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Chapter 9
My eyes snap open as I hear a knock on the bedroom door and Harper's voice following.
"Alex? I know that Saturday is usually your 'sleep 'til Sunday day'‚ but I wanted to let you know that Zeke and I are gonna go have a picnic in the woods. Sorry for leaving you alone with Justin! I'll make it up to you." There is a small pause before she says‚ "No offense Justin!"
Both Justin and I had sat straight up in bed with wide eyes when we heard Harper's voice. As soon as Harper finishes her explanation‚ I glance next to me to see my brother with nothing on but a sheet around his hips. I gulp when I see the very obvious bulge beneath the white sheet. Then I blush crimson when I see his eyes on my exposed chest‚ and I quickly grab the sheet to cover my chest before facing the door and responding.
"Whatever Harper‚ I'll just be asleep anyway. Have fun with your boyfriend."
Harper excitedly says her goodbyes before I hear her running off‚ and then the front door to the cabin slams shut and my brother and I are left alone. Both of us naked. In the same bed.
Because we had sex.
Oh. My. Fucking. God.
I feel my face getting warmer and warmer as I try to think of something to say. It is obvious to me that this is not something I can just pretend didn't happen. This isn't something I can just ignore and hope goes away. I can't treat this like I would something else.
Because this is really fucking important. I had sex with my brother. He told me he loves me. I said it back. Where does this leave us? There's only one way to find out.
So I count to five in my head to try and give off my normal air of confidence as I lay back down on the bed and turn my head to lock eyes with his. He looks to be thinking just as much‚ if not more‚ than I am.
And why wouldn't he? He's the smart one. The one that makes good decisions. The one that never breaks the rules. The one I can always rely on.
I watch as he lays down next to me‚ and we both turn onto our sides to face each other; me on my right and him on his left. I tentatively reach forward and grab his hand in my own‚ and I am relieved when he doesn't pull away from me.
"How long?" is the first thing he asks me. And I immediately know what he means.
"I don't know for sure. But I realized that I…" I take a deep breath in‚ "th-that I loved you during our vacation in Puerto Rico." He nods his head and doesn't say anything else. So I ask him‚ "What about you?"
He chuckles‚ but he doesn't seem too amused. "As long as I can remember‚" he says to me. My eyes widen as I search his own for the lie there. But there isn't one. I gulp when he squeezes my hand and continues. "I remember when I had just turned eleven and it was my first year of middle school. You were nine and in the fourth grade. I walked you to school every day because you missed us going to the same school. I'd hold your hand and you'd cling to me.
"Then one day I tried to get you to get up to go to school‚ but you refused. When I finally got it out of you‚ you told me you didn't have a Valentine but all the other kids did. So I asked you to be mine‚ because I wanted to be a good brother and make you feel special. You looked so happy‚ and I remember all I could think was how pretty you were."
I wipe a tear off my cheek as I listen to him tell me something so personal‚ something he must have had to keep buried deep inside for so long. I pull his hand toward me before wrapping my arms around him‚ cuddling my face into his bare chest. He rubs soft circles along my back and sighs against me as his lips brushes my cheek.
Then he continues‚ his breath tickling my ear‚ "Then our powers came in. And it gave me an excuse to always be around you‚ to take care of you. You were reckless and immature and kind of annoying…"
I chuckle as I slap his arm playfully. He lets out a deep chuckle of his own as he squeezes me.
"…but you were my baby sister and I loved you. I just didn't know I was in love with you until I was a little older. And when I did‚ I backed off. I stopped treating you like a girlfriend and started treating you how I should have all along. As your annoying dorky older brother."
I laugh as I pull from his chest to look into his eyes. "So‚ you were pretending to be a dork all these years? Because I don't believe that for a second."
He laughs‚ and I laugh too. A few more tears fall from my eyes‚ and then I noticed his own are watering as well. I reach up to wipe the one tear away before kissing him softly.
"I think your allergies are acting up‚ tough guy‚" I say against his mouth.
He chuckles‚ but he doesn't do anything to cover up his emotions even though he doesn't verbally admit that his tears are not allergies.
"So‚ where do we go from here? I want to be with you‚ Justin. I've wanted this for so long. And I don't care if it's wrong. I'm tired of pretending I don't love you."
I see the teasing grin he gives me before he says‚ "You must really love me to be comfortable enough to admit all that."
I blush as I look to the side. "Shut up‚ dork."
He sighs as he buries his face into my shoulder‚ and I respond by holding him even tighter to me. The sheet between us shifts‚ exposing my breasts to the chilly air. I can feel my nipples harden as they brush against his chest‚ and I have to stifle a gasp.
He pulls back to look me in the eyes and then he says‚ "I want to be with you too‚ Alex. But—"
I shake my head quickly as I put my left hand over his mouth. "No!" I take a deep breath in and let it out slowly. I continue at a quieter and calmer tone of voice. "No. We can make this work‚ Justin. I know we can. We always do."
I remove my hand to let him speak. He rests his forehead against mine before continuing.
