Quick note of housekeeping:

The pronouns may feel weird here if you've never experienced dysphoria and that self discovery journey. This isnt the blueprint, this is just how I remember experiencing this.

Lee is a Transman and a wolf and Bella is human here.

Please stop DMing me about commissions. I'm dirt poor and simply can't afford it. I don't mind answering questions, but I will not be able to afford any commission work anytime soon. Thank you for your offers, but in the future I may have to just start deleting those messages so I'm not sending the same response over and over.

Thank you again, I dont own twilight, enjoy!

Bella was not a praying woman. Not in a typical stance. But when her boyfriend had grabbed her shoulders, taken the boxes from her arms in one of his, and used his other arm to pick her up and set her on the counter, Bella started.

What the fuck kinda power move was that shit?

Not… that she was mad. She was perfectly capable of moving her own things, but much like Rachel and Rosalie were both beside her, watching their mates move her meager furniture and belongings into the house, she was equally as fixed on her own mate. She knew, logically, they all had super strength and this was the easiest thing they had all done in a while. It did NOT stop her from being impressed.

"Are they always like this?" Rachel asked, eyes fixed on Paul as he carried Bella's ancient computer tower in one arm, and the boxy, grey monitor in the other. She knew that shit weighed a ton, she'd helped Bella put it in her truck.

"Like what? Sexy?" Rosalie smirked, biting her lip at her goofy man as he carried a couch over his arm. He looked at Bella.

"You guys wanted this in the game room, right?"

"Yes, it's about time he stopped playing on a damn wire spool. Do you mind taking that out with you on your way?"

"No problem, Belly-Boo!" Emmett took off before she could yell at him for the nickname. Bella smirked at Rosalie, the vampire having raised her hand over her mouth to cover her grin. She really did love that man, but dammit that was intentionally planned with bad timing.

"You know, it's a million times funnier that he heard us," Bella elbows Rose, careful not to damage herself in the process.

"Agreed," The other women said at once.

"But, no, I mean are they always so overprotective? I came back with a little bruise and Paul looked ready to tear down the town."

"Paul is an extreme example. But, to answer your question, yes. I don't know how wolves are in comparison to us, as far as details, but vampires are aggressively protective of their mates. It goes both ways. Emmett lost his arm during a battle once. He was fine, just needed to reattach it, but I absolutely lost it. I tore a hole in that battlefield that would rival a small army, completely obliterated any vampire that dared to lay a finger on my Emmett until he was healed. Even then, we did not leave each others sides for the remainder of the battle." Rosalie looked like she was somewhere else for a moment, maybe back on that battlefield, and Bella set a gentle hand on her arm to bring her back before giving her side.

"Lee is similar. He'd go to war if it meant defending my honor, and Rosalie will attest to the mess he caused when he found out Edward was sneaking into my room. Mind you, that was the mess he caused before he shifted the first time. He didn't know they were vampires, not for a fact, but he still was ready to break his kneecaps. This is just more… of a lower level way to go about it. They know we can handle this, but they also know we're all stressed, work hard, and need a break." Rosalie snorted. "Okay, not Rosalie, she's just Aphrodite and can't and shan't be bothered with such tasks." Rosalie's laugh was explosive, still occasionally caught off guard with how much sass the human had gained.

The boys finished pretty quickly, Paul coming over first to smile at Rachel, silently reaching out his hand for his. She obliged, and he placed a soft kiss on her knuckles. Rachel had explained to Bella, needing an ear, that Paul was very sweet but she was conflicted. She did not want to lead him on, but she just wasn't sure about him, as all she knew about him was his temper was horrible. Bella, for her part, did not shoot down her concerns and simply told her the truth. That if she wanted nothing to do with him, he would have to listen. If she wanted to take things slow, that was more than okay, too. Sam's story with Emily had given a bad first impression, but in reality most of the wolves were excellent about listening, and respect.

"The Imprints have all agreed on a signal, just in case. The wolves know, but even in human form they have excellent hearing, right?" Rachel nodded. "If you ever feel like Paul is a danger, or he's getting out of control and you're scared, howl or scream for us. The human mates have all also set up a group chat. I'll help you set up your phone for the emergency call. It shouldn't ever be necessary, but after what happened to Emily we like to have each other's backs."

With that knowledge, Rachel had talked to Paul and they agreed to take it slow. He promised to be open, and honest about how the bond was effected, and she promised she would do the same about how she was feeling. It had been going well, but she was still weary.

