A Matter of Life and Death by Barton Fink

Rating: G
Genres: Romance
Relationships: Harry & Hermione
Book: Harry & Hermione, Books 1 - 7
Published: 22/12/2014
Last Updated: 05/01/2015
Status: Completed

Harry was supposed to have died after defeating Voldemort, but a clerical error grants him an
extra two hours of life; two hours in which something occurs that challenges the very fabric of the
universe. Join our hero and heroine as Harry argues his case in a celestial court and fights for
his right to remain on Earth with Hermione. Post Book 7; ignores epilogue.




1. Chapter 1
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**a/n** Some of the more established members of this site may remember this story from a few
years ago. I originally posted it in the Autumn of 2010 and completed it just in time for the great
Portkey crash of October that year - the story was lost in its entirety. Unfortunately (for me
anyway - the rest of you may have been delighted) the version I had saved was corrupted and so the
story was “lost” forever - or so I thought at the time.

I recently discovered some old e-mails that I had used when uploading the original story and
these e-mails contained enough fragments for me to piece it together again. I was missing circa
2,000 words at the end of the tale and a further 1,500 words from Chapter 3, but apart from that,
the story was pretty much there. As a result, I have tried to “fill in the blanks” and here it
is.

This story - **A Matter of Life and Death** - is based on the 1946 Michael Powell and Emeric
Pressburger movie of the same name starring the incomparable David Niven. (For our American
friends, please note the movie was called **“Stairway to Heaven”** when released in the USA.) So
not only am I stealing JKR's wonderful world and characters, I am also shamelessly stealing the
genius of Powell and Pressburger and attempting to combine them. Any credit belongs to these three
and any shortcomings are obviously entirely mine. The story is a bit of a change in style from my
other two - it's a piece of fluffy juvenilia to be honest, so if that is not your gig, you
might want to give it a miss.

Just out of interest, it might be worth noting that both JK Rowling and Daniel Radcliffe
consider **“A Matter of Life and Death”** to be one of their favourite films. If you have not
seen it, I would urge you to take the time to view it as I do not think it will disappoint…

BF

**Chapter 1**

*`Good morning…or is it evening? Or is it afternoon perhaps? Oh; it doesn't matter in the
great scheme of things. You see; where I dwell, time is an…irrelevance. My name is Celeste and I am
the Chief Recorder. This may not mean anything to you at the moment but as I tell my tale, things
ought to become a little clearer. I hope you enjoy the story; I am unused to narrating and I worry
that I will not do these events justice**. This might* *be a tricky tale for you to
grasp; it is a story of two worlds; one that you know and one that is only in your imagination. It
is a story about power; the power of one world against that of the other…*

*Oh; would you listen to me; I digress. It is one of my biggest failings and one that The Boss
is often taking me to task about. I had better get to the point; better explain why I am here.
First though; I ought to set the scene**. I shall do it from my perspective so you will have
to imagine…*

*…* *Imagine* *if you will**,* *the immense universe.* *Thousands of
galaxies; millions of stars; separated by unfathomable distances travelled by solar rays. It is
mostly black; a void; nothing. But here and there, if one looks carefully, the starlight can be
discerned amidst the night. There! Can you see it? That light in the distance? It's a myriad of
stars; a galaxy. And right there in the corner; tucked away almost out of sight is a mass of gas no
bigger than a pinprick* *from where we view it**. A mass of gas moving at thousands of
miles per second* *that grows larger as we approach**…*

*We near it; we can make out other objects now. We can see the planets revolving around the
sun. Let's see now…one, two three…Ah! We are getting there! We are approaching my old home -
your current home. A blue orb in the blackness. Isn't she beautiful? And there is the moon;*
*our* *moon in its final* *quarter. And finally we are here; Earth**.*
*Our* *Earth; a blue dot in the night. At first glance* *it seems* *small and
insignificant. But it is part of the universe; it belongs as part of the whole. The universe would
not be the same without it* *- would not be complete without it - so it is as important as
anything else in existence**.*

*A reassuring thought, is it not?*

*So we go closer. We* *skip over the lands currently in daylight and* *head*
*east* *to where it is night. We* *cross the ocean and turn north* *and*
*pass over the dark fields of Europe; the blackness* *of the landscape* *only broken
intermittently by the streetlights of the towns and cities. We pass over France - Beloved France!
Oh how I miss you**!* *- and we are soon heading over the water; the Channel that takes
us to where our tale begins. We are in Britain now, flying north over England; over the border
hills and into Scotland. We carry on north, reaching the Highlands and…there it is!*

*A castle; a castle that you will have to imagine because you will n**ever have been able
to see it**. It is protected from your kind, you see; protected from those without the
gift* *of magic**. We approach it; we soar above its turrets and towers, flying out over
the lake before* *circling back and* *nearing one particular tower. A light can be seen
at one of the upper windows;* *as we get closer we can* *pee**r* *in* *and
we can see three people**; three young**sters* *who have just completed a monumental
task.* *Together they have just destroyed a great darkness.* *They are talk**ing and
it is here that we will join the story**. We must listen carefully; listen and learn about
power, for it is here that our tale begins…'*

`…and it's not as if he hasn't earned it, Hermione. Give him a break; Kreacher likes
having a master,' said Ron Weasley in exasperation. `Harry only wanted a sandwich,' he
added.

Harry Potter elected to say nothing, content to munch on his ham sandwich as he watched his two
best friends play out a familiar game. He found it hard to believe that Ron and Hermione had kissed
just a couple of hours ago; that they had ended the dance and had finally done something about
their unresolved feelings for one another. But as he watched them argue he wondered why they had
bothered. He'd heard that opposites attract but he was beginning to think that it was the same
attraction that a moth had for a flame. It might seem a good idea at the time but sooner or later,
the moth got burned.

`I wasn't having a go at Harry!' exclaimed Hermione Granger. `I only asked that Kreacher
not call Harry “master.” Is that so wrong?' she asked, turning to Harry as she did so.

Harry chewed methodically on his sandwich before swallowing. `Keep me out of this,' he
finally replied. `I'm not going to be a bloody referee between the two of you. I've been
waiting for you both to sort yourselves out for months but if you're just going to keep arguing
all the time then I wish you hadn't bothered. At least when you argued before, I didn't
have to watch you snog afterwards.'

Ron smiled but Hermione looked as if she was going to burst into tears. She turned to Ron and
caught his grin and her eyes narrowed. Ron decided that perhaps discretion would be the better
point of valour.

`I'll just go and see mum and dad,' he said hastily. `See how they are doing. See
what's happening with Fred,' he added gently before turning to leave.

Harry noticed Hermione's expression soften as she watched Ron depart before she turned her
back on him and folded her arms as she looked out of the window. He sighed. *All because I asked
Kreacher to make me a sandwich!* He smiled ruefully, knowing that he had to be careful dealing
with elves when Hermione was nearby.

`I'm sorry, Hermione; I shouldn't have summoned Kreacher but I was hungry and I…' He
stopped talking abruptly because he suddenly realised that she was crying. `Hermione?' he
asked. `What's wrong? Don't cry. Please don't cry.' He put down his plate and
approached her slowly, placing his right hand on her shoulder as he reached her. `I think I
understand, Hermione. It's ok to cry I suppose; so many of our friends have died.' He
gently turned her to face him and was surprised to discover that she could not look him in the
eye.

`That's not why I am crying,' she replied softly. `It should be; so many have died and
here I am crying like a fool over…' She stopped abruptly.

`Over what?' he asked but she was not immediately forthcoming with an answer. `Over what,
Hermione?' he repeated. `You can tell me; you can tell me anything.' He paused. `Is it
about Ron? Is it because you argued?'

To his surprise she forced a tremulous smile at these words. `If I cried every time I argued
with Ron then I would be worse than Moaning Myrtle,' she replied, shaking her head. She looked
directly at him. `It's not about Ron; at least, it's not directly about him.'

`So what is it then? You can tell me.'

`No I can't. You wouldn't understand.'

`Try me. What are you crying about, Hermione?' he asked gently.

A seemingly interminable pause ensued before she finally looked at her feet.

`You,' she replied in a small voice.

`What was that?' he asked having not heard her answer.

`I said you,' she repeated, almost defiantly.

Harry was perplexed. `Me? What about me?'

She looked at her feet. `I thought you were dead, Harry. When Hagrid carried you back to the
castle, I thought you were dead.' Tears flowed freely down her cheeks but she disregarded them.
`Something inside of me stopped when I saw you. I suddenly realised something. I realised that I
had made a huge mistake and that I would pay for it the rest of my life.'

Harry was deeply confused by her words. `What mistake?' he asked gently.

She looked down at her feet. `I'm not in love with Ron,' she replied quietly.

`So why did you kiss him?'

She took her time to reply. `Because I thought I might love him.' She shrugged `I thought we
might die too. I didn't want to die without *knowing.*'

`Knowing what?'

Hermione rolled her eyes at his obtuseness. `Knowing whether or not I loved him, of course!'
she exclaimed before looking at her feet again.

He smiled in relief. *So that's what this is about!* He gently placed his hand under
her chin and lifted her head so she was looking into his eyes. `Don't worry about that,
Hermione. You're only eighteen. I'm not surprised you're not sure about love.
You're still very young for love,' he added as he tenderly wiped her tears with his
thumb.

She gave him what he could only describe as an *odd* look. `I may only be eighteen,
Harry,' she began, a hint of asperity in her tone, `but I do know what love is. What I am
trying to say is that when I thought you were dead I realised that I wasn't in love with Ron. I
realised this because I thought I had lost you forever…because I am in love with you.'

Harry didn't react immediately; he found himself unable to process what she had just said.
He took a step back and regarded her in astonishment. He opened his mouth to reply but found that
nothing came out. He looked at her and it struck him as strange at how she very suddenly seemed to
just stand there motionless. His state of mind was such that it took him a few seconds to realise
that she actually *was* motionless.

`Hermione?' The concern was deep in his voice as he finally reacted to her immobility.
`Hermione?' he repeated, waving his hand frantically in front of her face.

`She can't hear you, Harry.'

He nearly jumped out of his skin at hearing the voice. A voice he had heard only a few short
hours ago and one he never expected to hear again - at least not in this life. He turned slowly to
the source.

`*Albus?*' he asked, the incredulity evident in his voice.

Albus Dumbledore smiled in greeting. `I am pleased to hear you finally call me by my given name,
Harry. It has taken you long enough.'

Harry floundered like a landed fish for a few moments. `What the…how the...what the hell are you
doing here? You're dead! And what's wrong with Hermione?' he finally managed.

Dumbledore's smile broadened. `I'm still very dead, Harry and - technically - so are
you.' He turned to Hermione. .'She's fine, Harry. Absolutely fine. She can't see or
hear us for the moment though.'

`Why not?' he asked, turning sharply to look upon her. She stood like a statue, frozen in
place. He examined her closer observing how absolutely nothing moved, almost as if she was
petrified. He noticed with fascination that even her tears remained fixed upon her cheeks. He
turned back to Dumbledore. `What the hell is going on?' he snapped. `Fix her!'

`All in good time, Harry; all in good time.' He smiled again, almost as if enjoying some
private joke. `In fact,' he continued,' that is a perfect way of putting it. You see, at
the moment we are standing outside of time.'

`Outside of time,' he repeated flatly.

`Yes,' replied Dumbledore. `Everyone else in the universe is frozen in a moment of time.
After all, when you really think about it; what is time?' he looked whimsical for a second or
two, his eyes twinkling brightly before he closed them.

“But at my back I always hear,

Time's winged chariot hurrying near;
And yonder all before us lie
Deserts of vast eternity.”

Harry decided that he had gone mad. That Voldemort's final curse had unhinged him
completely.

`*What?'*

`It's a poem, Harry. Part of a poem dealing with time and love by a very clever chap called
Andrew Marvell. You'll maybe meet him soon. A lovely fellow. But I digress,' he added. `The
point I am trying to make is that time has no meaning where we are right now.'

`Time has no meaning in Hogwarts? Since when?' he asked, aware of the irony in the
question.

`Technically we are not in Hogwarts. You see; for everyone else, time has stopped. The whole
universe has ceased to turn so that we can have this conversation. When it is over things will
return to normal.'

`Won't people notice?' he asked sceptically.

`Why would they notice? We are between moments. When we are done the next moment will follow on
for everyone as if there were no gap.'

Harry struggled to get his head round this and found that he was beginning to get a bit of a
headache.

`Why are you here? I thought you were going “on”?'

`I did go on. I reached the Other World. But I had to come back.'

`The Other World? Is that Heaven?' asked Harry, deeply curious.

`We prefer not to call it that, Harry. It is known as the Other World.'

Harry considered this for a few seconds before dismissing it as irrelevant. Something else was
bothering him.

`You said I was technically dead,' he said.

`Ah!' exclaimed Dumbledore, clicking his fingers. `Thank you, Harry. Thank you for steering
us back on track. That is why I am here. Come! Sit down and I will explain,' he added as he
gestured towards the bed. Harry took his time before complying, realising that to obey would be to
accept this madness. He glanced once again at Hermione and felt a sudden flush as he considered
what she had just said to him. *That at least was real*. Sighing, he decided that this was
just another weird event - one in a long line of weird things that had been his lot in life. He
strode across the room and flopped onto the bed. He sat and stared stonily at his former
headmaster. Dumbledore ignored the rebuke in his eyes.

`You remember our recent conversation, Harry?' he asked.

`Of course I do. I am unlikely to forget it,' he snapped.

`In that case, you will remember that you were given a choice. You had the option of “going on”
or of returning to Earth and defeating Voldemort.'

`I know.'

`However,' continued Albus, `I forgot to mention something to you. An unforgivable oversight
as it happens. An oversight that I have been sent here to rectify.'

Harry rolled his eyes. `What did you fail to tell me this time?' he asked, more than a hint
of bitterness in his tone.

Dumbledore took his time before replying. `I forgot to tell you that you were only to be given
enough time to defeat Voldemort. That once you had done so you were to return to King's Cross
and finally go on.'

A long silence greeted this revelation. A million thoughts flew across Harry's mind as he
struggled to deal with what he had heard. Finally, he managed to articulate one of them.

`So why didn't you arrive after I killed him? That was over two hours ago. Why not
then?'

Dumbledore sighed. `I am afraid there has been a bit of a mix-up. I never realised that it was
my responsibility to collect you - I thought that a chap named Celeste would be fetching you.
He's a Recorder; he deals with the bookkeeping. Unfortunately, Celeste was under the impression
that I would be performing the duty of collecting you and so neither of us bothered. An unfortunate
oversight but thankfully one that is easily fixed.'

`What do you mean “easily fixed”? snarled Harry, getting to his feet. He felt a sudden urge to
attack Dumbledore and was reminded of his feelings back in fifth year when he'd wanted to do
the same. On that occasion Voldemort had possessed him; this time the desire to set about the
headmaster was all his own idea.

`It is easily fixed because I am here to take you with me. You are dead, Harry. You have been on
borrowed time these past two hours. It's time to go.'

`I'm going nowhere! If you had told me this at King's Cross I might have went “on” there
and then. I'm buggered if I'm going to quietly come along now just to fix *your*
cock-up!'

Dumbledore sighed. `You would not have me use force, Harry?'

`You could try!' snapped Harry, adopting a fighting posture. `I took care of old Tom for
you; I fancy my chances now.'

