetter I get. I moan as I run my hands up and down his back‚ then to the muscles on his upper arms. My eyes roll back when he thrusts in and hits a spot inside of me that elicits absolutely no pain. I feel only pleasure now as he rocks his body with mine.
I start to move along with him as well‚ and it pulls a sexy as hell moan from his lips. I smile as I lean up to kiss him‚ our mouths moving in time with our hips. I want this to last forever. I want to be with him forever. I love him so much. There will never be anyone else for me. My life began with Justin looking out for me‚ and I plan on staying with him for the rest of my life.
I can feel myself climbing higher and higher. I can feel the way his body fits perfectly within mine. He sends shocks of pure pleasure from my clit up my spine and it makes me cry out‚ but his mouth clamped over mine keeps the sounds to a minimum.
My nails dig into his back even harder than before as his thrusts increase just slightly. I am moaning‚ whimpering‚ breathing out his name. My body is singing as he elicits such amazing rapture. I nibble on his bottom lip‚ making him groan‚ before snaking my tongue inside and tangling it along with his. My fervor increases as does his own. We are both getting more and more passionate as we get closer and closer to our inevitable end.
"Oh god Justin‚ yes‚" I can't help but say just as he pulls from my mouth and sucks on the spot right below my ear. My eyes roll back as he groans my name‚ his warm breath tickling my ear. He teases me with his lips‚ his tongue‚ his teeth. His cock moves with me in time with my own body rocking against his.
This is nothing like my dreams. We aren't having sex or fucking or anything like that. We're making love‚ and the thought makes more tears fall from my clenched eyes.
"Oh Justin‚" I moan into his ear. He shudders above me. His body shaking and both of our bodies dripping with sweat. He places his left hand on my hip to hold me still as he rocks his body against mine. I moan out some nonsense words that even I don't understand.
"A-Alex. Unggh‚ feels s-so good." His hot breath tickles my ear as he speaks‚ and it makes me even more wild.
"Y-Yes‚" I respond breathlessly‚ "s-so good…" My Head lolls to the side giving him better access with his tongue as I moan out in pleasure. "Oh fuck‚ J-Justin. Ah… D-Don't stop."
The words just tumble out of me. I can't help my pleading voice or the submissive way I beg for him to make love to me. The complete opposite of how I always portray myself to be‚ but with him‚ my walls crumble. With him‚ I can just be me.
He pulls away from my neck to connect our mouths once more. Our bodies are beginning to move faster‚ more desperately. I need him. And he needs me.
"Faster‚ Justin. Deeper. Please harder!"
He does as I beg him as his tongue claims my mouth. No doubt to keep me from crying out as he gives me the most incredible pleasure I have ever felt in my entire life. I let out a surprised gasp as he changes from sliding in and out‚ to rocking our bodies back and forth.
"Justin!" I can't help but exclaim against his lips. His answering groan only turning me on more.
"Yes‚ Alex. Say my name‚" he responds to me. And fuck. That is so fucking hot‚ that I nearly fall off the edge right then and there.
"Justin‚" I moan‚ and he moans my name in response. "Oh God‚ Justin."
"Alex…"
I grab the back of his head with both hands and furiously shove my tongue into his mouth as I lose complete control of my body. I rock against him as he moves faster and faster within me. I can feel the throbbing of his cock inside of me as he gets closer and closer to cumming. And the thought of him filling me only gets me closer to the edge as well.
And then he pulls back just enough to speak a few simple words against my lips.
"I love you‚ Alex."
White blinding light appears behind my eyes as I explode around him. I frantically move my body against his as he pushes in and out of me faster and faster. His constant groaning and moaning and grunting is only making my orgasm that much better.
I kiss him hungrily and then exclaim‚ "I love you too‚ Justin. Oh god‚ I fucking love you!"
My head falls back onto the pillow as he thrusts faster and faster‚ through my orgasm and beyond. I hang on for the ride as I watch with half-lidded eyes as he comes undone above me. Within me.
"Cum inside of me‚" I whisper to him as I watch his muscles flex and his sweat drip from his body onto mine.
His eyes lock with mine and I'm immediately thrown into another‚ smaller – but incredible – orgasm.
"Oh Alex. I'm gonna—"
I grab the back of his hair with my right hand‚ my left squeezing his bicep‚ and I lock my ankles behind him to keep him deep inside of me.
"Yes‚ Justin‚" I moan against his mouth‚ "let go. Cum inside of me‚ big brother."
I know I will always remember the face he makes just now when he spills his seed within me. The pulsing of his cock as he let's go. The groan‚ grunt‚ moan‚ and whimper of my name as he fills me. It's the most incredible thing I have ever seen and felt before.
A few more satisfying pumps later and he stills his body‚ still inside of me. He collapses on top of me and I lazily wrap my arms around his back. We both lay here; panting‚ sweaty‚ sticky‚ and smelling like sex‚ for a while longer. Neither of us want to let go of this feeling of complete euphoria. At least not yet.
His fingers trail lazy patterns on my hip‚ my own hands rubbing up and down his back. Then after quite some time‚ but not nearly long enough‚ he slides his now flaccid penis out of me and flops down on his back beside me.
I smile as I turn my head to look at him‚ his eyes colliding with mine. His hair is sticking up in a bunch of different directions‚ bangs stuck to his forehead‚ his cheeks flushed‚ and his lips swollen from our many many kisses. He is so fucking sexy. I'm sure I look like a hot mess as well‚ but going by the look in his eyes‚ he believes the same about me that I feel for him.
My smile only grows wider.
I scoot closer to him‚ rolling onto my right side‚ and resting my head against the crease of his arm. He wraps that same arm around my body as I rest my left hand on his chest‚ playing with his chest hair lazily.
We don't say anything else. At least for tonight. We just cuddle like we have been doing for weeks now‚ and then fall asleep in each other's arms.
I swear that just before sleep claims me‚ I can hear those special three words one more time.
"I love you."
A/N: Don't worry Jalex fans‚ this is not the end! Keep a look out for the next update!
Ps. If anyone thinks this is a little OOC for having them just jump right into it‚ think about it this way; they are both inexperienced teenagers with crazy hormones. They have been in love for a while and basically‚ their brains shut off more and more the more turned on they got. Even the smartest teenager could fall victim to lust. I.E, Justin lol (And let's face it. Alex isn't one to think about consequences ahead of time)