"What about mom and dad? Max? Harper and Zeke? Hell‚ I'm moving away to college soon. What will we do then?" Then his eyes widen as he begins to derail. "Oh god‚ what if you get pregnant? What about marriage? We can't get married legally. What about if you wanted kids in the future? What if you're pregnant now!? What about—"
I slap my hand over his mouth once again to get him to shut up as I sigh out a breath of relief. "Dude‚ you need to chill." That obviously wasn't the right thing to say going by his glare. I roll my eyes as I say the first thing I know will ease his mind just a little. "I'm on birth control." Seeing the confusion in his eyes‚ I explain‚ "I've been on it since I was fourteen to regulate my periods." I move my hand from his mouth and smirk when I see the pink of his cheeks at the mention of my monthly blood. Boys are so predictable. "And no‚ Dad doesn't know. He would have freaked out. Mom put me on it after a really long and embarrassing talk about sex."
His blush is still there‚ but the teasing smirk is back. "I can imagine your face!" he starts to laugh hysterically and it quickly starts to annoy me. It seems some things never change.
"Alright‚ ha-ha. Can we get back on topic please?" Wow. When did I become the responsible one? Ugh. Being responsible is a lot of work.
He shakes his head and then looks back into my eyes. "So‚ uh‚ what about Mom and Dad? We can't tell them‚ Alex."
"Duh. Do you think I'm an idiot‚ Justin? Of course we can't. We just pretend everything is normal at home‚ and then when you go to college‚ I can flash in whenever I want. I've been sneaking in and out of the house without Mom or Dad knowing for years."
"I'm just going to pretend I did not hear that confession. If I don't hear it‚ then I can't lie about it."
I roll my eyes as I lift his chin back up from when he started to mumble to himself. "God‚ Justin. You are such a freaking nerd."
Before he can respond‚ I kiss him. His arms hold me close‚ our bodies melding together. I tangle my left leg between both of his‚ and moan into his mouth when I feel his stiffness against me. I run my hands from his back to his chest and lightly trail my fingertips along his body. He groans before pulling back and grabbing my wrist just before I get a chance to touch him below the waist.
"We-We still need to talk‚ Alex."
I pout at him as I lift my leg over his waist and grind my moistening core against the head of his penis. "Awe‚ you're no fun. Can't we take a break from all this thinking and talking‚ and just… relax?"
I lean forward and kiss from his mouth to his chin and then suckle on his neck just like he had done to me. He groans as he rolls to his back‚ allowing me to follow him. I completely straddle him while my mouth works him over‚ turning his brain off for the moment.
'Relax and enjoy this‚ Justin‚' I intrude on his thoughts because my mouth is busy against his throat. I know he hates it when I speak to him in his mind‚ but he doesn't seem to be complaining at the moment.
His nails drag down my back as he groans and thrusts his body up against me‚ trying to gain entrance.
'I… am relaxed‚' he thinks back to me‚ and I only grin.
I pull back to look down into his glazed over gray-green eyes. I trail my fingertips down his body until I reach his cock‚ and begin to stroke him slowly.
"A-Alex!" he exclaims as he thrusts his hips upwards.
I smile down at him as I lean in and kiss him once again. "Mmm‚ I've wanted this for so long‚ Justin."
I kiss down his body‚ sampling his skin as I slowly stroke him. He is groaning and moaning as his hands tangle in my hair.
I continue to nip‚ kiss‚ lick‚ and suck around his nipples‚ down his stomach‚ and then I look up into his eyes as I graze the tip of his cock with my lips. He clearly stops breathing as I moan against the tip. I snake my tongue out to taste him more fully‚ and my eyes roll back. He tastes like him‚ me‚ and sex. And it only makes me want him even more.
I stop stroking him to hold the base of his cock down as I open my mouth to take in just the head. I flick my tongue around him‚ and when I hit an obvious sensitive spot just underneath the tip‚ he lets out a strangled moan.
I feel his hand squeeze the back of my hair‚ and I open my eyes to look into his.
"A-Alex… y-you don't have to—" he ends his sentence with a stuttering hiss as I lower my mouth down on him as far as I can go. His eyes pinch shut tight‚ and I moan against him as I begin to move my head back and forth‚ my tongue swirling all around the length of his cock.
I really never thought much about doing this before. I never loved a guy enough to want to do it. And I've heard about how this act is all guys really want‚ and that it's degrading. But the second I look at Justin's pleasure filled face‚ I know I will never get enough of it. He already proved to me by telling me it's something I don't have to do‚ that made me want to do it even more. I trust my brother more than anyone else in the world‚ and I want to do this for him.
I moan as I feel the butterflies in my stomach spread throughout my body‚ my skin heating up and flushing with arousal. My fervor grows as his hand clenches in my hair and his other hand scratches at the bed sheets below him. I bob my head up and down; licking‚ sucking‚ moaning along his throbbing erection.