Surprisingly Dumbledore laughed. `Why are you making this so difficult? We all must die. You had
accepted this; you had resigned yourself to dying in the forest, after all.'

`Because something has happened. Something happened in my *borrowed* two hours. I'm not
leaving.'

`What happened?' asked Dumbledore.

`Hermione told me that she is in love with me,' he replied flatly. `This changes everything.
Two hours ago I was ready to die. Not now.'

Dumbledore smiled broadly. `Miss Granger declared her love for you?' he asked.

`Yes.'

`And do you love her?'

A pause. `Yes.'

`'Excellent!' exclaimed Dumbledore. `This is good news.' His expression suddenly
became sober for a moment as he considered something. `Oh dear,' he finally said.

`”Oh dear” what?' asked Harry with a feeling of foreboding.

`The Boss isn't going to like this,' replied Dumbledore. `This is going to cause a few
problems. The Boss will insist you come with me.'

`I'm not going anywhere,' repeated Harry. `You tell The Boss! You tell him
that…'

`Her,' said Dumbledore.

Harry looked confused. `”Her” what?'

`You want me to tell her. Not him.'

Harry's mouth fell open. `The Boss up there is a woman?' he asked incredulously.

Dumbledore laughed heartily. `Of course she's a woman, Harry! She's omnipotent! How many
men have you met with the ability to multitask?'

Harry considered the point for a moment then shrugged. It was a fair observation. `OK then';
you tell *her* that I'm not going anywhere. Things have changed. It may have been borrowed
time but it was borrowed because *you* cocked up! And in that time I have fallen in love and
Hermione has told me that she loves me. I'm not leaving her now. Not after this. It could
destroy her.'

`You're concern does you credit, Harry but you have no room for manoeuvre here. The Boss is
a stickler for The Law. It is the power of Law that guides the universe. Would you stand against
that power?'

`I would,' Harry replied without hesitation. `It's not the power that guides *my*
universe.' He glanced at Hermione. `Not any more.'

Dumbledore regarded him for a long, long moment and his eyes twinkled more than Harry had ever
seen them which was quite an achievement considering the man was dead. `You never cease to amaze
me, Harry. You really are the most remarkable person I have ever met. I will see what I can do - I
suppose a little bit more time can't hurt. I shall return to the Other World and see what can
be done.' He pointed a finger at Hermione. `Just don't fall any deeper in love with
her,' he said with a smile.

Harry finally smiled in return. `Impossible,' he replied. He watched as Dumbledore gave him
one last smile before disappearing.

Then everything went black.
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2. Chapter 2
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**Chapter 2**

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Give me my scallop-shell of quiet,

My staff of faith to walk upon,

My scrip of joy, immortal diet,

My bottle of salvation,

My gown of glory, hope's true gauge,

And thus I'll make my pilgrimage.

Sir Walter Raleigh

***********

Remus Lupin was confused. He was also dead but this was not what was confusing him. What was
causing him such bafflement was the fact that he had been waiting for some time for Harry to arrive
but as yet he had not appeared. Remus had sat patiently on a bench in what could only be described
as a vast waiting room and watched with interest as a multitude of people had passed through one by
one, each giving their name to a - for want of a better word - clerk who ticked them off on a list
as they passed. He had been struck by the variety of cultures and nationalities that moved through
and had even recognised one or two faces that had recently fought in the battle for Hogwarts.

But there had been no sign of Harry.

`C'mon, Moony,' said Tonks, more than a hint of impatience in her voice. `We must have
missed him. He probably passed through hours ago. I'm getting bored sitting here.' She
sighed. `Whenever I considered what I might experience if I ever reached this place, boredom
didn't appear on my list. Besides,' she added, playing her final card, `we will be able to
keep an eye on Teddy once we go through.'

Lupin turned to her and smiled. `I know,' he replied, `but it shouldn't be too much
longer. It has been a while since Harry walked into the forest. He's probably been held up in
the crowd. We'll see Teddy soon.'

It was strange, but since arriving here he had been filled with the certainty that Teddy was
going to be fine. It was a weird feeling; he had not been a father for long but had bonded fully
with his son. It was the only thing he regretted about his death; that he wouldn't be there for
his child when he was growing up. But something inside of him told him that everything would be OK;
that he would be able to watch Teddy live his life from here and that he would be reunited with him
again. He knew that Tonks had experienced the same feeling and it was uncanny to consider how this
place made one feel so at ease.

He glanced up to the desk as his attention was caught by the arrival of another “clerk” and it
was apparent that some kind of shift change was going on. He noticed with curiosity that the new
arrival had a pair of wings and he wondered at that; he had seen no one else similarly bedecked. He
sighed. *Just what I need right now; more bloody bureaucracy!* He decided to take a more
pro-active role in discovering the whereabouts of Harry and stood up before making his way towards
the desk. When he arrived, it became apparent that some kind of argument was going on.

`For goodness sake, Celeste!' exclaimed the taller of the two clerks. `It was your
responsibility! You never leave something like this to another; especially to someone who has a
personal involvement.'

The clerk called Celeste merely shrugged in a very Gallic manner, his wings rising and falling
with his shoulders. `I had merely assumed that the deceased would have been collected by the one
who was sent to grant the extension. I will speak to Dumbledore as soon as he gets here.'

`Dumbledore?' asked Lupin, suddenly interested. `You know Dumbledore?'

Both clerks turned to regard him. The one without the wings consulted his list. `You are Remus
Lupin?'

Lupin didn't bother to wonder how he knew. He supposed they knew everything here. `Yes. Now
why are you talking about Dumbledore?'

The tall clerk considered the question before indicating with a nod towards the other. `Celeste
here was supposed to collect someone but thought that Dumbledore was to perform the duty.
Unfortunately, Dumbledore left it to Celeste. A most unfortunate error, Celeste! You should have
come to me immediately! Your inexperience has found you out.'

`I am sincerely sorry. I was not thinking straight. I lost my head.'

`You haven't been doing this for long?' asked Lupin, amused.

`No; not long. About 200 years. I have only been here since I joined in the so-called Second
Germinal of the so-called glorious French Revolution.'

`I see,' replied Lupin. `Did you die a natural death then?'

Celeste shrugged. `As I said; I lost my head.' He made a slicing motion with his hand as he
said this.

Lupin laughed outright at this remark. He was curious about something else though. `Why the
wings?' he asked. `I haven't seen anyone else wear them.'

Celeste slapped his forehead with his hand. `Forgive me!' he replied. `I forgot I was still
wearing them,' he added as he waved his hand and made them disappear.

`So why did you have them on in the first place?'

Celeste smiled. `I was visiting some Catholics.* They have certain preconceived notions as to
what this place should be like. The Boss says we should indulge them.'

Lupin smiled broadly at the explanation, then laughed loudly once again. `Tell me,' he said,
once he had recovered his composure. `This person you were supposed to collect? It wouldn't be
Harry Potter, would it?'

Both men turned on him. `How do you know that?' asked Celeste.

It was Lupin's turn to shrug. `An educated guess. I have been waiting for him. He was due
some time ago, I think, but I haven't seen him yet. Now I know why.'

Celeste made to reply but his attention was distracted by the arrival of Albus Dumbledore who
approached the group, a beaming smile on his face.

`My dear Remus!' he exclaimed. `How good it is to see you again. And you too
Nymphadora,' he added as Tonks' curiosity finally got the better of her and she made her
way over to join the discussion. She winced.

`I thought that bloody name would have remained on Earth.'

Lupin smiled but turned as Celeste spoke. `Did you get him?' he asked, looking around the
vast room. `Where is he?'

Dumbledore's look sobered but Lupin could detect a twinkle in his eye. `I am afraid there
has been a complication.'

`A complication?' asked both clerks simultaneously.

`Yes. Mr Potter refuses to co-operate. He says we have made a mistake.'

`A mistake?' said the tall clerk. `Impossible! There has been no mistake made here for
thousands of years!'

`So mistakes do happen then?' asked Lupin. `It's not impossible?'

The clerks looked uncomfortable. `Sometimes,' the taller one replied. `But no mistake has
been made in this instance. Mr Potter actually benefited. He was granted an extra two hours. He
should be grateful.'

`He is,' replied Dumbledore. `But something has occurred.'

`What?' asked Celeste.

`He has fallen in love.'

Celeste closed his eyes for a moment. `This does indeed complicate things. The Boss is not going
to be very impressed by this. She will already know, of course.'

`This does not matter!' exclaimed the tall clerk. `Mr Potter's time is up. He must leave
Earth. By force if necessary!'

`He refuses,' replied Dumbledore. `He will resist all attempts to remove him.'

`He cannot refuse! This is The Law! There is no power greater than The Law!'

`Is The Law so callous that it would claim Harry just as he has discovered love?' asked
Dumbledore. `He says that in the extra time mistakenly allotted to him a young woman has told him
that she loves him. He returns this love. This would not have happened had it not been for our
mistake. Can we in good conscience punish them both for this?'

`Who is it, Albus?' asked Lupin. `The young woman I mean.'

Albus smiled. `It is Miss Granger,' he replied.

Tonks squealed. `Excellent! I knew they were made for each other. I'm so pleased for
them!'

`I am afraid that your joy will be short lived, madam,' said Celeste. `As will Mr
Potter's and Miss Granger's. He must leave Earth.'

A sudden thought occurred to Lupin at that point. `You say that there is no power greater than
The Law?' he asked.

`That is correct.'

`Then surely The Law must allow for such an eventuality? Surely Harry has the right of appeal?
Or is it tyrannical law that we are dealing with?'

A long silence greeted this question. Finally Celeste answered. `I believe Mr Lupin may be
correct. I believe The Boss will grant such an appeal. I shall endeavour to find out.'

`Is it possible?' asked Tonks.

Celeste regarded her with a smile. `Madame; this is the Other World. *Anything* is
possible,' he replied.

***********

Hermione sat at the side of Harry's hospital bed and worried as Madame Pomfrey conducted a
scan with her wand. Ron sat next to her and Minerva McGonagall stood over the bed but no one had
spoken since they had arrived. No one seemed to know what was wrong with him and the lack of
information was deeply disconcerting. The hospital wing was still crowded; still contained a number
of those wounded in the battle but Harry had been placed in his usual bed before the curtains were
hastily closed around him.

She'd been unable to react at first. She'd just told him that she loved him when he had
suddenly collapsed in front of her. She hadn't known what to think; one moment they had been
talking, the next he was lying unconscious on the floor. She'd thought that he'd perhaps
fainted but after a few seconds of trying unsuccessfully to wake him she quickly realised that it
was something more serious. The only problem was, no one seemed to know what it was. Finally, Poppy
finished her scan and looked at Minerva gravely.

`I cannot find anything wrong with him. My best guess is that there may be something wrong with
his head,' she said quietly.

`What?' asked Hermione. `What could be wrong with his head?'

Poppy regarded her solemnly. `I think he may have sustained some kind of brain injury. This is
just a guess, however. There are no outward symptoms.'

Hermione was appalled. `But he never hurt his head!' she exclaimed. `He wasn't hit on
his head!'

Poppy shrugged. `It might not be a recent injury, Hermione. Or it might be as a result of his
clash with Voldemort. It's too early to tell. I'm sorry.'

Hermione looked at her hands, fighting the tears. `No; I'm sorry. I know you are doing your
best.' She did not see Poppy and Minerva exchange a look.

`I must go and see to the others,' said Poppy. `Will you keep an eye on him for me?' she
asked.

Hermione nodded. `Of course. I'm not going anywhere.' She didn't look up as Poppy
and Minerva removed themselves and she was oblivious when Ron moved form his seat to crouch beside
her.

`He'll be fine, Hermione,' he said as he gently began to rub her back. `He always
is.'

She stiffened at his touch and immediately stood, not seeing the distress on his face as she did
so. She leaned over Harry and gently stroked his hair, ignoring Ron completely.

`What's the matter with you?' asked Ron, a hint of anger in his voice. She turned on him
in fury.

`What do you think is the matter? Harry's sick!' she exclaimed. She was about to launch
into a withering attack when she was distracted by a low murmur.

`Hermione?'

She turned, quick as a flash to see Harry slowly blink open his eyes. `Oh, Harry!' she cried
before smothering him with a hug. After a few moments she realised that she might be causing him
discomfort and reluctantly released him. `How are you feeling?' she asked, not realising that
Ron had slipped away to fetch Poppy and Minerva.

Harry considered the question. `Very well,' he replied. He looked up as the curtains were
parted and Poppy, Minerva and Ron appeared.

`Mr Potter,' began Poppy sternly. `We should be naming this wing after you considering the
number of times you have been here. How are you feeling?'

`I just told Hermione. I'm fine,' he replied.

`Can you remember what happened?' Poppy asked. Hermione flushed as his eyes fell on her for
a moment and she knew he remembered some things anyway.

`Yes, but it's hard to explain.'

`Try us,' said Minerva.

Harry paused. `I saw Albus,' he finally replied. The reaction to these words was
predictable; a stunned silence.

`Harry,' began Hermione, carefully. `Albus is dead.'

He rolled his eyes. `I know that, Hermione. But I'm supposed to be dead too. He told me that
he had come to collect me; that I was supposed to have died when I destroyed Voldemort. There was a
cock-up in the Other World; they forgot to collect me.'

More silence.

`I know you don't believe me,' he continued, `but it's true.'

`When did you speak to Albus?' asked Hermione. `When you were unconscious?'

`I was unconscious?' he asked in surprise. `Is that why I am here?'

The four people round his bed shared a look. `Harry; Albus wasn't here. No one else saw
him.'

`He *was* here, Hermione. He froze time to speak to me - or at least; time was frozen. It
was…weird. One minute we were talking and then the next you were like a statue.' He frowned. `I
could smell some treacle tart too for some reason.' He shook his head. `Anyway; you were
standing as if petrified while we discussed things. Albus told me that the entire universe had been
stopped. That we were frozen in a moment in time.'

Hermione felt the alarm grow within her but she decided to pretend every thing was normal. `What
did you discuss?' she tentatively asked.

`My death. Like I said; he told me he was there to collect me. That I had been living on
borrowed time.' He looked directly at her. `He told me that I received an extra two hours by
mistake and that I was to go with him.'

She considered his words carefully. `So what did you say to him?' she finally asked.

`I refused to go.'

`And he accepted this?' she asked.

`He did for the moment.'

`Why?'

He cast a quick glance at Ron before turning back to her and replying. `Because I told him that
I had fallen in love. That I had just discovered that someone loved me and that I returned that
love. As this had happened in the time granted to me as a result of *their* cock-up; I said
that I wasn't going anywhere. It wouldn't be fair to take me away when something so
profound had happened in my extra time.'

A long silence greeted these words. Hermione fought back the tears as she realised the
implications of what he had said. While his story about Albus seemed fantastic she recognised the
one simple truth he had uttered.

*Harry loves me!*

She reached for his hand, giving it a soft squeeze before opening her mouth to reply. She was
beaten to the punch by Ron.

`Mate? This is mental. Absolutely mental.'

`I know. But it is true. Every part of it is true.'

Ron considered this. `So who do you love?' he asked with a hint of amusement in his voice.
His scepticism was obvious.

Harry stared straight at him. `Hermione,' he replied.

Ron looked even more amused. `Hermione?' he asked. `Now we know for sure that it's all
mental. You don't love Hermione.'