Rosalie simply vanished, their speed still astonishing to the humans. Lee just came over and wrapped himself around Bella, wrapping his arms around her and burying his face in her neck again. Lee spoke against Bella's skin, knowing Paul would hear just fine.

"Thank you for the help, but I would like to have alone time with my mate if you don't mind."

Paul chuckled, explaining to Rachel. She laughed and started heading outside, hearing Bella call to Paul "Try to behave!"

"You can't make me!"

The door closed, and they were alone. Lee lifted Bella up, setting her on the counter, staying wrapped around her. It had been a wild couple days. Bella's stuff had been mostly moved in with Charlie, so he gathered a couple guys so it wouldn't look weird to have one guy moving everything, and got to work. Just three days ago Lee was tearing through the woods in wolf form constantly, just to get his mind off of things. And now? Now the love of his life was in his arms, she lived with him, and they could start their life. He was on cloud 9.

Bella ran her hands through his shaggy hair, giving his scalp light scratches as she did and felt her wolf simply melt into her. Shit, it sounded like he started to purr if Bella didn't know better. Lee started planting soft kisses on his girlfriend's shoulder and moved up the side of her neck, making her shiver in his arms and wrap her legs around his waist. That's when she noticed the bulge in his pants.

"Baby, did you put a strap on after you finished?" Bella kissed his neck, right under his ear, before nipping the lobe.

"Maybe," he gave her another kiss on her neck before pulling back to meet her eyes. "If you're not in the mood, tho, I can-mm!" Bella hadn't let him finish, grabbing a fistful of his hair and pulling him to her in a kiss that left his knees weak. He moaned as she pressed herself into him, leaving only the smallest gaps between them where absolutely necessary. Lee ground his hips into hers, both fully clothed but more than happy to take their time. Well. A little time. Bella felt him tugging on her shirt and realized if she didn't take it off quickly, he might rip it off. So, she pulled back from the kiss and, much to Lee's delight, peeled her shirt off. His dark eyes locked with hers and she knew, in that moment, that the more gentle side of him was leaving. This time, it was the wolf, and while they were one entity, the wolf loved Bella in a possessive and raw manner. She was never in danger, but the sex was much rougher when his wolf was more in control, versus his passionate and sensual way of things.

Bella looked at him with hooded eyes and smirked. "What are you waiting for, baby?"

He growled deeply as he descended on her, pulling her to him as he "attacked" her neck, kissing and biting, sucking one spot until it was sure to leave a hickey. He raised one hand up to between her shoulder blades, running his nails down her back with just enough pressure to leave the faintest marks, but more than enough to bring moans bubbling from Bella's lips. One hand moved to her chest, as Lee began a torturous foreplay session. No "stone" was left unturned as he blazed a trail along her body with his lips. Bella's pants weren't even off and she was covered in his marks, and absolutely soaked.

Lee trailed his lips down to the seam of her jeans, looking up at her through his thick eyelashes as he grinned, fingers digging into the waistband. "Bella, I'm going to eat you until you forget your name, then I'm going to fuck you until the whole damn town knows mine." His voice sounded like it was filtered through a growl, and he waited for her permission to rip the pants away and get to work. Bella let out something between a moan and a pant, lifting her hips off the counter so he could more easily rip her pants down.

So he did.

In seconds his mouth was on her, forcing a sound from her that sounded like a moan and a gasp, followed by her tangling her hand back in his hair. This time was different than the other night. Lee's technique was precise, controlled. He knew exactly where her most sensitive spots were, and he utilized that. The wolf? He probably knew, but planning wasn't his MO. He took the "wild and focus where you know" technique, focusing on her clit, and a spot he could reach inside. Bella twitched, feeling a wave building already. Lee was keeping his promise. And Jesus, did the man breathe?! Lee felt her twitching and moved down just slightly, sliding his long tongue into her opening and prodding as he moved.

"Fuck! Lee!" Bella screamed, bucking her hip into his face and slamming his head against her more. There it is. He smirked, moaning as he took in the sight of his mate's pleasure. Her walls clamped down on his tongue hard and he kept moving through it, prolonging her pleasure. He replaced his tongue with two long fingers as he moved up to stand, whispering in her ear " That's my girl." It was still a growl, the wolf almost fully in control. "Do you need a break?"

"No!" Bella gasped out, still riding Lee's fingers. "No, don't stop. Please fuck me."

"Good girl." he descended again, and Bella was fully at his mercy.

The Denali coven was, unfortunately, in town. Meaning Edward was in town. He cringed as he heard Bella scream again. Jasper smirked, and sent a small wave of calm his way.