I don't know yet if I'm ready to have him finish in my mouth‚ so when he stutters out‚ "A-Alex‚ I'm gonna—" I pull my mouth away and continue to stroke him as I quickly straddle his hips. We both moan out each other's names as I slide myself down on him‚ allowing him to sink deeply inside of me for the second time.
I don't move right away; I'm still a little sore from losing my virginity last night. I open my eyes when I feel him stroking both my hips with his thumbs and fingertips. I look into his eyes‚ and the look of pure love there has me melting with both my own love and desire.
I lift my hips up and then slam back down‚ my head being thrown back in pleasure as he groans out my name. I continue to ride him slowly‚ building both of us up‚ before I look back into his eyes and begin to fasten my pace. I reach forward and lace my hands with his own‚ using them as leverage before I begin to rock my body back and forth‚ faster and faster. The pleasure is so great‚ I can't stop moaning‚ I can't stop whimpering‚ my whole body is tingling from the inside out.
I feel his hands squeeze mine tighter‚ and I open my eyes once again to look at him. His own eyes are glazed over with lust as his gaze shifts back and forth between my bouncing breasts and the spot where we are so intimately connected. The look in his eyes only increases my confidence as I slam his hands above his head and smash my lips onto his.
I'm riding him faster and harder as I shove my tongue into his mouth and unabashedly moan in pleasure. His own hips are thrusting up and down in time with the way I'm rocking my hips‚ and I can tell by the way he is losing control‚ that he's getting closer.
The thought of him filling me again only increases my own pleasure‚ the tingling in my stomach growing more and more. I can feel myself getting lost in him. His hands‚ his mouth‚ his tongue‚ his cock. The way his muscles ripple and twitch with each one of our movements. The way we fit so perfectly together as we make love. The way he groans my name every time our lips part for even a second.
I pull back just far enough to look into his eyes. "J-Justin‚ I'm so close…‚" I murmur against his mouth.
He licks his lips as he grunts out his reply‚ "Me too… God‚ me too…"
I brush my lips against his‚ our eyes still locked. "Good. Cum inside of me. Ah!" My eyes roll back for just a moment before I force them back open to look at him.
Justin pushes my hands off of his and wraps them around me before he unexpectedly flips us over and starts to ram in and out of me hard and fast. Immediate shocks of pleasure rush through me as I scream out my orgasm.
"Oh Justin! Yes!"
He slams his cock in and out of me‚ a complete contrast to the way his lips are softly brushing mine. Then he moves his face to my ear and whispers‚ "Good. Now take my cum‚ baby sister."
Holy fucking shit‚ are the only words I can even think of because why the hell is that so hot? Going by the smirk on his face‚ I realize that our mind link is still on and he heard what I thought.
"You like that‚ Alex? You like taking your big brother's cum inside of you?" I watch as he shudders‚ his thrusts growing faster and less organized as he holds himself back from finishing.
I nod my head‚ noting that it is becoming very hard to speak. Where has this side of Justin come from? Did I unlock this side of him? Either way‚ I fucking love it.
He groans and grunts and moans as he slams harder and harder inside of me‚ my own moans of rapture escaping without my permission. Within a few more thrusts‚ I can feel him throbbing even harder‚ and then he stills deep inside of me. His eyes roll back as his mouth opens wide in pleasure.
And holy fuck. That just brought another orgasm out of me.
"Justin…‚" I whisper as he collapses on top of me‚ our arms wrapping around each other.
We stay like this for a little while longer‚ just catching our breath and enjoying the afterglow of our love making. My eyes flutter closed and I sigh contenly as he moves a stray hair from my face and kisses me softly.
When he pulls back‚ he looks concerned as he asks me‚ "Are you okay? I-I didn't do anything you didn't want‚ right?"
I smile up at him as I shake my head. "I loved all of it." I pause for a second as I swallow nervously before saying‚ "And… I love you."
He rests his forehead against mine‚ our eyes closing and he responds‚ "I love you too‚ Alex." He kisses me once again before we look back into each other's eyes. "Forever…"
My eyes widen when he says that. "F-Forever?"
He nods with a big smile on his handsome face. "I don't know how‚ yet. But I promise you‚ we will make it work. When don't we?"
I sniffle and blink away my tears as my smile only widens. "Forever‚" I agree with a nod of my head.
After another slow kiss‚ he slides out of me and lays beside me‚ our hands finding the other's as we turn our heads to look into each other's eyes.
"We still need to talk about everything‚ Alex. This is a big deal‚ and we need to make a plan. If anyone found out about this—"
"I know‚ Justin. Don't worry about it. No one will find out."
Before he can get a chance to answer‚ we hear the front door open and close‚ and then Zeke and Harper's voices appear. Within just a few seconds‚ a pair of footsteps get closer and closer‚ and then the doorknob starts to turn just as Harper says my name.
"Alex?"
Oh shit!
A/N: What's this? Another cliff hanger? Will Justin and Alex get out of being caught? Or will they have some explaining to do? Comment your guesses‚ and I'll have the next chapter up on Monday!