`Yes I do. I love her more than life itself. I have always loved her.'

Ron started to look angry. `This is bollocks, Harry. I know you are not well but this is going
too far. You love Ginny! You told me that you only loved Hermione like a sister!' he said
accusingly.

`I lied.'

`WHAT?' Why would you lie?'

`Because I thought I was going to die. Because I thought she loved you and I knew you loved her.
That's why I lied.'

Ron was speechless for a moment before something occurred to him. `Wait a minute,' he began.
`This is nonsense; total nonsense and I can prove it. You said that you had discovered that someone
loves you. Hermione doesn't love you; she loves me.'

Hermione was immediately aware that all eyes turned to her. All save for Harry who never took
his eyes off Ron. She turned to face her red-haired friend.

`Well?' asked Ron.

`It's true, Ron,' she replied. She noticed him smile triumphantly and realised he had
failed to understand. `It's true that I'm in love with Harry,' she added softly.

Ron stood looking at her for a few moments, his face like thunder. He cast his eyes over Poppy
and Minerva, witnesses to his humiliation. He turned back to Hermione and the pain and contempt in
his eyes wounded her deeply. Then he turned to Harry.

`It's always about you, isn't it? You get to have everything,' he said bitterly
before turning on his heels and storming away, the curtain billowing as be passed.

Hermione felt the tears begin to fall for her friend but felt a sudden reassuring grip on her
hand. She turned to see Harry looking on her with such love that her heart felt as if it was going
to burst.

`Thank you,' he whispered.

***********

Remus Lupin smiled brightly but inwardly he cursed as he gripped tightly on his wife's hand.
`The sods!' he hissed under his breath as he approached his friends - friends he had not seen
in some time.

He and Tonks had eventually left the waiting room and had accompanied Albus through the great
double doors that led into the heart of these halls. He'd hardly taken a moment to appreciate
the scale and splendour of his surroundings when a great cheer had rent the air. When he turned,
confused, his eyes fell on a small gathering of familiar faces. James and Lily stood clapping and
cheering while Sirius had his fingers in his mouth and was letting forth an ear piercing whistle
that he reckoned might be heard back on Earth. He recognised Tonks' father and spotted a few
more familiar faces - Fred Weasley and Mad Eye being the most prominent among them. He'd
flushed, not expecting a welcoming committee, before making his way towards them.

`Moony!' exclaimed James who enveloped him in a huge bear hug. Despite his embarrassment,
Lupin held tight to his dear friend who he had missed so much over the years. Finally he let go and
turned to Lily who also gave him a huge hug. When they broke apart he looked up and cast his eyes
on Sirius, who looked stern.

`Don't expect anything from me, old friend. I'm part dog, remember, and we all know how
they like to greet their friends.' He held an aloof posture for a moment before finally
breaking into a grin. `It's good to see you again. Really good,' he added as he hugged his
friend.

Remus was overwhelmed at seeing those he loved again and realised he had never felt happier in
his entire…well; death, he supposed. Sirius seemed to sense his feelings.

`Don't think this was all set up for you,' he began with a mischievous grin. We were
expecting Harry but we understand that he has been somewhat delayed?'

`You know about Harry?' asked Remus in surprise.

`Oh, yes; we know,' replied Lily. `You'll find out son enough that a secret doesn't
remain a secret for long here. We noticed a lot of the clerks running hither and thither so Sirius
here,' she indicated to him with a jerk of her thumb, `accosted one of the prettier ones and
asked what all the fuss was about. He charmed the secret out of her. He's a silver tongued
devil, that one.'

Sirius sketched a mock bow at her words.

`So you know that Harry has refused to co-operate?' asked Remus.

`Yeah,' replied Fred Weasley with a laugh. `Trust Harry; too bloody stubborn to die!'
There was more than a hint of admiration in his tone. `He's got the knickers of these clerks in
a twist anyway. No one seems to know what's going to happen. Good old Harry,' he added,
evidently pleased at such a fine prank.

Remus laughed loudly, the image of angels with a celestial wedgie stark in his mind. He turned
to James. `He must get that stubborn streak from you. It will get him into trouble one of these
days.'

James laughed and made to reply but his attention was diverted by the arrival of Celeste who
looked like a man that had just lost a Sickle but found a Galleon. `What is it?' he asked.

`The Boss has agreed! Harry is to have his appeal!' he exclaimed.

Silence greeted these words for a few seconds before everyone began to cheer. Celeste turned to
Dumbledore.

`We have to fetch him, you and I. We cocked this up together so The Boss says we are to fix it
together.'

`You've to bring him here?' asked Lily, her eyes shining.

Celeste turned to her. `Yes, dear lady. We are to bring him here. If he is successful he will be
allowed to return. If not?' He shrugged, leaving the rest unsaid.

Lily turned to her husband, bouncing with excitement as she did so. `Oh, James!' she
exclaimed. `We're going to see our little boy!'

James Potter didn't reply. Instead he smiled broadly and enveloped his wife in a hug.

*Harry was coming here!*

***********

*a/n A couple of things…one; I'm not having a go at Catholics (I am one!) so if anyone takes
offence; tough!

Also, I'm not trying to be pretentious by quoting these poems - they all appear in the film
so it's just my little homage to that fine piece of work.

Cheers

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3. Chapter 3
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**Chapter 3**

Hermione tried to hide her unease as she led Harry by the hand through the shattered corridors
of Hogwarts towards the Headmistress' office. Her eyes took in the destruction all around her
but her mind was not concerned with the damage to the school; rather it was pre-occupied with what
had just occurred in the hospital wing. There was almost too much to take in.

She was still trying to come to terms with the fact that Harry had told her that he loved her.
She had thought never to hear him say such words and as a result she was struggling to process what
his declaration would mean for them all. She had always liked him; had been attracted to him for as
long as she could remember but it was not until she saw what she thought was his dead body being
carried by Hagrid that she finally understood exactly what he meant to her.

*He meant everything.*

At first she had refused to believe the evidence of her own eyes; had shaken her head at his
still form and in that moment she felt a part of herself take flight, never to return. Her relief
and joy at his “resurrection” almost overwhelmed her but this elation had been short lived. She had
realised that there were unresolved issues between them; that unless these issues were dealt with,
their friendship might be destroyed forever.

And then, of course, there was Ron.

His reaction had been predictable. She had been about to give him a piece of her mind for
speaking of her as if she were a possession of his but he had thwarted her by storming off after a
few barbed remarks directed at Harry. She closed her eyes. She hadn't wanted to hurt Ron, but
she now knew that he was not the one for her. She had flirted with the idea of Ron; had tormented
herself for nearly two years over him and had almost let her selfishness destroy her friendship
with Harry. She realised that she had been settling; that she had never expected Harry to return
her feelings and so had settled for the next best thing; her other friend.

She grimaced, knowing that she must never - ever - say to Ron that he was the “next best thing.”
That was the problem, she knew; Ron's inferiority complex - his need to always prove himself
better than his friends - would have prevented them from ever having a lasting relationship. There
was no doubt that he was a good person but she had seen a side to him these past few years that
made her wonder. He hadn't stuck by Harry in fourth year and had walked out on them again
during the Horcrux hunt. Harry had made light of it but she knew - deep down - that she would never
forgive him for storming off.

She smiled ruefully; thinking of all those nights in the tent when she had cried over him.
Except, it had not just been Ron she was crying about. She had also shed tears for Harry; for his
complete lack of response to her distress. She knew that she would have to speak to him about it;
would have to ask him why he had ignored her tears.

She had *a lot* to speak to him about, she knew. The problem was that they did not have the
time at the moment - there were more pressing matters to deal with. She realised with grim
amusement that when dealing with Harry there were *always* more pressing matters to deal
with.

But that was the *other* thing churning away in her head. His absolutely fantastical story
about his death; about freezing time and about Dumbledore coming back to collect him. In almost any
other circumstances - indeed; if it had been anyone else - she would have dismissed such a tale out
of hand. But it was *Harry* and she had learned a long time ago that nothing was too
improbable when dealing with him. There was also the simple fact that he seemed so certain about
everything. She could recognise the truth in his eyes when he spoke and she didn't know what
scared her most; the possibility that he was right or the chance that he might be wrong. For if he
was right then he was in yet another battle for his life. If he was wrong then they were dealing
with some *very* serious mental issues. Whether or not events transpired as he had related was
the least of her concerns; to Harry they were real enough and that was all that mattered.

This was why she had suggested speaking to Dumbledore's portrait. This particular conundrum
was so far beyond her knowledge and experience that for once in her life she was intellectually out
of her depth. When she had suggested visiting Dumbledore Harry had not demurred; in fact, he had
looked faintly amused, almost as if he had known what she was going to propose. She supposed she
should be used to that by now; used to the fact that Harry knew her so well, just as she knew him
better than he knew himself.

She picked her way through the ruined statues that lay strewn across the corridor and began to
climb the stairs. She gave his hand a quick squeeze of reassurance as she climbed before finally
opening the door at the top of the stairs.

`Ah! Miss Granger; Mr Potter. I have been expecting you,' said the portrait of Albus
Dumbledore.

`You have?' she asked, surprised. `You know why we are here?'

Dumbledore laughed. `Yes; but not for any supernatural reason. Minerva has already visited me
and has related to me everything that Harry told her. Quite a story!'

`So you don't think it's real?' asked Hermione. `You think it is all happening
inside his head?'

She saw that Dumbledore smiled at the remark but didn't see Harry also smile behind her.

`Of course it is happening inside his head, but why on Earth should that mean that it is not
real?' replied Dumbledore. Harry laughed.

`Something amuses you, Harry?' asked Dumbledore.

`It's just that this is the second time I have heard you say that today.'

`Really?' asked Albus. `In that case I must get myself some new material. I don't wish
to be considered boring.'

`So what does that mean, Headmaster?' asked Hermione, determined to keep them on topic. `Are
you saying that there is something wrong with Harry's mind? That it is…weak in some
way?'

Dumbledore regarded her solemnly for a few seconds. `My dear girl; you have learned so much and
yet you have so much still to learn. Harry has an excellent mind. What you must realise is that a
weak mind isn't strong enough to hurt itself. Stupidity has saved many a man from going
mad.'

Hermione considered these words. `So you think he is mad?'

Dumbledore laughed heartily. `Do you?'

`Of course not!' she exclaimed.

`I'm glad to hear it,' said Harry dryly. `So what do you think is going on then,
sir?'

`I think, Harry, that you are telling the truth. I think that it is entirely possible that
everything happened as you say it did - whether the events are in your mind or otherwise. I also
think that you will have another…encounter soon enough. It will happen again.'

`How can you be so sure?' asked Hermione.

`Because the issue remains unresolved. From what Minerva tells me, I returned to take Harry with
me to the “Other World.” Harry refused and I departed to see what could be done. I have no doubt
that Harry will be contacted again in due course. No doubt he will be alerted by the smell of
treacle tart once again.'

`Yeah! What's all that about?' asked Harry.

`I do not know for sure, Harry. It could mean a number of things. It could be some derangement
in your mind or it could be a brief foretaste of the Other World.'

`You think they have treacle tart in the Other World?' asked Harry.

`Why wouldn't they?' replied Dumbledore. `It is a heavenly delight, is it not?'

Harry smiled at the question. `So what do I do now?' he asked.

`I would suggest preparing an argument for remaining here,' replied Dumbledore.

`I already have my argument,' Harry replied.

`And that is?' asked Dumbledore.

`It's standing right next to me,' said Harry as he squeezed Hermione's hand.

Dumbledore beamed at them both. `Excellent! Quite excellent! I am happy for you both.'

Hermione blushed at the remark but ploughed on with the issue at hand. `Is there nothing else we
can do?'

`I'm afraid not, Miss Granger. Only Harry can influence how this will pan out. What you must
do is give him the reason to carry on here.'

`I can do that,' she said, turning to Harry. `Oh, I can do that all right,' she added
softly. She turned back to Dumbledore. `Harry doesn't have to do this by himself.'

**********

Ron Weasley sat on the stairs outside the Great Hall and drew circles in the dust as he stared
morosely at the ground. The events of the past 24 hours had deeply affected him and he was
struggling to come to terms with everything that had occurred. What had affected him the most was -
of course - the death of Fred and he kept pushing thoughts of his brother into the recesses of his
mind. He knew there would be a reckoning of grief to come but he was not willing to face that
reckoning just yet. Instead, he harboured his own sense of injustice to push the darker thoughts of
his brother to one side.

*And it is an injustice!* He thought to himself. *Hermione is supposed to be
mine!*

He couldn't understand it. He had thought he had finally achieved what he wanted when
Hermione had kissed him at the climax of the battle. He'd always had his doubts; had always
felt that she preferred Harry and it was not until Harry and Ginny had gotten together last year
that he had finally believed he'd had a chance. Not even abandoning Harry and Hermione on the
Horcrux hunt had seemed to make a difference. While Hermione had been enraged, her reaction to him
during the battle had finally put his mind at ease. He had finally won.

And then everything changed. He didn't know what was going on with Harry at the minute. He
thought he would have been able to ignore Harry's declaration of love for Hermione because it
was obvious something was affecting his mind; that something more serious was going on. The
“appearance” of Dumbledore and the idea that Harry should be dead would have been the real cause
for concern, were it not for the fact that Hermione had declared her love for Harry. He didn't
know what game was being played at the moment, but he knew he had ended up on the losing side.

*Bloody typical!*

He heard footsteps approaching but was not minded to see who it was; he just wanted to be left
alone to wallow in his misery and resentment.

`Hello, Ronald. That looks like fun; do you mind if I join you?'

Ron glanced up and watched as Luna - without waiting for a response to her question - sat down
next to him on the stairs and began doodling in the dust. His initial resentment at her intrusion
dissipated as he watched her sketch. It was impossible to harbour ill-feeling towards Luna.

`No; I don't mind. But I don't think I'll be much company for you.'

`That's OK, Ronald. I'll be good enough company for both of us,' Luna replied. She
paused for a moment, as if considering something. `I was sorry to hear about your brother. I know
what it is to lose someone you love. Is that why you think you will be poor company?'

Ron started at her bluntness but after a moment and despite everything that had happened he
found himself smiling at her disarming manner. `Not just that,' he finally managed to say.
`It's not just Fred, although he is the main part of it.'

Luna nodded her understanding and Ron found himself getting lost in her eyes. There was wisdom
present in her that he had not fully appreciated before now. He knew Harry had always thought there
was more to “Loony” than met the eye, but this was the first time he had noticed it.

`I heard about Harry,' Luna finally said. `I heard he had collapsed? Is he OK? Is that what
else is bothering you?'

Ron grimaced. `Sort of,' he replied. `I think he's OK - he's awake anyway, so I
think he's fine.' He had tried to sound nonchalant as he said this but his voice was more
than a little strained. He noticed that Luna was looking at him with a very shrewd look on her
face. Somehow, he knew what was coming next.

`Where is Hermione?'

Ron closed his eyes. `With Harry.'

`Ah.'

Ron never knew that so much meaning could be imparted into one syllable. He waited for Luna to
elaborate with a patience that was unusual for him and he was not disappointed.

`Ronald? Do you mind if I ask you a personal question?'

`I guess not. Fire away.'

`What is it about Hermione that you are attracted to?'