"Oh, dear brother, don't be so glum. Besides, there's no way you would be able to make her that loud." The humans couldn't hear, but it seemed Lee was making damn sure the supernatural's of the area absolutely knew Bella was his and his alone.

"You don't know that!"

Emmett snorted from the tv. "You've never, in literally 100 years, touched yourself let alone a woman. Besides, It's been years. She don't want you, dude. Get the fuck over it."

Edward left in a huff and they laughed at him.

Lee made his way back up Bella's body. She was shaking and panting, and the moment he got up to eye level she kissed him hard, clinging to him. He didn't stop her, of course, letting her taste herself on his lips. True to his word, Bella no longer had enough functioning brain power to remember her own name, but she sure as hell knew she loved this man.

"Do you need a moment, babygirl?" He muttered in her ear, holding her to his chest as she continued to shake.

"Mm… just a second. Don't you dare move," Bella didn't raise her voice over his volume, nuzzling into his chest a moment before leaving kisses on his skin. Lee chuckled, kissing her neck.

"Yes, ma'am."

After the shaking stopped, Bella reached down, pushing down his shorts and grabbing the strap. Lee leaned her back slightly, angling her hips just right as he started kissing and nibbling the skin on Bella's neck and shoulder. Lee reached down, wrapping a firm hand around his mate's wrist, taking her other hand as well and pinning them both to the cabinet above. She moaned, tugging lightly to test him only to get a growl in response, nipping at her neck. "Keep those hands there, Princess." Lee's voice was back to that gravelly tone, deep but like there was a constant growl in the backend of it.

Bella whimpered, nodding and spreading her legs for him. She was still dripping, even after he'd licked her clean, and as he entered her she cried out at the feeling. "Fuck…" she moaned, all her brainpower into holding still for him, and the feeling of him slowly filling her to the brim, stretching her in the best ways. When he released her hands, she grabbed for the door handle to help her hold still.

"Good girl," Lee growled in her ear, pulling almost all the way out as his hands found purchase on her hips, holding her firmly as he slammed back into her. Bella screamed his name, wrapping her legs around his waist as he set a hard, slow pace, filling her completely to the brim before pulling out slowly and slamming back in. She wanted desperately to have her hands in his back, scratching into his skin even if it healed moments later. She'd have to settle with the wood of the cabinet instead.

Lee leaned down, taking her nipple into his mouth as he started slowly building speed. He didn't stop until he was practically jackhammering into her, lifting his head to whisper in her ear.

"You can touch me now."

Bella didn't waste a moment. Her hands were on his back, nails digging in as she took his onslaught. All she could feel was pleasure, his tip dragging over her gspot with each backstroke. His lips moved back to her neck, settling where it met her shoulder. As he took his mate rapidly toward the edge, his lips and teeth started leaving a dark hickey where he planned to mark his mate.

Somewhere in the back of her mind, Bella clocked what his plan was and he felt the resistance as her walls clamped around his strap. He moaned against her skin and she gasped, panting out "Mark me, baby, please." She was breathless already, but as his teeth broke the skin she felt a more powerful orgasm come over her than ever before. His pace never stopped and he held her close to his body as she slammed her legs tight around his waist, convulsing and screaming his name as wave after wave of pleasure overcame her. Once he felt her reaching her limit he bottomed out inside her, letting her feel the tip pushing against her cervix. He felt her digging her nails into his back over and over, actually managing to draw blood before she collapsed against his hold, still twitching gently around the strap and in his arms.

Lee kissed around the mark he'd left, the shallow wound already healing up. The wolf receded back into the background as Lee came back full force into the forefront and immediately began aftercare. He planted gentle kisses on his lover's forehead, temple, and lips, running his fingertips up and down her back as she settled. Her breathing was shaky, little gasps coming out now and then as he lifted her into his arms, still buried inside her, and carried her up to their room. Each time he moved slightly inside her Bella let out another little gasp or moan, until he kicked their door closed and gently, slowly, lifted her off the strap and set her on the bed. Normally he would use his mouth to clean her, but he could see she was far too sensitive for that. Instead he grabbed a few wipes from the bedside, taking great care to clean her as thoroughly as he could. Once that was done he cleaned the toy and put it away, climbing into bed behind his mate.

After much grunting and murmuring, protesting his insistence to drink some water, she "allowed" him to help her sit up and drink some water from the cup beside them and settled back into bed for cuddles. Bella turned to face Lee, tucking herself under his chin and sighing in content when his arms wrapped securely around her. Lee kissed her head, whispering his I love yous to her and she kissed his throat, returning the sentiment as she fell asleep.