"WHAT THATS CRAZY?!" drew gasped.
i frowned *was it though?..was it really that crazy to think that a moment like this could ruin everything we've bulit this past year."are you just not ready to become offical or is i-"drew started "no..no..no its not that i just dont know.." "what do you mean?..dont know if you like me?"he asked slightly frowning. "no. i like you drew i really do its just..""just what julian?..i want this with you but i dont want to pressure you into anything if your not ready yet" drew said. he put a hand on my cheek and slightly kissed my other one."i mean drew..what will other people say about us if we do this?...w-wh-what if we lose all our friends is this really worth it?."i said almost out of breath when i finshed. i knew it was wrong to say things like this after a moment like that..but it was one of the only things on my mind. "i dont care what other people say as long as im with you. you do something to me julian at frist i thought that this was something onesided but now it might be both of us feeling this way." itook out my phone and looked at the time and i had spent oh my god..30 MINUTES in the bathroom because of drew. before any of us could say anything, i got my self together and walked right out. when i entered the class just as i expected mr.wright called me over to his desk and asked why i took so long. i knew i couldnt tell why i really spent like an enturnety in the bathroom so i just say i felt kind of sick.for the rest of the class i felt uneasy, it was 7th period and i didnt have 8th with him but i knew he would wanna talk about this situation that had just gone on but at least i knew i could have the rest of today to think about what i was gonna do. Drew's Pov:
he had just walked out without saying a word..did i say something wrong?..did i do something wrong?..i didnt know what to do so i went back to class and of course of in trouble for being in the bathroom 40 minutes but i didnt care all i could think about was that convo with julian. i mean what was i supposed to do if he doesnt like me back?..it was already to late to do anything to make him think it was a joke but was there anything i could do to make him want me back?
in 8th period i was write down things i could o but to me nothing seemed like it would work and i was running out of ideas. i didnt have this class with him so i atleast i had this class to think but my brain wasnt working staight!!
it was finally the end of class and i ran out i came to one conclusion i was just gonna talk to him with a plan! however when i finally saw him he was with...a girl and GETTING HER NUMBER?! no...no...no i couldnt be seeing this right just a couple hours ago me an julian had a moment..a HUGE moment and now he was getting a girls number?..how can i convice him to like me back when i wasnt even close to who he really liked..i didnt know what to do buti started to feel tears down up cheek..no i couldnt be crying but this hurt so much for no reason.