Ron felt as if he had been smacked in the head. He felt ambushed; of all the things he thought
she might ask him, that question had not occurred to him.

`Isn't it obvious?' he finally stammered.

`No, Ronald; it isn't. I know why Harry is attracted to her but I've never really worked
out what you like about her. The two of you have virtually nothing in common. Except for Harry,
that is.'

`You have spoken to Harry about this?' he asked with more than a hint of reproach in his
voice.

`Of course I haven't spoken to Harry about it, Ronald.' She saw his confusion. `You
don't have to speak to Harry to know. It's in the way he talks to her; the way he listens
to her; the way he accepts her for who she is. The signs are all there if you know where to
look,' she added.

`They are?'

`Yes. But I don't see that with you, Ronald. The signs aren't there and I wonder what it
is about Hermione that you're really attracted to? Is it her or is it merely the idea of her
being your girlfriend?'

`The idea of her being my girlfriend? What are you talking about, Luna?'

Luna sighed. `I'm only saying this to you because I like you so much.' She paused for a
moment and looked directly into his eyes. `Has it ever occurred to you that the thing that attracts
you to Hermione is the fact that if she chooses you then she doesn't choose Harry?'

`WHAT?!?'

`Think about it, Ronald. I know you love Harry but I also know you feel overshadowed by him. I
just wish you would realise that you don't need to beat Harry in order to validate yourself.
Love isn't a competition; stop measuring yourself in this way. You are your own man, Ronald,
and you are a man worth knowing,' she added. `I wish you could see what I do.'

With these words, Luna stood and continued down the stairs as if nothing had occurred. Only when
she reached the bottom did she turn.

`Think about it, Ronald.'

Ron felt a surge of fury at her presumption but as he watched her go he found that he could not
sustain it. He could not believe that she had spoken to him so directly and he was still taken
aback. And he liked Luna. Really liked her.

He closed his eyes, unsettled and marvelling at her shrewdness, her parting words ringing in his
ears.

*Think about it, Ronald.*

**********

Harry was feeling restless. He stood in the ruined Gryffindor common room and gently poked some
of the rubble on the floor with his foot. Despite being reassured by Minerva that Hogwarts would be
returned to its former glory, he could not help but feel saddened at the devastation that had been
wrought in the battle with Voldemort and his forces. Even here in the common room - his sanctuary
for so many years - the destruction had been devastating and almost total. The fireplace was in
bits; the furniture strewn across the floor and even some the flagstones underfoot had been rent in
two. And yet not all had been destroyed; when he and Hermione had first entered the common room
after leaving the Headmistresses' office, both had been struck at the small table in the corner
of the room. On it stood a thin vase containing a single red rose - probably placed there by
Neville - and it seemed incongruous to him that something so pure, so fragile, should remain
untouched when so much had been destroyed all around it.

`How are you feeling, Harry?'

He smiled as he turned to the source of the question. Hermione sat in the only armchair that had
escaped the destruction.

`I feel fine. Honestly, I do,' he added as he noticed her eyebrow lift cynically. `I'm
still a bit sore from the battle, but mentally, I couldn't be better. I'm just a bit
worried about this appeal.'

Hermione made to reply but she was forestalled as the portrait hole swung open and Ron stepped
through, a thoughtful expression on his face. He stepped into the middle of the room and regarded
his two friends solemnly. For what seemed like an interminable amount of time, no one said
anything.

`I'm sorry,' said Ron, finally breaking the silence.

Hermione struggled to contain her shock. Of all the things she expected him to say, that had not
been one of them. She had expected an argument; a rant. She had not expected contrition.

`I was being selfish,' continued Ron. `It *is* always about you, Harry, but I know you
don't want or ask for that. And I know too that no one deserves to have to deal with the stuff
that comes your way.' He looked at his feet. `I won't pretend that I'm not hurt by what
has happened. My feelings for you were real,' he added, finally looking directly at
Hermione.

`Were?'

`Yes. I was…encouraged to question my motives,' continued Ron. His face twisted into a tight
smile; one that was more like a grimace. `Sometimes you can't see the truth because it's
right under your nose. Sometimes you need someone else to make you see that truth. I guess I needed
that. I guess I have needed that for a long time.'

Hermione wondered at the change that had come over her friend. `Who was your “someone?”' she
asked.

`Luna.'

`Ah.'

Ron smiled broadly at the response, once again struck by the depth of meaning that could be
conveyed by that single syllable.

`Yeah. “Ah,”' he repeated. `Look; the short version is that Luna made me realise that I was
behaving like an arse. Harry loves you and you love him and there isn't anything I can do about
that is there? You are both my friends - my best friends - and while I won't pretend I'm
not hurt by this, I'm not going to let it jeopardise our friendship. You two are the best thing
to ever happen to me. Besides; Harry is in danger and that is the most important thing we have to
deal with.'

Hermione felt tears smart at her eyes and she climbed out of her chair and engulfed Ron in an
embrace so tight it nearly squeezed the life from him.

`Thank you,' she whispered into his ear before stepping back and planting a kiss on his
cheek.

`Hey! Don't confuse the issue! I thought it was Harry you liked?” Ron exclaimed but he was
smiling as he said this.

For his part, Harry approached Ron, his hand outstretched in greeting. `Thanks mate,' he
began. `I never meant for this to happen or to hurt you. Are we cool?'

Ron didn't hesitate, taking the offered hand and shaking it firmly. `We're cool, Harry.
Of course we are cool.' He paused for a moment. `How are you doing anyway? How are you feeling?
Any more visits from dead people?'

Harry smiled despite the seriousness of the situation. `Not yet,' he finally replied.
`I'm expecting a visit soon, but I've not heard anything yet.'

Ron shook his head. `I don't know, Harry. Nothing is ever straightforward with you, is
it?' There was no malice in the question; just a matter-of-fact appreciation of the truth.

All three turned as the portrait hole swung open again.

`Harry? Are you there?' exclaimed a familiar voice.

Harry grimaced, having hoped to avoid this meeting for a while longer. *Ginny*.

`Hi, Ginny.'

`HARRY!' she exclaimed as she rushed into the common room and threw her arms around him.
Hermione watched carefully, her lips thinning, as Harry awkwardly patted his ex-girlfriend on the
shoulder. It was some time before he managed to prise Ginny off him.

`I only just heard you woke up! Why didn't you come and tell me?' she asked, a hint of
reproof in her tone.

`I…I had other things to do,' Harry replied. `I needed to speak to Dumbledore's
portrait.

`Oh, that's where you have been! I had heard a rumour that Dumbledore had visited you.
Nonsense, of course. Was that where the rumour started? Because you visited his portrait?'
Ginny was talking with the speed of the Hogwarts Express and it occurred to Hermione that she was
nervous about something. *What other rumours had she heard?*

`Not exactly, Ginny,' Harry replied. `I visited his portrait because Dumbledore did visit
me. He told me I was dead.'

Ginny laughed out loud for a few seconds before realising that no one else shared the joke. She
stopped abruptly, the silence only further emphasising how out of place her laughter had been at
that moment. `You're serious?' she finally asked.

Harry nodded.

`How can you be dead? You look perfectly fine to me.'

`I was supposed to have been collected by Dumbledore after Voldemort died. There was a mix-up
and he didn't arrive for two hours. He tried to take me with him but I refused.'

Hermione watched as Ginny struggled to take all of this in. She actually sympathised with her
red-haired friend at that moment; this was a lot to take in and the story did seem preposterous.
Ginny's brow furrowed as she considered everything.

`If you are supposed to be dead, why didn't Dumbledore take you with him anyway? Why did you
have a choice?' Ginny finally asked.

*The million galleon question*, thought Hermione. It didn't surprise her that Ginny had
asked it; no one ever said Ginny was stupid.

Harry took his time before replying. `Because something happened in the borrowed time.'

`What happened?'

`I fell in love,' replied Harry. `And someone fell in love with me.'

Ginny immediately turned and faced Hermione. She had a look on her face that suggested she had
just sucked on a dozen lemons, thought Hermione. It was not an attractive look.

`*I knew it!'* Ginny hissed. `What have you done to him?' she asked accusingly.

Hermione had been expecting a reaction, but was still taken aback by the venom in the question.
She wasn't going to stand for Ginny's tone though. She stuck out her jaw.

`Nothing. I didn't do anything to him save tell him I love him,' she said defiantly.
`And he loves me and that's all I have to say on the matter. Harry's fighting for his life
and we don't have time for petty bickering.'

`Petty bickering?' Ginny was incredulous. `You steal my boyfriend and say it's
petty?'

`That's enough, Ginny,' said Ron, softly. Ginny whipped round to face her brother, an
incredulous look on her face.

`What? You too? Have you taken leave of your senses? Are you mad? Does this nonsense not bother
you?'

`It's not nonsense, Ginny and that's why it does bother me. But there is nothing I can
do about it. Hermione loves Harry. Harry loves Hermione. What would you have me do? Use a potion on
them?' he asked caustically. Hermione noticed Ginny suddenly redden at this remark but before
she could say anything, Ron continued.

`It's about time you grew up, Ginny,' he said sadly. `We don't always get what we
want.'

Ginny didn't know how to react. Her eyes flitted from one to the other like a trapped
animal. Finally they settled on Harry who has said nothing throughout the entire exchange.

`Is this true? Do you love Hermione? she asked.

`Yes.' One word that said everything.

Ginny gasped. Her body shook in mini-convulsions as she fought back tears. Finally she could
contain it no longer and she turned and fled back through the portrait hole. Ron turned to the
others, his face grim.

`I'll go after her,' he began. `It's been a tough day,' he added with great
understatement, before leaving the common room in pursuit of his sister.

Harry turned to face Hermione, his face betraying his distress. `Are we doing the right thing,
Hermione? he asked. `We seem to be hurting everyone we love. Maybe we should…'

`Don't you dare, Harry,' she interrupted. `There is more at stake here than some hurt
feelings. I love you and you love me and your survival depends on that - or had you forgotten?'
she added, caustically.

Harry closed his eyes. `I know, Hermione. I'm sorry; I didn't quite mean it like
that.' He opened his eyes and looked right at her. `I do love you, Hermione. There's no
point to my life if I can't be with you. I guess that's why I am so torn. I don't hold
out much hope for my prospects of surviving this and part of me wonders what's going to happen
to you if I don't.'

`You mustn't think like that, Harry,' she replied softly. She felt tears begin to fall
down her cheeks. `You must believe that we will be fine! Nothing else matters, Harry. This
isn't about a childish crush; this is about life and death. You have to stop being so
pessimistic!'

Harry made to reply but stopped abruptly as he recognised a familiar smell. *Oh, no…not
now!* he implored as the overpowering scent of treacle tart permeated his nostrils.

`What is it Harr-:' Hermione started, before being cut off..

`Damn you, Albus!' Harry exclaimed in frustration. `Why is your timing always so
lousy?'

Albus Dumbledore looked nonplussed. `I'm very sorry, Harry, but I have no say in these
matters. I had no idea that this wasn't a good time,' he added apologetically.

Harry barely paid him any attention. Instead, his focus was on the woman who stood in front of
him, once more frozen in time,

`You could have at least allowed me to say goodbye,' he said softly. `I might never get to
speak to her again.'

`I am sorry Monsieur Potter,' said an unfamiliar voice. Harry turned to the source and
failed to hide his surprise at facing a man dressed in clothes from the Eighteenth Century.

`And who the hell are you?' he snapped.

`Pardon, mon ami! My name is Celeste, and I am the Recorder sent to collect you.' He took
off his hat and sketched a low bow as he said this.

`Collect me? asked Harry, his heart thumping in his chest. `So I am dead? It is
official?'

`Non, non , non!' exclaimed Celeste. `You have been granted leave to appeal. I am merely
here to take you to your hearing,' he continued.

Harry turned to Dumbledore, hope rising within him. `Really?'

Dumbledore nodded. `Really. The Boss has allowed this owing to the unique nature of your
situation. But we must depart; time is short.'

Harry looked at him shrewdly. `How can time be short? I thought you had frozen time?'

Dumbledore had the good grace to look sheepish. `Yes; it is frozen here on Earth, but in the
Other World they are waiting for us. We must go.'

`One moment, mon ami,' said Celeste. He approached Hermione and slowly circled her, his eyes
taking in every inch of her form. `So this is the young lady who has caused so
much…disturbance?' he asked.

`It is,' replied Harry, evenly.

`I can see why you are smitten, monsieur. She is indeed une belle dame!' Celeste smiled.
`Come. We must go. They are waiting for us.'

`Wait!' exclaimed Harry. `Give me a moment,' he added quietly. He approached
Hermione's still form his eyes drinking in her. Finally he turned to Dumbledore. `Can I kiss
her?' he asked quietly.

The old man smiled. `Of course you can, Harry. But she will not feel it.'

`Doesn't matter,' Harry replied. He turned back to Hermione and - after a moment's
hesitation - he leaned in and gently kissed her on the lips.

Celeste rolled his eyes. `You British! What is the point of kissing a lady if she does not feel
it? To think we were defeated by such philistines!'

Harry ignored him, instead looking at Hermione's still form, her teardrops static on her
cheek. He gently touched one with the tip of his finger. `There's proof she has feelings for
me,' he said quietly, to no one in particular.

`Of course!' exclaimed Celeste. `There is some of the proof you will need!'

Harry turned to him. `Can I take one?' he asked.

`You are the defendant,' replied Celeste. `You can do what you want. We need something to
carry it in,' he continued, his eyes scanning the room. `Ah!' he finally exclaimed.

Harry watched as Celeste approached the small table in the corner of the room, one of the few
untouched pieces of furniture remaining. The little Recorder gently lifted the rose from the vase
and carefully removed a single petal from the flower.

`Here,' he said to Harry, offering him the petal. `Use this.'

Harry took the offered leaf and turned to Hermione. With exquisite care, he gently slid the
petal up her cheek before slipping it under a solitary teardrop. As carefully as he could, he
folded the leaf over, capturing the tear within. He stood back from Hermione one last time, his own
tears beginning to form.

`I'm ready,' he finally said, turning to Dumbledore and Celeste. `Let's go.'
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4. Chapter 4
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**Chapter 4**

Harry was nervous.

There were a number of reasons for this, he knew. He hadn't said a word to either of his
companions as they travelled towards their destination, preferring instead to remain alone with his
thoughts. He realised that he probably wouldn't have been in the mood for idle chat anyway,
even if his mind had not been churning over the imminent appeal. He would not have been inclined to
talk because he was also pre-occupied with the fact that he was travelling on an endless staircase
that seemed to transcend time and space as he - admittedly vaguely - knew it.

The staircase was vast - and even then that word did not begin to encompass it. It was only
about thirty feet wide, richly carpeted in red velvet, but it was the *length* that boggled
the mind. It just went on and on - or rather; up and up. He could not even begin to see the top of
it and it suddenly occurred to him that it was going to take some considerable time to get to where
they were going judging by the slow rate that they were travelling. He finally turned to the others
and both men seemed to guess what he was thinking about.

`Don't concern yourself with it, Harry,' said Dumbledore with a smile. `Time has no
meaning here; you will find that we will have arrived before you know it.'

Harry looked deeply sceptical at this piece of information but when he turned forwards again he
realised with astonishment that they had reached the top. He flashed back round to face the others
and noticed the amused expressions on their faces.

`I told you not to concern yourself, Harry. It does take some getting used to but one does
adjust eventually,' explained Dumbledore.

