Mafuyu's mother arrived home from work shortly after we had gotten out of the bath and changed into some more comfortable clothes. She must've sensed we had sex because she kept looking at us with this knowing smile on her face that really put me on my guard. I've met her before and she's so supportive of Mafuyu and I dating, but this is new territory for me. Thankfully she didn't outright ask us "DID YOU TWO HAVE SEX?!" otherwise that would have been the end of me. After dinner we all did the dishes and Mafuyu excused us to go to bed. He made a point to get a futon out of a storage cupboard and called out to his mum to wish her good night before taking my hand and pulling me into his room. I called out good night as well before shutting the door behind us and Mafuyu immediately dropped the futon on the ground.
"Wanna sleep in my bed?" Mafuyu asked as he turned to me.
"Huh?" I dumbly responded.
"With me, I mean. I just got the futon for appearances."
"Oh! Yeah, totally." I scratched the back of my neck in embarrassment.
And that leads us to where we are now; side by side, in our pyjamas, snuggled tightly under Mafuyu's covers and gently kissing and caressing. The bed is pretty narrow, as we saw earlier, but we're able to make it work. Mafuyu's hands are in my hair and he's massaging my scalp. Aside from sex, this might be my favourite feeling in the world. His calloused fingertips are moving in circles around my head that are almost putting me to sleep, but I'm startled from my reverie when Mafuyu hooks one arm around my back and quickly shifts us around so I'm lying on top of him. I pull out of our kiss and take a moment to look at him. His eyes are so warm and he reaches up to touch my cheek with his fingertips. God, he's so cute.
"You know I almost fell asleep, right?" I remark.
"Glad I woke you up then," Mafuyu flirts. "In more ways than one." I glance down and become aware of what he's referring to, which makes me cringe so hard that I flop my head onto his chest to hide my blush.
"God, leave me alone…" I grumble into his t-shirt. He just laughs and kisses the top of my head.
"Ritsuka?"
"Mm?"
"Can I ask you something?" I raise my head so I can look him in the eye and regard him seriously.
"Yeah, of course. What is it?"
"Earlier, you said you wanna do what we did all the time…do you wanna try going further?"
"You mean like,sexsex? Intercourse sex?" I have a flash of Mafuyu with his clothes off running through my brain and my face heats up again.
"Yeah!" Mafuyu nods.
"Like right now?"
"Yeah, if you want."
My excitement hasn't gone away in the slightest and after our session in the bath which I thoroughly enjoyed, I think Idofeel comfortable going further. One problem though; I'm clueless on how this will work.
"Yeah, I guess I just have some questions because I have no idea what to do," I say as I get up and sit cross legged.
"Yeah?" Mafuyu sits up as well and takes my hands in his. I rack my brain for what I wanna know, which doesn't take too long as I've had plenty of questions in my head for months about this.
"Um…did you and Yuki ever…?" I trail off. I know it's kinda weird to talk about your boyfriend's late ex in this way but I'm a bit unconfident in how we should do this. Mafuyu thoughtfully nods.
"Yeah, we both sort of figured it out as we went along to be honest, so I more or less know the ins and outs." He realises what he just said and suppresses a bark of laughter, and I do the same. Okay, so he knows what to do. That's actually reassuring.
"Alright…were you the…what's the phrase…seme or uke?" I continue.
"Uke." Oh wow. I did not get that impression at all earlier.
"Does it hurt at all?"
"Well, at first, yeah. But eventually you get used to it and now I really like it. Plus that's why lube exists." He chuckles at that last anecdote.
"Right."
"Ritsuka?"
"Yeah?"
"What would you wanna do? Would you top, do you think?"
"Y-Yeah, of course, if that's what you want me to do."
"Is it whatyouwant to do though? Remember, your wants are just as important as mine."
He's right. I've never done this before so I've gotta make sure I know what I'm comfortable doing. The thought of me being the uke does cross my mind, but I don't think I'm ready to figure out all that stuff right now, and the fact that he said it hurts kinda scares me. I glance down and run my hand over my erection. Yep, I think. Seme.
"I wanna top." I lean forward and give Mafuyu a kiss.
"Well that's a relief, because I prefer being the bottom anyway," Mafuyu purrs and it's like he hit the accelerator in my body because I slam into Mafuyu and plunge my tongue into his mouth. His hands go to the hem of my shirt and he yanks it over my head before I go to do the same for him. He taps my chest with his hand and I withdraw, getting the clue we need to stop. We're both very short of breath.
"You okay?" I pant.
"Yeah, I just need to do some…other stuff before we go further."
"What other stuff?"