Harry had no reply to this. He knew that he had seen some pretty improbable things in his life
but this was so far beyond his understanding that he couldn't even begin to comprehend what was
going on. He decided that the best thing to do would be to just go along with the flow. Looking
down at his feet, he carefully timed his step so as to avoid the gap where the staircase seemed to
disappear into the floor.

*Except; I can't see the floor.*

Everything was white. A brilliant, pure white that dazzled the eyes. There was no way of knowing
where the ground ended and the walls began. He turned back to Dumbledore, confused.

`Is this it?' he asked. `This is the other world?' He scanned the blankness. `It's a
bit dull, isn't it?' he finally observed.

Dumbledore and Celeste laughed before his former headmaster finally replied. `Oh, do not fret,
Harry. This place can be anything you want it to be. However, I am not the one to explain. Come;
there are some others who will be only too glad to show you around.'

Harry had an idea what was meant by this and he could feel the increase in his heart rate within
him. He allowed Dumbledore to place a hand on his shoulder and turn him and when he was facing the
other way he noticed with astonishment that a massive pair of double doors stood in front of
him.

*Where the hell did they come from? They weren't there a minute ago!* He realised at
that moment that there was no use in being surprised anymore. This place was just different; he had
to accept what he encountered for there was nothing else he could do.

He watched with feelings of apprehension mixed with anticipation as the great doors slowly swung
open and he felt Dumbledore give him a soft nudge in order for him to go through. Slowly, his hand
on his forehead to shield his eyes against the brightness, he made his way through the entrance and
was immediately taken unawares as a great cheer rent the air. He could even here a piercing
whistle. He blinked sharply, as he suddenly realised that he could see properly; that the light
didn't hurt his eyes anymore. Removing his hand from his forehead, he looked across and saw a
host of familiar faces. Mooney and Tonks; Fred and Mad-Eye; Sirius and a host of others who he had
once known. He smiled broadly at the reception until his eyes fell on a young couple who stood at
the front of the crowd, just off to the side. They were of the group, but they were not quite in
it.

*My parents.*

He found himself running; running towards the tall man with the shock of unruly black hair and
glasses; and the slim woman with the long, thick, dark red hair and the startlingly green almond
shaped eyes.

*My parents!*

Within a few seconds he found himself within the all encompassing embrace of his mother while
his father leaned over them and gripped them both within his arms. He had never experienced
anything like it; didn't have anything to compare it with.

It was the first occasion in his life that he understood how time could have no meaning. He had
no idea how long he stood in the arms of his parents. He was oblivious to everything else. He was
unaware of the tears that streamed down his face; of the watching audience - some of whom also were
looking distinctly misty-eyed. He only knew that he had never felt such a sense of belonging in his
entire life. He instinctively sensed the love from his mother and father and it occurred to him
that only one other person loved him in such an unconditional way. His parents and Hermione were
the only people who truly loved him for the person he was - faults and all - and who did not demand
anything from him in return.

Finally, he felt the loosening of the arms around him and he looked on the faces of his
parents.

`I've waited sixteen years to do that,' said Lily as she wiped at her eyes. She smiled.
`It was worth the wait,' she added.

Harry was at a loss for words and could only nod dumbly.

`We are both so proud of you, Harry,' said his father. `Proud of the fine young man you have
become. We have watched you closely over the years; we want you to know that.'

`You saw everything?' he finally managed to ask.

`Everything that mattered,' replied James. `We do give you some privacy,' he added with
a knowing smile. `I'm glad to see you kept up the Marauder tradition anyway. You, Ron and
Hermione certainly got yourselves involved in a few scrapes over the years. I would have been
disappointed had you not.'

Lily swatted her husband on the arm. `Enough of that, James! Harry isn't here to listen
about us prying!' She turned to her son, taking his hand as she did so. `So; tell us about
Hermione. We have known for some time just what a remarkable young woman she is, but we wondered if
you would ever have the wit to realise this for yourself,' she said impishly.

Harry flushed. `She's the most amazing person I've ever known,' he said quietly.

`Worth dying for?' asked his father.

Harry considered the question. `Worth living for,' he replied with a smile. James and Lily
laughed at this remark.

`I suppose so. That's why you're here, isn't it? To make sure you return to
her?'

Harry felt vaguely guilty about this. He had finally got to meet his parents in the flesh and
yet he knew he did not want to remain here with them. `That's why I'm here,' he finally
replied. `I hope you don't mind?'

Lily's eyes softened at the question. `Oh, Harry. Of course we don't mind. We defended
you to the death so you could live. So you could love and laugh and enjoy the benefits of a
peaceful life. You will end up here again someday. I can wait a little longer for that. You need
Hermione and she is not here. I understand why you are fighting this.'

Harry could only nod his gratitude. `Thank you,' he finally managed. `Thank you for…allowing
me to live.'

Lily reached over and hugged him again and he could feel her tears on his cheek. `It was
nothing, son. What else could we have done? We have both loved you from the moment you were born.
We will always love you. Don't forget that when you go back,' she added as she released
him.

`You think I will win?' he asked.

James laughed again. `We *know* you will win! When have you never achieved what you set out
to do? Your stubborn streak will see you through this. You get that from your mother,' he
added.

`He does not!' exclaimed Lily as she swatted his arm again.

`You must get your gentle nature from me though,' added James. `This one is a
tyrant.'

`That's true enough!' exclaimed Sirius. `She's a devil, that one,' he added as
he approached before gathering Harry into a huge bear hug. The others took that a their cue to
intrude on the family reunion and the next few minutes were spent by a delighted Harry in accepting
hugs and handshakes from a number of people he'd never thought to see again.

Finally, the joyful reunion was interrupted by Celeste who cleared his throat with the loudest
stage cough any of them had ever heard.

`AHEM!'

The Recorder waited until all eyes were turned upon him. `I hate to intrude on such a joyful
reunion,' he began, `but Harry's hearing will start soon and he is yet to appoint someone
to conduct his defence.'

Harry's eyes narrowed as he regarded the Frenchman and he hated him at that moment. `So
soon?' he finally asked. `It begins so soon?'

Celeste nodded sympathetically. `I'm afraid so, Harry. We are pressed for time.'

`Time?' he asked. `I thought you said time has no meaning here? Can't I take as long as
I want?'

`No, you cannot. Time doesn't matter here, but I was not referring to this place.'

Harry looked confused. `So what are you talking about then?' he asked.

`Earth,' replied Celeste.

`Earth? But I thought you had frozen time?'

`We did; but only to get you here. Things are moving as normal now.'

Harry felt himself getting angry. `But what about Hermione? She was talking to me and I will
have disappeared!'

`No. You are still there, Harry.'

He really was confused now. `How can I be here and on Earth at the same time?'

`You're body remains on Earth, Harry. It is your soul I am looking at.'

`So what's happened to my body? Is it dead? Have you lied to me?'

`No! Your body is merely…unconscious at the moment. Should you fail up here it will expire.
Should you succeed, you will be able to return to it. But we should make haste for those below are
deeply concerned for your welfare. I would have liked to keep them frozen but it takes a lot of
effort,' he added with a smile. `Now; you must pick someone to represent you,' he added. `I
should tell you; you can have anyone who ever lived.'

`Anyone?'

`Anyone at all,' confirmed Celeste. `You could have Rousseau; Victor Hugo; Voltaire,
Descartes…' he paused, realising that Harry looked nonplussed. `What is wrong, Monsieur; these
are great names; giants of intellect!'

`Too French,' replied Harry.

Celeste did not look too happy at this reply. `But you need a Frenchman! This is a case about
love! Who understands such matters better than a Frenchman?' He could see that this argument
cut no ice with Harry. `Ok, then,' he continued. `You could have Socrates, or Plato! Very
capable men. They both have deep insights into human nature.' He looked at Harry hopefully.
`No? What about Hume? Or Locke? Both British and both extremely insightful men. John Locke might be
a good choice. He believes that all knowledge is based on experience. Would you like to use his
knowledge of love? I understand he has plenty of experience,' he added slyly.

`Not really.'

Celeste sighed then his face brightened. `I have just the fellow! William Shakespeare! One could
almost believe he was French such is his understanding of human nature. Surely he is perfect for
you?'

`I want Remus Lupin,' replied Harry with determination.

`What?' cried Lupin. `Why would you want me?' he asked incredulously.

`Because I want someone I know and trust and someone who knows me and Hermione too,' replied
Harry. `I need someone who will be objective about this.' He turned to his parents. `Mum and
Dad will say black is white to make me happy.' He pointed to Dumbledore. `Albus is too bloody
clever for his own good; I won't have a clue what he is talking about half the time.' He
turned to Sirius and despite his situation, he smiled. `Padfoot will be of no use at all. He'll
upset everyone so much that I'll probably end up in the ninth level of hell by the time he
finishes insulting everyone. No offence, Sirius.'

`None taken,' replied his Godfather with a smile.

`So that leaves you, Mooney. `I want someone I trust and you are the only one I can rely on.
Will you do this for me? For us?'

`Of course I will, Harry,' Lupin replied after a long moment. `I would be honoured. Do you
have any idea as to how we should proceed?'

`A few, he replied. `But first I need to know what form this appeal is to take.' He turned
to Celeste, his eyebrow raised in question.

`Ah,' began Celeste. `Well; it is a straightforward hearing. `The prosecution will present a
case to the Judge and then you will have the opportunity to present your defence. The Judge will
rule after hearing all of the evidence and I must stress that any ruling will be immediate and
binding.'

`Do we know anything of the prosecution case?' asked Lupin. `Are we not entitled to
know?'

`You are not,' replied Celeste. `You must form your own case just as the Prosecution is
forming theirs. I believe the man appointed to lead the prosecution is even now gathering his
evidence.'

`Who is the prosecutor?' asked Harry, curious.

`I guess that's my cue,' said a drawling voice that chilled Harry to the bone. `I guess
that would be me,' the voice continued.

Harry closed his eyes and cursed before turning slowly to face the prosecution lawyer. His eyes
took in the black clothes; the hooked nose and the greasy black hair.

*Snape.*

Severus Snape was the man tasked with keeping him and Hermione apart.

***********

Hermione was worried.

She had been berating Harry for his pessimistic attitude when he had suddenly passed out in
front of her and now she fretted helplessly at his complete and utter failure to respond to any
medical attention. Poppy was at her wits end as she had no idea what was wrong with him despite her
best efforts to diagnose the problem. The Hogwarts nurse insisted that there was nothing medically
wrong with Harry - save for the fact that he was completely unconscious. It was enough to make one
think.

What she was thinking was that Harry might actually have been telling the truth. She didn't
doubt for one second the veracity of his tale; what she had questioned was whether or not things
had occurred as he had related or were in fact all in his mind. Now as she sat on his hospital bed
and gently stroked his head she began to realise that Harry was indeed fighting for his life; that
Dumbledore had appeared to him and that - even now - Harry was arguing his case before some sort of
Celestial court. She had been sitting by his side all night and now, as the sun began to climb into
the eastern sky, she began to feel the pull of sleep herself. She wondered if Harry would wake up
to see this glorious new dawn.

Hermione was a naturally sceptical person despite the fact that she was a witch. She knew that
magic was something that defied Muggle physical laws but she was also aware that magic had its own
laws. She was a practical person and did not have time for the more fanciful aspects of the magical
world that Luna was so fond of espousing. She still believed in evidence; in hard practical facts
and she was having considerable difficulty in accepting that Harry was involved in something so far
beyond her knowledge and understanding.

She gazed on his face and was struck by how peaceful he looked at the moment. Harry had not had
an easy life and the stresses of the past year in particular had taken their toll on the man she
knew she loved. He had shouldered a burden that would have crushed most men and he had finally
fulfilled his destiny by defeating Voldemort last night. It seemed so unfair to her that he was
being asked to pay yet another price despite everything he had done for them all and inwardly she
raged at the unknown forces that were demanding so much from him. She recalled their brief
discussion in the common room; remembered the moment when she had told him of her love. She
hadn't known how he would react but she certainly had not expected him to collapse at her feet.
And now that she knew that he loved her in return she felt her heart almost break at the thought
that they might never have the opportunity to share and enjoy that love.

She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand as she heard the door to the hospital wing swing
open and when she looked up she realised without surprise that it was Ron who had entered. He had
been very subdued since Harry had passed out again and as she remembered his sincere apology from
earlier she wondered what had caused the sudden change in her friend. Something had affected him
anyway.

`How is he?' Ron asked in a whisper as he approached the bed.

`No change,' she replied quietly. `He hasn't stirred all night. It's almost as if
it's a shell I'm looking at.'

Ron slumped into a nearby chair and regarded his friend. `Don't take this the wrong way,
Hermione, but you look bloody terrible.' He ignored the sudden flash of anger in her eyes. `Do
you think he is telling the truth?'

She considered the question for a moment. `Yes'' she finally replied in a small
voice.

`And do you think he loves you?' asked Ron.

She nodded.

`And do you really love him?' asked Ron and she could detect from his voice just how much
this question was costing him.

She nodded again.

`Then you are going to have to sort yourself out, Hermione,' Ron said softly. `You need to
sleep; you need to eat. You will be of no use whatsoever to him when he wakes up if you carry on
like this.'

`I can't,' she replied and the tears threatened to fall again. `I'm worried that if
I go to sleep then Harry might…he might…' she couldn't bring herself to say that which she
feared the most. *That he might not* *ever* *wake up.* *That he might die when she
wasn't at his side.*

Ron moved towards her and gripped her by the shoulders. `He *will* wake up, Hermione. I
believe him too and I believe *in* him. If he has to argue for his life then he will win.
He's Harry Potter! When has Harry ever let anything beat him?' Ron paused and licked his
lips before continuing. `If he loves you, Hermione, nothing will keep him from you.
*Nothing,*' he repeated.

Hermione let go at these words; she let the fear and the sorrow pour out of her and allowed
herself to be held in the arms of her friend. She allowed herself to be guided to a nearby bed and
did not resist when Ron lay her down and put a blanket over her.

`Go to sleep, Hermione. I'll stand watch. I'll wake you if anything changes.'

She nodded her agreement, too tired to resist anymore. She had drawn some comfort from the
embrace and was grateful to Ron for being there for her.

But he wasn't Harry. It was Harry's embrace she wanted - no needed - right now. She
glanced over to his still form on the other bed and felt the tears on her cheek once again.

*Wake up, love. Wake up,* she thought as she finally allowed sleep to claim her.
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**Chapter 5**

**The Prosecution…**

Severus Snape sat calmly in his seat as he awaited the arrival of Potter into the courtroom -
although “courtroom” was hardly a fair description of the vast amphitheatre that he currently found
himself in. He ignored the massive audience as he patiently awaited the hearing to commence. Potter
was currently closeted away with Remus Lupin as the two of them hastily tried to build a case.
Snape had to admit that he was currently enjoying himself; the reaction of Potter when he had
realised who was conducting the Prosecution case had been a joy to behold. Snape was aware that he
had not enjoyed much pleasure in life and he was discovering to his delight that his death was
providing him with new opportunities for enjoyment.

But pleasure was not the only reason for accepting the role as Prosecutor, although he had to
admit that it played a part in his decision. No; the real reason he had accepted when approached
was because he believed in order. As he had explained to Lily Evans when she had accosted him, her
son was challenging the very Law that governed all of existence. He actually believed that if
Potter and Granger had fallen in love in the mistakenly granted extra time then it would be deeply
unfair to remove Potter from Earth. He *should* be allowed to return and enjoy life with
Granger.

*If they had fallen in love.*

But he wanted proof. This was not some mere technicality; this was a question about order and
law and he reckoned that Potter might just be spinning a tale merely to postpone the inevitable.
The little whelp had a penchant for rule breaking and while he had to acknowledge Potter's
achievement in defeating the Dark Lord he could not stand idly by while the very Law of the
Universe was challenged. Snape was a logical man and a natural cynic; he needed proof and he was
damned if he was going to allow Potter an easy time. This was why he had accepted the role. He did
not believe Harry Potter; did not believe that he had fallen in love with Hermione Granger and
refused to believe that yet another talented Muggle-born witch had fallen for the Potter
“charm.”

His lips pursed as he remembered the conversation with Lily Evans - he still could not bring
himself to call her by her married name; even here. It was strange; for much of his life his sole
motivation for everything he did was her memory. He had been haunted by her when alive and the
sight of her beautiful green eyes in the face of Potter had been like a knife in his heart every
time he looked upon her son. But here, those feelings had dissipated; had disappeared. It was
weird, but he did not feel the obsession here; did not feel the longing or the desire or the
bitterness. He understood that it was because of what this place was - he was supposed to be happy
here and this would not have been possible if he had still harboured these feelings. But it was
strange to look upon her and not feel the old pull. He didn't understand why, but he knew that
he *was* happy here even though Evans was with Potter. He didn't even feel the old hatred
for his former enemy and this was the most puzzling thing of all.

His musings were interrupted by a sudden murmur from the crowd and he looked up and realised
that Potter had finally arrived. He noticed the boy's astonishment at his surroundings and
suppressed a smile at his discomfort. He watched Potter share an exchange with the Recorder
Celeste, until finally, their eyes met and he noticed Potter's features harden in
recognition.

Snape smiled as he felt what was for him a new sensation.

*This was going to be..**.**fun!*

***********

Harry nearly collapsed when he first entered the courtroom. For some strange reason he had
expected the room to resemble the chamber where he had been tried by the Wizengamot in his fifth
year and as a result he was completely blown away by the sight in front of him. He was faced with a
vast amphitheatre; one that seemingly stretched into infinity. As far as the eye could see was row
after row of people who had come to witness his appeal. He recognised many faces at the front of
the multitude but he was astonished at all of the anonymous people who had also decided to watch.
He had never seen anything on this scale and was completely taken aback.

`Why are there so many people here?' he whispered to Celeste.

The Recorder looked amused. `Your case has attracted a lot of interest Monsieur; a great
question will be settled here today. What rules the Universe? It is not a small matter, I'm
sure you will agree. Many, many people are eagerly awaiting the result.'

`But I just want to go back to Hermione. I don't care what rules the Universe!'
exclaimed Harry. `This is complicated enough!'

Celeste's smile broadened. `I am afraid that “complicated” does not begin to do it justice.
Trust me; you will understand soon enough.'

Harry hid his frustration at the enigmatic reply and wondered to himself if this man was somehow
related to Dumbledore. He turned back to the throng and his eyes locked with those of Severus
Snape. He felt a sudden determination as he regarded his former professor and it was with a firm
tread that he headed towards his seat. He sat and refused to look at the man leading the
prosecution. Remus sat down next to him.

They had hastily tried to construct a case for the defence but both had quickly realised how
difficult it was going to be. How did one prove love? This was the question he had to answer and
they had yet to come up with a solution. He was going to have to wing it once again and the only
thing in his favour was that Snape would speak first. At least he would know what he was up
against.

`All rise!'

Harry was shaken out of his reverie at the solemn intonation and hastily stood as he watched the
Presiding Judge enter and take his seat. He did not recognise the man but acknowledged that he was
a formidable looking individual. He was tall and thin and his face suggested that he carried a
great wisdom. He waited until the man was seated before sitting down himself.

`This Court of Appeal meets to consider the case of Harry James Potter,' began the Judge.
`Potter complains that he is being punished for an error that occurred due to the negligence of the
Department of Recorders and that his rights and responsibilities that have arisen as a result of
this negligence should take precedence over the Law. Leading for the Prosecution is Severus Snape;
for the Defence, Remus Lupin. You may proceed, Mr Snape.'

Snape stood and slowly began to pace the brilliant white floor in front of the judge's
bench. He looked deep in thought and some time passed before he finally spoke.

`Your Honour, this case presents three aspects,' began Snape, still pacing. `Under normal
circumstances, Harry James Potter would have died after being cursed by the Dark Wizard Lord
Voldemort. Owing to the protection given to him by his mother's sacrifice, he remained tethered
to Earth by the presence of his - and ultimately his mother's - blood that resided in the
person of Lord Voldemort. He was given the opportunity to return in order to defeat the Dark Lord.
Having destroyed his enemy - and with it the lingering protection - he should himself have died too
as that which had tethered him was no more. Because of a mere oversight, he did not die at his
proscribed time. This leads me to ask; who is responsible? Of course; the initial error occurred
here but when Albus Dumbledore was sent to collect Mr Potter two hours later he refused to leave
Earth. Thus some of the blame for our current predicament must lie with Mr Potter. He *claims*
that in this illegal time granted to him, he fell in love with a Miss Hermione Granger. This leads
us to point two; are we to believe him?'

Snape paused for effect as he laid this question before the court. He turned to the audience.
`Moreover; Mr Potter asserts that in this stolen time…'

`Objection, Your Honour!' exclaimed Lupin. Snape raised an eyebrow at the interruption and
the judge regarded Lupin balefully. Lupin wilted under the stare but persevered.

`Your Honour, I object to the use of the words “stolen” and “illegal” in the Prosecutor's
opening remarks. By definition, “stolen” means that something has been taken by someone who is not
the real owner. My client did not take anything; he neither sought nor asked for the extra time. It
was *given* to him as a result of an error. He is the true owner of this time.'

The judge looked thoughtful for a moment. `I agree, Mr Lupin. Prosecution will refrain from
using such prejudicial terms in future. Please continue.'

Snape curtly nodded his acknowledgment of the instruction and continued his pacing. `We now must
consider the third aspect of this case; does Miss Granger love Harry Potter? This is as important
as the claim of love made by Mr Potter. What is at stake here is the Law of the Universe itself. Mr
Potter seeks to evade that which must visit us all and I seek to demonstrate that he is not telling
the truth; that he is not in love with Miss Granger and that Miss Granger is not in love with him.
Accordingly; I call Mr Potter to the stand.'

Harry had been expecting this. Both he and Lupin had been aware that Snape would want to
cross-examine him. He made to rise but felt Lupin's restraining hand on his arm.

`Remember, Harry; be careful. Snape is as slippery as an eel and he'll try to trip you up.
Don't lose your temper.'

Harry nodded his acknowledgement at the advice and proceeded to the witness box, taking his seat
slowly. He looked up and noticed Snape regarding him with a glint in his eye.

`Your name?' asked Snape, consulting a piece of parchment as he did so.

Harry looked confused for a moment. `You know my name,' he replied. `Why are you asking me
that?'

Snape rolled his eyes. `This is a Court of Law; the correct procedures will be followed!' he
snapped at Harry. `Now; I ask you again. Name?'

`Harry James Potter,' he replied, feeling mutinous. *This was absurd.*

`Date of birth?'

`Thirty first of July 1980,' he replied with resignation. He decided that Snape needed taken
down a peg or two. His former teacher was swelling with self-importance and his attitude was really
beginning to annoy him.

`Your education?'

Harry considered the question for a moment. `Interrupted,' he finally replied. `Frequently
and violently interrupted.' This brought a few sniggers from the audience. Snape's eyes
narrowed dangerously.

`Religion?'

`No thank you. My life is complicated enough as it is.' More laughter. He noticed that
Celeste had a huge grin on his face but that Remus was shaking his head in warning.

`Politics?'

`See “religion,”' replied Harry. `Is this really necessary?' he asked.

Snape regarded him for a long moment before he spoke again. `Your attitude is typical, Potter,
and demonstrates your immaturity and your arrogance. I find this revealing; it tells me that you
have not yet developed emotionally enough to know what love is.'

`I know what love is,' Harry replied evenly. `Do you, *Severus*?' he asked, his
tone barbed.

Snape flushed at the question but did not reply. Instead, he started his pacing once again. `I
do not believe that you are in love with Miss Granger. I do believe that you may have tricked her
into falling for you, however.' Snape looked thoughtful for a moment. `You are a famous Wizard,
Mr Potter. You are also considered to be something of a hero to many people and this brings with it
its own benefits, does it not? I suppose that under most criteria, you could not be considered
ugly. I will even admit that your smile is not unattractive. Did you use this smile and your fame
to enamour Miss Granger once you realised your death was imminent?'

`I love her!' Harry exclaimed angrily.

`So you say. Now; answer the question!'

Harry thought about this for a moment. `Would you repeat the question please? It, erm, had the
word “enamour” in it.' He could hear more chuckles from the audience. The audience were
enjoying this. He knew, however, that Snape was getting angry. *Good.*

Snape rolled his eyes. `Idiot boy!' he hissed. `You claim you love her?'

`I do love her.'

`Can you prove it?'

Harry smiled. `I reckon I could. I just need time.'

`Time?'

`Yeah. One hundred years ought to do it.' Once again he could hear a few sniggers from the
audience. He was aware that he might be coming across as flippant but Snape's questioning was
needling him. Besides; he never could resist the opportunity to twist the tail of Severus
Snape.

`This is no laughing matter, Mr Potter,' snarled Snape. `I will ask you again; can you prove
it?'

Harry considered the question. `Can a starving man prove he is hungry except by eating?' he
asked pointedly.

Snape was surprised at the counter question. He decided to change tack slightly. `Would you die
for her?' he asked quietly.

`I would. I already have died for her - isn't that why I am here?' he asked bitterly.
`I'd rather live for her though.'

Snape looked thoughtful for a moment before he turned to the bench. `Need I remind the court
that it was not only Miss Granger that Mr Potter was willing to die for? He sacrificed himself for
a number of people; not just her.' He turned back to Harry. `I do not dispute that Mr Potter
has strong feelings for Miss Granger. Indeed; I am even prepared to accept that he loves her. But I
am not willing to accept that he is *in love* with her. I intend to prove this to the
court.'

`And how do you intend to do that?' sneered Harry. `Who can possibly reveal how I feel about
Hermione?'

Snape smiled at the question and Harry did not like this smile. It was very calculating.

`Why; you of course, Mr Potter. You forget where you are. Anything is possible in this place. I
shall prove to the court that you are not in love with Miss Granger and that she is not in love
with you. I shall do so by using your own knowledge. As you correctly pointed out; who else would
know?'

Snape turned and flicked his wrist vaguely and Harry was astonished when a giant image of
Hermione appeared in front of the court. It was like a giant projector screen and Harry had a
sudden sense of foreboding as he realised what Snape was up to.

`I cannot prove to this court that you are not in love with Miss Granger,' said Snape. `But
you can, Mr Potter. You can and you will.'

Harry turned to the screen as images from his life began to flash before his eyes. *Oh,
shit…*

There was an eleven year old Hermione as she entered his compartment on the Hogwarts
Express.

*`Has anyone seen a toad? Neville's lost one,'* and the bossiness in her voice was
clear for all to hear. What was also clear was his and Ron's unfavourable first impression of
the bushy haired girl. The image faded and a new one emerged, this time from third year.

*`First the Firebolt and now Scabbers; everything is my fault, isn't it?' snapped a
tearful Hermione. `Just leave me alone, Harry!'*

This image also faded, to be replaced by one from fourth year. He was talking to Viktor Krum
near the forest edge.

*`Hermy-own-ninny talks about you very often,' said Krum. `Yeah; because we're
friends,'* he heard himself replying, denying that he loved Hermione with the words.

The scene changed again, this time to just before the Third Task. They were sitting in the great
hall and he was addressing Molly.

*`Mrs Weasley; you didn't believe all that rubbish Rita Skeeter wrote in Witch Weekly did
you? Because Hermione's not my girlfriend.'*

The scene shifted again; this time to a gloomy high-ceilinged room in Grimmauld Place where he
was tearing strips off Ron and a seriously upset Hermione for not contacting him during the summer.
The images appeared and reappeared faster and faster, snippets of conversation being picked up here
and there.

*"Been having a nice little chat with her about whether or not I'm a lying,
attention-seeking prat, have you?"* He found himself surprised at hearing the scorn in his
own voice. He couldn't remember speaking to her in such a hostile tone.**

*"No," said Hermione calmly, "I told her to keep her big fat mouth shut about
you, actually. And it would be quite a nice if you stopped jumping down Ron's and my throats,
Harry, because if you haven't noticed, we're on your side."*

And there was more to come…*.*

*"This isn't a criticism, Harry! But you do ... sort of ... I mean -- don't you
think you've got a bit of a -- a* -- *saving people thing?*"

Harry closed his eyes, aware that these snippets of memory did not bode well. He also knew that
what had been shown so far was just the merest sip - a brief foretaste of what lay ahead. Worse was
to come, he knew. A lot worse.

He opened his eyes and was not surprised to see Hermione sitting teary eyed alone in a
classroom, a flock of birds gently circling her. He remembered his own feelings of inadequacy at
her distress and watched as Ron burst in with Lavender. Hermione's reaction - almost that of a
scorned lover - told the watching audience much about where her true feelings lay.

Then he was watching Ginny with Dean again and he remembered his own feelings of irrational
jealousy as he saw them together. That it did not bother him now mattered not, he knew. It had
mattered then. Next it was an image of him kissing Ginny surrounded by cheering classmates; Ron
nodding his approval and Hermione looking delighted - *delighted* - at the event.

But Snape still wasn't finished. Now it was the image of him kissing Ginny again at the
Burrow prior to setting out on the Horcrux hunt. Then it was the argument with Ron in the tent; the
abrupt departure of his red haired friend followed by images of Hermione in distress. Night after
night she sobbed in her camp bed and night after night he avoided her like the plague and ignored
her completely, preferring instead to watch for Ginny's name on the Marauders Map. Watching
these scenes again made him realise just how callous he had been. These were not the actions of a
man in love.

And still it got worse. The scene shifted to a small pool in a forest where he listened to his
own, damning words as he spoke to a visibly distressed Ron.

*`I love her like a sister and I reckon she feels the same way about me. It has always been
like that. I thought you knew.'*

He closed his eyes again, knowing that there was no defence to Snape's case. His love for
Hermione had been weighed in the balance and had been found wanting. It did not matter that he had
suppressed any feelings of love; that he had believed that she loved Ron and that he was not
willing to breach two friendships by declaring his own feelings. He'd thought he was going to
die and had wanted his two friends to be happy. It did not matter that he had feared to go near
Hermione in the tent lest his control crack and he drive her away too. His words and actions were
not those of a man in love with a woman. What was worse was the fact that Snape had also
demonstrated that Hermione did not - could not - love him as it was quite evident that Ron was the
true object of her affections.

He opened his eyes, knowing what would be next and watched as his two best friends sealed their
love with a kiss as all hell was breaking loose around them in the final battle. No one in the
audience was laughing now; no one was making any noise at all as the vast audience watched these
scenes from his life play out in front of them. He realised that many of them were regarding him
with accusing glances.