"I'll…explain after." Mafuyu blushes in embarrassment and opens a drawer underneath his bed which contains a toiletry bag. He unzips it to produce a packet of condoms and a tube of lubricant which he sets on his side table. There's something else inside the bag but I can't quite make it out in the semi-darkness. Mafuyu extricates himself from under me and stands up, grabbing the toiletry bag off the bottom of the drawer and pushing it back under the bed.
"I'll be back in a sec." He quickly pecks me on the forehead before leaving me alone in the room. I slowly reach down and remove my pyjama bottoms before discarding them on the floor. Should I…pose myself? I remove the covers off my body and try leaning on my elbow with my hand supporting my head?NO, absolutely not, that is a stupid idea, you look like a moron!So I just end up lying there, staring at the ceiling, wondering when he'll get back. After about two minutes, I can faintly hear the sound of the toilet flushing down the hallway and Mafuyu's feet padding towards the door. He enters the room with a towel over his shoulder and his eyes widen with joy when he realises I've taken all my clothes off.
"Well this is a surprise!" He says, feigning shock. I chuckle and cover my eyes with the back of my hand.
"It's not too much is it?"
"No, it's sexy." I blush and look away before returning my glance towards Mafuyu, who's now taken all his clothes off and tosses the towel near my feet. He offers a hand up and I take it, confused.
"I've gotta lay this down," he says while pointing at the towel. He straightens it out across the bed and eventually, I process its purpose.
"Ohhh," I say quietly. Mafuyu then lies across the towel on his back and stretches his arms out.
"Come here," he whispers. I crawl on top of him and start kissing him as he wraps his arms and legs around me. We start moving together like we were in the bathroom, but before things get too hot and heavy, Mafuyu breaks our kiss to reach over for a condom, which he passes to me. Holy shit, it's about to happen. I get the shakes again which is really frustrating, but Mafuyu runs his fingers through my hair which elicits a purr out of me and I can focus on putting the condom on with no issues. In my peripherals I can see him putting some lube on his fingers and applying them…there.I'm gonna be in there soon? I gulp loudly and hear a hiss come from Mafuyu's mouth.
"Are you okay?" I immediately ask.
"Yeah just…prepping myself," Mafuyu says with some effort. "I have to relax before we keep going." He hands me the tube and I understand he wants me to put lube on myself. I squeeze a dollop on the palm of my hand about as big as a 500 yen coin and start to apply , if it feels this good, imagine what Mafuyu will feel like!I wipe my hand on the towel and position myself over Mafuyu.
"You ready?" he asks.
"Yeah. Just promise me something?"
"Anything."
"Tell me straight away if you want me to stop." Mafuyu chuckles and runs his thumb over my right cheek.
"I was about to say the same thing." We smile at each other and I line myself 't fuck this up. Don't fuck this up!Mafuyu instructs me to go as slow as I can, and he guides me in. Little by little I hear these little gasps and grunts come out of his mouth that nearly set my anxiety off because I keep worrying I'm hurting him. I keep stopping to check in with him, and he reassures me every step of the way it's feeling better. Once I'm all the way in, we exhale together and I kiss him so tenderly.
"I'm gonna move," I whisper.
"Ritsuka…" he moans. His legs have got my waist in a vice grip and every move out he pulls me back in. It's indescribable how good it feels. I bury my face in his neck to muffle my moaning as I gradually get faster. Mafuyu's got the same idea except he's kissing my neck to keep the noise down. He holds me so tightly in his arms and I don't ever wanna leave this moment. I want him to keep us both here forever. Inevitably, that stirring feeling in my stomach is creeping its way up again and it's impossible for me to stop or slow down. It feels way too good.
"Mafuyu, I'm gonna…!"
"Me too…!"
I bury my face into Mafuyu's pillow to mask what might be the loudest, most primal noise I've ever made, and we reach the peak together before desperately clinging to each other during the comedown. Soon afterwards, I have to withdraw and I grab a tissue from Mafuyu's headboard to discard the condom and put it in the wastebasket. There's quite a mess on Mafuyu's chest and I pass the tissue box to him so he can clean up. I stand to gather the towel from under him and toss it in his laundry basket, and once Mafuyu's finished, his arms invite me in for another hug and we lie back down.
"So, how was that?" He asks as I place my head on his chest.
"Seriously, can we please do that all the time now?" I joke. We both laugh and I crook my fingers to stroke his cheek. He leans into my touch and starts playing with my hair again.
"Oh hey?" I ask as I start to drift off in a trance-like state.
"Yeah?"
"What was thatother stuffyou said you had to do?"
"Well, um…actually do you mind if I tell you tomorrow? Might kill the mood."
"All good." I smile and close my eyes, settling into the touch of his fingertips. Then we're sound asleep.