Snape had done his work well.

Harry felt crushed. He felt like the wind had been knocked out of him and he turned to Lupin who
had a despairing look on his face. This evidence was damning; it was all his own memories - all his
own words and actions. He glanced up and noticed that Snape had a look of triumph on his face.

`It is quite plain that Mr Potter is not in love with Miss Granger. Are these the actions of a
man in love? It is equally evident that Miss Granger's heart belongs to another.' He paused
and licked his lips; a slow smile forming on his face.

`I don't think I need to add anything else,' continued his former Potions Professor.
`The Prosecution rests.'

Not a sound could be heard now save for Snape's footsteps as he returned to his seat. Each
clack on the floor was like a death knell to Harry.

He had been damned by his own deeds.

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**Chapter 6**

Remus Lupin took his time as he rose from his chair and allowed the slow, deliberate movements
to calm him as he pondered on the best way to approach this case. He had been ambushed; he knew
that he should not have been surprised by Snape's competence but nonetheless he still felt as
if he had been mugged, such was the completeness of Severus' argument. When he and Harry had
closeted themselves away in order to prepare a defence it had not occurred to either of them that
Severus might choose this approach. It was a great pity that Severus Snape was such a damnably
clever man.

But Lupin knew that he too was not without intellect. Out of all the Marauders, he knew that he
was the one who always tried to follow his reason rather than his instinct. He was well aware of
the irony of this situation; after all, when he was alive, for three days a month he lost all
reason and became the most primitive and impulsive of beasts. But for the rest of the month he had
always used his intellect and knew that it had always been his good temper and reason that had
saved the Marauders from really getting into bother. He needed that reason now and counted his
blessings that he had spotted a flaw in Severus' case. The man was clever but it seemed that he
was too clever for his own good.

He slowly approached the witness stand and gestured to Harry to remain seated. He had been about
to rise but Remus knew that there was no point; that he would have to question Harry just as
Severus had done. He stood absolutely still as he considered his opening words. In contrast to
Snape and his continuous pacing, Remus Lupin resembled a statue as he stood with his arms folded;
his head down and his chin resting on his hand. He was aware of the scrutiny of the vast audience
but did not allow this to distract him as he finally realised how to begin. He looked up to the
judge.

`Your Honour, before I begin I feel the need to congratulate Severus for advocating such a
comprehensive case against Mr Potter. If the purpose of this hearing was to establish whether or
not my client has always been in love with Hermione Granger then I would freely admit that Severus
has won conclusively. However; that is not why we are here. I fear that Severus has - quite
unintentionally - missed the point. His rather selective examination of Mr Potter's memories is
completely irrelevant to the matter at hand. We are not trying to determine whether or not Mr
Potter loved Miss Granger throughout his life; what we must consider in this case are the events
that transpired after his untimely “death.”'

Lupin turned to face the audience after these opening remarks and continued in his reasonable
tone. `The real issue in this case is the right of the individual against the system.'

`The rights of the common man are what the Law is all about, Lupin,' interrupted Snape,
clearly affronted at being accused of missing the point.

Lupin turned to him. `I quite agree, Severus; but what we are dealing with here is the rights of
the *uncommon* man. You said in your statement that this was a court of Law. In some ways, you
are correct. In other - more important - ways, you are completely wrong. This is a court of
*justice*, not of law. I am not interested in the Law; I am only interested in obtaining
justice for my rather uncommon young friend here.'

He turned back to the judge. `You're Honour; the real question at stake is whether or not a
young man and woman fell in love within the disputed two hours of overtime. Without the celestial
error, Harry Potter and Hermione Granger would not have declared their love for each other. Now
they face the prospect of being cruelly penalised for what is the most natural and pure event in
the world - falling in love. They love each other! That is all that matters here - everything else
is mere form. Harry Potter now has rights and responsibilities in respect of Miss Granger that he
would not otherwise have had were it not for an error made here. What Severus has shown us today is
completely irrelevant; I am sure my client would not seek to pretend that he has always acted in a
manner towards Miss Granger that demonstrates his love for her. But that is of no matter; what
matters is that he loves her now - and that she loves him.'

`Objection, Your Honour,' cut in Snape. `I take exception to the suggestion that events
prior to the disputed time are of no relevance. Does Mr Lupin really expect us to believe that his
client's past actions towards Miss Granger are of no importance? I contest that they are vital
to understanding this case in full. Or would Mr Lupin have us believe that Mr Potter underwent some
sort of epiphany? That he fell in love with a woman he has known for years in the space of two
hours? Rather convenient if you ask me,' added Snape sarcastically.

`Objection noted, Mr Snape,' replied the judge. He turned to Lupin. `I am inclined to agree
with this point of view. Mr Potter's prior actions suggest that his falling in love with Miss
Granger would be improbable to say the least.'

`Improbable but not impossible,' replied Lupin. `This is what I intend to establish. He
finally turned to Harry.

`Do you love Hermione Granger?' he asked.

Harry had been expecting the question. Ever since hearing Snape's case he had felt an
overwhelming sense of despair but the opening remarks of Remus had done much to increase his sense
of optimism. It also occurred to him that if he could still feel despair - even in this place -
then he clearly was not yet dead. Hope - that great gift - still flickered in his heart.

`Yes,' he replied simply.

Lupin nodded. `You know what I am going to ask, Harry? If events prior to the disputed extra
time are to be considered by this court then you know what is required of you? The prosecution has
used rather selective memories to demonstrate its case. Will you do the same?'

Harry nodded his understanding. `I know what I need to do,' he replied quietly. He closed
his eyes for a few moments in order to gather his thoughts. Finally he looked up at Lupin and
nodded. Their eyes met for a few brief moments and Remus smiled at him before turning and flicking
his arm much in the manner that Snape had done. Immediately, the sleeping form of Hermione Granger
could be seen by all present.

`Ah!' exclaimed Celeste. `The lovely Miss Granger; indeed she is a woman worth living for!
See her now; she walks in beauty like the night!'

All eyes turned to the Recorder who did not look too perturbed at being the centre of attention.
Snape looked particularly disdainful.

`A very pretty comparison, my dear Celeste,' he began. `But Miss Granger sleeps; not walks.
And it is daytime,' he added with a sneer.

Celeste shook his head. `The time is of no importance! What is time? A mere tyranny! You
English; you have no understanding of these matters.' He shook his head mournfully `I am
surprised that Mr Potter has such a sense of romance. He must have French blood in his veins
somewhere!'

This observation brought a few sniggers from the audience - not least from Harry who did not
consider himself the least bit French - or romantic either for that matter. He smiled his
appreciation at Celeste before turning to the matter at hand. He closed his eyes and began to
remember; to recall all the little things that explained why he loved Hermione Granger.

He did not open his eyes; did not see what was being projected on the “screen.” But the others
saw - and understood.

The first image was of himself and Ron saving Hermione from the troll; the desperate rescue
followed by her lying to a teacher for them. Thus were the first bonds of friendship forged. The
image abruptly changed to one of two first year students; one throwing her arms around the other,
her lip trembling.

*`Books! And cleverness! There are more important things - friendship and bravery and - Oh
Harry - be careful'*

The image changed again to the Hogwarts hospital wing where a glassy eyed Hermione lay
absolutely motionless in an eerie foretelling of what had happened to her earlier. Harry sat next
to her in despair before the image changed again…

*`You solved it! You solved it!'* exclaimed Hermione after greeting him when she woke.
Her exuberance was contagious. The images began to speed up; flashes coming and going just as when
Snape was doing the same thing.

They were flying through the air together on the back of Buckbeak; Hermione gripping him as if
her life depended on it. The scene switched to just outside the portrait hole of the Fat Lady;
Hermione offering him some toast. *`Well, of course I knew you hadn't entered
yourself.'* Then it was the Yule Ball and how beautiful she looked with her sleek hair and
periwinkle blue dress. Then it was the image of Harry battling with the mer-people to save her in
the lake; her head lolling as the frigid waters buffeted her. Then an image of Hermione's
disapproval when Fleur kissed him and the soft kiss she herself planted on Harry's cheek at
King's Cross once term was over.

It soon became apparent that there was a lot *more* of this type of memory; that
Snape's case had been built on exceptions rather than the rule. Image after image flashed
before the eyes of the audience and one salient fact soon became evident; Harry Potter and Hermione
Granger were inseparable. Not all of the images were moments of crises or intimacy; instead, Harry
was able to demonstrate how Hermione had always been there for him; how - no matter what he was
doing - he'd never had to look far in order to find her. Whether it was in the common room or
the library; the great hall or the classroom; Hermione Granger was an ever present by his side.

The next clear scene was of Hermione throwing herself onto him in a hug when he arrived at
Grimmauld place for the first time; *`HARRY! Ron, he's here, Harry's here! We didn't
hear you arrive! Oh, how* *are* *you?'* It was not lost on the watching audience
that this was something that Snape had pointedly omitted from his version of events. The scene
changing didn't stop here however.

Next it was Harry seizing Hermione and pulling her behind him; shielding her as Grawp fist
scraped past the tree trunk where she had been standing. Then it was the “saving people” speech;
only this time the image changed to them flying to the Ministry on the back of Thestrals. This is
what Snape had failed to reveal; that Hermione had followed when he needed her, despite her fears.
Then it was the Department of Mysteries.

*"RUN!' Harry yelled, and as the shelves swayed precariously and more glass spheres
began to pour from above, he seized a handful of Hermione's robes and dragged her forward, one
arm over his head as chunks of shelf and shards of glass thundered down upon t**hem…”Don't
let her be dead. Don't let her be dead…”* the audience heard Harry pleas as the unconscious
form of Hermione lay sprawled on the floor. The scene changed again; this time to the Potions
dungeon.

The image changed; now it was Harry's sixth year and a brief flash or Hermione's
reaction when he told her of the Prophecy then *“Oho! One of my best friends is Muggle-born and
she's the best in our year,” mimicked Slughorn. Hermione turned to Harry with a radiant
expression*….next was Harry looking decidedly ill at ease as he overheard Hermione mention that
she was going to invite Ron to partner her to Slughorn's party.

The pictures continued to change; seemingly inconsequential moments yet each spoke volumes of
the deep bond that Harry Potter shared with Hermione Granger. By the time they reached the Horcrux
hunt and Ron leaving; the battle with Nagini; the deeply intimate moment at the graves of Lily and
James Potter no one watching was left in any doubt about the depth of feeling the two had for each
other. The final image before the screen vanished was that of Hermione declaring her love in the
common room.

A low murmur could be heard from the audience as Harry finally opened his eyes. Lupin turned to
him and smiled broadly.

`Well done,' he said in a low voice. `Exactly what I was looking for.' He turned back to
face the judge.

`Your Honour? I believe that if the evidence produced by the Prosecution is deemed to be of
relevance in this case then what we have just observed is also of relevance. As I said in my
opening remarks; this case is not about what occurred before Mr Potter was scheduled to die; it
should only be about what happened afterwards. I am willing, however, to indulge Severus because I
believe that what we have seen refutes his argument.'

`I disagree,' drawled Snape and Lupin was surprised by the interruption. `This refutes
nothing. There is an aspect of this case that you seem to failing to understand, Lupin.'

`There is?'

Indeed; you are failing to appreciate that I do not need to prove that Mr Potter and Miss
Granger are in love. The burden of proof is all on you. What you have shown me proves
nothing.'

Lupin turned to the Judge. `Is this true, sir?'

The judge took a moment to reflect on the question. `It is true, Mr Lupin,' he finally
replied. `Mr Potter seeks to avoid death; this is no mere triviality we are dealing with. In
principle, I am willing to accept that his rights and responsibilities should take precedence over
the Law in view of the error committed by the Department of Recorders, but he must prove to this
court that he loves Miss Granger and that she loves him. Do you have any evidence of a more
tangible nature?' he asked, an eyebrow raised.

Lupin stared at the judge for a long moment before he finally turned to Harry. `Do you have
it?' he asked in a quiet voice as he approached.

Harry knew exactly what Lupin was talking about. He reached into his pocket and carefully
removed the folded rose petal; the blossom that contained the only physical evidence that Hermione
Granger loved him. He carefully unfolded it, relieved to see that the solitary teardrop remained
frozen, before handing it to Remus. He watched as his father's friend slowly approached the
judge; the petal held up for all to see.

`On this rose depends the fate of Mr Potter,' began Remus. `And what exactly is it, one
might ask? It is a teardrop; a symbol gathered from Miss Granger that demonstrates the depth of
feeling she has for Mr Potter. This tear holds love, truth and friendship. These qualities and
these qualities alone can build a new world now that Mr Potter has finally destroyed the darkness.
Love, truth and friendship,' he repeated softly. `Will you deny my client the right he has to
this life that she promises him? Will you deny him the opportunity to fulfil his obligations to
Miss Granger? For if not, I suspect that many more tears than this one will be shed. This is, in
part, my defence; I ask for life for Harry Potter.'

Murmurs of agreement could be heard from the audience and the judge cast a quick glance around
the room before turning his gaze on Lupin. He cleared his throat. `I am afraid that such evidence
is inconclusive,' he began. `It is incumbent on me to ref…'

`Your Honour? I would like to speak to my client if you please?' cut in Lupin

The judge looked outraged. `You would interrupt my summing up?' he asked.

`I would,' replied Remus. `I'm not finished with Harry's defence yet. I would like
to speak to my client.'

Silence greeted these words until after what seemed an interminable moment, the judge finally
nodded his agreement. `You may consult with your client, Mr Lupin.'

Remus approached Harry who had a questioning look on his face. The others watched with interest
as he crouched down and the two men whispered quietly to each other for a few moments before Lupin
stood with a smile on his face. He turned to the judge and the others could see that Harry too was
smiling.

`Your Honour? I would like to call another witness.'

`A witness, Mr Lupin? You can call whoever you wish in Mr Potter's defence. Who do you
choose to call?'

`I would call Miss Hermione Granger.'
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7. Chapter 7
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**Chapter 7**

`I would call Miss Hermione Granger.'

Silence greeted these words; a silence that seemed to stretch into eternity. `Impossible,'
the Judge finally replied. `She is still alive; we cannot call her here!'

`Technically I am still alive,' said Harry. `Or has my fate already been decided?' he
asked caustically. He left the confines of the witness stand and approached the bench. `Since I
have arrived here I have been told that this is the Other World; that anything is possible. I call
Hermione as a witness for the defence. I am not interested in how you arrange it. I need to prove
we are in love; I can only do this if my Counsel can question her. You speak of upholding the Law;
in that case I am entitled to a fair hearing. If this indeed is a Court of Law then you will not
refuse me. I call Hermione to the stand.'

`I object, Your Honour,' cut in Snape. `Potter may be used to having rules changed to suit
him, but surely here, of all places, the rules must be applied without fear or favour? The life of
Miss Granger is not in question. Her survival is assured regardless of the outcome of this appeal.
As she is very much alive, I do not believe she is permitted to visit this place. I also believe
that her presence is futile; how can she prove that she has fallen in love any more than Potter
can?'

The Judge looked grave at these words and Harry could tell that Snape had struck a chord. It was
all so unfair. Surely Hermione could be taken at her word! For the first time in this appeal
hearing, he began to feel real fear. It was at this moment that Lupin intervened.

`Without fear or favour, Severus?' he began. `I wholeheartedly agree. And if Harry is to be
treated without fear or favour then he is entitled to the same protection of the Law as any man or
woman, living or dead. He has the right to call any witness he sees fit; would you deny him this
right?' Remus turned to face the Judge. `Would you, sir, deny him this right?'

Harry noticed how uncomfortable the Judge looked when asked this question. He licked his lips
before replying. `I would see the law upheld, Mr Lupin; in all things I would see the law upheld.
And therein lies the problem; it is forbidden for the living to visit the Other World. Mr
Potter's unique situation is all that has allowed him to be here in person. No matter what I
decide, I will be breaking the law. It seems to me that denying his request is the lesser of the
two evils.'

`That depends on one's point of view, Your Honour,' replied Lupin. `I am sure Harry
would take issue with your choice of what is the lesser evil.' He paused for a moment, deep in
thought. `I did not know it was forbidden for the living to visit the Other World. Is this your
only objection to the calling of Miss Granger?'

`It is,' replied the Judge. All eyes turned to Snape.

`It is my only objection,' he confirmed quietly.

`Then I believe I have the solution,' continued Remus. `From my short time in this place, I
have learned that it is quite common for people from the Other World to visit Earth. If Miss
Granger cannot come to us, we must go to her.'

`Do not be absurd, Lupin,' began Snape. `The idea is preposter…'

`Why, that is an excellent idea, Monsieur Lupin!' exclaimed Celeste. All eyes turned on him,
including the Judge who had a look on his face that suggested Celeste had better be careful lest he
end up in the dock. Celeste at least had to good grace to look sheepish as he bobbed his head in
apology. The Judge turned to Snape and Lupin.

`Actually, that is rather a good idea,' he began. `Is Miss Granger available?'

Celeste quickly pulled an hour glass from under his cloak and peered at it intently. `She
sleeps, Your Honour,' he replied.

`Ah! She sleeps! This simplifies things, somewhat,' said the Judge. He leaned back in his
chair and moved his arm in a sweeping gesture. `If Miss Granger cannot come here, then we must go
to her.' He clicked his fingers together and Harry felt the oddest sensation as the vast
amphitheatre seemed to dissolve around him and he found himself standing once again on the vast,
red-carpeted staircase. The only difference was that this time, the staircase was moving downwards.
A blue dot in the distance indicated where his destination lay and his heart felt full in his chest
as he realised that he would soon see Hermione again. However this appeal hearing played out, he
would at least get to speak to her one more time.

Satisfied, he turned to see who else was with him and realised with relief that Remus was
standing immediately behind him. Glancing round his friend, he saw too that Snape, the Judge,
Celeste, his parents, Sirius and Dumbledore also accompanied him along with a few others he did not
recognise but figured must be important to proceedings. He turned back around and was once again
caught out as he found himself in the infirmary at Hogwarts, the staircase coming to a gentle halt
just yards from his “usual” bed. He recognised Ron gently dozing in the chair next to it and with
some consternation, realised that he was looking at himself lying unconscious within it. Of all the
many things he had experienced in his short life, this definitely classed as the strangest, he
thought.

`Harry?' he heard, the most beautiful sound in the world to his ears. He turned and saw
Hermione sitting up in another bed, rubbing her eyes as she tried to move from sleep to
wakefulness.

`Harry?' For her part, Hermione had woken up to find herself looking at a staircase so vast
that it took her breath away. It was approaching slowly and she was so overwhelmed by it that it
was some moments before she recognised the familiar form of Harry standing on the bottom step and
even in her current, vulnerable, predicament, she found her intellect questioning what her senses
were telling her. She tore her eyes from the vision and cast them over towards the still form of
the Harry Potter that lay unconscious in a hospital bed, mere feet from where she lay. She turned
back to the staircase and rubbed her eyes at the Harry Potter that stood before her. *Am I awake
or is this merely a dream? Is this really happening or is this only happening inside my
head?*

Then she remembered the words the Dumbledore's portrait had uttered earlier; about how one
did not necessarily preclude the other. Turning back to the hospital bed, she realised that it now
lay empty.

`Harry is that really you?' she asked as she cast her gaze back to the vision and as if in a
dream she received her answer as the Harry on the staircase leapt towards her and gathered her in
an embrace so encompassing, so real, she felt as if it would never end. She felt her last reserves
finally give out as she allowed herself to be comforted in his embrace. All the stress, the worry
and the heartache she had endured since the nightmare began was released as she held onto him as if
her life depended on it. She had no idea how long they stood in each other's arms before Harry
finally released his grip somewhat and stepped back to look at her.

`You've been called as a witness,' he said gently. `As my witness,' he added. She
made to reply but a voice richer than any she had ever heard before spoke before she did.

`You are in the High Court of the Other World; you have been called as a witness for the defence
in the Appeal Hearing of Harry Potter. You are required to tell the court nothing but the truth. Do
you understand what is required of you?' added the Judge, not unkindly.

Hermione took a long moment before replying. `I think so, sir,' she finally managed. `I
understand that I must be truthful.'

The Judge smiled. `That will be sufficient, Miss Granger. These gentleman here, I believe you
already know,' he added, indicating towards Lupin and Snape. `I suggest you answer their
questions as truthfully as you can.'

It was at that moment Hermione nearly succumbed to the sheer strangeness of the moment and she
reeled back in shock, saved from falling only by the steadying hold of Harry beside her. She looked
upon two men she knew to be dead and after a few moments she also recognised Sirius and Dumbledore
on the stairs standing next to a young couple that she instinctively knew, despite never having met
them. The beautiful, red-haired lady she knew to be Harry's mother bestowed a smile on her that
was breath-taking in its sheer beauty and she realised without knowing how that she had passed at
least one test already. She offered a tremulous smile in return and gripped Harry's hand
tightly before turning to face Snape.

`Miss Granger,' acknowledged Snape in his familiar drawl. `Please consider my questions
carefully before replying,' he continued. Hermione merely nodded. `How long have you known
Potter?' Snape finally asked.

Hermione took a moment before replying, knowing that Snape already knew the answer. `I've
known *Harry* for nearly seven years.'

`And you have always been close to him?'

`Yes.' She sidled closer to Harry as she spoke and felt him grip her hand tighter.

`You have always loved him?'

Hermione paused as she considered the question. `Near enough. I did not love him immediately, of
course, but it was not long before I did.'

`And you have always been in love with him?' asked Snape, an eyebrow arched.

`You know I have not,' replied Hermione, a touch of asperity in her tone. `If I had always
been in love with him, we would not be here, would we?' she added.

`You are in love with him now?'

`Yes,' she replied, turning quickly to see a broad smile on Harry's face at her
words.

Snape smirked. `So how long have you been in love with him? How long have you known?'

She whipped her head back around to face Snape. `Not long. I guess you could measure the time in
hours rather than in days.'

`So how can you possibly know that you are in love with Potter?' sneered Snape. `You are but
a child and you have a child's delusions in such matters.'

`I'm in love with Harry,' she exclaimed defiantly. She could feel Harry struggling to
restrain himself beside her.

`Miss Granger,' continued Snape in a more conciliatory tone, `I have always respected your
logical and reasoned approach to problems. Where, pray, is your reason now?'

`There is no reason in love,' she responded softly.

Snape smiled sadly. `I will concede you that point, Miss Granger. However, I remain to be
convinced. Can you prove that you love him?'

It was Hermione's turn to smile sadly. `How can I prove such a thing? How does one prove how
one feels?'

Snape nodded, satisfied. `It is as I thought, Your Honour. Miss Granger has provided the court
with no new evidence. No further questions,' he added, before turning and taking his place on
the staircase. The Judge followed his progress before turning to Remus.

`Your witness, Mr Lupin.'

Harry watched as Lupin nodded his acknowledgement and turned to face both he and Hermione,
smiling broadly as he did so. He thought back to their hurried, whispered conference earlier in the
court. Harry had thought it a great idea when Remus had suggested calling Hermione as a witness but
he had no idea what his actual plan was. As Snape had just demonstrated, Hermione could offer no
new evidence and it was with a feeling of trepidation that Harry watched his friend's
approach.

`Hermione,' began Remus with a smile. `Are you in love with Harry?'

Despite the seriousness of the situation, Hermione could not help but smile. `Yes,' she
replied simply. `But I don't know how to prove it to you.'

`Would you do anything for him?' Remus asked.

`Of course.'

`Would you die for him?'

`Yes!'

Too late, Harry saw where this was going. `Now wait a minute, Remus…' he began.

`Be quiet, Harry,' interrupted Lupin. `Don't say another word. Trust me,' he added
and there was a severity to his tone that Harry did not like at all. He bit his tongue as Lupin
turned his attention back to Hermione.

`So would you be willing to take his place? Take his place here in the Other World so that he
might live?' he asked.

`Yes!' replied Hermione without hesitation.

`Enough!' yelled Harry, stepping between Hermione and Lupin. `What the hell do you think you
are playing at, Remus? I wouldn't have allowed you to call her if I knew you were going to pull
this little stunt.' He turned to Hermione. `Don't listen to him. Don't answer another
question!' he said, beseechingly.

Hermione shook her head, oblivious to the tears that started to run down her cheeks. `I have to
tell the truth, Harry.'

`Hermione?' interjected Lupin. `If you are willing to take Harry's place then join me
now on the staircase. Come!'

`NO!' roared Harry. `I forbid it!'

`You have no power here, Mr Potter!' exclaimed the Judge. `Do not say another word or I will
hold you in contempt!'

`Fine! Hold me in contempt! Do what you want! I will withdraw my appeal if I have to but you are
not getting her! Take me back! I withdraw my appeal! You are nothing but a bunch of
charlatans!' He grabbed Hermione by the arm and pulled her round to face him. `Don't do
this. Please. I couldn't live here without you,' he implored.

`ENOUGH!' exclaimed the Judge. `You have gone too far, Mr Potter.' He clicked his
fingers and Harry found himself rooted to the spot, unable to move or speak. He could only watch
helplessly as Hermione gently stroked his face, the tears streaming down her cheeks.

`I'm sorry, Harry,' she choked. `But it is better this way. You have more to live for;
more to offer than I do.' She leaned forward and with exquisite tenderness, kissed him on the
lips as she wrestled her arm out of his grip. `Goodbye, my love. I'll be waiting for you,'
she added before turning away and walking towards the staircase. Lupin put his arm around her
shoulder and joined her on the bottom step before both turned to face Harry.

Who had never felt worse in his entire life. His heart was breaking as he watched helplessly as
the staircase slowly started to rise. No matter how hard he strained, he could not break the ties
that bound him in place and he to wept openly as Hermione was lifted with agonising slowness out of
his life. He closed his eyes as he saw her lift her hand in silent farewell, her tears flowing
freely. He found himself wishing that Voldemort had killed him in the forest for the torture he was
feeling right now was more than he could bear.

And then the applause began.

Harry thought that he had finally lost his mind; had finally become unhinged by events. Still
unable to move, he opened his eyes and could see everyone on the staircase - save Hermione, Snape
and the Judge - clapping and cheering. He noticed that the staircase had stopped rising and was in
fact returning to the ground. He took no comfort from the look of bewilderment on Hermione's
face that told him she was as perplexed as he. Finally Snape's voice broke through the
applause.

`Well, Your Honour. It seems that they are in love with one another after all,' he said, a
hint of disapproval in his tone.

`Yes!' exclaimed Lupin as he leapt down from the staircase and headed towards Harry. `Yes
indeed! There can be no doubt, Your Honour. By their willingness to sacrifice themselves for the
other, both Mr Potter and Miss Granger have demonstrated this beyond doubt. They have fallen in
love and as this occurred in the time erroneously granted to Mr Potter he now has obligations to
her that did not exist at the time he was supposed to die! The court must grant his appeal!' He
turned to face the Judge and Snape. `You both believe that nothing in the Other World is stronger
than the Law. Well I believe that we have demonstrated here today that nothing on Earth is stronger
than love. And I further contend that it is the love here on Earth that binds Mr Potter rather than
the Law in the Other World. Miss Granger's claim on him is greater than that of Death itself!
The defence rests!' he finally exclaimed.

The Judge considered him with a broad smile. `I am minded of some words of wisdom, written by
one of the more celebrated inhabitants of our world.

*In peace, Love tunes the shepherd's reed;*

*In war, he mounts the warrior's steed;*

*In halls, in gay attire is seen;*

*In hamlets, dances on the green.*

*Love rules the court, the camp, the grove,*

*And men below and saints above;*

*For love* *is heaven, and heaven is love.*

Yes indeed, Mr Potter, Miss Granger. Sir Walter Scott was correct. For love is heaven and heaven
is love.' He turned to Hermione. `You may go, my child. You may return to where you belong.
Appeal granted.' He clicked his fingers once again and Harry immediately felt his bonds
release. Neither he nor Hermione needed to be told twice; he raced towards her and caught her as
she leapt from the staircase into his arms. They stood locked in an embrace as the cheering began
again. They remained like that for an interminable amount of time before finally breaking apart,
both crying freely but for a different reason. They turned as the Judge had begun speaking
again.

`Celeste? I would have Mr Potter's glass, if you please?' he held out his hand as the
little French recorder struggled with his cloak before finally pulling out an hourglass and handing
it to the Judge. The latter examined it carefully before tapping it with his finger. A rush of sand
could be heard filling the glass.

`Mr Lupin? Mr Snape? Are we agreed on the new timeline for Mr Potter? Are we agreed on his new
date? Is it acceptable to you both?'

`Very generous, Your Honour!' replied Lupin with a broad smile. `I find no fault.'

Snape peered at the glass. `Is that not a bit too much, Your Honour?' he enquired. He looked
up at the Judge whose benevolent expression had suddenly turned somewhat sterner at the question.
Snape suddenly felt very isolated. `Yes! Yes; it's fine!' Snape hastily corrected. `I find
no fault!'

With these words the staircase started to slowly rise and everyone on it turned to face the
young couple left behind.

`Goodbye, Harry! Goodbye Hermione!' shouted Lily Potter. `We will see you again; never
fear!' she added, her hand raised in farewell.

`Live and love, both of you!' added James Potter as he too raised his arm in salute. Harry
pulled Hermione in tight to his chest and they both raised their arms in farewell as they watched
the staircase rising out of sight. Farewell to Lily and James; Remus and Sirius; Dumbledore and
Tonks. Even Snape, for that matter. All had died that he might live and it was a bittersweet moment
for Harry as he realised that a chapter of his life was ending. The people he watched disappear
into the heavens had shaped that chapter; had guided him and loved him and sustained him through it
and it was with real sadness that he finally let them go as they disappeared from view.

When they had finally gone he turned to the woman by his side. She too had sustained him; had
guided him and loved him. She too was a part of the chapter that had just ended. But she was also
the key to the next chapter. She was the reason he *had* a next chapter and he felt his heart
swell in his chest as he finally came to terms with himself. He was Harry Potter and he had a life
to live. He pulled Hermione in close to his chest.

`So what now?' he asked, gently.

Hermione leaned in and kissed him softly before looking up at his face, her eyes shining.

`Now? Now we live. Now we love, Harry.'

He smiled broadly at her words and leaned in to seal their love with a kiss. In the moment
before their lips met, it occurred to him that in the great matter of life and death, it was
Hermione Granger who was all that mattered.
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